wrote this about a year ago about my late friend Lizzy🖤 enjoy
©rossdops

Starlight's

lyrics: 

Come, let's watch the stars as they’re falling down,
Hear the shots ring out in this broken town.
All the fire and pain, yeah, it’s all around,
But I still see your face when I’m hitting the ground.

Lost in the smoke, yeah, it’s hard to breathe,
Wishing you were here, standing next to me.
Bullets flying high, but the stars fall low,
And I’m caught in the fight with nowhere to go.

Wish I could run back to those days,
When the skies weren’t red and we weren’t afraid.
Now I’m fighting for peace that I’ll never see,
But I’ll hold onto you when I’m down on my knees.

Come, let's watch the stars as they’re falling down,
Hear the shots ring out in this broken town.
All the fire and pain, yeah, it’s all around,
But I still see your face when I’m hitting the ground.

Falling Stars

You miss me?

outside

No, no drugs got hold on me

I hold on them to set me free.
Won't let me free Too high a fee.
Got Locked, my guards got demon speech.
Chain linked to scars In need of keys,
Hanging too far Right out of reach.
No luck in cards Each hand seems weak,
Still play my part In games they cheat.

In place, I'm starved in need of peace.
In mind I march through pain they reap.
The marsh is harsh I couldn't breath.
Still play my part, on how to be,
Who to be.
Lost my heart, so who you see? 
Torn apart, the devil speaks.
It isn't me.
Mirror man taunts oh he deceives,
How he deceives.. 

no drugs got hold on me

I hold on them to set me free.
Won't let me free Too high a fee.
Got Locked, my guards got demon speech.
Chain linked to scars In need of keys,
Hanging too far Right out of reach.
No luck in cards Each hand seems weak,
Still play my part In games they cheat.
In place, I'm starved in need of peace.
In mind I march through pain they reap.
The marsh is harsh I couldn't breath.
Still play my part, on how to be,
Who to be.
Lost my heart, so who you see? 
Torn apart, the devil speaks.
It isn't me.
Mirror man taunts oh he deceives,
How he deceives.. 

....

I hold on them to set me free.
Won't let me free Too high a fee.
Got Locked, my guards got demon speech.
Chain linked to scars In need of keys,
Hanging too far Right out of reach.
No luck in cards Each hand seems weak,
Still play my part In games they cheat.
In place, I'm starved in need of peace.
In mind I march through pain they reap.
The marsh is harsh I couldn't breath.
Still play my part, on how to be,
Who to be.
Lost my heart, so who you see? 
Torn apart, the devil speaks.
It isn't me.
Mirror man taunts oh he deceives,
How he deceives.. 

Mirror Man

Starborn

2nd track on the album "shattered glass"

lyrics:

Dialing numbers my hands are shaking
Voices echo hearts are aching
Cold sweat dripping from my palm
I think I'm losing my calm

Neon lights inside my head
Whispers of the things I said
Static buzzing through my brain
I think I'm calling out in vain

I call 911 but I'm overdosing
On the line my fate is closing
Is there someone there to find me
In this haze please remind me

Signals break and words collide
Feathers lost in ocean tides
Fading out into the blue
Can you hear me can you clue

Pulses racing screens are blurring
Midnight shadows ever stirring
In this spell I’m slippin' deep
Save me from this restless sleep

I call 911 but I'm overdosing
On the line my fate is closing
Is there someone there to find me
In this haze please remind me

Dial Tone

(single)

lyrics:

You'll be gone in the day
feel me? I'm uh, distraught.
She ran out of drugs,
Still have time to decide.

Every night I lose my sight ohh-hoo
These memories, stuck a lock on me, inside.
Every night I lose my sight ohh-hoo
These memories, stuck a lock on me, inside.
She plays me like I'm a toy-ah 
Wishing she'd put me away
Thinking I'm free once again 
But I'm a puppet dancing in place 
Every night I lose my sight ohh-hoo
These memories, stuck a lock on me, inside.
Every night I lose my sight ohh-hoo
These memories, stuck a lock on me, inside.


inside

Track Type: Single

Lyrics:

Ah-ooh, ah
The waves keep calling.
Ah-ooh, ah
The night keeps falling.

Darling, running to the shoreline.
Chasing stars where the tides shine.
I reached out, but you turned away.
Fading faster with the break of day.
There’s a song that you used to sing.
Now it echoes like a broken string.

Ah-ooh, ah-oh
The tide keeps shifting.
Ah-ooh, ah-oh
And I keep drifting.

Lady, running out to the riptide.
Lost in the dark where the dreams hide.
I wanted to be your left-hand man,
But I’m holding air where you used to stand.

Your smile fades like a distant glow.
I followed footsteps, but they don’t show.
The café’s empty, the jukebox is dead,

I hear your laugh, but it’s all in my head.

There’s a truth I’m scared to say.

You were never really here anyway.

Ah-ooh, ah-oh
The tide keeps shifting.
Ah-ooh, ah-oh
And I keep drifting.

Lady, running out to the riptide.
Lost in the dark where the dreams hide.
I wanted to be your left-hand man,
But I’m holding air where you used to stand.

A ghost in the wind, just a trick of the night,
A face in the crowd that fades from sight.
I held on tight, but the truth is clear.
You were nothing more than the shadows here.

Ah-ooh, ah-oh
You were never real, just a dream I adore.
Ah-ooh, ah-oh
Now I’m alone on this empty shore.

Undertow

Album: Ethereal Dreams
Track Number: 1

I wasn’t going to upload this album for awhile.. but recent events have pushed me to release it now🖤 happy Valentine’s Day guys🖤

Father Forgive Me

Album: Ethereal Dreams
Track Number: 7

I wasn’t going to upload this album for awhile.. but recent events have pushed me to release it now🖤 happy Valentine’s Day guys🖤




I love you🖤

Can’t Be Free

Presenting my first rock album??? Not sure but the beat took control of me tonight 🔥🖤

Album: Star Stones
Track number: 1

No Moh’

Album: Star Stones
Track #2

Lyrics:

(Huh?)
That’s a dark child

Grew up on the far side
(Tell me what they talkin’ bout)
Tryna see him archived
(what you really talkin’ bout)
Ain’t no time for talkin’ now
From runnin’ up to walkin’ down
No workin’ lights this side of town
First it’s fights, shots ringin’ now

No, we can’t hesitate
Had to learn from the mistakes
Separate the real from fakes
They don’t love you ’til it’s late

(What they talkin’ bout?)
I been on my grind, I ain’t worried ‘bout no clout
(What they talkin’ bout?)
Lost some, headed south
(What they talkin’ bout?)
Told my brothers stay up out the way and make it out
(What they talkin’ bout?)
If it ain’t ’bout money or respect, then shut your mouth

Came up in the dark side, had to fight my way through pain
Lost some homies to the game, I won’t let that be in vain
Told my shorties play it smart, don’t get caught up in the fame
They be switchin’, they be snitchin’, ain’t no trustin’ what they claim

(Ohhh, oh) I can’t trust no one no more
(Ohhh, oh) Seen too many change before
(Ohhh, oh) I put pain in all my flows
(Oh) They don’t really want no smoke

(What they talkin’ bout?)
I been on my grind, I ain’t worried ‘bout no clout
(What they talkin’ bout?)
Lost some, headed south
(What they talkin’ bout?)
Told my brothers stay up out the way and make it out
(What they talkin’ bout?)
If it ain’t ’bout money or respect, then shut your mouth

Talkin ‘Bout

Here’s another song that I made awhile back that got lost in my files🖤

Lyrics:


(Underneath the fog of dreams...)

(Wondering far from meant to be...)

(Wondering far from meant to be...)
 
Want me to give you the moon?
I shouldn't be here with you
I'll be back real soon
Heard you speaking 
But can't reach me
Drinking henny in the back seat
Life will end the way it's posed to be
and sin is like a notery
My kin just can't get close to me 
My friends think I'm a ghost to be

(Underneath the fog of dreams...)

(Wondering far from meant to be...)

(Wondering far from meant to be...)

(Wondering far from meant to be...)

(Underneath the fog of dreams...)

(Wondering far from meant to be...)

(Wondering far from meant to be...)

Want me to give you the moon?
I shouldn't be here with you
I'll be back real soon
Heard you speaking 
But can't reach me
Drinking henny in the back seat
Life will end the way it's posed to be
and sin is like a notery
My kin just can't get close to me 
My friends think I'm a ghost to be

(Underneath the fog of dreams...)

(Wondering far from meant to be...)

(Wondering far from meant to be...)

(Wondering far from meant to be...)

(Underneath the fog of dreams...)

(Wondering far from meant to be...)

(Wondering far from meant to be...)

Oh-yeah-yeah-yeah

Oh-yeah-yeah-yeah

Oh-yeah-yeah-yeah

Oh-yeah-yeah-yeah

Oh-yeah-yeah-yeah

Oh-yeah-yeah-yeah

Oh-yeah-yeah-yeah

Oh-yeah-yeah-yeah

Oh-yeah-yeah-yeah

Oh-yeah-yeah-yeah

Oh-yeah-yeah-yeah

Oh-yeah-yeah-yeah

Oh-yeah-yeah-yeah

Oh-yeah-yeah-yeah

The Fog Of Dreams

Track type: single

Lyrics:

(Mmm-mmm, yeah, yeah)
(Ooooh, oh-oh-oh)
(Mmm-mmm,)

All black Forces on my feet, living like the ace of spades
Told my bro, “Just let it be,” but he filled so deep with hate
We was kids out in the streets, runnin’ from our inner pain
Ain’t have nothin’, had to fasten up 
Zero heroes 
So numb, no love,so we never needed those
He gon’ sleep deep when they fill him up with smoke
Endow floating right out the window

(Ah-ah, )
Fallin through the wall again
(Ah-ah, )
I just keep on freefallin’

Smokin sprees thats for my stress,
Drinkin till there’s nothing left
Empty bottles right on my desk
 empty smiles until my -

Think they special, they missin it
Call em all shorty, just how I talk to the wo-me-men
Ain’t got the time, just keep it real indifferent 
Feelin’ too high off these thoughts, keep my distance, where my heart went, 

(Mmm-mmm, yeah, yeah)
(Ooooh, oh-oh-oh)
(Where my heart went, uh)

Lost my way in life, now I talk to the sky
Hate to say auntie was right
I can’t trust a soul, I seen too many switch they vibe
I see spite in their eyes
Speak of love I see through the pride, the disguise
Oh, oh, oh
(Ah-ah,)
Falling through the wall again 
(Ah-ah, )
I just keep on freefallin’

Think they special, they missin it
Call em all shorty, just how I talk to wo-me-men
Ain’t got the time, just keep it real indifferent 
Feelin’ too high off these thoughts, keep my distance, where my heart went, uh

(Mmm-mmm, yeah, yeah)
(Ooooh, oh-oh-oh)

Zero Heros

Lyrics: 
They ain’t dodge the bullets sent my way 
So how you feelin’ my pain? 
I been swervin’ in the dark, cuz I don’t give a fuck I’ll end this shit that’s my way.
My way-my way
I been numb, I been fuck-

They don’t really know my pain
They don’t really know my name yeah yeah
My pain
My pain

115 on the highway, I swerve it off 
Tired of speakin’ on the pain, I perk it off 
Say it ain’t have to be this way, I won’t bleed at all
No needin’ y’all, no needin’ y’all 
Mask on, I can’t trust no face 
Love fake, I can’t trust no way 
They was prayin’ Imma fall, decay
I been goin’ through the storm, heavy rain

I been drownin’ in my ways, I can’t get up yeah
I keep sippin’ on this pain, I ain’t lit up 
Nah
Tell me how to feel when my heart don’t heal 
Tell me what’s real besides these fuck!

Ohhh, I been tryna find a way out 
All these demons in my head, they don’t play ’round 
Tote that Glock, I know they lurkin’ where I stay now 
I can’t trust a soul, I been way down

I been locked inside my mind, feel like the cell walls 
They just tell me that they love me, but they well off 
Seen my brodie in the casket, took the air off 
Ain’t no one was really there when I fell off 
Nah
Had to get it from the bottom, I ain’t had shit 
Nah
You was laughin’ when I struggled, now my bag thick 
Yeah
Hollow tips inside that choppa, get yo’ ass flipped 
Ain’t no runnin’ from this pain, you get dragged quick

I been drownin’ in my ways, I can’t get up Yeah
I keep sippin’ on this pain, I ain’t lit up
Nah
Tell me how to feel when my heart don’t heal 
Tell me what’s real besides these fuck!

Ohhh, I been tryna find a way out 
All these demons in my head, they don’t play ’round 
Tote that Glock, I know they lurkin’ where I stay now 
I can’t trust a soul, I been way down

They  ain’t dodge the bullets sent my way 
So how you feelin’ my pain? 
I been swervin’ in the dark, ain’t no lane
I been numb, I been drained, yeah, yeah

Yeah yeah

I been drinkin heavy liquor 
Dodging pain inside this swisher 
Won’t say a thing ain’t fuckin wit cha’
On my way out

They ain’t dodge the bullets sent my way my way
So how you feelin’ my pain? My pain

They ain’t dodge the bullets sent my way my way
So how you feelin’ my pain? My pain

They ain’t dodge the bullets sent my way my way
So how you feelin’ my pain? My pain..

On My Way Out

Album: Star Stones
Track: intro

Lyrics:

Father dead can’t tell me, what?
Had to teach myself to be tough 
Mama not around to show me, I get no love
brothers tried to dump me so what
I got no trust
You know what’s up
You know what’s up
Say yo shit cold
Well I got colder cuts
A youngin’ takin older drugs
Just lonely thuggin til the sun is over up
Runnin runnin runnin till it’s over us
Heart been thumpin’ jumpin’ jumpin’ hit a double Dutch 
You know what’s up
You know what’s up

I was posted by my lonely, had to make a way
Ain’t nobody show me love, had to-
Every lesson came from pain I-
Seen the closest ones switch, now they gone today

I was runnin’ through the city with a heavy soul
Tryna numb it with a “haha”
 but it take control
people fall, tryna play a role

Tell me why the real ones gotta hurt the most
Tell me why my demons always do the most
Tell me why the love fade when you gettin’ close
22 feeling pretty old
Tryna patch my heart that’s full of smoke

Say yo shit cold
Well I got colder cuts
A youngin’ takin’ older drugs
Just lonely thuggin’ ‘til the sun is over up
Runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ ‘til it’s over us
Heart been thumpin’ jumpin’ jumpin’

Lost my homie, lost my mind, now I’m feeling cold
keep the lesson, never trust a soul
head down cuz I been sticking low
Ain’t no feelings as I’ve witnessed , that’s just how it go

Tell me why the real ones gotta hurt the most
Tell me why my demons always do the most
Tell me why the love fade when you gettin’ close
22 feelin’ pretty old
With a heart that’s full of smoke

You know what’s up
You know what’s up
Say yo shit cold
Well I got colder cuts
A youngin’ takin’ older drugs
Just lonely thuggin’ ‘til the sun is over up
Runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ ‘til it’s over us
Heart been thumpin’ jumpin’ jumpin’

How It Go (intro)

Track type: single 

Lyrics: 

Our Father, Thou art in heaven,
Hallowed be Thy name.

Ah ah ah ah ah ah
I’m trynna change my ways
Cuz I’ve seen bullets
Seen the truest
Burn up in flames
Ah ah ah
Ah ah 
Gotta change my moves
Cuz I’m a white boy from the wook
But I sing in a tune
So you won’t think I’m from the streets, shit it’s the principle
I sing on my depression
Like obsessions
But I don’t think it’s cool
Cuz I’ve been locked in this possession since I was skipping school

Oh Lord, I’m just trynna break free
Chains on me
Running from my past chasing me
Just pray one day I can finally breathe

Skipping class
I’ve been down right on my dick
Suffered, that’s from the past
Shit, I was swinging out my sleep, landing on my ass
Mama used to pray I’d change, I was moving fast

Ah ah ah, still trynna find my way
Ah ah ah, fighting demons every day
Ah ah ah,  hear me as I pray
Lord take this pain away

I’ve been lost in the dark, reaching for light
Every wrong that I did kept me up at night
Oh Father, if You hear me, give me a sign
I just wanna live right before I run outta time

Oh Lord, I’m just trynna break free
Chains on me
Running from my past chasing me
Just pray one day I can finally breathe

Ah ah ah, still trynna find my way
Ah ah ah, fighting demons every day

Oh Lord, I’m calling, can You hear my cries?
Falling, but I’m reaching for the other side
Drowning in my past, but I’m still alive
If I find Your grace, will You be my guide?


Oh Lord, I’m just trynna break free
Chains on me
Running from my past chasing me
Just pray one day I can finally breathe

Our Father, Thou art in heaven…

Soul Search

Introducing a new project I’m working on🖤 lyrics coming soon.

Album: Broken Dreams 
Track: intro

Broken Dreams (intro)

Track: single

Lyrics:
“Again? I can’t keep doing this with you, you never change.”

Oh lord 
Ho oh

Mhhhh hmmm
Oh ho
Oh oh ho

Eyes wide shut feel the cold in my throat
Paralysis in my sleep so my body won’t go
Weight on my body no my chest won’t hold
Tellin’ myself that it’s just bad luck
Demons in the room and they all show me mad love
Hugs turn to harm, and trust to dust
Pain on loop like the song I wrote
, I just sip, hope I don’t choke
Thoughts in a spiral, voice went ghost
If I talk to God?

Oh ho
Oh oh ho
Oh ho ho

Feel I got no heart strings, but I got heart notes
On this beam walking and I can’t hold the rope
Hear these beings talking but I can’t find the host
The voice behind a ghost
It’s hard to cope
Feel a
Feel a
Feel a
Overdose
Getting close
comatose
Oh lord

Where the cold wind blow
Where the red rain soak
Where the meds stay close
And the pain take hold
Let the flame stay low
Till it burn my soul
Said I’d change, I don’t
Said I’d stay, I won’t 
Ain’t no lane, I’m ghost
And the shame don’t show
When the chains they-
Woah
Feel like home
Feel like—
Oh oh lord

Face in my phone screen, blood on the floor
Swear I been dyin’ just to feel a little more
Hurt so slow
Tell me where to run when the high don’t go
Oh lord, oh lord, I been screaming too long
Oh lord, oh lord, this pain my song
Tryna pray but my voice too gone
Oh lord
Ohhh
Oh lord
I been Poppin’ like confetti, but it’s deadly where my meds are
Feelin’ like a star, then I’m shredded like a red scar
Tears on the sink, pills pink in a glass
Boy he got a bad past
Flashbacks 
Wish he never had that

Desolation

Album: Star Stones
Track:4

Lyrics:

Say you luh
Say you luh
Say you luh
Say you luh

Trust take you all kinds of places
Love got different kinda faces
The devils hands around my waistband 
The devils trance till they’ve had enough of the chasin

Say you luh
Say you luh
Say you luh
Say you luh
Say you luh
Say you luh

I walked plenty nights around this town shit got ugggly
Like 13 shots around my crown but shit, can’t touch me
Feet got 30,000 miles on em shit I Been
Thugin’

Say you luh

Say you luh me dyin
Wanna kill my mind 
trynna steal my prime
Leave some blood for the others when you steal my life
End my uh uh
Trynna end my high
I been in 9 
Spent my dimes
You can’t end my uh 
When you

Say you luh
Say you luh
Say you luh
Say you luh

You ain’t seen with me 
Now it’s vacant in this city 
No I don’t see life
No it don’t seem right
Huh huh heavy drinking on a Sunday night
Plenty liters in my stomach oh I don’t feel right
No I don’t feel right 

Say you luh
Say you luh
Say you luh
Say you luh

Off that fifth, I been slow walkin’ (yeah)
Eyes low, but my soul talkin’ (uh)
Way too deep in the cold often
Heart thin, but the load solid (facts)
Say you love me, then switch tone
Say you ride, then drift on 
Ten missed calls on this flip phone
Still feel pain when the sip gone 

Head down with the thoughts runnin’
Half dead but I lost nothin’ 
Say you love me, then prove somethin’
All that talk, don’t move nothin’

Say you luh
Say you luh
Say you luh
Say you luh…

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Say You Luh

Track: single

Lyrics:

Baby played me till I lost it
Baby lost me shit I’m toxic
Baby maybe
“Shit I fucked that up”

Yeah
I fucking lost my mind
Yeah
I fucking lost my mind
Let’s sing along this time
Pretending everything is fine
Oh my oh my

Time to school you bitches flunking class
You tool ass bitches fucking trash
Bitch I’m thumbing cash
Always use a rubber
Bitch I’m thumbing brass 
Coming down from under away,
without a mask
Away with all the snakes
Shit I’m cutting through the grass
Hands on a musty stash 
Shit shit 
Oh shit

“I’m just kidding I’m broke as fuck”
Baby played me till I lost it
Baby lost me shit I’m toxic
Baby maybe Crazy
But baby made me 
Oh 
Baby play me till I’m nauseous 
Baby maybe we’re just off set
Baby “fuck”

Flashback
popping wrist  kickback
Get back
Blowback
On a comeback
Walking down like a blackjack
Matte black 
My bitch she bad
My bitch she mad 
Baby played me till I lost it
Baby lost me shit I’m toxic
Baby maybe Crazy
But baby made me 
Oh 
Baby play me till I’m nauseous 
Baby maybe we’re just off set
Baby maybe I’m too caustic
Baby lately I’ve been toxic
Baby hate me, still she watch it
Baby shady when she talk slick
Baby play me like a moshpit
Baby made me feel exhausted
Baby daily with the conflict
Baby crazy, I’m still locked in
Baby played me till I lost it
Baby lost me shit I’m toxic
Baby maybe Crazy
But baby made me

Toxic Passion

When I Come Around

Album: Broken Dreams
Track:2

Lyrics:


You showed up
When the ghost of you faded
And you showed up
When my love for you faded
When you showed up
And you told me you waited
I'll meet you at the graveyard
At the graveyard


It's so fucked up
I can't get you out of my head
It's so fucked up
That you're better off dead
And when you showed up
When the love for you faded
I'll meet you at the graveyard
At the graveyard

The wind whispers
It tells me your secrets
And it tells me your secrets
And it tells me your secrets
At the graveyard

I'm so alone
And I'm feeling so haunted
I'm so alone
You're the only one I wanted
You should know
My love never faded
I'll meet you at the graveyard
At the graveyard

That’s-uh
That’s-yuh
That’s-yeah 
Oh my god
I’ll see you when I sleep
That’s every night 
At every dream
That’s-that
Oh my god
I woke up
Swear to god you was next to me
Swear to god it was heavenly 
But you ain’t here you just rest in peace 
In the ground where you took the rest of me 
Just a hex to me
Self destruction you gave me the recipe 
She’s my melody 
 only-only-only reason I began to sing 
She’s the beginning of the end for me 
It’s that oh my god
My motha’ fuckin symphony 

I'm so alone
And I'm feeling so haunted
I'm so alone
You're the only one I wanted
And you should know
My love never faded
I'll meet you at the graveyard
At the graveyard

The wind whispers
It tells me your secrets
And it tells me your secrets
And it tells me your secrets
At the graveyard

“Rest in peace lizzy”

At The Grave Yard

Track: single

Lyrics:

You got a miserable attitude,
Actin’ like love was a trap that you happened to crash into
You wear that heartbreak like it’s tatted too,
Now every road you take curves back to misery ave-
You got a miserable attitude,
Always on edge like the past still after you
Told me you’re numb but your tears say the actual,
Caught in the silence that screams through misery avenue.

You got a miserable attitude,
Chasin’ the high but it’s gravity grabbin’ you—
Fallin’ through dreams that were shattered and scattered too,
Now all your footsteps echo down misery avenue.

You got a miserable attitude,
Swear you want peace but you fight what’s compatible
Built all these walls then get mad they ain’t passin’ through,
You closed the map and still end up at misery avenue.

She pour pain out in a slow glass,
Eyes say more than her throwbacks.
Laugh like smoke in a cold flash,
Smile real sweet, but it don’t last.

Hopes in the drawer with her old stash,
Dreams got caught in a bold crash.
She say she fine but it’s low cap,
Heart got bruised like a toe tap.

High off thoughts she won’t unroll,
Fakin’ a glow when she done broke.
Life move fast in a one-stroke,
Dancin’ with ghosts in a blunt smoke.

You got a miserable attitude,
Talk like the world always after you.
Smile like smoke from a shattered mood,
Swear you don’t care but the damage do.

Sleep through the day just to dodge the truth,
Night feel safe when the sky don’t move.
Bottle in hand like a parachute,
Fallin’ so long it’s habitual.

You got a miserable attitude,
Woke up late, made a laugh or two.
Eyes say more than your captions do,
Still on that path to misery avenue

To misery avenue 
Get outta misery avenue 
Misery avenue 
That misery avenue 
Caught in the silence that screams through misery avenue.

You got a miserable attitude,
Chasin’ the high but it’s gravity grabbin’ you
Fallin’ through dreams that were shattered and scattered too,
Now all your footsteps echo down misery avenue.

You got a miserable attitude,
Swear you want peace but you fight what’s compatible
Built all these walls then get mad they ain’t passin’ through,
You closed the map and still end up at misery avenue.

To misery avenue 
Get outta misery avenue 
Misery avenue 
That misery avenue 
Caught in the silence that screams through misery avenue.

Misery Avenue (UNMASTERED)

Album: Broken Dreams

Track: 3

Lyrics: (Unavailable)

Where We Go From Here

Album: Broken Dreams
Track: 5

Lyrics:

Yeah-
mm-

I been slippin’ through the cracks
Can’t tell where I’m at
Voices sound like glass
Think I need you back… yeah

Oh Nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah
Nah nah

I float, don’t feel the fall, blink once and lose it all
You there behind that wall, I knock, you never call
My mind a vacant house, your voice still hang around
This bed feel way too loud, I sleep to block it out
That night, you wore that scent, like time was barely spent
Now days just came and went, no clues where feelings went
I drive but lose the lane, your name still in my brain
No storm but feel the rain, no high but feel the same

I been lost inside a dream
Wake up, still ain’t what it seem
You was here, then you a beam
Light gone, I’m like what you need
I been tryna feel some peace
Everything just on repeat
Lucid but I can’t retreat
Still stuck in the in-between

I been lost inside a dream
Wake up, still ain’t what it seem
You was here, then you a beam
Light gone, I’m like what you need
I been tryna feel some peace
Everything just on repeat
Lucid but I can’t retreat
Still stuck in the in-between

My shadow don’t even wait, I fade when morning late
That text I never send, just type and hit erase
Eyes open, still don’t blink, my world just outta sync
These thoughts so paper thin, tear slow but always sting
I go back just outta habit, don’t know why guess I had to
If healing got a cost, I paid, still don’t forgive
That picture in my phone, still lightin’ up alone
I scroll through all the past, and find where I went wrong

Everything just on repeat
Lucid but I can’t retreat
Still stuck in the in-between

My shadow don’t even wait, I fade when morning late
That text I never send, just type and hit erase
Eyes open, still don’t blink, my world just outta sync
These thoughts so paper thin, tear slow but always sting
I go back just outta habit, don’t know why guess I had to
If healing got a cost, I paid, still don’t forgive
That picture in my phone, still lightin’ up alone
I scroll through all the past, and find where I went wrong

Blurred Lines

Album: Broken Dreams

Track: 6

Lyrics:

Yeah, what a beautiful day
Life feel like a movie, I’m just tryna stay awake
Might be tomorrow but it feel like yesterday
I feel alive but it’s better when I’m dazed
Off the shits, yeah, it’s a beautiful world
Came from the dirt, I’m a child of the Earth
When I got the light, that’s when everything turned
Fell in love with her, then I watched it all burn
Fell down, landed somewhere with the stars
Lookin’ for heaven, ended up where demons are
Smokin’ relish, watch it twist inside this hotel
Call it coping but I’m not doin’ too well
 Swear I was lookin’ for you but I was myself
Grass look greener when I’m by myself…

 I’m tryna be happy (Happy)
Sippin’ Henny ‘til I feel numb (Numb)
Life a bitch, life a bitch and then some (Bitch)
Hard to think I almost 
Yeah, but I’m tryna be happy (Happy)
I be drinkin’ ‘til I feel numb (Numb)
Life a bitch, life a bitch, and then some (Bitch)
Hard to think I almost grabbed that gu- uh uh
 I’m tryna be happy (Happy)
Sippin’ Henny ‘til I feel numb (Numb)
Life a bitch, life a bitch and then some 


It ain’t what it seem, this ain’t what I dreamed
Yeah, I came from nothin’, did it off a beam
Heart full of uh, mind full of steam
I just play it cool, but I wanna scream
It ain’t what it seem, this ain’t what I dreamed
Lost some friends, lost my self-esteem
Wrote these lines just to let it bleed
Tryna find peace in a melody…

Ooh, I’m afraid of me
Look in the mirror, I don’t like what I see
I know I’m him, but he don’t move like me
Life’s a nightmare I mistake for a dream
I was lost never let the pain show
Lookin’ for light, in a cloud full of smoke
You search for life, you can find it in soul
You search for life, but it come and it go…

Hoo
I’m tryna be happy (Happy)
Sippin’ Henny ‘til I feel numb (Numb)
Life a bitch, life a bitch and then some (Bitch)
Hard to think I almost fell in love (Love)
Yeah, but I’m tryna be happy (Happy)
I be drinkin’ ‘til I feel numb (Numb)
Life a bitch, life a bitch, and then some (Bitch)
Hard to think I almost fell in love

Happy

Album: Broken Dreams

Track: 6

Lyrics:

Yeah, what a beautiful day
Life feel like a movie, I’m just tryna stay awake
Might be tomorrow but it feel like yesterday
I feel alive but it’s better when I’m dazed
Off the shits, yeah, it’s a beautiful world
Came from the dirt, I’m a child of the Earth
When I got the light, that’s when everything turned
Fell in love with her, then I watched it all burn
Fell down, landed somewhere with the stars
Lookin’ for heaven, ended up where demons are
Smokin’ relish, watch it twist inside this hotel
Call it coping but I’m not doin’ too well
 Swear I was lookin’ for you but I was myself
Grass look greener when I’m by myself…

Hoo

 I’m tryna be happy (Happy)
Sippin’ Henny ‘til I feel numb (Numb)
Life a bitch, life a bitch and then some (Bitch)
Hard to think I almost 
Yeah, but I’m tryna be happy (Happy)
I be drinkin’ ‘til I feel numb (Numb)
Life a bitch, life a bitch, and then some (Bitch)
Hard to think I almost grabbed that gu- uh uh
 I’m tryna be happy (Happy)
Sippin’ Henny ‘til I feel numb (Numb)
Life a bitch, life a bitch and then some 


It ain’t what it seem, this ain’t what I dreamed
Yeah, I came from nothin’, did it off a beam
Heart full of uh, mind full of steam
I just play it cool, but I wanna scream
It ain’t what it seem, this ain’t what I dreamed
Lost some friends, lost my self-esteem
Wrote these lines just to let it bleed
Tryna find peace in a melody…

Ooh, I’m afraid of me
Look in the mirror, I don’t like what I see
I know I’m him, but he don’t move like me
Life’s a nightmare I mistake for a dream
I was lost never let the pain show
Lookin’ for light, in a cloud full of smoke
You search for life, you can find it in soul
You search for life, but it come and it go…

Hoo

I’m tryna be happy (Happy)
Sippin’ Henny ‘til I feel numb (Numb)
Life a bitch, life a bitch and then some (Bitch)
Hard to think I almost fell in love (Love)
Yeah, but I’m tryna be happy (Happy)
I be drinkin’ ‘til I feel numb (Numb)
Life a bitch, life a bitch, and then some (Bitch)
Hard to think I almost fell in love

Happy (unmastered)

Album: Broken Dreams
Track:6

Lyrics:

Uh
She want my uh uh
My uh
She just want my time today
But I can’t give my time away
Clockin’ me but I’m miles away
Mind gone, I don’t got much to say
She want love, I just want the space
Heart froze up suck in place
She said, “I give up”
 I laughed it off
Girl, I barely ever gave a f***

I been movin’ like a ghost tonight
Body here, but my soul “goodbye”
Keep my phone off, never post at night
Feelin’ nothin’ but that’s a toast to life

Locked in, I’m rockin’ in the 8 5 0
Wrist cold, dream foggy but my pace don’t slow
Backseat soul with a face unknown
Mixin’ hurt in the cup like a late-night show
Glide through flames with a grace so low
Eyes red, lost stares through the tinted smoke
Left hand shakin’ but I play it composed
Keep that pain in the safe I tow
Oh Lord, 
I just wanna float, feel nothin’
Cut the noise, kill the rush, no bluffin’
Party mode, I’m duckin’ judgment
Liquor in the cup like it owe me somethin’
Smokin’ on this Marley
Eyes on low, move calm, not sorry
Pain still ridin’, but the vibe still gnarly
I been numb so long it’s part of the story
Memento mori

If my dash could hit 3 0 5
It’s guaranteed I’d fly
Clear the lane, don’t ask me why
I break the limit just to feel alive
If my dash could hit 3 0 5
It’s guaranteed I’d coast
Blowin’ past that pain I ghost
Windows down while I overdose

I don’t drink and drive — I’m swervin’ high
Star trail eyes in the urban sky
light will blur when I close one eye
Feelin’ like a dream that I can’t define
Tatted up like a midnight myth
Left side ink like a demon’s gift
Bad influence with a bedtime twist
Told her don’t wait up, I exist in shifts
Mood swing like the whip I’m in
Pull off clean, can’t let ’em in
Sins in the glove box, pain in the tint
Love got lost where the fuel got spent

Stupid bitch..

If my dash could hit 3 0 5
It’s guaranteed I’d fly
Clear the lane, don’t ask me why
I break the limit just to feel alive
If my dash could hit 3 0 5
It’s guaranteed I’d coast
Blowin’ past that pain I ghost
Windows down while I overdose

In The 8 5 0

The Eyes

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