ok and?

prod me
thanks to @emotegi
drawings: @ gardeniaa_a_a on IG

Sasaeng (+ emotegi)

@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

i love u

(original)
https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/fridaynite

friday nite (bladee cover)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKEIpLhh9bE
@spira_me @with3rx

(ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵒᶦˢᵒⁿ ᵈᶦᵖᵖᵉᵈ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗˢʷᵒʳᵈ...
ᵏᶦˢˢᵉˢ ʰᶦˢ ᶦⁿˢᶦᵈᵉˢ
ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵘᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰ⁻ʰᵒˡᵈᵉʳ)

ill stand by this sword
til my knees collapse
i cant afford
to go back

i promise that it wont be like the first time
if not the second then im hoping 
for the third time

im a knight in a hoodie
walk around im with swoopy
dont tell me twice im not stupid
never mind im too stupid
dnd on a friday 
bnb for like 10 days
u call em ur best days
when its already too late

im with taher on DR2
we’ll make it through
this time
u think im stupid hmm 
i think so too 
its fine
i keep on doing
what u want me to 
each time
ill keep on falling down
ill make it up sometime

i woke up and felt like trying
gotta stay strong keep fighting
broken down by years of crying
carrying the sword of the undying
id never leave your side
id break my legs off
id give up all thats mine
id sew my mouth shut

collapse + spira me (produced by with3r)

featuring @pincode8485

listen on all platforms: linktr.ee/rsrv
all tracks written, performed, and produced by reserv
mastered by blackwinterwells
art by certly
art direction by reserv and tyler hollum
"All New Edition" written and performed with 8485

All New Edition (feat. 8485)

the front bottoms - hello world

well, the sun was made for people
who were never gonna touch it
keep their heads up anyway

and my notebook’s filled with stories
some of them have kept their meanings
most of them, i’ve thrown away

and my phone calls with the stranger
and we have nothing in common
and i have nothing to say
fingertips find the pulse now
as a heart begins to slow down
and a best friend slips away

it used to go question and then answer
but we were younger and it was easy
and now it goes question and then question
question, answers don’t come so easy

but i am a grown-up, so i should find something
to occupy my time
instead of notebooks filled with nonsense
looking for answers i’ll never find, i’ll never find

sometimes you talk when you are sleeping
about things that have no meaning
but i listen anyway

i have been thinking about leaving
but my best options say to stay
i think i’ll lay down in the street
and let the cars drag me away

“you know what i mean?” i think you ask me
when you’re done telling me your story
but i have drunk and i have been ignoring
every single word you say
and now you show me new tattoos
as my fingers touch your skin
you say they all have so much meaning
while colored ink is sinking in

it used to go question and then answer
but we were younger and it was easy
and now it goes question and then question
question, answers don’t come so easy

but i am a grown-up, so i should find something
to occupy my time
instead of notebooks filled with nonsense
looking for answers i’ll never find, i’ll never find
i’ll never find

hello world (cover)

Produced written and performed by Reserv

lyrics

honey i tried
making up a lie
i'm making up a lie to be true
maybe i'll cry
maybe i'll be fine
but surely i'll be gone without you
oo, and i'm
wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time
counting a, b, c, d
even if i want and i don't need
it's been a combination of a whole lot of things
that i can't begin to list
or think about for extended periods
cause honey what i want is something clean
and i can't hear a thing you're telling me
sorry that i
become someone else
i try to do something i can't do
i ask you why
you sing, and then you dance
you breathe, and then you can't let out
such simple things
to make a little easier
i might just be immature though
just so you know
i'm wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time
i'm wasting all my time 
counting a, b, c, d
even if i want and i don't need
it's been a combination of a whole lot of things
that i can't begin to list
or think about for extended periods
cause honey what i want is something clean
and i can't hear a thing you're telling me

A Whole Lot of Things

Part I of an album who i didn't know the direction in which it will go.... in the second part of the album there will be collaborations with an female artist with an incredible voice

Justin Coats - Powerplay (prod. by Justin Coats)

crystal fingers (ft. with3r)

Luv At Nightc0re

https://soundcloud.com/emotegi/heartbreakcore
https://soundcloud.com/gravityboys/ecco2k-bladee-thaiboy-digital
https://soundcloud.com/gravityboys/ecco2k-thaiboy-digital-1-1-ft
https://soundcloud.com/gravityboys/ecco2k-thaiboy-digital-bladee
https://soundcloud.com/gravityboys/thaiboy-digital-bladee-30th
https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/obedient-ft-ecco2k

eversince unf

insects taste good

CHARLIXCX 5EVER(WINE_TOOL*DUTTY VERSION*)

weluvurgirl (+ maknae)

@ reserrvv

sensation
on my finger tips
it reminds me i’m in love with this
in love with this
passive and plastic i can’t resist

resist
the temptations
that you present
all of my diary entries pertain to how you exist
watch you repulse when i try and kiss

the sparrow calls in the wind
but i don’t even know where to begin
the story is ever changing
to my every little whim

it surrounds me
you let me know i’m disposable
reach out toward me
both of ur eyes leave my body froze

Luv At Nightc0re

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