Ah I was dramatic when I wrote this. Tho yea, I get emotional and sensitive sometimes...

Lyrics:
Verse 1:
Stay calm in the bathtub
Feel heartbreak 
I drown deeper into the lake
I begin to shake
Feeling lost
Watch time waste away 
I wake up you call me lovely
Tell me that you still love me
Want to claim you as my person
Let me call you my own 

Chorus: 
My honey
Hear the melancholy 
Sound of rainfall
I’m surrounded by the caving in walls
Drowning through my sadness
I don’t want you anymore
But I don’t know why it’s so hard for me to let this shit go

Verse 2:
Cause you know 
I have so many battlescars
More than the night’s sky full of stars
Even though I’m not the one 
Guilty or ashamed
You’re the very first thing that rings a name
Or comes to mind through my brain
Someone please tell me how to heal
Cause this heartache is more than real

Repeat chorus

Instrumental

Bridge: 
I’ve been stuck in a rut, feeling down
In a low vibration, I lost all motivation 
To reach out to any communication
I isolate myself in alienation
Does it get better
Does it get easier
How long will this take
For these memories to erase

Repeat chorus

Verse 3:
Can I start over
Reinvent myself
Why do my thoughts overthink
All I want to do 
Is take a drink
Into the endless void I sink
My fears grow larger than me 
In my head again and again
I’m sorta messed up inside
Been abused
Flat out overused

Outro: 
Gone now 
At all costs
Bye for now
Feels 
Like something numb
And I shrink
Smaller and smaller

Heartbreak

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Roxanne Rum