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like im running a rat race
imma kill myself so im coming in last place
why you lookin at me with your eyes in a bad way
its already autumn, i waited, ive matched my days
on my shoulders, too much weight
nothing left for me here anways
its already autumn, but im okay
with knowing ill be dead by valentines day

how is it already october

prod me
@menthol100s

rest in peace skel ❤️

everyones a fucking activist and a degenerate
an antisemetic piece of shit im fucking ignorant
singing about killing stupid bitches for the thrill and shit
when im in a home know ill never hear the end of it

if im ever old pray they still just let me smoke and shit
cant control me in my last days i swear im owed that shit
even when my lungs turn to coal imma smoke bitch
ash a newport in my urn let me cope bitch

by the time you hear this line im 6 blocks uo the street
thought we were a match but we didnt have much chemistry
i dont need a ride imma make it on my 2 feet
imma skeleton its a shame you had to lose me

skeleton - youre so vain you think this song is about you

beat by @six-days-after-christmas
@menthol100s
marry me a rose
let my vessel decompose
need a fucking stop sign i cant ever tell her no
when she looked at me and cried didnt really give a fuck
put her tears in a mug man im so fucked up
how is she with me for life when i didnt want one
couldnt see the mirror cause i wasnt what i was
spilled my fucking ash tray need a new rug
when i was a kid all i needed was a hug

@keepsecrets
pullin back my hair while im pukin up my guts
im a pretty white bitch but my wrists pourin blood
lookin at my teeth all she see is gold slugs
ask me if im on a pill i looked at her and i shrugged
i was on my ass i was sleeping on the rug
all i ever really wanted was for you to be the one
i was so embarrassed when you saw me fucked up
i dont wanna think but my brain still does

why is she always fucking talking

when it seems this life didnt go your way
ill wake up next time to your pretty face
and youll say hello and ill just say hey
but i always wake up before we have anything good to say
i pick up roses till they're wilted into colorless pulp
i tried those other times those other times they left me no hope
and youll see other guys those other guys theyll think im a chud
i see you in my dreams the next time i see you i wont wake up

okay time to kill myself

and i swear to god i hate living
why i gotta die for u to miss me?
every day of my life is a pity
so ill make a song that shitty
ima smoke this green like safari
i just wanna cry cuz im sorry
i dont wanna see you in january
hopefully then ill be buried

SAD SHITTY GOTH FREESTYLE #XANANGELZ

skeleton anime opening.mp3

where the fuck is keepsecrets yes the beat is prod keepsecrets

i was sick whenever i recorded this

@menthol100s
i really wish things were fine
i really wish i could just take my life
i had a dream me and mandy both died
but we survived just like the other times
bullet hole should be piercing my spine
take me out the first time im live
come up on stage and blow my mind
i fucking hate ?

@2005memories 
wanna take ur life 
thatll fill the hole thats deep inside
but i never go thru cus youll stab my back
fuck all ts ima crow wearing black
always making music to escape my thoughts
with this razor in my hand i feel so goth
even tho its been a couple years shes in my thoughts
i js really hopes she loves my songs

trying to find all these reasons to die
suicides haunts me while taunting my mind
constantly telling people that im feeling fine
knife in my hand cus i cut all the time
rot in bed dont have no where else to go
kicking lonely dogs thats on the side of the road
wander helplessly i think she might be my home
dont have no friends ima die all alone

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swba