used to
used to being used
but there’s more to
but there’s more to lose now

i’ve made room
in my hands,
in my head,
in my bed,
for you

when you call me in the morning
your feelings, a warning to
stay away

but you have me
i’m just human goo on the bottom of your shoe
if you want me
i can be with you until the afternoon
and if you don’t
i can make my way down through the fire escape
if you’re so ashamed
but i'm hoping
that you’ll let me stay

-

when I wake up
with less make up
will you touch me like last night
or will you close your eyes

and the next time
i'm over
will I go through the front door
cause I can’t take it anymore

i’ve made room
in my hands,
in my head,
in my bed,
for you

when you call me in the morning
your feelings, a warning for me to
stay away

but you have me
i’m just human goo on the bottom of your shoe
if you want me
i can be with you until the afternoon
and if you don’t
i can make my way down through the fire escape
if you’re so ashamed
but I’m hoping
that you’ll let me stay

written by: rosh
production & arrangement: enzo zulueta

human goo

spent my winters trying to get warm
because all my days were spent in your cold palms
can't tell the weather but my head's in the clouds
you whispered hold me closer and they wont find out

i've got my hands tied behind my back 
and i can't change the fact that i 
have rearranged myself to be there always
all you gave me
was the cold on your shoulder
can't do this any longer
moments felt like it took forever
i know i should have known better

-

tulad ng salitang sa gitna may gitling
ramdam ko pag malayo ako sa 'yong piling
magkatabi pero malayo pa rin
kahit kailan sana tayo naman ay magkahulugan

i've got my hands tied behind my back 
and i can't change the fact that i 
have rearranged myself to be there always
all you gave me
was the cold on your shoulder
can't do this any longer
moments felt like it took forever
i know i should have known better

-

tulad ng salitang sa gitna may gitling
ramdam ko pag malayo ako sa 'yong piling

--

drums by julio del prado
prod & arrangement by enzo zulueta
recorded @ malabong lababo (kean reformado)

gitling (2024)

butterfly pea

--
spent my winters trying to get warm 
because all my days were spent in your cold palms 
can’t tell the weather, but my head's in the clouds 
you told me "hold me closer and they won't find out" 

I've got my hands tied behind my back and 
I cant change the fact that 
I have rearranged myself to be there always 
all you gave me was the cold on your shoulder; can't do this any longer 
moments felt like it took forever, I know I should have known better 

tulad ng salitang sa gitna may gitling 
ramdam ko pag malayo ako sa 'yong piling 
magkatabi pero malayo pa rin 
kahit kailan sana tayo naman ay magkahulugan
--
producer: Dan Galapon (https://soundcloud.com/nmbsph)

find this song and more wonderful songs on the UP Underground Music Community Lo-Fi 6! link here: https://upundergroundlofi.bandcamp.com/releases

gitling

rosh, pisces sun, is an alt-pop musician from manila who lets listeners look through pages of her diary in her music, everything glimpsed through the lens of love.

a rosh song is an experience she cannot help but sing, a story shared in whispers at the club, an inner life as glitchy pop song.

contact: bookings.rosh@gmail.com

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