I relate to this song, so much. I've always felt like could never actually date someone, like a real person. I love this!

This is one of my favourite songs now, I really relate to it so thank you.

Not The Villain I Appear To Be - Male

The Court Jester

The Court Jester (feat. FUKASE)

Your Stupid Face (Full song) - Kaden Mackey

My Frankenstein (from the Netflix Series "Dead End: Paranormal Park")

Yellow Rose

this song is really short and i'm sorry about that

The World's Greatest Actor

A Thousand Songs About It All: Act 1 is out now!
Download/Stream: https://madilynmei.lnk.to/AThousandSongsAboutItAll
Album Merch + Vinyl & CD: https://shop.madilynmei.com/ 
 
Written and Performed by Madilyn Mei 
Produced and Mixed by Scrawny 
Mastered by Joe Hutchinson 
Video Animation by Scrawny 
Intro/Outro Animation by Madilyn Mei & Scrawny 
 
Lyrics:
I am an alien
My rocket ship is human bone and skin
I’m something smaller staring out the skull
With a panel of wire and
Buttons I don't understand
Spamming every one of them
So, does being human mean pretending to know
What’s going on?!
(Hello?)
What's going on?!
(Hellooo? Fine!)

Take me to your leader
I would like to have a couple words
Get your shit together
How do humans keep on getting worse?
I’d go back to space but they've invaded out there too

We’re doomed
(Will anyone tell me what's going on? No? I'm gonna scream!)
(AHHHHHH! Tell me!)

You mock the way I talk
And I might be a little bit behind
Trends and slang and other ways to fit the box
To not be not liked

Once it gets underneath my skin
It's hard to let anyone in
Again my walls go up
I’m on defense, my solitude is
Safer than having friends
Why do I feel alien?!

I am an alien
My rocket ship is human bone and skin
I’m something smaller staring out the skull
Through two big eye sockets
And I just don't understand
How to become one of them
Does being human mean
Pretending to be something you're not?
What's going on?!

Take me to your leader 
I would like to have a couple words
Get your shit together
How do humans keep on getting worse?
I’d go back to space but they've invaded out there too

We’re doomed!

I don't wanna be here
Don't want a body or brain or thoughts of my own
I don't know who’s there in the mirror
Wanna go home
Where is home though?

I don't wanna be her
Dissociate through another day
I don't know who that is standing in the mirror
Everywhere I look I’m alone

I am an alien
My rocket ship is human skin and bone
I’m over trying to fit in
Guess I’ll always be alone
Cause I just don't understand
How to become one of them

How do I be one of
How do I be one of you?

(Is anyone out there? Over.)
(Anyone!? Over.)
(I’m talking to myself, aren't I? AHAHAH. Over!)

How do I be one of
How do I be one of you?

5. Quarters

(1, 2, 3, 4)
Wish I could stick my memories
Under my pillow for a quarter each
Losin’ em like baby teeth anyway
So give me a quarter please

I just want a gumball at the mall

Here I am in a place I’ve never been
All alone, two decades old
My best friend is a cat who is buried in the yard
Across the country safe at home
Wouldn’t you believe the things we do to breathe?
The things we gotta just let go?
Endin’ up again in a place I’ve never been
All alone, two decades old

And I’m excited for Colorado
But not for the altitude
Got real sick last time I went
So I’m giving Mother Earth some attitude
All alone, watchin’ a movie
In some motel in New Jersey
Nobody here can hurt me
They don't know me well enough to

Here I am in a place I’ve never been
All alone, two decades old
Learnin’ different words for the clouds up over head
But the stars are still the same as home
Wouldn't you believe the things we do to breathe?
The things we gotta just let go?
Endin’ up again in a place I’ve never been
All alone, two decades old

I wanna move and never settle down
But I also want a chicken coop and a thousand hounds
Mind if I keep you in my collection?
I gotta build new friendships, new connections

Here I am in some place I’ve never been
All alone, it don't get old
Learnin’ how to cope with the fact it has to end
When I’m out of quarters in my coat
Didn't wanna leave Willy on the scene
Fig will have to learn to float
Startin’ over again in some place I’ve never been
All alone, two decades old

What’s Going On?!

Stream/Buy

He knows who he is 
He knows what he did 

He’s a snake he likes to fake his way through life 
I’ll be the bait but I could never be your wife 
And oh everybody’s talking ‘bout us 
It’s so embarrassing to sneak around us 

But there’s no us without me 
And there’s no clarity 
No there’s no us without you 
And there’s no us without two 
I barely made my way out of this one 
I rarely like to speak on how it all came undone 

Revolting 
Controlling
Demoting 
Freeloading

Revolted 
Demoted 
Free loaded 
He 

He’ll eat the cake if he watched you bake it 
Then he’ll say that he could have made a better one 
He’s a saint in his own minds eye become 
Become better for me I’ll be better for you 
He wants princess treatment so few make it out 
But look at what had to be done 
I’m left with no one

But there’s no us without me 
And there’s no clarity 
No there’s no us without you 
And there’s no us without two
I barely made my way out of this one 
I rarely like to speak on how it all came undone 

Revolting
Controlling 
Demoting 
Freeloading 

Revolted
Demoted 
Freeloaded 
He

He he he knows what he did 
He he he knows who he is 
He he he sees through his own act 
He he thinks I’m gonna take him back 

Revolting 
Controlling 
Demoting 
Freeloading 

Revolted 
Demoted 
Freeloaded 
He 
He he
He he he

He (Demo)


My goal is God Himself, not joy, nor peace.
Nor even blessing, but Himself, my God;
’Tis His to lead me there—not mine, but His
At any cost, dear Lord, by any road,
By any road.

So faith bounds forward to its goal in God,
And love can trust her Lord to lead her there;
Upheld by Him, my soul is following hard
Till God hath full fulfilled my deepest prayer,
My deepest prayer.

No matter if the way be sometimes dark,
No matter though the cost be oft-times great,
He knoweth how I best shall reach the mark,
The way that leads to Him must needs be strait.
Must needs be strait.

One thing I know, I cannot say Him nay;
One thing I do, I press towards my Lord;
My God my glory here, from day to day,
And in the glory there my great Reward.
My great Reward.


Yellow Rose

Ros Mo

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