Inside The Beemer

Suicide

Your a mess and i feel im too blame
You keep screaming over and over again

Can we just start over,
i fucking hate being sober,
had all the friends
now im a loner
i remember the times
that we felt alive
i remember the times
we just wanted to die
its all different now
now i just wanna cry

Your a mess and i feel im too blame
You keep screaming over and over again
Your a mess and i feel im too blame
You keep screaming over and over again

I know im on your mind,
so fuck me,
i know im not kind,
i cant sleep,
you were never mine,
im not yours to keep,
were broken inside so,
im doing drugs while you sleep,
you hate me, you want to break me,
you wanna break me, yeah you hate me
this shit complicated, we cant escape it
and im to blame.

Used to be the kid, now she call me the man
She want to mess with the beautiful and damned

Lately I been falling, I been falling, i been falling, i been falling,

all the pills just dumb my brain
remembering you make me go insane
good on my own the path i chose
only god knows the blood on my clothes
now the blood drip from my nose, so many lines that my nose cut
i cant love you i got no trust, 

Your a mess and i feel im too blame
You keep screaming over and over again
Your a mess and i feel im too blame
You keep screaming over and over again

Can we just start over,
i fucking hate being sober,
had all the friends
now im a loner
i remember the times
that we felt alive
i remember the times
we just wanted to die

Scream My Name

Scream My Name - Prod. Ross Gossage

I dont wanna die this way,
I was just 19 thinkin ima die today,
Breaking down, i break a bottle,
and you cut open my veins knowin im insane,
let me, get out of my brain,
new medications make the pain go away,
its all temporary, keep my mind steady,
if i die now i am ready,
theres just one thing i got to do,
let you know i died for you,

I feel you stuck in my head,
over again and over again

She wont listen to me,
We just got the party on new years eve
We were mixing K & LSD i can see visionary
That night i feel like i lost a little bitta me
Im Thinking of what could have been,

Me just falling into my dreams,
Now your were staring back at me,
Eyes like razors, i began to bleed,
but baby Id never felt so free,

I dont know where to start,
maybe the moment that you broke my heart,
the day you left me scarred,
then you left me empty handed,
so now you know im on that sad shit,
next girl best take my fucking life,
Coz next girl aint my wife,
next girl aint my type,

but she still tryna fuck though yeah im right,

I feel you stuck in my head,
over again and over again

She wont listen to me,
We just got the party on new years eve
now We were mixing K & LSD i can see the visionary
That night i feel like i lost a little bitta me
Im Thinking of what could have been,
Me falling into my dreams,
Now your were staring back at me,
Eyes like razors, i began to bleed,
but baby Id never felt so free,

I dont wanna die this way,
I was just 19 thinkin ima die today,
Breaking down, i break a bottle,
and you cut open my veins knowin im insane,
let me, get out of my brain,
new medications make the pain go away,
its all temporary, keep my mind steady,
if i die now i am ready,
theres just one thing i got to do,
let you know i died for you,

I Died For You - Prod. Ross Gossage

Worth Noting - Prod. Fat Cat Beats

The fact that I'm alone,
Is like a cold shoulder,
Still comforting me,
Hate the fact that I can love still,
Feeling this still, feeling so ill, 
She wanna dance in my light,
By my side, she wanna do me,
Like suicide, I'd die for this little comfort,
She always on her phone,
Got me feeling like a number,
So call me, put me down and redial
Stuck in cycle, I'm psycho, 
Am I your idol, am I really suicidal in this recital, 
thinking you just want a title, that I'm always in the spiral,
bitches round me just trying go viral, caught in the loop, 
the pain I go through, is it real, at times I don't know what to feel, 
when the devil appeared with a deal, what options do I got, 
he said that if I give into greed and renounce my happy memories that he would provide for me, 
something sweeter than eternity, so I pleaded with my demons, 
the life got me on my knees, I can't stand it, 
sold all my happiness for the right price, 
contract between this life and my death that I'd rather die in this life than a death in my head, this how I am left, 
that you want me to go insane. that you want me to go insane.

The fact that I'm alone,
Is like a cold shoulder,
Still comforting me,
Hate the fact that I can love still,
Feeling this still, feeling so ill, 
She wanna dance in my light,
By my side, she wanna do me,
Like suicide, I'd die for this little comfort,
She always on her phone,
Got me feeling like a number,
So call me, put me down and redial
Stuck in cycle, I'm psycho, 
Am I your idol, am I really suicidal in this recital, 
thinking you just want a title, that I'm always in the spiral,
bitches round me just trying go viral, now im caught in the loop, 
with the the pain I go through, is it real, at times I don't know what to feel,
Am I your idol, am I really suicidal in this recital, 
thinking you just want a title, that I'm always in the spiral,
bitches round me just trying go viral, now im caught in the loop, 
with the the pain I go through, is it real, at times I don't know what to feel,
dont know what to feel

Dance In My Light

I think this world so cold
make me hate it
with nobody to hold
i cant face it
sometimes i gotta smoke
girl telling me im gonna make it
life feels basic
all the lies in the world that you told
and im still chasin, chasin, 
Im tryna get fucked up
im in the back of the club
getting sucked up
by this bad bitch
she told me good luck
take her down for the night
we fuck till the sunrise
you dont want it to end
its alright, if i stay we gonna fight
bpd baby this love aint easy
its okay this our night

why she so needy, im feelin you in moonlight
we cooking up catastrophe's
so far away now, i just wanna catch a flight
i just wanna catch a flight,

I think this world so cold
make me hate it
with nobody to hold
i cant face it
like yeah sometimes i gotta smoke
girl telling me im gonna make it
if life feels basic
all the lies in the world that you told
and im still chasin, chasin, im still chasin, chasin,
Im tryna get fucked up
im in the back of the club
getting sucked up
by this bad bitch
she told me good luck
but im still chasin, chasin, im still chasin, chasin,

Im Not Gonna Make It

Only time I feel alive is when I'm dying
she love when im dying
She ontop yeah she riding,
I'm in love with the pain,
She bad for me but feels right up my lane,
baby know i am Not sane, gimme brain need me a cell,
Lock me up, fuck, I gotta jet I got a jugg
I got the pills never needed a plug

Still sick, still never throwing them up,
Bad for my health, all the things I've dealt,
Not just a feeling, 

future I'm never seeing,
27 club got an early member,
Just another number, death in December,
Winters cold like the snow, got me up in night like coke, 
withdrawn from emotions baby I'm the snowman,

Feel like I don't even know you,
Don't worry I'm forgettable so,
Regretable im mad too, 
In the back me and you
Take me to your room
I can show you hurt and the pain I deserve
You wanna fuck me, Hate me and date me
Baby take my heart and break it
I just wanna pop one and pass-out

Still sick, still never throwing them up,
Bad for my health, all the things I've dealt,
Not just a feeling, 

future I'm never seeing,
27 club got an early member,
Just another number, death in December,
Winters cold like the snow, got me up in night like coke, 
withdrawn from emotions baby I'm the snowman,

Only time I feel alive is when I'm dying
she love when im dying
She ontop yeah she riding,
I'm in love with the pain,
She bad for me but feels right up my lane,
baby know i am Not sane, gimme brain need me a cell,
Lock me up, fuck, I gotta jet I got a jugg
I got the pills never needed a plug

Bad For My Health - (prod. ross gossage & ayoley beats)

Temporal

I don't do lines i just write mine,
She a ratchet, like cash me outside,
In the benz hoe, off the benzo,
Extendo with a beam, glitch not gleam,
Murder like spree.

Coz I got no love for the old heads
I moved on, break bread then i gotta sing a song
Listen to the motion, take a picture
Go missing in a bimmer, 
girl so bad she a sinner,

Real sticks no flexing,
She love my pain, she love my depression,

I was losing my mind inside the section,
Made it out, go home to reflections,
With the Memories I'm searching.
Violate the lines, once, twice,
Fuck it il give it three times,
Ain't enough time,
don't step outta line.

She missing the old me
Like I don't
But times ain't the same
She just wanted green
Filled with the greed
I don't need the tree
tryna plant a seed

You see
I been g
Lowkey
All these guys turn phoney but thats
Never me
You feel it when I'm talking
i know she backing me again
On a jealous one
only love me if another do
but baby I'm not just some other dude
She love the way I got her feeling new things
Some things she couldn't get from you

You couldn't fill these shoes
You couldn't fill these shoes
You couldn't fill these shoes
You couldn't fill these shoes

I don't do lines i just write mine,
She a ratchet, like cash me outside,
In the benz hoe, off the benzo,
Extendo with a beam, glitch not gleam,
Murder like spree.

Coz I got no love for the old heads
I moved on, break bread then i gotta sing a song
Listen to the motion, take a picture
Go missing in a bimmer, 
girl so bad she a sinner,

I don't do lines i just write mine,
She a ratchet, like cash me outside,
In the benz hoe, off the benzo,
Extendo with a beam, glitch not gleam,
Murder like spree.

Murder like spree.
Murder like spree.
Murder like spree.
Murder like spree.

Spree - Prod. Ross Gossage

In a cell (Fear is stronger than love)[ Prod. Sketchmyname ]

Just a loser from manchester that makes emo crap and loser/loner rock

Ross

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