prod singleway! + takecare04

lyrics:
compartmentalize everything
oh i cant help it im js spiraling
im having trouble getting my vitals in 
this mental state is all i have its kinda frightening
so dont close the door on me 
yk ill be scared on my own 
can never call it my home
and i cant do any more 
dont close the door on me 
feel like ive been here before 
drag me down onto the floor 

what a peaceful life we live 
but its full of emptiness
they ask me to forgive them 
but they look down on all this 
so i put them in a ditch
chase my goals tunnel vision 
issa good thing i dont miss
lately ur acting different
issa bad thing i dont wanna do sum right
its abt the principle im not going without a fight
stop ur intervention bitch im never finding any light
i wont fall today but everyday after is do or die

do or die

۶ৎ
ʇuɐʍ noʎ sɓuıɥʇ ǝɥʇ llɐ ǝɯ llǝʇ
oʇ pǝʇuɐʍ noʎ sɓuıɥʇ ǝɥʇ llɐ ǝɯ llǝʇ
۶ৎ
prod @tainiykick
۶ৎ
@gin 
tell me all the things you wanted to
tell me all the things you want
tell me all the things you wanted to
tell me all the things you want from me

i never thought that you would go and leave
i always thought that we had something
i knew that it wouldn't be easy
but now you got me rethinking...

of things in the past
i cant go back
these things never last
put me in a casket

held u in my hands
but it felt like sand
only flaw in my plan
slipping through my fingers
۶ৎ
@fucklilahk
Yhh, girl, tell me everything 
Yhh i needa knw, I wnt let it b
I cnt stand u, i cnt look at u at all
She wasn't good4me, so i had2 cut her off
Yhh, shi 2hrd
Yhh i kno ion feel alive w/ ha
Idk that ho, no im not ha nigga
Dnt fw dat shi yh, so i had2 switch upp
No im not ok, ion have2 lie
Im barely holding on, u can c it in my eyes
I rather not, but I knw I have2 try
So sick of ts, I jus wnna end my life
Yh im stukk an i wnna get out
Yh it sukks, dnt know wut 2do now
All my thoughts, yh they're getting 2loud
When i die no it wont make a sound

tell me w/ lilah (tainiykick)

@sebstixns-funerl:

i try my best,
but they could only love me when im dead,
and forget my name one year after,
and act like they all did something.

they can hide all of the tear marks and the eye bags from my corpse,
and shape my face so all the things that i had felt will go ignored.
but i will haunt everybody in their dreams.
just like their words would haunt me when i couldnt sleep.

so embalm me, 
in my tears,
i dont want,
to look weird.

ive been drowning,
in my fears,
and my bodys,
rotting clear

https://soundcloud.com/mistvale

Bleeding in the backseat I lost it
I tried my best to forget your name I called it
Even when you left me go
You never truly left my soul
Anything i try my best to
Do so you can’t cause me issues 
Is so bad and you know that
(Yeah you know)
I never wanted to feel so incomplete 
And unimportant but you broke my heart in two
And know I feel like such a nuisance

thanatopraxy w/ mistvale [self-prod]

multiple personality disorder (prod vrtex)

prod qweshkka

lyrics:
uh sick as shit 
i cant let them know 
cant let them know my weakness
i dont feel like opening up
bitch yk im the weakest
i got that gas inside my lungs 
yk that im a fiend bitch
i done messed up so many times
i fucking numbed my feelings
i dont know where to go 
they throw me out n tell me im insufferable
but i cant let them know 
cant let them know that that was never who i was
cant let them find out whats the cost
can never build back up the trust

i cant help it 
i just dont know what to say
cause they ask me how tf i been
im dying everyday
keep on following the same path
but its leading me astray
oh im looking at these pills 
and i dont think twice before i take em
like uh before i take it 
ill make sure that ur well aware
that u will never make it 
ill make sure that ur well aware
that i will always take it from u 

(when god created me,
did he intend for me to live like this?
if so then..
i dont wanna believe in god, 
i dont wanna believe in anything.
if god has forsaken me like this,
then what else is there but suffering?)

uh sick as shit 
i cant let them know 
cant let them know my weakness
i dont feel like opening up
bitch yk im the weakest
i got that gas inside my lungs 
yk that im a fiend bitch
i done messed up so many times
i fucking numbed my feelings
i dont know where to go 
they throw me out n tell me im insufferable
but i cant let them know 
cant let them know that that was never who i was
cant let them find out, whats the cost?
can never build back up the trust

(whyd u leave me alone?
oh im scared on my own
tell me did i ever do u right?
oh did i do it right?
oh was i worth the time?
oh did i do it right?
what else is there but suffering?)

my weakness is insufferable

prod. pr37

give me a day to get used to
not being with you
i know i’ll get through
but its hard
the tears that i see through
the pain i cant break loose
do what u can to
make it far

i dont wanna feel
this just dont feel real
only time can heal
i dont wanna feel
break me into pieces
make it hurt bad
maybe then i will forget
why i’ve been so sad

give me a day to get used to
not being with you
i know i’ll get through
but its hard
the tears that i see through
the pain i cant break loose
do what u can to
make it far

needed today (pr37)

prod me

@weinerrrr
@rawblawkxs
@painttheworldblue

copycat w/ azul & stud

whats with you
until you tell me why,
I get so used

i always lose

now prod gin

prod @ner0un-itsme

yh i hear u talkin down
put him in the trunk
yh i dont wanna talk abt it now
idgaf
guess i can go 4 another round
btc im smokin blunts
all my £££ weigh 100 pounds

another round
could go 4 another round
pull up wit the glock
yh im makin all the sounds x2

yh im gettin geeked 4 the week
me nd @kurominmp3 smoke dat backwoods
yh it wasnt cheap
makin all dis guap it wasnt free
shoot em down
yh all these bullets where not cheap

another round

another round (ner0un!) #rjp

prod. @xternalz
ft. @ivoruu
sorry about the mic crackling on my part :/


(atiniz)
tell me something that i’m worth for
since u don’t want me here 
then ill just walk out the door
i don’t know what i said to upset you
it’s the glimmer in ur eyes 
that says talk to me
they say “looks don’t matter”
if that was true then my life 
wouldn’t be like climbing up a ladder
but its done its over
take a moment to wait
so all my thoughts go away
yea, i think they won
shoutout vivid yea
that's my day one
everybody looking at me
why the fuck they making fun
imma go into the shadows 
imma go and fucking run

(vivid)
place im tied in
its a feelin i dont like make my head spin
im still holdin on our memories we cant relive
3.5 in the blunt in effort make myself forget
fuck bae i want your call
fuck bae i want it all
louie v sell out da mall
i got a bad bih imma ball
but i keep goin dont matter the time
chanel on my body im feelin divine
knight in white armor im slidin like ice
you talk on atiniz we gettin you diced
i did my best but i still fail
talk to me baby is anyone there?
drown in my feelings im drinkin my tears
you got me on my last limb
she picked me up & said don’t even worry about it

(chorus + outro)

another round (ner0un!) #rjp

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