How can you know somebody
under the surface lies the being
Everyone keeps themselves well guarded
not even we ourselves know our pain

I deserve my isolation
cuz I believe were not the same
running away from conversations
I see your face but cant relate

Nobody knows how it all started
remember a past with lighter days
I become what I resented
Solace is knowing its all a dream.

Knowing

ukulele cover of little boxes by Malvina Reynolds

little boxes cover

another ukulele song:
Lyrics: 
i jump up and down
i jump up and down 
beneath the ground

we jump up and down
we jump up and down
smiles to frowns

as simple as can be
and i can simply see
but i won’t
till we faaaaaall down

and as the darkness descends
into the light that still burns
although dimly
darkness now lies revealed
and breath returns

we jump up and down
we jump up and down
with every sound

jump up and down 
jump up and down
beneath the ground

i don’t know what you want
i don’t know what to say
so i can’t think 
on-ly be


awake

still waters

Dm
are you feeling down?
AMaj
everything seems to go wrong?
Dm
the story behind that frown...
Dm
the feeling where you don’t feel at home 
Dm
the things you tell yourself
AMaj
and your pals just wanna help
Dm
but you just wanna complain
Gm
you wanna feel that pain
Dm
so I’ma tell you again
Dm
its gonna be okay
AMaj
no matter what you say
Dm Dm
time will heal, focus on whats real
AMaj Dm
everything you feel, will eventually go away
AMaj Dm AMaj
Dm
its gonna be a long long night 
AMaj
cuz you choose to put up a fight
Dm AMaj
the pain don’t matter cuz nothing cud be sadder 
Dm Dm
things cud get better, but you just wanna be right
Dm AMaj 
the pain don’t matter, nothing cud be sadder
Dm Dm
things cud get better, but you just rather be right
AMaj Dm AMaj
Dm
the things you tell yourself
AMaj
and your pals just wanna help
Dm 
but you just wanna complain
Gm
you wanna feel that pain
Dm
so Ima tell you again
Dm
its gonna be okay
AMaj
no matter what you say
Dm Dm
time will heal, focus on whats real
AMaj Dm
everything you feel, will eventually go away

you are always right / complaint

Though I know by Tajdar Junaid

Leaves have fallen and I can't find my way to you
Sky is grey, wish that someone would show me the way to you, to you
Though I know I'll never forget you
I keep on dreaming, weaving my thoughts around you
Wind is blowing but it won't carry my prayers to you, to you, to you
Though I know I'll never forget you

(na na na….)

Though I know I'll never forget you
Time is crying, memories are flying to you, to you, to you
Seasons pass by in a day and I still can't find my way to you
Though I know I'll never forget you

(na na na….)

Though I know I'll never forget you

Though I Know Ukelele Cover

A: 009777 .  B: 009797 . C:004430

Show me
Show me your demons
And I feel so empty 	
I just wanna be real

Give me
Give me a reason
To be with you baby
and Im so fucking scared

And I don’t like the odds
Of getting your heart
Broken again
if im  letting down my guard
im sorry im learning 
im still making amends
So I don’t like to start
Sharing my feelings
I just pretend
That I don’t need your love
Im working, I’m drinking, I’m smoking 
to forget 

Show me
Show me your demons
And I feel so empty
I wanchu to be real

Give me
Give me a reason
To kiss you gently
but Im so fucking scared

I don’t like to watch friendships 
Come to an end
im back against the wall
And they are closing in im back against the wall
Your lips against my skin gonna rip myself apart
with all this confusion  but I wanna see
I wanna see your demons
I you feel as empty
Its gonna be real.

Chicken

Fading away
in my self
and I am Fading away
in my self
and I am Fading away
I can tell you
that tonights the night
its always warm inside
when I close my eyes
I can see me passing by
erase away with what I identify
and I fade away 
back in time 
from a hurricane 
to sunshine 
and nothing comes close 
to the sweet sound of silence 
and nobody knows that peace is right here
that peace is right here
that peace is right here

and anyway
lets not dwell 
on the things we say
when we yell
and anyway
lets not dwell
though we hate the way 
things were said
and when we fight
there a need to be right
and underneath our
sugarcoated lies
to make belief and troubled by our own mind
and I have a choice
to be the end
to the noise
be a friend
and when I close my mind
see myself
in your eyes
hurt as well

and nothing comes close
to the sweet sound of silence
does anybody know 
that peace is right here
that peace is right here
and the search is over
and peace is right here
and the peace is right here
all else is fear
and I am fading away to my inner self
end the misery 
words in my head
embracing the change of
how I feel
as i fade away to nothingness

Fading Away

patience by vishal(drums and solo) and me(lyrics and guitar)
	
A : 0 0 3 2 1 0
B : 0 0 3 2 0 0
C : 0 0 3 3 2 0   
D : 0 0 3 2 1 3
E : 0 0 3 2 3 0
F : 0 0 3 3 2 1

A		BC
Patience

A		   BC	
Is a virtue 

A
Perfection B C

A		BC
is far away

		D		A
and the recent changes

	D	   A
i’m feeling okay

		D		A
to have different faces
	
	D             A
indifferent to me

A		BC
Waiting
 	A 	       BC 
for sensations

        A    BC
chasing    the Shadow of a 

A
cloud

D					A
Complications I’ve been told

E			A
witness as it unfolds

D			  A
patience as we fall

F		                       	       A
tomorrow means  nothing at all

Patience

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2:055430
3:007765  in the
1
shade of the sun
im on a  2 island shallow 
1
waves hit the front
everything
2
silent 3 yesterday
i was afraid
of the 
1
ocean
3
give me grace
lord give me space
to face my pain 
007555
and i set out to sail
for a mission bout to fail
god give me for my misery

be there till the end
love i can be your friend
girl give you my inner peace
   d(7) g(5)
and im 
3 gone far away from 
1 you
d(7) g(5)
and im
3
wrong in the way I
1
see 
1 give a man a gun
so he could shoot his son
pain is such a mystery

nicotine days
i wake up in a haze
mother give me some sympathy

d(7) g(5)
and im 
3 gone far away from 
1 you
d(7) g(5)
and im
3
wrong in a way I
1
feel  youre better off alone
permission to be stoned
short term memory

carousel trends
im watching how it bends
playing with my energy 

is it just a phase
i said the other day
future around the corner
and i look the other way cigarette trails
wonder if id change
wonder if its safer 
in my solitary ways

and i long for you
n im wrong in the way i feel
and im wrong for you
if u want ill leave you be

Smooth Sailing

Im good at loving people from a distance
At any given instance 
could you just leave me be
 somethings always missing 
is it really a blessing
that nobody knows me 
nobody really knows me 
 I just wanna be free 
have my own space and
live a simple life 
exit the rat race and
 have my own little place 
where I can write my thoughts
With such honest brutality 
give it everything I got  
nobody 
nobody to owe, nobody to save
 nothing to lose, nobody to chase
 I am all I ever needed, I am all I ever needed   
Everything I seek 
everything I am
 I don’t know even though I understand
 nothing wrong with me  I don’t even have a plan 
its amazing how I’ve managed to have lasted this long buddy
I don’t have any answers
I smoke even though I might get cancer
Too many times I think about this black panther
 life is so short, does it even matter
  Nothing to lose, nobody to pray 
Jack don’t work, he just wanna play
 I am all I ever needed, I am all I ever needed

Is it selfishness or selfcare
 is it a fantasy or a nightmare 
sometimes I just wanna disappear
 till nobody looking then I reappear  
outta breath when I take the stairs
Somebody help, somebody gimme a chair
 I’m not broken I just need repair
I’m not broken I just need repair  
got little time so I make the best 
got myself so I don’t need the rest
I am all I ever needed, I am all I ever needed

Roy Ribhu