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i havent slept in days

knee deep in broken glass, im sleeping on a bed of nails
wanted more than you could give but know that I would never tell
wanted more I must admit but fuck it guess ill sit alone
say you wanna end this shit, you know I thought we made a home

chainsaw 2 your face I wont leave a trace or sign
you can struggle just know that there is no reason to fight
blood it always stains, after this you might just start 2 feel alive
we both know that you've been living a lie

always acting like you'll never regret, what you said and you did
know I been stuck in my bed so fuckin sick of this shit
you knew I wanted it bad, but you'll still take what you can
know I been slipping again

always learning shit the hard way
coming back around didn't think that you would harm me
now I miss the feeling, standing under hard rain
touching you again, know it doesn't feel the same
fingers tearing out your veins

(rouri404 noises)

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chainsaw (frevel)

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
a fuckin second with you
without just playin pretend
a fuckin second with you where I’m not stuck in my head

again I fall into this hole
I hate this shit but it’s all that I know

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
another day with you, I don’t care what it takes
know I would fuck up my life throw it all away

just if I could see you today
I still know it wouldn’t change a thing
while you’re walking all over me
bitch I know you won’t get over me
I been holding on for life
I been holding onto lies
I don’t think I’m gonna make it out this time

cigarettes are cheaper when you’re blacked out drunk
passed out on the floor, in youre bed I’m waking up
like what the fuck?
seems like this happens all the time
but it’s not my fault no it’s not mine
(It’s not mine, swear you did me wrong all the time, no it was never mine, you were never mine)

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend another second with you

narcissist (yungspoiler)

@dercept & @prodmichael
I wanna see ppl throw hands 2 this song live


Left behind for the vultures you know this hurts
Limb by limb i'll disappear it's over
Morality is lost the cost of closure
Throwing cheap blows i'll return them ten-fold

Hands up, broken jaw sucker punch
Bitch let's dance, don't get cut
Got glass shards up on my tongue, kiss of death she makes me numb
Broken promise oh my god
If I'm happy what's the cost?

Living in constant pain, watching you rot away
The quicker I start to cave, watching your flesh decay
Yea I really loved you, could you ever even say the same?

Pulling teeth everytime we speak
Scattered thoughts are frequent, never think
Lost a part of me, noose been on the tree
Leaves are falling green
Wonder if you'd still fall for me?
Fall for me

Yea you always said that it would all be me
Barbed wire around your neck hear the blood gurgle through the screams
Say you been down bitch i'll show you what true pain means

Hands up, broken jaw sucker punch
Bitch let's dance, don't get cut
Got glass shards up on my tongue, kiss of death she makes me numb
Broken promise oh my god
If I'm happy what's the cost?

Living in constant pain, watching you rot away
The quicker I start to cave, watching your flesh decay
Yea I really loved you, could you ever even say the same?
Say the same

fleshh (dercept x michaelwarren)

@dercept & @prodmichael

(::

you put a hole straight thru my chest
tearing flesh from the bone been prepared for the end
nonetheless ur my home u know i cannot pretend
gastrail set 2 flames making sure ill be ur end

you know i tried my best not 2 lose it
been hanging on the edge for so long and my grip is not improving
tried my best not 2 lose it
been thru all this shit before you know i dont wanna do it again

i always lose in the end ur thoughts live deep in my head
arm thru the chest watch my heart beat in ur hands
you thought you'd fool me again, but i wont give you the chance
armed to the tip watch ur blood leak in the sand

hold my head in between ur hands
we been stuck in this loop i cant see the end
no sunlight just been stuck in my head
 i watched the moon rise so many times 
wish we could do it again

no sleep i need substance i need somewhere to hide
you trusted me, broke that shit ended all in one night
shattered face tears of blood i cant look in ur eyes 
gastrail set 2 flames end it all in one night

gastrail (dercept x michaelwarren)

@user-856514666
this was hella fun 2 make I was spinnin around on a chair the whole time

Blood paints this house thought we could make it out
Ripping off my face 20 gauge in the mouth
Always speaking all my thoughts out loud
If i'm going out now would you still be proud?

Chasing feelings that I know were never real
Everytime you coming back around I forget how to feel
Staring out my window wonder how the fuck I ended here
Looking in the mirror your the only one I wanna kill

Life been making no sense
Yea I been fucked up if you noticed
Writing in my room feeling hopeless
Yeah lay me under dirt let my bones rest
Bones rest

I'm always saying too much know I can never hold my tongue
Want it bad but I know you're not the one
Laying cold bleeding out in your tub
Hate myself think I do it for fun

In it too deep I been fighting for a second of space
Thought that i'd be over this but certain things you can't replace
Yea we both know things will never be the same
Six feet deep yea just put me in my grave

Chasing feelings that I know were never real
Everytime you coming back around I forget how to feel
Staring out my window wonder how the fuck I ended here
Looking in the mirror your the only one I wanna kill

Life been making no sense
Yea I been fucked up if you noticed
Writing in my room feeling hopeless
Yeah lay me under dirt let my bones rest
Bones rest

porcelain

bones rest (yungspoiler)

@prodbyjoshwa 
this song is named after vic fuentes first album


falling off from the top of the world and I 
wonder why I cannot go a single night
without just contemplating
wonder if you found another person 
sending texts to no reply

kill things when I get bored
now I hear the devil knockin at my door
spill my guts out on the floor
tear my flesh off yea I’m cuttin life short

no more goodbyes, no more good nights 
I said my peace, I said my mind
no going home 
invert my knees rip out my spine 

sometimes good things end way worse than they started
if I knew the outcome would I still want this
running round my room feeling heartless
love you still regardless

cut the shit I’m a prick, real dirt bag
know that I’m a living piece of shit 
wanna hit the fuckin hey 
but I be busy burning up another bridge 
swimmin in the deep end 
water fillin up my lungs 
this time I’m giving in

you say you fucked up 
wanna go back now 
well guess ur lucks up 
karma come back around

celebration of an ending (joshwa)

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive

Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

Spirits in these walls when you're here, know they won't come around
Trauma flooding back, used to being told, "Don't make a sound"
Face down on the ground with my hands up
Watch your final breath through the screen of my camera
Left to die, you know you'll never find your way back home
Buried underneath years of snow, bones are growing cold
Know we die alone
But I still need something with you, got something to prove

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive


Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

die (frevel x pekarot)

(know im still dancing with the ghost of you, shadow moving on my wall when im alone inside my room, never got to tell you how i feel)

know im still dancing with the ghost of you
shadow movin on the wall when im alone inside my room
never got to tell you how i feel
when i knew you were the only one that

could heal or save me, im sinking
theres no escaping, we'll all be by ourselves in the end
knife inside my back thought i could call you my friend
always say im ok know its all pretend
focused on the wrong things
pulse been slowing down but still this shit does not alarm me
thought that i could make a difference, thought that id be there to fix it
now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave

(know im still dancing with the ghost of you, shadow moving on my wall when im alone inside my room, never got to tell you how i feel, tell you how i feel)

know im still dancing with the ghost of you
shadow movin on the wall when im alone inside my room
never got to tell you how i feel
(tell you how i feel)
never got to tell you how i feel
when i knew you were the only one that

could heal or save me, im sinking
there's no escaping, we'll all be by ourselves in the end
knife inside my back thought i could call you my friend
always say im ok know its all pretend
focused on the wrong things
pulse been slowing down but still this shit does not alarm me
thought that i could make a difference, thought that id be there to fix it
now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave
thought that i could make a difference, thought that id be there to fix it
now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life) leave

geíst (31sentinel)

Locked in your room you know I've been here for weeks
Praying to a god that I do not believe in
I don't know what season it is
Thought you would find me, but it seems you forget
Thought someone would notice I'm not here
Your still crying I see past your fake tears
Never had a trail still you looked a whole year
Yea I did it know his killers standing right here

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Took a left, think I'm headed on the wrong way home
Learned the hard way that nothings ever set in stone
I wanted to forget your poison, seeps in my mind gets distorted
Forget the torment your forced in
I could never fall asleep I'm feeling hopeless
Haven't seen the sun in weeks my eyes are closing shut
I've had enough, I've felt enough

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me
Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Hope (letsgobeats)

i recorded this while i was hella sick

Mean more than you could ever know
Sittin by myself in an empty grove
Still the same kids know we never grown
Haven’t seen you since the day I left home

Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own
Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own

Every now and then I lose track of
What I want from life I’ve lost passion
Fall asleep I won’t see the sun up
Brain feels like it’s made of plastic
Burn the house and play in the ashes
Seen a ghost, do you believe in magic?
Mouth sewn shut, your face dunked in acid
Last thing you’ll hear is me striking the matches

Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own
Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own

(Every now and then I lose track of
What I want from life I’ve lost passion
Fall asleep I won’t see the sun up
Brain feels like it’s made of plastic
Burn the house and play in the ashes
Seen a ghost, do you believe in magic?
Mouth sewn shut, your face dunked in acid
Last thing you’ll hear is me striking the matches)

nothing (weikoo + 02ashes)

Feels like  I waste my time on you
Lost in the waves I've been confused
Thought I could be myself 
Every road now just leads to hell
Still I wish you well
Know I'm still in love but I never would tell

Lately I've been under your spell
But I never would tell
Lately I've been under your spell

Losing comfort in the simple things
I tried my best to fight it
These feelings cant hide it
Still lost in all the memories
I'm going straight silent
My socials on private

Know what, you want
I'm falling down again
No more, I give up
Let me rest I'm dead
Don't want, no ones
Empty words or promises
Don't let go, please don't let go of me
Let go of me

Shoulda known everything gonna end one day
Still I never thought it'd come this way
Everything I love thrown in the grave
Watch the sun come up
Knowing I won't be here tomorrow
Everyday been the same feeling hollow
Laying face down in my bed with my eyes closed

Yea I wonder if you stayed
Would a thing even change 
Or is this all not real
Don't leave me don't leave me
Our love has lost appeal
Don't leave me don't leave me
Got some wounds that I know cant be healed
Don't leave me don't leave me
Got coke on my cigarette butt and I'm ready to kill
Anybody who stands right in my way
I'll do it for myself and face your pain

Know what, you want
I'm falling down again
No more, I give up
Let me rest I'm dead
Don't want, no ones
Empty words or promises
Don't let go, please don't let go of me
Let go of me

hell (grayskies)

Cold breath running down my neck
Life been constant stress
Know that I'm a mess
No more tears are left now
Thought we had a chance
Said its for the best
Still I know that you'll be coming back around, coming back around
Still faded, been playing myself for too long
Narcissistic prick only listen to my own songs
Always bullshittin' swear that you would never do me wrong
Always lies, know I really wish that you would prove me wrong

Fool me once, it's okay know I've been thru this
Fool me twice and that trigger might get pulled man
Saying I'm the same as I once was, been a lost cause
No more speaking rip your jaw off
Fool me once, it's okay know I've been thru this
Fool me twice and that trigger might get pulled man
Saying I'm the same as I once was, been a lost cause
No more speaking rip your jaw off

I don't trust your boy know he lying every word
If any girl come near me, there's no option but to curve
Always laying low, only talking to myself
I'm starting to realize that this ain't good for my health
Lonely, met a new one
Is it too soon to say that I'm in love?
Hold me, physical touch
Surprised I got you, guess it was luck

Don't show my face oh please don't record
Don't let him in, promise me you'll ignore
Drowning my voice, don't care if it distorts
I want your love I need more I need more
You need to quit
Alcoholic
She hauling two beers and that's not attractive
But your so pretty on the outside
Hurting inside
Stay with me if you wanna walk a straight line

lostcause w/ heylog (31sentinel)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/rouri404/cursenosebleed

(Do I really want it anyways?)
(Do I really want it anyways?)
I tried my hardest to not care, coming back to you know its not fair
Dead roses been left out, bugs crawlin'
I guess you noticed I'm calling
Got a bad hand, still fuck it going all in
Know when I wake up yesterday will be forgotten

Need something more need something realer than this
I fucked up bad, there's some things you cant fix

Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)
Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)

We been falling off so slowly
Taking every hit you made my nose bleed
Running out of space the door is always slamming in my face
Yeah I thought it would be different but you can't escape your fate

Why do we try so hard when it wont last
Closing my eyes now hoping we don't crash
Sick of your voice, know I still cant forget that
Think its a choice, if I could I would go back

Only need one night, to show you I can be your man
Please give me your hand right now
Things never go according to plan
Think I saw you last night laughing, dancing with him

Still you know that ill be okay, yea ill be fine
Taking life at my own pace, think we met at the wrong time
Really thought you were mine
Guess its all my fault and I really don't mind

Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)
Said its not my fault but we both know that was a lie
(Yeah I never really tried, yeah I never really)

(We been falling off so slowly
Taking every hit you made my nose bleed
Running out of space the door is always slamming in my face
Yeah I thought it would be different but you can't escape your fate)

Do I really want it anyways?
Do I really want it anyways?

nosebleed (dercept)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/rouri404/open-water

Watched you fall right back into
Know I don't wanna do this again
I watched you fall right back, you know I
Watched you fall right back into
Know I don't wanna do this again
I watched you fall right back, you know I

Don't wanna hear you scream my name
We're going down in flames (we're going down we are, we're going down)
Don't say I'm not the same when your to blame
We're going down we are, we're going down

Cause things never go the way you wanted (way I wanted you)
And I feel stupid waiting for this (know I'm not waiting on you)
Cause things never go the way you wanted (way I wanted you)
And I feel stupid waiting on someone who never cared or gave a shit
Wish that I could take a hint, shoulda known I'd never fit
Always falling right back in
Yea don't think we'll ever win (don't think that we'll ever win)
But I ready for my end, I been ready to watch you

Fall right back into
Know I don't wanna do this again
I watched you fall right back, you know I
Watched you fall right back into
Know I don't wanna do this again
I watched you fall right back, you know I
Watched you fall right back into
Know I don't wanna do this again
I watched you fall right back, you know I
I watched you fall right back, you know I
I watched you fall right back, you know I
I watched you fall right back, you know I

open water (WLVSKY)

anatomy (grayskies)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/rouri404/cursenosebleed

(GORESET)
Noticing the way that you talk to me now
Yeah this isn't where we started out
Always been afraid of things I can't explain
Its out of my control, I started watch you changing

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn

Frozen lake its breaking, bitch you left me standing on ice
All night, know I cant decide if I wanna be alive or with you
And now I'm staring at the sky it isn't blue
Thought that I'd understand but there's shit I never knew

Yeah there's shit I didn't know about
Left me in the dirt like I'm something you could do without
Look where I'm at now, staring in the crowd
Think I saw your face and I fell straight to the ground

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn
(Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn)

Don't know if its for the best or for the worst
Lately everything been feeling like it in reverse
Had no time to heal, I had no time to learn
Yea I'm gonna leave a curse on you
I wanna watch you burn
Frozen lake its breaking, bitch you left me standing on ice
All night, know I cant decide if I wanna be alive or with you
And now I'm staring at the sky it isn't blue
Thought that I'd understand but there's shit I never knew

curse (dercept)

I don't wanna get back into this
Tell me what you've been doing with him
Said it didn't mean anything, that he's just a friend

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
(And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead)

Maybe it'd be better if we let things die
But I won't be mourning you
I already have a back full of thorns
Its true, romance favors no man
And it feels like he's left with no chance
At redemption
Maybe that's because he's still resenting you
(He's still resenting you)

Hope to read between the lines
You sent me
I know where he lives so don't tempt me
Really need you here when I'm empty
If I come around could we talk it out
Or is it better off left unsaid
Your apology would still be accepted
Because you're exceptional
It's hard to see you go

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead

unsaid w/poptropicaslutz (frevel x mampitsu x orora x northeast lights)

with @vaeo-music ofc

https://songwhip.com/rouri404/zombie2022
guitar by @simonpopdiva

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zombie (goodbyex2002 x 31sentinel x simon m)

come around (goodbyex2002)

premonition (yungspoiler)

someone botted this on SoundCloud stream on Spotify or YouTube instead :p

fisheye (goodbyex2002, typhoon & 31sentinel)

chlorine

motion sick

numb

fisheye

spit

crows

skin

smile

decay (feat. Vaeo)

decay (feat. Vaeo) (SAY3AM Remix)

redbull enthusiast  *chainsaw noise* 



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