listening to this song helped when i was very mad tyvm

i listen to this song almost every morning over my neighbors' obnoxious speakers

when this came out my life was a complete fever dream, even for months after. this song will always feel tangibly bittersweet to me and forever have a special place in my heart.

Bro, the songs I hear from this dude is so good, wtf this reminds me of the music I would listen to back in 2012 - 2018

очень красиво! у тебя очень крутые песни!

prod by xona<3 this beat sucks im sorry(,:

thank you to all the ppl that help me make this ily (all in order)
@reesoo
@heylog
@hovis
@moodyriley
@quannnic
@cometesh
@1vil
@uglysneaker
@valerii

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@prodbyjoshwa 
this song is named after vic fuentes first album


falling off from the top of the world and I 
wonder why I cannot go a single night
without just contemplating
wonder if you found another person 
sending texts to no reply

kill things when I get bored
now I hear the devil knockin at my door
spill my guts out on the floor
tear my flesh off yea I’m cuttin life short

no more goodbyes, no more good nights 
I said my peace, I said my mind
no going home 
invert my knees rip out my spine 

sometimes good things end way worse than they started
if I knew the outcome would I still want this
running round my room feeling heartless
love you still regardless

cut the shit I’m a prick, real dirt bag
know that I’m a living piece of shit 
wanna hit the fuckin hey 
but I be busy burning up another bridge 
swimmin in the deep end 
water fillin up my lungs 
this time I’m giving in

you say you fucked up 
wanna go back now 
well guess ur lucks up 
karma come back around

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celebration of an ending (joshwa)

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive

Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

Spirits in these walls when you're here, know they won't come around
Trauma flooding back, used to being told, "Don't make a sound"
Face down on the ground with my hands up
Watch your final breath through the screen of my camera
Left to die, you know you'll never find your way back home
Buried underneath years of snow, bones are growing cold
Know we die alone
But I still need something with you, got something to prove

I been stumbling my way through life
Holding onto things that I know will die
Say she wanna fuck, but I can't think, let alone even try
Knife creeping on your flesh, baby, tell me if you even really feel alive


Drank too much, text you, bitch, I'm boutta slide
Blood is pouring out, steel exposing your insides
Walking 'round neurotic, always think I'm gonna die
Beartrap on my head, got me ripping out my eyes
Soldered wounds shut, bitch, I'll make sure I survive
Cold case, cut throat, locked up in the basement
Lungs are filled with asbestos, I messed up
Blade deep in your body, feel your breath choke

die (frevel x pekarot)

(Came over to show you that I wrote you a song)
(Turn the corner, your falling right into his arms)
(Falling down I'm feeling nauseous, yea I don't know how to stop this)

Turn the corner and you know that I just wanted to fall
Tears rolling down know I cant hear your call
Steering windows down, feeling heavy withdrawals

Crash into the barrier know fuck it yea I want it to hurt
Told me you'd be back but fuck it left me cold and deserted
Made me think I deserve this (think I deserve this)
Crash into the barrier know fuck it yea I want it to hurt
Told me you'd be back but fuck it left me cold and deserted
(Now I'm never going home, now I'm never going home, now I'm never going)

Came over to show you that I wrote you a song
Turn the corner, your falling right into his arms
Falling down I'm feeling nauseous, yea I don't know how to stop this
Came over to show you that I wrote you a song
Turn the corner, your falling right into his arms
Falling down I'm feeling nauseous, yea I don't know how to stop this

Turn the corner and you know that I just wanted to fall
Tears rolling down know I cant hear your call
Steering windows down, feeling heavy withdrawals

Crash into the barrier know fuck it yea I want it to hurt
Told me you'd be back but fuck it left me cold and deserted
Made me think I deserve this (think I deserve this)
Crash into the barrier know fuck it yea I want it to hurt
Told me you'd be back but fuck it left me cold and deserted
Made me think I deserve this 
(Now I'm never going home, now I'm never going home, now I'm never going)

agony (yungspoiler)

(know im still dancing with the ghost of you, shadow moving on my wall when im alone inside my room, never got to tell you how i feel)

know im still dancing with the ghost of you
shadow movin on the wall when im alone inside my room
never got to tell you how i feel
when i knew you were the only one that

could heal or save me, im sinking
theres no escaping, we'll all be by ourselves in the end
knife inside my back thought i could call you my friend
always say im ok know its all pretend
focused on the wrong things
pulse been slowing down but still this shit does not alarm me
thought that i could make a difference, thought that id be there to fix it
now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave

(know im still dancing with the ghost of you, shadow moving on my wall when im alone inside my room, never got to tell you how i feel, tell you how i feel)

know im still dancing with the ghost of you
shadow movin on the wall when im alone inside my room
never got to tell you how i feel
(tell you how i feel)
never got to tell you how i feel
when i knew you were the only one that

could heal or save me, im sinking
there's no escaping, we'll all be by ourselves in the end
knife inside my back thought i could call you my friend
always say im ok know its all pretend
focused on the wrong things
pulse been slowing down but still this shit does not alarm me
thought that i could make a difference, thought that id be there to fix it
now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave
thought that i could make a difference, thought that id be there to fix it
now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life leave)
(now you're laying in my arms watch your life) leave

geíst (31sentinel)

Locked in your room you know I've been here for weeks
Praying to a god that I do not believe in
I don't know what season it is
Thought you would find me, but it seems you forget
Thought someone would notice I'm not here
Your still crying I see past your fake tears
Never had a trail still you looked a whole year
Yea I did it know his killers standing right here

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Took a left, think I'm headed on the wrong way home
Learned the hard way that nothings ever set in stone
I wanted to forget your poison, seeps in my mind gets distorted
Forget the torment your forced in
I could never fall asleep I'm feeling hopeless
Haven't seen the sun in weeks my eyes are closing shut
I've had enough, I've felt enough

Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me
Please don't think so highly of me
You know I've seen thru, who you're trying to be
Wish you'd take me out now
Know that I've been waiting to leave
On my way to hell, but I know you'll be there with me

Hope (letsgobeats)

i recorded this while i was hella sick

Mean more than you could ever know
Sittin by myself in an empty grove
Still the same kids know we never grown
Haven’t seen you since the day I left home

Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own
Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own

Every now and then I lose track of
What I want from life I’ve lost passion
Fall asleep I won’t see the sun up
Brain feels like it’s made of plastic
Burn the house and play in the ashes
Seen a ghost, do you believe in magic?
Mouth sewn shut, your face dunked in acid
Last thing you’ll hear is me striking the matches

Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own
Relapse and crawl back to nothing
You took to long and now I’d really like to be alone
Still just singing all the same old songs
Really wish we’d get along 
But know I’m better on my own

(Every now and then I lose track of
What I want from life I’ve lost passion
Fall asleep I won’t see the sun up
Brain feels like it’s made of plastic
Burn the house and play in the ashes
Seen a ghost, do you believe in magic?
Mouth sewn shut, your face dunked in acid
Last thing you’ll hear is me striking the matches)

nothing (weikoo + 02ashes)

Feels like  I waste my time on you
Lost in the waves I've been confused
Thought I could be myself 
Every road now just leads to hell
Still I wish you well
Know I'm still in love but I never would tell

Lately I've been under your spell
But I never would tell
Lately I've been under your spell

Losing comfort in the simple things
I tried my best to fight it
These feelings cant hide it
Still lost in all the memories
I'm going straight silent
My socials on private

Know what, you want
I'm falling down again
No more, I give up
Let me rest I'm dead
Don't want, no ones
Empty words or promises
Don't let go, please don't let go of me
Let go of me

Shoulda known everything gonna end one day
Still I never thought it'd come this way
Everything I love thrown in the grave
Watch the sun come up
Knowing I won't be here tomorrow
Everyday been the same feeling hollow
Laying face down in my bed with my eyes closed

Yea I wonder if you stayed
Would a thing even change 
Or is this all not real
Don't leave me don't leave me
Our love has lost appeal
Don't leave me don't leave me
Got some wounds that I know cant be healed
Don't leave me don't leave me
Got coke on my cigarette butt and I'm ready to kill
Anybody who stands right in my way
I'll do it for myself and face your pain

Know what, you want
I'm falling down again
No more, I give up
Let me rest I'm dead
Don't want, no ones
Empty words or promises
Don't let go, please don't let go of me
Let go of me

hell (grayskies)

produced by xona <3

[impersonation, to belong, panorama]

-lyrics-

I wouldn’t like me too
my aspirations for you
oh no, oh no, oh no
oh I couldn’t be you…

oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you
oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you (2x)

~

do you see the silhouettes?
as they carve your head
no phantom, no puede ser 
no, oh my god
hold on 
I’m trying to help but you seem lost 

it’s a beauty that you take in
but I’m so reckless Ima break it 
yeah 
fall down, I embrace this
as everything looks painted 

~

"I feel so sick when you test my patience."
okay but I’ve been desolated, wonder why you’d take it?
the time I’m weak, I’ll let it leak
for more I’d tear through all your means
for me, it’s for me 


oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you
oh I couldn’t be you, oh I couldn’t be you (x2)

epigone

come around (goodbyex2002)

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