(3/7)
i cant win ft. Kōru
prod. CloudCadet
Lyrics:
I can’t win but this ain’t a new occurrence
I been dreading pushin forward through the battles and the burdens
I keep grippin on my paddle but the currents gettin worse
And all these problems that I tackle hit me back when I ain’t lookin 
Like a blindside, hit with all you got I’m seein stars
I’m in the limelight, tryin not to crumble into shards 
And when the times right, buckle up and leave inside my car to find the bright side
The grass is never greener and it’s hard
Cuz now I smoke to ease the pain when it gets heavy
Watch the passin of the days and watch the scales and how they levy
Hold me tight when I’m afraid cuz I ain’t feelin very steady
Help me slowly pass away cuz I ain’t say I know I’m ready
Girl I promise I won’t lie to your face, unlike the last guy
Know I’m always keepin the pace to beat the last time
Try to come to terms with my fate, but it’s a bad fight
Overdose on all of the pain and spit my last line
Cuz now I know that some of us jus are meant to win
I said I gave it all I got and now I’m spent from it
Now I got demons at my door and I ain’t letting em in
Cuz I got bigger moves to make and I got shit to attend to
Girl I know I didn’t do what I meant to do
But I’m goin out and swingin like I’m meant to lose
I never thought that it’d be over but I’m dead to you, yeah I’m dead to you

I never will forget you
Cause your love is too addicting
Yo It's kinda like a drug swear this shit has got me trippin'
We can go off to a neverland who cares if we go missing
I'm just another Wanderer whose suffered from the distance
I need fixin' in my heart I think somethin' started quitting
You don't answer any texts it's either read or still delivered
I was shot up with an arrow must be cupid and his quiver
Or maybe it's anxiety, the lights are gettin' dimmer
Get a splinter from a trigger and a sliver from a sinner
I know that I can get anxious and I needa watch my temper
Put a bullet in the drums then a ring on your finger
See I tired to walk away but the feelings always lingered
So I go and roll some bud with my thumb
Can't continue with this game it's been fun but I'm done
You either stop and choose me or stop sayin' I'm the one
Had to watch you're text and soon it went from few then to none
See I know I shouldn't say that cause I went through that shit way back
I'm the reason that were like this It's been hard for me to face that
But I'm growin' every single day, I'm hopin' that you see that
And I pray that there's a day our love is fixed and soon we'll be back
Almost every single day I feel stress and remorse
Baby swear when I'm without you I'm a pessimist who's torn
You're my lantern in the dark when I can't see anymore
See we're just another flame that got separate when born
Now I'm torn

i cant win ft. Kōru

isolated ft. Zane
prod. Riddiman
Lyrics:
Sun comin up, feels like I’m livin all these days stuck on repeat
Down in the dumps, aint hangin tough cuz I’m defeated completely 
All out of luck and short of love cuz I don’t like how they see me
Light up a blunt for overcomin thoughts that constantly eat me

Some nights I hope that the world’ll end, just so I don’t have to see your face again
Fuck love cuz I already got a taste of it, take drugs for the shit I ain’t hangin with

Now I’m handling problems by tryna forget em, I’m tryna be honest but it ain’t that simple
I’m not what she wanted so it wasn’t difficult
Tryin my hardest but I can’t forget you yet
Breakin me down without makin it physical
Chained to the ground as if I was a criminal
Heart on my sleeve and I broke all my principles
Smoked all my weed and it’s too fuckin typical
Always feel greedy, but I’m always cynical
Half the time ima question what I’m meant to do
Then you say what in the fuck’s gotten into you

So maybe I’m better off isolated, jus drown in sorrow and bitter hatred
Always fighting but I get complacent cuz I never catch this high I’m chasing

One man down n I might make it, I thought what we had was sacred
But when you left without a trace then I just knew my heart was breakin


All out of love, I gave too much, I let my vices defeat me
Ran out trust, fell out of love, n now I’m left feelin empty
I stuck with things, then fucked em up and asked people to forgive me
Won’t count for much, stuck in the dumps, don’t say goodbye when I’m leaving

Always am smokin my emotions keep my trapped in my head
I’ll keep you posted but it’s hopeless so she stuck in suspense
And I regret it have the best n let it blow with the wind
I’m resisting to begin shit cuz I know how it ends

It felt like way too much to lose to get past you
Now I got way too much to prove so I have to
Memories fade, then get replaced, until they’re out of view
And then I left asking your name when you asked

How are you, don’t mean to be rude, im balancing out when I’m thinking of you
These clouds move fast and rain pours too, gave what I have just to have you
That’s that shit I couldn’t do but I feel what I put you through
I know that I moved to soon, n there’s always room to improve

isolated ft. Zane

all alone
prod. ZBeats
Lyrics:
losin my footing 
cant catch a break
what am i doing
i can explain
im feelin a breeze now
its frigid and cold
the feelings i pushed down
now act on their own

i feel like no more then a let down
couldnt meet expectations
im leavin n ill take the long road
for the hurt that im facin

only 20 years old
never felt so alone
never did what i’s told
now im feelin it all

we are the lost ones that carry on
losin my balance, here we go
open the bottle, all alone
all alone, all alone
im feelin lost on a lonely road
gasping for air, oh, here we go
drink til im gone, yuh, all alone
all alone, all alone

the pain is sinkin in
its burrowin deep beneath ma skin
ill never see your face again
ill never get any closure

im strugglin more then i have before
im jugglin shit i aint i felt before
the burden is heavier then before
i just wanna feel how it was before

i cant move on
i cant let go
cuz ur not here
n im still cold
 
i cant push forward
as i get older
my old man’s gone
but now i know that-

we are the lost ones that carry on
losin my balance, here we go
open the bottle, all alone
all alone, all alone
im feelin lost on a lonely road
gasping for air, oh, here we go
drink til im gone, yuh, all alone
all alone, all alone

im stumbulin over my words
im lookin for meanin but findin the hurt
i cant push the issue cuz itll get worse
i know that this aint what he wanted

im keepin my head up for everyone else
im servin my purpose jus not very well
im broke on the inside but you couldnt tell
i know that this aint what he wanted

we are the lost ones that carry on
losin my balance, here we go
open the bottle, all alone
all alone, all alone
im feelin lost on a lonely road
gasping for air, oh, here we go
drink til im gone, yuh, all alone
all alone, all alone


For Dad

all alone

tfl w/ Gxlo

a happy song ft. Gxlo
prod. Jordi’s Beats
lyrics:
sunset
sippin on high life
smokin that good shit
everythings alright

i see the clouds float
off in the distance
i love it just how close
everything feels and

i feel butterflies, open eyes, when i see you
witness colors change, and never fade and i cant lose

wind might roll off my skin, like a storm to begin but i cant overthink what aint happenin yet
im okay with that
im okay with that

dont, get, lost into details
it wont, help, what u been feelin
the wounds heal, the train doesnt derail
ur on track, to finally healin so

let go, let it be
dont give up so easily
i believe in you
like i believe in me

the world spins, and life goes on
so dont quit, keep pushin on
cuz i believe in you
like i believe in me

give me a sec let me dance in the rain
it took so fuckin long to get over the pain
im okay with that
im okay with that

takin my time, i am not in a rush
ive accepted my life how it is and it was
cuz im high as fuck
cuz im high as fuck

u can catch me, watchin the sunrise and
happy, wastin my own time with
bad weed, smokin the whole half of
last week, i see through a closed eye

that im okay with the way it is
not accepting change im embracing it
im at peace with it
im at peace with it

let go, let it be
dont give up so easily
i believe in you
like i believe in me

the world spins, and life goes on
so dont quit, keep pushin on
cuz i believe in you
like i believe in me

Woke up today with the sun on my face,
Left all my troubles in yesterday’s place.
I took the pain, turned it into a song,

Every hard road, every closed door,
Led me to places I’d never been before.
I found my strength, I found my way,
Now every new step is a brand-new day!

let go, let it be
dont give up so easily
i believe in you
like i believe in me

the world spins, and life goes on
so dont quit, keep pushin on
cuz i believe in you
like i believe in me

let go, let it be
dont give up so easily
i believe in you
like i believe in me

the world spins, and life goes on
so dont quit, keep pushin on
cuz i believe in you
like i believe in me

a happy song ft. Gxlo

ambiguity
Prod. Xavien
Lyrics: Focused on the wrong things
And all the wrong people
The lie we all believe that he created us equal
Keep forgettin all my passwords
And smokin too much shatter
I look left and I look right and somehow ill move backwards
I been caught up with the dumbest shit
Blame myself for most for most of it
Self control and patience has gotten me through a lot of it
But nowadays im hunkered down
No one checks if im around
Searchin for some confidence that i still have never found
And im too sentimental most the time
Grass aint greener on this side
Losin hope but helpin hands could really turn the tide because
The mysteries of life aint gettin anymore mysterious
Loungin out to smoke a bowl cuz shit is way too serious
Take a second, catch your breath, stop and smell the roses
Overslept and lost a bet but i wont lose my focus
Facads are done the jig is up im showin you some honesty
Sometimes i wanna kill myself but i dont let it bother me
Let it go, let it be, ive said that line before
It feels like i been lost at sea but i can see some shoreline
Need more time to process
Bein forthright and honest
I’m alright but sometimes im really just not
We’re really just all people
Figurin it all out
Some of us act see through
Some of us self doubt
We just crave a sense of purpose a reason to roll out of be
If lightning were to strike you it wont bother you again
Through struggle, and challenges,  adapt and overcome
When you lack proper conviction dont settle for how it was
The people we will look up to feel way too outta touch
The cards that we been dealt havent been showin us any luck
Im way too used to broken promises
And vows that werent kept
With happiness comes challenges
Abundance precedes debt
The walls are closin in as im strugglin for one breath
The laws of man dont show remorse when times are gettin tough
Gimme pleasure, gimme pain, experience is golden
Gimme love, gimme hate, teach me to be open
Open doors and open wounds may not provide closure
But a selfless fight and tired eyes show us what real hope is
No melody for comfort, i simply begin writing
No tellin where im goin, i simply do not fight it
The road is long and years will pass you must remain mindful
Remaining strong and holdin on when it finally comes time to

perspective - EP
Songwriting - Q
Ft. Artists - Gxlo
Producers - Chill Sebs, Boyfifty, Xavien

ambiguity

Dropped our call in the mountains
Ive came this far, all without you

Sleepless nights my bed feels ten feet wide
Why do I keep on runnin back to you

Lost your number for a month or two
Pain gets number after one or two

Eyes stay dry but i feel broke inside
Why do I keep on running back to you



Wolf among sheep, you’re out for blood
Bearing your teeth, and tensing up

What have you done, to make it hurt this much
I feel powerless with nothin left to lose

Heart on my sleeve, and you slit my wrist
Your words cut deep, I’m a mess again

What have I done, for you to hurt me that much
You’re so counterfeight but i still cant get enough

Half gram joint, and an open road
Forgot the whole point, when I let you go

Caustic love, i might just come undone
Ain’t no finish line when I’m running back to you

back to you

nothin left
prod. In Bloom
lyrics:
(♪)
Cigarrettes and whiskey on a regular night
Sayin that you miss me doesnt make it alright
Im a real loose canon
Broken and damaged
Encumbered by the weight of your lies
But dont try to fix me cuz I’ll be alright

Dont call back tonight
we been through this a hundred times
ive said my peace enough
Ive nothin left to give to us

You feed on all my hate
But theres nothin left for us to say
My sins are washed away
Forgive me lord im such a waste

Sunroof and a byway
Loose denim and high waist
Two shooters got me sideways
I dont wanna end it here

Moonlight in a high rise
How am i still the bad guy
Last time was the last time
We been through this before

I dont how else put it
I gave you the love that you wouldnt
I stayed when I knew i shouldnt 
Im not playin into your games no more

In the drunk tank on weekday tryna save face in a bad way no safe space at my place
We been through this before

Please dont bother callin back tonight
Cuz you’re dead to me we been through this a hundred times
Got nothin left to say ive said my peace enough
Ive gave all i can give theres nothin left for us

You feed on all of my confusion and hate
Said we done this dance before theres nothin left to say
My sins have been forgiven watch em washin away
Please forgive me lord but im for sure that im a waste

Two hits in and im tappin out
Smoke fills the room and billows out
Sun hits my face and lifts my doubts
No sympathy for you you’re better off without

Please dont bother callin back tonight
Cuz your dead to me we been through this a hundred times
Got nothin left to say ive said my peace enough
Ive gave all i can give theres nothin left for us

(♪)

Please dont bother callin back tonight
Cuz your dead to me we been through this a hundred times
Got nothin left to say ive said my peace enough
Ive gave all i can give theres nothin left for us

nothing left

high maintenance
ft. Gxlo
prod. Dianasty
lyrics:
Wrapped around your finger
And your hand around my neck
We been gettin too familiar
Cuz i know what happens next

Yeah your high maintenence
I’m high and wasted
I’m bettin it all on red

No time wasted
I’m flying faded
Won’t know where i am when i land

Gimme space ive had my taste
My texts must never send
Came to close and overdosed i barely know what day it is
Comatose is all i know so i just smoke my medicine
Let shit go im on my own so ill attone for what i did

Poor judgment in tequila
I can’t be what you want
High stakes arena
Last man will lose it all

Your high maintenance im high and wasted
Might never see me again

No time wasted im flyin faded wont know where i am when i land

How you so high maintenance
My hearts the only thing you playing with
I tried to keep it 100 with you
So tell me why yo love so counterfeit

It’s 2am I’m drunk again
I must admit that I’m a mess

Addicted to you like a gamblin man
If love’s a gamble put it all on red

Am I enough for you, am I enough for you
Am I enough for you, am I enough for you

Wrapped around your finger
And your hand around my neck
We been gettin too familiar
Cuz i know what happens next

Yeah your high maintenence
I’m high and wasted
I’m bettin it all on red

No time wasted
I’m flying faded
Won’t know where i am when i land

high maintenance ft. Gxlo

DND (Ft. Koru)
(prod. Miller)
Thank you for 1k :)

DND ft. Kōru

(6/7)
broken pieces
prod. 4lef
Lyrics:
The only burden I could never explain
Besides the never-ending battle goin on in my brain
Sometimes I like to feel the cold, don’t want the shelter from rain
Sometimes I smoke a blunt to ash and roll another for pain
And this the only way that I can find to cope these days
Don’t like to see nothin but red when I’m engulfed in my rage
Cuz when I sold my soul away I thought there was an escape
But satan ain’t one known for bargains so I’m stuck in the flames
Just to burn, just to hurt, just to feel it all again
Just a curse, for the worse, broken ones with nothin left
But a dream to make it all come true, Imma be the man that I wanted to
I’ll learn a couple lessons long the way and spread my message to the masses
My broken hearted ignorance is one that they ain’t matchin
I’m payin off my debts and dues, but I still can’t replace the broken pieces of you

broken pieces

(1/7)
old me ~ intro
prod. ken
Lyrics:
I can’t explain it I been drinkin like I’m ready to drown
I can’t explain it I been smokin and I ain’t comin down
I ain’t complainin I’m the one who put myself in the ground
These drugs are draining, hard to see when I’m still stuck in the clouds
But the good old days are over time to say our goodbyes
I miss the times when we we’re closer, never stood up to fight
Forget the secrets I told her and shove em deep down inside
My heart ain’t getting any colder now, it’s covered in ice
It feels so simple, sober intentions
Losing myself I’m my only witness
Falling apart cuz nobody gets it
Followed my heart now I’m lost in the distance
I’m on a search for a purpose, wanna give you all I got but I don’t know if you’re worth
Gave another all I had and she just didn’t deserve it
Brought my demons from the past and I can still feel em lurkin
You were all I ever wanted, all that I would ever ask
Now you’re telling me to drop it and to leave it in the past
So I’m fallin like some dominoes, a plane about to crash
I never hope for very much but I’ll keep hopin that we’ll last
No I never said that I was lonely, I only smoke cuz it’ll keep me going
All the lies that you sold me, dyin inside, guess it’s back to the old me

Q

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