the beat was sold so I couldn't drop the song legitimately. So I figured i'd post here.

Broken Mirrors

https://hoo.be/mattcorman

Lyrics 

Remember drinking wine out in Mission Hill
Gift cards and 95 to Marstons Mills
Back when waiting tables only paid the bills 
And everything we did was only for the thrill 
Wrote a song about you that's a hunnid times 
You ain't never listen to my music but I guess it's fine 
Seen you out in Boston and God damn you lookin hella fine 
And forgive me when I speak dont wanna cross a line 
But I just seen that you just settled down 
It's scary that you hit me when I came to town 
And look
I'm appy that you happy with the one you found
Just remember who you are dont want to let her down 
A ship in a harbor is safe, but that's just not what it's built for 
And girl you got a yacht that other women would kill for
I thought you traveled the world with your girls what you still for? 
Don't act like it's all over cause you older that's bitch work 
And that's just not the girl i know 
Problems in your life you beat it and twice sign it X and O 
Probably grab a flight to somewhere nice thats way out on the coast 
Snapping all your angles make em jealous make em type out notes 
Another girl I met in downtown 
Espressos in the North End, yeah Bricco got the best ground 
Had a spot in Eastie couple minutes out from downtown 
Where Suffolk girls uber to the crib and then get bust down 
Sometimes I think about the things that we could've been or should've been 
Couldn't be that person that we both know that you wanted then 
Had to be that person that told you we're better off as friends 
Seen you doing things you got a man right out in Maryland 
And I still think you beautiful
Married to the music know the feeling and it's mutual 
Turning 27 I'll be spending time at funerals 
I can't spend my life regretting moments in a cubicle 
Chit chattin this and that 
See me on a billboard and it's funny now they texting back
Cheat code,  it comes to rap you already know it's that
You know I been running laps - see the blue check, they always asking who the hell is that

Moving like the gambinos
Studio hittin c notes 
20k in winnings call ubers from the casino 
1 phone call I'm courtside with my amigos 
FTX w/ Herro making bets on taking free throws but fuck it man
Used to be out in Southie 
Now i'm drinking champagne at South Beach
7 mile runs palm trees 
Calling out a house meet, producers tryna dowse me 
Major label meetings every single thing about me 
Mm, I always did the most
Meetings out at Interscope 
Had my friends with me - thought we made it 
That was just a toast 
Talks out on Hanny's boat 
How we tryna stay afloat 
Rocking in the water
But it's life that's just the way it goes 
So introspective 
Completing everything that's on my checklist 
10k up on the necklace 
Lately is what I'm spending 
Cause that's just what I'm flexing

MISSION HILL

The final single from DEAD JAMS HONOR. Album coming this Spring.

Get "Overnight" here
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Produced by Jared Evan
Mixed by Jared Evan
Mastered by Jared Evan

Overnight

These Times Don't Feel Right

VIBRATE THE WALLS

Bent Rules

So I Drive

Prod.  @MetJames & @ChrisJvck 
M&M.  @MetJames & @ChrisJvck
Photographer. @BriAlysse 
Creative Direction. @ToriWhyt
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Lyrics -

Yeah
If you wanna chill
For a late night cool
I'm just looking for a shorty
With an attitude 
Say you want the truth 
But I know that you'll probably be gone
Since 18 19 I don't trust a soul
And I rep my city wherever I go
Say you'll stay with me
But I know that you'll probably be gone

If you wanna chill for a late night
Tell yourself whatever
It's a date night 
Never seen love close
What it's made like
Think it's different just depending
What you paid like 
Or what you hit like
Or what moment that you found them in
In this life
Were they in a low
And would you wanna keep me for yourself
Or me let go
Even if you toxic
Were they ever really all my friends 
If they were sitting watching 
Stand around talking 
Drinking out the bottle
So we can never gauge our toxins
Speeding through life
Addicted to the throttle
And the nights
And the lows and the heights
I take those no advice 
I'm not looking for the love
Cause it always finds me
How your heart that big  
Girl you only five three
It was all good a week ago
And now I'm blocked 
You hate me cause you love me
You should learn how to talk

If you wanna chill
For a late night cool
I'm just looking for a shorty
With an attitude 
Say you want the truth 
But I know that you'll probably be gone
Since 18 19 I don't trust a soul
And I rep my city wherever I go
Say you'll stay with me
But I know that you'll probably be gone

I think I'm better under weather
Man this sad shit is home
And nobody wanna ask
But everybody wanna know
Is it true is it you
Do you rap what you do
What you talking is it real
Is that really how you feel
Can I wear your jersey 
Is the next game away
Would you put me on the floor
Or where nobody wanna stay
What's the next level
Without somebody to love
You got no empathy or trust
I'll somebody that does
Just for starters
Both need balance
Like the Carters
College never made sense
I'm an artist
Starving a look I'm not prepared to put on
See all of these words
And you'll still probably be gone
I just need somebody who can love me 
And who stays
I love so damn hard
It just won't ever go away
Say you want this love
But there's a lot that
I'm steady thinking to myself
Under this Sox hat

If you wanna chill
For a late night cool
I'm just looking for a shorty
With an attitude 
Say you want the truth 
But I know that you'll probably be gone
Since 18 19 I don't trust a soul
And I rep my city wherever I go
Say you'll stay with me
But I know that you'll probably be gone

Probably Be Gone

@TheRealTommyd x @Rowlan
Prod. @_UlrichChris
M&M. @_UlrichChris
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Think I Might - Tommy D x Rowlan

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"The Voice"  Lyrics:

Lately I’ve been learning to let go
Too many lessons that I can’t forget tho
I won’t hold back, oh no lets go
I’m gonna be the voice not the echo

Prove them wrong, gladly
And i had to grow up, i became a daddy
And you people never got me, you never had me
Good life, good wife but she still a baddie
And they don’t understand, they don’t comprehend it
And I’m living my truth you forever bend it
And you didn’t get the message, time i send it
Just a lion who rose, aye check the pendant

I’m not for play play
One wish like Ray J
Help all the people I love
Stopping’s a no go
Won like a solo
My voice it will rise above

Hot, since i was young yeah they was on my jock
Yeah it’s going down, cutting ties cause I’m not
Playing only in the park, yeah its a lot
Kept it on the real makes sense that it caught

Not on E but i keep it rolling
Though the whip payed for drive it like its stolen
And i gotta make it out so i gotta go in
I’m exposing all the lies aye call me Snowden

If you’re ready you ain’t gotta get ready for it
I won’t back down, I’m going tom petty for it
Legend like the Brady one
I know that I’m the crazy one
I didn’t like the path that i was on
So i just had to go and make me one

I’m not for play play
One wish like ray j
Help all the people I love
Stopping’s a no go
Won like a solo
My voice it will rise above

The Voice

Feat.  @Verum_music  
Prod.  @Verum_Music 
M&M.  @Verum_Music & @Rowlan  
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Lyrics -

[Verse 1: Verum]
I'd tell you you should go but you'd never leave
I said the writing's on the wall but you could never read
And deep down I'd be down to die wit cha
I wish that I could let you go from me
And there you are
Still looking fine as ever
I wanna lie in your petals
You're like a flower in weather
That none survive I know
(I know, I know, I know, I know)
Yeah
Think I see the day coming
Probably need to say something
Probably need some space huh
Beat it like a bass drum
Promised me you not the one for games but you play dumb
My future with you getting too blurred for me to gauge huh
Kinda like those nights we drank away until the day come
Finally accepting that the only substance me and you had shared was not between us
It was just the kind you take so you can wash away the pain huh
Everything has changed huh

[Chorus: Verum]
Only time I love you is the times I say I'm sorry
Only times you miss me when you drunk at someone's party
And me and you, our memory's too good
Think we living in the past
That's why I know this shit won't ever last
Only time I love you is the times I say I'm sorry
Only times you miss me when you drunk at someone's party
And me and you, our memory's too good
Think we living in the past
That's why I know this shit won't ever last

[Verse 2: Rowlan]
I never thought this shit would last
I actually kinda knew we'd crash
I actually kinda knew you'd spazz
Walking through your brutal past
Trauma left and right
So you don't fight fair
Yo how this turn from me dreaming
Straight to a nightmare
When I was always right there
Off in your distance
Religiously like you Christian
But then you don't have beliefs
And there ain't nothing underneath
It took a fuck or two to tell me that
Don't blame me
You like it average
So I'm done with that
They aint me
We went from faded
To the now I know we fading
To the little games you playing
To the toxins you were saving
For those nights and all those days when
We would come to a conclusion
You were fucking with a winner
How'd you really end up losing
God damn

[Chorus: Rowlan]
The only time you answer
When I text you that I'm sorry
And only time I catch you's
If I show up in the lobby
Our memories were good
Just as much as they were bad
My intuition always told me
That this shit would never last
Only time you answer
When I text you that I'm sorry
And only time I catch you's
If I show up in the lobby
Our memories were good
Just as much as they were bad
My intuition always told me
That this shit would never last
Never last

[Verse 3: Verum]
We both saw the signs but you played it like you was blind
And the irony of it all you was giving up all your time
And your energy to a guy instead of looking me in my eyes
And just telling me to my face you was over it
Had to watch you fall from grace, the former angel a snake
And I wish that I was more ready for when the cobra bit
Ready like that moment I knew what I had to do
Cuz I knew that you wasn't true and you ain't notice it
Pulling back my heart where you can't reach because you'd broken it
And now I got my foot up on the gas
Father please forgive me if I crash
You said that you love me
I think you only love the shit that feels new
That's why I knew that shit we had would never last
Never last

[Chorus: Verum]
Only time I love you is the times I say I'm sorry
Only time you miss me when you drunk at someone's party
And me and you, our memory's too good
Think we living in the past
That's why I know this shit won't ever last

Never Last (w/ Verum)

Feat. @Sherrionn
Prod. @Rowlan
M&M. @Rowlan
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