Letters To Mama

Inspired by my filipina wife Lourdes! Filipina Sass

LuLu-Attitude

Inspired by my wife Lourdes! Every Track is a true feeling, experience, and  written with love to lift and impress my wife to honor her and her culture!

On My Terms by LuLu

I don't Live Full time In A van, But That's a Future Plan! This is a collection of Real Life, True Stories,True Feelings From Our Van Travel Adventures! Van lIfe adventures and Van Travels, Road Songs, campfire Tunes & Trucker Tracks. visit: www.youtube.com/@VanGotravels

Van Life Music

For the lovers, the loners, and the ones who burn quiet.
Dark Matter drips in slow verses and smoky synths — a sultry blend of bedroom rap Alt-Pop and dark pop. It’s the kind of sound you feel on bare skin… like secrets whispered over clinking glasses and firelight kisses. Light a flame. Let it smolder. This is intimacy, set to rhythm.

DARK MATTER

Now available on most streaming sites so pls add it to your playlists!
https://rplayin.com/merch
Watch Video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BM1FEcn6h0c
https://open.spotify.com/album/2ilKW9CcQ3oU3XyPDCNq34

Title: "Her Scent"
Verse 1:
I cannot smell her in my dream, in a monochrome scene,
But I see her dance, capering through the air,
Trailing behind her, long flowing hair,
I swear my heart never beat with such intent,
Breathing deep in my sleep, just to catch a scent,
Of this vision sent to torment with fire and despair.
Chorus:
My body burns, yearning for something real,
To feel the softness of a woman, not this cold, hard steel,
I reach to taste her kiss of heavenly bliss,
But her lips fade away as I hold her,
And she slips through the shade,
A phantom in the glades of my mind.
Verse 2:
There I find angels and demons of every kind,
I cannot smell them in my dream, in a monochrome scene,
But they play their roles, evil and good,
Wrestling for my soul, misunderstood.
When it comes to love, they both have their say,
But I’m bent on the intent to follow the way,
To display the good, push the lust aside,
Confide in the love I keep deep inside.
Bridge:
And sing the song of birds that never die,
Knowing if I could hold her head to my shoulder,
My night would be well spent, with no more need to try,
To catch the scent of her hair—
Of freedom in the fresh, cool air.
Chorus:
My body burns, yearning for something real,
To feel the softness of a woman, not this cold, hard steel,
I reach to taste her kiss of heavenly bliss,
But her lips fade away as I hold her,
And she slips through the shade,
A phantom in the glades of my mind.
Outro:
Freedom in the fresh air…
If only I could hold her there.
Freedom in the fresh air…
If only I could hold her there.

Her Scent

Her Scent(HD)

https://open.spotify.com/album/2wCZXoPWQC8UtMJnImVMca

[Verse 1]
Infatuating love compared to none
Eternal rainbow blooms before the rain
Come sit and let me feed you grapes by one
And sip a sparkling glass of crisp champagne!
[Pre-Chorus]
A scented candle dances by the way
Exhilarating flame, smooth as pearls are,
Come rest where satin blossom petals lay,
Let me hold you close beneath the evening star!
[Chorus]
Underneath the evening star, we shine so bright
Feel the rhythm of our hearts through the night
Wrapped in satin dreams, just you and me
Our love's the melody of eternity
 "Ooh, baby, just you and me..."
[Verse 2]
The moon is full, with love it lights this night
A beacon of the promise not forgot
The day we fell in love at love's first sight
We laid and talked of dreams and dreamed a lot!
[Pre-Chorus]
I promised to console, ease all your troubles
Indulge in bubble baths and champagne bubbles
"Oh, baby, let me ease your mind..."
[Chorus]
Underneath the evening star, we shine so bright
Feel the rhythm of our hearts through the night
Wrapped in satin dreams, just you and me
Our love's the melody of eternity
 "Shine for me, baby..."
[Bridge]
Let the night be endless, let's freeze this time
The universe is ours, and you're only mine
Sparkling champagne kisses, love divine
We'll write our names among the stars that shine
 "Write it in the sky... forever you and I..."
[Chorus]
Underneath the evening star, we shine so bright
Feel the rhythm of our hearts through the night
Wrapped in satin dreams, just you and me
Our love's the melody of eternity
 "Oh, , baby... ooh, tonight..."
[Outro]
An evening star, guiding love's way (yeah, yeah)
I'll love you more with every day (ooh)
Forever's not enough, but it’s a start
To hold you beneath that evening star...
 "Forever and always, baby... just you and me, shining bright..."

Below is the original sonnet published on Amazon: It was reworked to make a music track: Thanks for listening:
An Evening Star

Infatuating love compared to none
Eternal rainbow blooms before the rain
Come sit and let me feed you grapes by one
And sip a sparkling glass of crisp champagne!
A scented candle dances by the way
Exhilarating flame smooth as pearls are
Come sleep where satin blossom petals lay
I wish to gaze upon an evening star!
The moon is full with beaming love this night
A light that bares a promise not forgot
The day we fell in love at loves first sight
We laid and talked of dreams and dreamed a lot!
               I promised to console be all that troubles
               Indulging bubble baths and champagne bubbles!

Evening Star(HD)

Mmm…
Fire’s lit…
Moonlight on your skin…
Lay back, let me take my time with you…
Mmmm Mm Mm

By the fire, the room’s set right (Uh-huh…)
Candles flicker, shadows dance in the light (Yeah…)
Pull back the drapes, let the moon drip down
Silver beams paint your body in a silky gown (Damn…)
Your breath slow, but your heart beat wild (Boom…)
I see that glow behind your wicked smile (Mmm…)
Majestic furs, your skin so plush
Trembling thighs beg for my touch (You want it?)

Satin sheets, whipping cream (Drip, drip...)
Wine spills where your lips should be (Sip, sip...)
You never knew your heart could race like this (Like this...)
Close your eyes, let me be your dream (Mmm...)
 "Damn baby… so sweet, so soft…"

Ooooh, let me take you there (Take you there, take you there, yeah, yeah...)
Let my hands explore, let your soul lay bare (Mmm, just feel me...)
Our bodies melt in heat, slow motion scene (Ohhh, so deep, so deep...)
Close your eyes, let me be your dream (Let me be your dream, baby...)
 "Mmm… ride the rhythm, love…"

Your fingers clutch, nails dig in
Tongue traces paths over burning skin (Mmm… yeah...)
Your hips roll slow, whispering my name
You taste like honey, sweet and untamed (Drip, drip…)
You want control? Baby, take your time
Tell me what you need, read between the lines (Say it…)
Or let me guide you, body to mind
Deeper than lust, souls intertwine (Ooooh…)
 "Yeah…"

Shhh… let the fire take control (Mmm, let it burn…)
Lose yourself in my rhythm and flow (Slow it down, yeah…)
No more space, no more time, just you and me (Oh, just you and me, baby...)
Wrapped in passion, lost in ecstasy (Oooh yeah…)
 "Mmm, you like that? Let me hear you say it..."

Ooooh, let me take you there (Take you there, take you there, yeah...)
Let my hands explore, let your soul lay bare (Mmm, just feel me...)
Our bodies melt in heat, slow motion scene ( so deep, so deep...)
Close your eyes, let me be your dream 
"Damn, so smooth… so right...")
 
Lay back, let me trace your spine (Mmm… feel that?)
Let my words drip down like wine (Yeah…)
Close your eyes, just breathe me in (Shhh… I’m right here...)
Tonight, baby, let the dream begin…

If you like this track...Listen to this one
https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/whisper?in=rplayin/sets/dark-matter

Fire's Lit(HD)

Very Personal song to Me, about Sexual Child ABUSE!
Those fighting fires born noblesse oblige
 are hero’s born to rescue helpless lives!
We are the Strong!
---"Stop The Abuse"
You too Can be A Fire Fighter!
Verse 1:
My Rage, ignites like storms of fume and fire
A blaze that scorched me young at nine
Its fury spread, a trauma that won’t tire
Consuming all the hopes and dreams of mine.

Pre-Chorus:
The scars run deep, they're more than skin can show
And every night, I’m haunted by the past
But through the pain, I found the strength to grow
No longer trapped, I’ve found my peace at last.

Chorus:
Ladder 9, I rise above the flame
To shield the broken, to ease their pain
I fight the fire that burns in secret lives
Ladder 9, where hope survives.

Verse 2:
The flames return, but I’m no longer weak
I stand for those who suffer in the dark
For every soul who’s lost and afraid to speak
I’m there to light the way and leave a mark.

Pre-Chorus:
The fire raged, but I became the cure
For all the silent screams and quiet cries
Now with each step, my mission’s strong and pure
To pull the hurting from their heavy skies.

Chorus:
Ladder 9, I rise above the flame
To shield the broken, to ease their pain
I fight the fire that burns in secret lives
Ladder 9, where hope survives.

Bridge:
The battle rages, but I’ve found my role
To heal the pain, to help the wounded soul
A hero born from where the darkness grew
I fight for them, for all I never knew.

Chorus:
Ladder 9, I rise above the flame
To shield the broken, to ease their pain
I fight the fire that burns in secret lives
Ladder 9, where hope survives.

The battle rages, but I’ve found my role
To heal the pain, to help the wounded soul
A hero born from where the darkness grew
I fight for them, for all I never knew.

Ladder 9, I rise above the flame
To shield the broken, to ease their pain
I fight the fire that burns in secret lives
Ladder 9, where hope survives.
Ladder 9, where hope survives.

Letters to Mama

Ladder 9

Ladder 9(HD)

From the ALBUM "Letters to Mama" Featuring Gail Gatling. https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/letters-to-mama
https://open.spotify.com/track/6rUZQ2YLgseaBPAgGRqBBY

"I was a victim… but I ain’t one no more."
Verse 1:
I walked through fire, I bathed in pain,
Learned to fight so I’d never feel it again.
They cut me down, they tore me apart,
But they ain't never gonna break my heart.
Chorus:
Sons of vengeance, we rise, we stand,
No more victims, we take command.
We wear our scars like battle lines,
We ain't afraid—this war is mine.
Verse 2:
No more shadows in my bed,
No more nightmares in my head.
I found my strength, I forged my steel,
Mama, I learned how to heal.
Bridge 
You can’t kill what won’t lay down,
I ain’t running, I own this ground.
Chorus:
Sons of vengeance, we rise, we stand,
No more victims, we take command.
We wear our scars like battle lines,
We ain't afraid—this war is mine.
Outro 
"I was broken… now I'm unbreakable."

Sons of Vengence

Sons of Vengeance(HD)

From the ALBUM "Letters to Mama" Featuring Gail Gatling. https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/letters-to-mama

"If love’s a fight, then I’ve been knocked down too many times…"
Verse 1:
I took every hit, I braced for pain,
Thought love was just another game.
But bruises fade and hearts can mend,
Mama, I found love that won’t pretend.
Chorus:
Love ain’t war, it ain’t a fight,
It don’t leave scars, it feels just right.
No fists, no screams, just arms open wide,
Love’s the place where I don’t have to hide.
Verse 2:
I ain't a soldier in this game no more,
I ain't fightin’ just to keep the score.
Love ain't pain, love ain't shame,
It’s soft, it’s strong, it knows my name.
Bridge 
I built my walls, I held my ground,
But love don’t fight—it just sticks around.
Outro 
"Mama, I found what we never had… and I ain’t lettin’ go."
"Mama, I found what we never had… and I ain’t lettin’ go."

Love Ain’t War(HD)

From the ALBUM "Letters to Mama" Featuring Gail Gatling. https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/letters-to-mama

"I look in the mirror… and all I see is fire."
Verse 1:
My hands shake, my jaw stays tight,
Every joke, every slight, sparks a fight.
A cyclone turns inside my head,
Mama, I’m alive, but I ain't left the dead.
Chorus:
I got a war inside, a battle I fight,
Fists clenched, ready every night.
Walls built high, shields held strong,
If I don’t fight back, I won’t last long.
Verse 2:
I carry the weight of ghosts unseen,
Venom in my blood, rage in between.
But I won’t let the past be my chains,
I’ll break free, rewrite my name
oh,oh,oh,oh,
oh,oh,oh,oh
oh,oh,oh,oh
oh,oh,oh,oh
Bridge 
I ain't what hurt me—I am what I choose,
And I choose to win, not to lose.
Outro 
"The war ain't over... but I know who I am."
"The war ain't over... but I know who I am."
oh,oh,oh,oh,
oh,oh,oh,oh
oh,oh,oh,oh
oh,oh,oh,oh

The War Inside

The War Inside(HD)

From the ALBUM "Letters to Mama" Featuring Gail Gatling. https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/letters-to-mama

"Mama, I never got to tell you everything I felt. But this is for you..."
Verse 1:
From your womb, you gave me life,
Through the struggle, through the strife.
You held me close when the world felt cold,
Said, “Baby, be strong, let your heart be bold.”
Chorus:
From your womb, you gave me light,
Through the fire, through the fight,
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust,
Through it all, you loved all of us.
Verse 2:
Your rules were rough, your love was tough,
Sometimes it hurt, but it was enough.
You prayed to God with whiskey breath,
Cried out loud, Loving your best.
Bridge 
I ran so far, I ran so fast,
Tried to escape the shadows past.
But no matter where, no matter when,
Mama, your voice calls me back again.
Chorus:
From your womb, you gave me light,
Through the fire, through the fight,
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust,
Through it all, you loved all of us.
Outro (Soft & Fading Out):
"Mama, I know now, you gave all you could…"

"Mama, I know now, you gave all you could…"

From Your Womb

From Your Womb(HD)

From the ALBUM "Letters to Mama" Featuring Gail Gatling. https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/letters-to-mama

"Mama, you showed us the way to Heaven, where our Father and the Angels live… but so help me Mother his abandonment of us, is so hard to forgive."
Verse 1:
You showed us the way to the angels above,
Sang us to sleep with a mother’s love.
But Mama, no matter how hard you tried,
Some wounds don’t heal, some tears don’t dry.
Chorus:
He walked away, left us in the rain,
Mama, how do I forgive this pain?
You held us tight, said, “It’s all right,”
But I still wake up crying at night.
Verse 2:
us kids needed a man to teach us the way,
How to be strong, how to stand and stay.
But I found my strength in the love you gave,
Mama, you showed me how to be brave.
Bridge 
I swore I’d never be like him, never walk out the door,
But love taught me better—I’ll never be like him.
Outro 
"Mama, I know you tried… and I finally let go of Daddy’s goodbye."
"Mama, I know you tried… and I finally let go of Daddy’s goodbye."

Daddy's Good-bye

Daddy's Goodbye(HD)

From the ALBUM "Letters to Mama" Featuring Gail Gatling. https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/letters-to-mama

"I didn’t ask to leave, I didn’t have a choice… but love still came for me." 

Verse 1: 
They took me from the mountains, where the Blue Ridge meets the sky, 
West Virginia whispered, but I couldn't say goodbye. 
A stranger's hand pulled me far, down a road I didn't choose, 
Left behind the ones I loved, with nothing left to lose. 

Instrumental (Steel Guitar)

Verse 2: 
Mama packed that ol' Pinto, with three boys by her side,
Chased the sun across the states, through every tear she cried.
I was lost in Texas, feeling scared and all alone, 
But love was racing toward me, bringing me back home. 
Chorus: 
We moved to Texas, made it our own, 
Through the pain and the miles, love still shone. 
From the plains to the hills, they never let me go, 
They found me in Texas, now I finally know. 
Verse 3: 
The road was long and dusty, but they never turned around,
 Through deserts and through heartache, they searched until I was found.
 We built a life from nothing, under that Texas sun, 
What was taken, love reclaimed—our family made us one. 
Chorus: 
We moved to Texas, made it our own, 
Through the pain and the miles, love still shone.
From the plains to the hills, they never let me go,
They found me in Texas, now I finally know. 
Bridge 
Now the stars shine brighter, in that big Texas sky, 
They never stopped believing, they never said goodbye. 
The Pinto’s just a memory, but love will never fade, 
Texas gave me family, in those sweet southern shades. 
Chorus 
We moved to Texas, made it our own, 
Through the pain and the miles, love still shone. 
From the plains to the hills, they never let me go, 
They found me in Texas, now I finally know.
 Outro 
 "Mama, you found me… and I finally found my way home."

Chasing Texas

Chasing Texas(HD)

From the ALBUM "Letters to Mama" Featuring Gail Gatling. soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/letters-to-mama

(Verse 1)
 I remember back when, in that little house on the hill, 
Barefoot in the backyard, chasing time to stand still. 
Wiffle ball flying in the corn fields, summer nights so sweet, 
Climbing those mountains, feeling so free. 
(Pre-Chorus) 
We had nothing but we had it all, 
Didn’t need much, just a tree to climb tall. 
(Chorus) 
Way back when, life was simple and good, 
Running through the fields like a wild child would. 
Catching fireflies, watching stars burn bright, 
Holding on to every memory tight. 
(Verse 2) 
We’d sled down the hills, laughing all the way, 
Mama made ice cream from the snow where we played. 
Long walks to the school bus, hand in hand, 
Every stranger felt like a lifelong friend. 
(Pre-Chorus) 
Didn’t have worries, didn’t know fear, 
All I needed was right here. 
(Chorus) 
Way back when, life was simple and good,
 Running through the fields like a wild child would. 
Catching fireflies, watching stars burn bright, 
Holding on to every memory tight. 
(Bridge) 
Now the world spins fast and the days move on, 
But I still hear that old front porch song. 
If I could go back, I’d do it all again, 
Oh, take me back to way back when. 
(Chorus) 
Way back when, life was simple and good, 
Running through the fields like a wild child would. 
Catching fireflies, watching stars burn bright, 
Holding on to every memory tight. 
(Outro) 
I remember back when… 
oh, I remember still, 
That little house on the hill.

Lettes to Mama

Way back When

Way Back When(HD)

https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/lulu-attitude
Wrote this one about my wife...She got a Massive attitude, lol!
but Damn she so cute to me!
[Verse] 
Feelin' a lil' extra today 
Throwin' shade and I'm here to stay 
So in love with me and myself 
Talk your shit 'cause it boosts my health 
[Pre-Chorus] 
If you don't like it You can leave 
Narcissistic tendencies 
But what a pretty view from up here 
Tellin' you I can't help but be me 
[Chorus] 
I'm to cute I'm so fcking cute Bch 
I'm so fcking cute 
Attitude corrosive 
But I'm so fcking cute 
But I'm so fcking cute 
[Verse] 
Lovin' this dynamic right here
Where you keep me so insecure
Do me wrong, Then you say you care
It be workin' Yeah That's for sure 
[Pre-Chorus] 
Why do I put up with it? 
Hmm 'Cause you're so fine, 
I can't quit 
Yeah 
And you got some really nice hair 
Tellin' you I can't help but be here 
[Chorus] 
I'm to cute I'm to fcking cute Bch 
I'm so fcking cute 
Attitude corrosive 
But I'm to fcking cute 
I'm to frkin cute bch I'm to fcking cute 
Attitude corrosive 
But I'm to fcking cute
[Verse] 
La la la la la la la la la la 
La la la la la la la lala la 
La la la la la la la lala la 
La la la la la la la la la la 
I'm to fvcking cute Bch I'm to fvcking cute 
Attitude corrosive 
But I'm to fvcking cute (fvcking cute, fvcking cute
fvcking cute, fvcking cute, fvcking cute,so fvcking cute,fvcking cute,fvcking cute) 
[Verse 2] 
Vibe like I'm Cyndi Lauper Cherry on top 
And the whipped cream gotcha 
Haters get to watching
Do it for the clout 
And the clicks And the follows 
I'm the sugar in your coffee 
The Matty in your Healy 
The acid in your raindrops 
You're a natural aphrodisiac 
[Chorus] 
I'm to fvcking cute Bch, bch I'm to fvcking cute 
Attitude corrosive 
But I'm to fvcking cute ( fvcking cute, fvcking cute) 
( fvcking cute, so fvcking cute,fvcking cute,fvcking cute)  
[Verse 3] 
Oh There she go There she go 
All she needs is a phone 
She like to be alone 
She think her mind is gold 
There she go There she go 
All she needs is a phone 
She like to be alone 
She think her mind is gold 
[Verse 4] 
No I don't look good Bch 
I look great 
They don't understand So they gotta hate 
All the girls love me I'm like anime 
If you don't want no problems 
Then stay out my way 
Vibe like Cyndi Lauper 
Cherry on top 
And the whipped cream gotcha 
Haters get to watching Do it for the clout 
And the clicks And the follows 
[Chorus] 
I'm to fvcking cute Bch I'm so fvcking cute 
Attitude corrosive 
But I'm to fvcking cute (to fvcking cute,

Im Too Cute(HD)

https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/lulu-attitude
Queen of my World
[Verse] 
I strut down the street in my sky-high heels 
Every little look gives me all the feels 
They stop and stare yeah they know my name 
I play their hearts like a perfect game 
[Verse 2] 
My lips a shade that stops the show 
Confidence dripping everywhere I go 
Snap a selfie Oh I'm feeling divine 
Living this life like each second is mine 
[Chorus] 
I’m the queen of my world Can't you see 
Got a crown made of fire naturally 
Kiss the boys Wave goodbye oh so sly 
I’m the spark in their dark That's why they try 
[Verse 3] 
Heartbreak bracelets strung on my wrist 
No regrets from the ones that I kissed 
Mirror tells me I’m the real work of art 
My attitude? Yeah It sets me apart 
[Bridge] 
They talk They dream They wanna be me 
But darling you know There’s just one key 
Be your own muse Write your story bold 
With love With sass Let your joy unfold 
[Chorus] 
I’m the queen of my world Can't you see 
Got a crown made of fire naturally 
Kiss the boys Wave goodbye oh so sly
 I’m the spark in their dark That's why they try

I’m the queen of my world Can't you see 
Got a crown made of fire naturally 
Kiss the boys Wave goodbye oh so sly
 I’m the spark in their dark That's why they try

Attitude

Queen of my World

Queen of My World(HD)

https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/lulu-attitude
Dancing in the Rain
[Verse] 
Strutting through puddles in my high-heeled shoes 
Feeling like the queen with nothing to lose 
Raindrops fall But I wear my crown 
Try to dim my shine But I own this town 
[Chorus] 
Dancing in the rain 
Drinking champagne 
Got love in the air driving me insane 
Dreams are so close I can feel them near 
A young girl's world with no room for fear 
[Verse 2] 
Mirror's reflection says I'm the main show 
All sass No stress Yeah I let it glow 
Hair soaked slick But I don't give a care 
Confidence is dripping everywhere 
[Chorus] 
Dancing in the rain 
Drinking champagne 
Got love in the air driving me insane 
Dreams are so close I can feel them near 
A young girl's world with no room for fear 
[Bridge] 
Lightning crashes but I don't flinch 
A little fire A lotta pinch 
Rain can’t wash away the flame in my chest 
I'm the spark Yeah I'm the best 
[Chorus] 
Dancing in the rain 
Drinking champagne 
Got love in the air driving me insane 
Dreams are so close I can feel them near 
A young girl's world with no room for fear

Dancing in the rain 
Drinking champagne 
Got love in the air driving me insane 
Dreams are so close I can feel them near 
A young girl's world with no room for fear

Dancing in the Rain

Dancing in the Rain(HD)

https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/lulu-attitude
Queen Bee
[Verse]
Strut through the door like I own the air
High heels clickin’ like they just don’t care
Glitter’s my armor, I’m feelin’ rare
All eyes on me, Yeah I’m so debonair

[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, Mirror did you see me tonight
Glow like the moon in the club’s dim light
I’m the hurricane they can’t deny
Whipping up a storm when I pass by

[Chorus]
I’m the Queen Bee honey on the dance floor sweet
Sassy, Classy turnin’ up that beat
Got ‘em starin’ jaws droppin’ can’t take a seat
I’m the girl they want but can’t compete

[Verse 2]
Sip on my drink like it’s liquid gold
Heart’s on fire but my soul stays cold
Can’t tie me down I’m too bold
A wild Filipina yeah I break the mold

[Pre-Chorus]
Mirror, Mirror did you catch my glow
Draped in stars like a cosmic show
My energy’s the kind they’ll never know
I’m a revolution ready to explode

[Chorus]
I’m the Queen Bee honey on the dance floor sweet
Sassy, Classy turnin’ up that beat
Got ‘em starin’ jaws droppin’ can’t take a seat
I’m the girl they want but can’t compete

I’m the Queen Bee honey on the dance floor sweet
Sassy, Classy turnin’ up that beat
Got ‘em starin’ jaws droppin’ can’t take a seat
I’m the girl they want but can’t compete

I’m the Queen Bee honey on the dance floor sweet
Sassy, Classy turnin’ up that beat
Got ‘em starin’ jaws droppin’ can’t take a seat
I’m the girl they want but can’t compete

Queen Bee

Queen Bee(HD)

https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/lulu-attitude
[Verse 1]
My dress is tight and short
I'm a supermodel
Boys shout to catch my eye
They all wanna know what I’m about
But I’m not what they used to

[Chorus]
Sassy, classy, Manila girl
Lighting up the night like a diamond swirl
Living forever through the eyes of my fans
Flashin’ that smile, striking that stance
Island girl, born to rock the world
Yeah I’m born to rock the world

[Verse 2]
I keep 'em guessing, never say where I go
Don’t ask no questions—I'm an open show
But I’m closed
Like I said
I’m not what they used to
And babe, you ain’t seen nothin’ yet

[Chorus]
Sassy, classy, Manila girl
Lighting up the night like a diamond swirl
Living forever through the eyes of my fans
Flashin’ that smile, striking that stance
Island girl, born to rock the world
Yeah I’m born to rock the world

[Verse 3]
Snap the flash, strike a pose
Heels on fire, from my head to my toes
I own the dance floor, make it spin
I don't chase dreams, I reel them in

[Bridge]
Not one in a million — I’m the headline
One of a kind, baby, all the time
Manila made me bold and free
A whole damn vibe — I’m the VIP

Final Chorus
Sassy, classy, Manila girl (whoo!)
Lighting up the night like a diamond swirl (shine bright!)
Living forever through the eyes of my fans (say my name!)
Flashin’ that smile, striking that stance (strike it!)
Island girl, born to rock the world (born to slay!)
Yeah I’m born to rock the world

Sassy

Sassy(HD)

https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/lulu-attitude
[Verse 1]
I’ve got the sun in my laughter, I’m a blazing flame
Dancing on the shoreline, wild with no shame
My hair flows like waves, my smile’s a pearl
Watch me light it up — I’m your island girl
[Verse 2]
I’m barefoot in the sand, leaving trails on fire
My heart runs deep, full of sweet desire
Every step I take, the rhythm finds me
I’m a storm of joy in a turquoise sea
Chorus
I’m a hot, sexy, sassy queen of the breeze
The winds can't catch me, nor the rolling seas
Every moment with me is a wild free swirl
Life beats louder — I’m that island girl
[Verse 3]
My laugh rolls like thunder in the starlit night
My touch is a spark that ignites delight
Coconut dreams and a soul so rare
I’m the island's anthem floating through the air
 Bridge 
There’s lanterns in my eyes lighting up the bay
I move, and even the moon drifts away
Stars bend low just to feel my thrill
Yeah, I bend the world to match my will
Final Chorus 
I’m a hot, sexy, sassy queen of the breeze (whoo!)
The winds can't catch me, nor the rolling seas (too fast!)
Every moment with me is a wild free swirl (wild and free!)
Life beats louder — I’m that island girl (say it loud!)
Outro 
Yeah, I’m that island girl…
Born from waves, kissed by sun…
Untamed, unforgettable…
The one and only island one.
Island Life
Island one
island one
island one
island one

Island Girl

Island Girl(HD)

https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/lulu-attitude
Sun Kissed
[Verse 1]
Silk bikini, with a walk so slow (mmm)
Skin kissed gold from the sun's soft glow
Big shades hiding these eyes that know
I’m the scene they all wanna show (click click)

Lips parted, breeze in my hair
Flashbulbs pop, but I don’t care
I move like honey, rich and deep
A living dream that never sleeps (shhh)

[Chorus]
Waves crashing, heartbeat low
Bonfire dance, that golden glow
Stars fall just to see me shine
Moonlight’s mine—I realign (mmm, yeah)

Every glance, every step I take
Stirs the tide, makes the ocean quake
This spotlight’s soft, but it burns slow
I’m the rhythm they’ll never know (never know)

[Verse 2]
Hands on hips, I sway with pride
Velvet fire in the way I glide
No one owns what they can’t define
Queen of the night, and I draw the line (uh-huh)

They want my light, but it’s not for sale
I write the story they try to trail
With every breath, I leave a trace
A sultry echo they can’t replace (mmm, feel that)

Bridge 
They whisper low when I pass by
Like the stars are jealous of my sky (shine on)
The sand pulls back where I command
This moonlit beach is my promised land (own it)

Chorus
Waves crashing, heartbeat low
Bonfire dance, that golden glow
Stars fall just to see me shine
Moonlight’s mine—I realign (I do)

Every glance, every step I take
Stirs the tide, makes the ocean quake
This spotlight’s soft, but it burns slow
I’m the rhythm they’ll never know (so slow)

Outro 
Bikini laced like a royal prayer
Crowned in fire, perfume in air
You can look, but you won’t compare
Catch my flame—if you dare (if you dare...)

Sun Kissed(HD)

https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/lulu-attitude

[Verse 1]
I ride the jeepney through the morning haze
City buzzin’ in its lovely maze
Wind in my hair, sun on my face
Every turn reminds me of your grace

[Pre-Chorus]
Laughter echoes in the crowded streets
But you’re the calm in the city's beat
And in this dance of heat and sound
Your love is where I’m safe and found

[Chorus]
Bound for beaches, wild and free
Coconuts and mango trees
Your hand in mine, that sweet embrace
Love pours down in this bright place
Oh, we’re dancing through the light
You and me in Manila’s night

[Verse 2]
Colors flashing as we ride along
You hum to me our favorite song
My head leans close, you kiss my cheek
The world slows down, I barely speak

[Pre-Chorus]
No need for maps, you are my guide
Through every curve and bumpy ride
You smile, and I forget the time
Like I was made to call you mine

[Chorus]
Bound for beaches, wild and free
Coconuts and mango trees
Your hand in mine, that sweet embrace
Love pours down in this bright place
Oh, we’re glowing in the light
Hearts on fire in Manila’s night

Bridge 
Salt in the breeze, your eyes so wide
The ocean calls with every tide
I won’t let go, I’m holding tight
To you, my love—my Manila light

Final Chorus 
Bound for beaches, wild and free
Coconuts and mango trees
Your hand in mine, that sweet embrace
Love flows deep in this warm place
And wherever we may go
This love began in Manila's glow

Outro 
Your hand in mine… my sweet embrace...
You’re my heart, my home, my favorite place.

Your hand in mine… my sweet embrace...
You’re my heart, my home, my favorite place.

Manila Love

Manila Love(HD)

"Mama, I know you tried… some nights, you lost the fight. But I remember the love, too."
Verse 1:
One hand on the Bible, one hand on the glass,
Prayin’ for heaven, drownin’ the past.
You raised your hands, called out His name,
But Mama, the demons still came.
Chorus:
Between Jesus and whiskey, where do you stand?
Calling on angels, bottle in hand.
You fought for mercy, searched for peace,
I just pray now you've been released.
Verse 2:
But not every night was filled with pain,
I remember your laughter in the summer rain.
Rockin’ us slow, hummin’ sweet hymns,
There was light in you, even when it grew dim.
Bridge 
Sunday morning, dressed in white,
Now you’re walking in Heaven’s light.
No more whiskey, no more chains,
Just an angel, free from pain.
Chorus:
Between Jesus and whiskey, where do you stand?
Calling on angels, bottle in hand.
You fought for mercy, searched for peace,
I just pray now you've been released

Jesus & Whiskey

Jesus&Whiskey(HD)

This Track is about Stagnant people or couples, dust on our skin refers to being idle, not living or aging..fighting the dark refers to avoiding death! Breathing it In, Accepting it!! Powerful Song! Hope You Enjoy! If your Not Buried Yet,Lets Keep Livin!
Verse 1
We’re standing here with dust on our skin
Fighting the dark, breathing it in
They tried to drown us, to write us off
But we still burn, we still talk

[Pre-Chorus]
We’re not gone, we’re not ghosts
Feel this heartbeat, hold me close

[Chorus]
We’re not buried yet, let's keep livin' (keep livin')
They can't silence what keeps on singin (no, no)
We’re the thunder, we’re the storm (yeah)
They have not buried us yet (never)
Let’s make memories we'll never forget
So let's FLY, FLY, FLY far awaaaaaay
Before the day comes we can’t stay

Verse 2
Pack up your fears, toss 'em to flames
Every goodbye just feeds the brave
We’re running wild, we're breaking through
No chains can catch me and you

Pre-Chorus
We’re not gone, we’re not ghosts
Feel my heartbeat, hold me close

[Chorus]
We’re not buried yet, let's keep livin' (keep livin')
They can't silence what keeps on singing (singin)
We’re the thunder, we’re the storm (storm)
They have not buried us yet (never)
Let’s make memories we'll never forget
So let's FLY, FLY, FLY far awaaaaaay
Before the day comes we can’t stay

Bridge 
One last ride, one last light
Hold my hand, let’s break the sky
If we fall, let’s fall as stars
Not as shadows in the dark

Final Chorus
We’re not buried yet, let's keep livin' (keep livin')
They can't silence what keeps on singing (keep singing)
We’re the thunder, we’re the storm (storm)
They have not buried us yet (never)
Let’s make memories we'll never forget
So let's FLY, FLY, FLY far awaaaaaay
Before the day comes we can’t stay

Outro 
"We’re not buried yet..."
"We’re not buried yet..."
"We’re not buried yet..."

"Let's Keep Livin"

On My Terms

Let's Keep Livin

Lets keep Livin(HD)

Love & Hate
Intro
(Yeah...)
Love... and hate...
(Tastes bittersweet, don’t it?)
LuLu... ready.

Verse 1 
Compassion crashing, passion smashing
Sweet little hearts, now teeth are gnashing (grrr)
Love ain't built to last, just a flash (nah)
Burn it down — welcome to the clash

Last bastion, no salvation
Trust breaks like cheap temptation
Say you’re in, then you’re out (you’re out!)
Say you care, then you drown in doubt (blah blah)

Pre-Chorus 
Love and hate — it reiterates (repeats!)
Love and hate — it deteriorates (defeats!)
Broken hearts — they regenerate
But scorched souls — they obliterate! (boom!)

Chorus 
So why not fall in love with chocolate? (mmm)
Eat it all, love it all, hate how you get! (yeah!)
Fall in love with the sweetest lie
Cry a little, laugh, then kiss goodbye!

So why not fall in love with chocolate?
Love yourself, hate yourself, spin like roulette!
Fall in love, just to tear apart
Welcome to the feast of broken hearts!

Verse 2 
Spoonful of sugar, knife in the back
Cupid’s got jokes, where’s the laugh track? (ha-ha)
Text you sweet, ghost you sour
Love blooms fast — dead in an hour

You say soulmate, I say soul fake
Eat your words with the birthday cake (yum)
Love, hate, rise, fall
Maybe it’s better if we just eat it all

Pre-Chorus 
Love and hate — it reiterates (again!)
Love and hate — it deteriorates (uh-huh!)
Broken hearts — they regenerate
But scorched souls — they obliterate! (obliterate!)

Chorus 
So why not fall in love with chocolate?
Eat it all, love it all, hate how you get!
Fall in love with the sweetest lie
Cry a little, laugh, then kiss goodbye!

So why not fall in love with chocolate?
Love yourself, hate yourself, spin like roulette!
Fall in love, just to tear apart
Welcome to the feast of broken hearts!

Bridge 
(Choose your flavor... love or hate?)
(They're two sides of the same damn cake...)
(Go ahead... take a bite.)

Final Chorus 
Fall in love — eat it up — break it down!
Fall in love — spin around — hit the ground!
Chocolate kisses — bitter bliss — taste the pain!
Laugh it off — cry again — love's insane!

Outro 
Love and hate... tastes bittersweet...
LuLu... out.

Love & Hate

Love & Hate(HD)

Intro 
LuLu...
We make music, baby...
Boom.

Chorus 
We’re music makers (uh)
Dream invaders (yeah)
Heartbeat takers (woo)
Soul creators (yeah)

We don't fake it (no)
We don’t break it (nah)
We just take it (mmm)
And we make it (make it!)

Verse 1 
Touch the sky, beat don't lie (beat don't lie)
Spin the night, no alibi (no lie)
Glow in silk, move like tide (mmm)
Kiss, collide, don’t hide, just ride (ride!)

Chorus 
We’re music makers (uh)
Dream invaders (yeah)
Heartbeat takers (woo)
Soul creators (create it!)

We don't fake it (no)
We don’t break it (nah)
We just take it (uh)
And we make it (LuLu!)

Verse 2
Sway that bass, lace that face (lace it!)
Tempo bend, kiss don't chase (nah)
Slip-slide dreams on a paper plane (whoosh)
We don't explain — we reign (reign!)

Bridge 
(Hands up)
(Hands high)
(One love)
(One sky)
(Heartbeat)
(No sleep)
(Music... breathes)

Final Chorus 
We’re music makers (uh)
Dream invaders (yeah)
Heartbeat takers (woo)
Soul creators (light it!)

We don't fake it (nope)
We don’t break it (nah)
We just take it (uh)
And we make it (LuLu!)

Outro
Make it... break it... love it... LuLu.

Music Makers

Music Makers(HD)

Intro
Click click... slip slide...
LuLu...
Chopstick tease...

Verse 1 
I hold my chopsticks, tight in hand (tight)
Grip it soft, then I take command (command)
Sauce drippin’ down in a creamy cascade (drip drip)
Feast on me, I’m the spotlight parade (mmm, taste that)

Pre-Chorus 
Twist that roll, slide that line (slide it)
Savor slow, sip that wine (sip it)
One sweet bite, then take my time
I’m the secret on your mind (all the time)

Chorus 
Chop that stick, flick that trick (flick it!)
Silk skin brush with a slippery grip (grip it!)
Dip that roll, swirl that prize (swirl it!)
My chopsticks dance where the pleasure hides (hide it!)

Chop that stick, tip that tease (tip it!)
Slide in slow, then catch that breeze (catch it!)
Sugar kiss, on a steaming screen
Watch me work — I’m the chopstick queen! (LuLu!)

Verse 2 
Rice grains scatter, hips don’t lie (hips)
Chopstick flick make a grown man sigh (sigh)
Sleek little dip with a twist so mean
You never stood a chance against this queen (no chance)

Pre-Chorus 
Twist that roll, slide that line
Savor slow, sip that wine
One sweet bite, then take my time
I’m the flavor on your mind

Chorus 
Chop that stick, flick that trick
Silk skin brush with a slippery grip
Dip that roll, swirl that prize
My chopsticks dance where the pleasure hides

Chop that stick, tip that tease
Slide in slow, then catch that breeze
Sugar kiss, on a steaming screen
Watch me work — I’m the chopstick queen! (queen!)

Bridge 
(Wood, bamboo, gold or steel...)
(Can you hold it? Can you feel?)
(Catch that thrill before it slips...)
(Savor every single drip...)

Final Chorus 
Chop that stick, flick that trick (mmm)
Silk skin brush with a slippery grip (slip it!)
Dip that roll, swirl that prize
My chopsticks dance where the pleasure hides (pleasure hides)

Chop that stick, tip that tease
Slide in slow, then catch that breeze
Sugar kiss, on a steaming screen
Crown me now — I’m the chopstick queen! (LuLu!)

Outro 
(Chop... that... stick...)
(Swirl it slow... grip it tight...)
LuLu... feast or fall.

Chop that stick, flick that trick (mmm)
Silk skin brush with a slippery grip (slip it!)
Dip that roll, swirl that prize
My chopsticks dance where the pleasure hides (pleasure hides)

Chop that stick, tip that tease
Slide in slow, then catch that breeze
Sugar kiss, on a steaming screen
Crown me now — I’m the chopstick queen!

Chopsticks

chopsticks(HD)

Intro 
(Yeah...)
All the lights...
All the noise...
But still...

[Verse 1]
I wore the gowns, I played the part
Painted a smile on a hollow heart
Diamonds dance but they turn cold
All that glitter don't fill the soul

[Verse 2]
They chase my name, they praise my light
But no one sees the tears at night
The mirror knows what they won't see
A soul just begging to break free

Chorus 
All I wanna be is loved for real
No more masks, no more deals
Strip the glitz, take the game away
Love me raw, love me every day

All I wanna feel is something true
Not for the fame, just for the view
Under the scars, under the steel
All I wanna be... is loved for real

[Verse 3]
The cheers, the stage — it fades to dust
Can't replace a simple trust
I don't need a throne of gold
Just a hand that's real to hold

Bridge 
Let the lights dim, let the curtains close
Trade the thorns for a single rose
I don't need a kingdom, don't need a crown
Just need your love to hold me down

Chorus 
All I wanna be is loved for real
No more masks, no more deals
Strip the glitz, take the game away
Love me raw, love me every day

All I wanna feel is something true
Not for the fame, just for the view
Under the scars, under the steel
All I wanna be... is loved for real

Outro
(Just love me real...)
(Just love me real...)
LuLu...

Real Love

Real love(HD)

https://www.youtube.com/@VanGotravels
[Verse 1]
We’ve watched the stars from desert skies
Burned some marshmallows, told a few lies
Cooked on firewood, danced in boots
Howlin’ with the coyotes under full moon truth
She’s got that grin that sparks the flame
Every night feels brand new again
[Chorus]
It’s firelight!
Whoa-oh-oh!
And forever!
Yeah, we’re stickin’ together!
This love rolls like wheels on the road
Through the rain, through the cold
We may never have gold or leather
But we got firelight and forever!
Whoa-ohhh, firelight and forever!
Whoa-ohhh, firelight and forever!
[Verse 2]
She laughs when I can’t light the stove
Sings real loud to the radio
We take our time like it’s a prize
Trading city lights for starry skies
From mountains high to oceans wide
She’s my shotgun seat and my guide
[Chorus ]
It’s firelight!
Whoa-oh-oh!
And forever!
Yeah, we’re burnin’ together!
We’ve got love and a full tank of gas
 Let the world roll right past

We may never have gold or leather
But we got firelight and forever!

Whoa-ohhh, firelight and forever!

Whoa-ohhh, firelight and forever!
[Bridge]

Hey! Hey! 
Raise a toast to wherever
We’re chasing sunsets and stormy weather
Hey!  Hey! 
As long as we’re together —
We’ve got firelight and forever!
[Final Chorus]

It’s firelight!
Whoa-oh-oh!
And forever!
Can’t stop us ever!
This van’s our church, this song’s our prayer
With my fingers in her hair

We may never have gold or leather
But we got firelight and forever!

Whoa-ohhh, firelight and forever!
Whoa-ohhh, firelight and forever!

Firelight & Forever(HD)

https://www.youtube.com/@VanGotravels
Grand Canyon (Drone Views)Music Video On Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JHWtCPQ9JhI
[Verse 1]
We camped beneath a silver sky, the canyon deep and wide
The fire crackled low as the snow began to slide
She’d never seen a flake before, now they danced all through the air
And the glow upon her smiling face made me stop and stare

[Verse 2]
Deer stepped quiet through our camp, like ghosts among the trees
The cold kissed our fingers, and our laughter rode the breeze
Wrapped in wool and wonder, I watched her spin around
Like a child in a fairy tale as the snow fell to the ground

[Chorus]
And it was grand — grand as the canyon’s soul
That moment etched where time can’t grow old
With her hand in mine, I felt heaven near
More than just the view, it was crystal clear
That love and awe can fill a man
As grand, as grand… as the canyon can

[Verse 3]
My first glimpse from the canyon’s edge took the breath right from my chest
Tears welled up like a rising tide I never had suppressed
The sun poured down like mercy, painting colors bold and wild
And for once in life I understood what makes the earth so proud

[Chorus]
Yeah it was grand — grand as the canyon's soul
A silence loud that swallowed whole
I felt so small, but somehow free
Like the canyon carved a piece of me
With arms out wide, I took my stand
As grand, as grand… as the canyon can

[Bridge]
We’re just passing shadows on an ancient stone
But some sights and smiles become your home
I’ve seen mountains, oceans, city lights
But nothing like that canyon night

[Final Chorus]
It was grand — grand as a promise made
A memory time will never fade
Snowflakes fall, and stars arise
Still I see her joy in those canyon skies
Forever etched where dreams began
As grand, as grand… as the canyon can

Grand Canyon(HD)

https://www.youtube.com/@VanGotravels
[Verse 1]
I like mountain tops and sunsets over seas
Hiking trails and beachside breezes
Highway roads and winding country lanes
Scenery that soothes my restless brain
Cooking over campfires, sipping on some wine
Hugging under stars with your hand in mine

[Chorus]
I’m rolling free, no map, just me
Chasing skies where my soul can breathe
Home’s four wheels and a little dream
Living slow in a world that screams
Yeah, I’m rolling free... I’m rolling free

[Verse 2]
Waking up to birdsong and coffee steam
Journaling in silence like a waking dream
Meeting new friends at the old town bars
Swapping tales and strumming guitars
Dogs by my side, heart full of grace
Every mile another sweet embrace

[Chorus]
I’m rolling free, no map, just me
Chasing skies where my soul can breathe
Home’s four wheels and a little dream
Living slow in a world that screams
Yeah, I’m rolling free... I’m rolling free

[Bridge]
And when the rain taps gentle on my roof
I find peace in every drop and truth
No mansion walls, no white-picket fence
Just open skies and confidence
That I’m exactly where I need to be
In this life of wild simplicity

[Chorus]
I’m rolling free, no map, just me
Chasing skies where my soul can breathe
Home’s four wheels and a little dream
Living slow in a world that screams
Yeah, I’m rolling free... come roll with me
Forever free... yeah, roll with me

Rollin Free(HD)

https://www.youtube.com/@VanGotravels

"There’s something about Texas… the sky, the scars, the stories — they don’t fade. They just ride with you."
[Verse 1]
Rollin tires on a red dirt road
Sun sinking low where the Mesquites grow
FM on, got a lonesome tune
Chasing the light like a prairie moon
Cracks in the windshield, stories in the scars
Still feel the pull of them old dive bars
[Verse 2]
Ghost towns whisper through the sage and wire
The wind knows my name, so does the fire
Dust of the Lone Star coats my boots
As I pass old churches and roadside fruits
I left, but this place never left me
It’s in my bones, my blood, my legacy
[Chorus]
And I ride, like a flame through the wind
Tryna find where my soul begins
From Amarillo plains to the Gulf Coast tide
I’m just a shadow of a boy who tried
To outrun the past but not the land
I carry this dust like a brand
Yeah, I carry this dust… of the Lone Star land
[Verse 3]
I’ve slept in vans and roadside parks
Counted stars and chased my spark
Shared firelight tales with strangers wide-eyed
With Lourdes singing by the riverside
Each town’s a page in my traveling song
Texas taught me where I belong
[Chorus]
And I ride, like a flame through the wind
Tryna find where my soul begins
From Amarillo plains to the Gulf Coast tide
I’m just a shadow of a boy who tried
To outrun the past but not the land
I carry this dust like a brand
Yeah, I carry this dust… of the Lone Star land
[Bridge]
Mama said, “Don’t forget where you’re from,
Even when you’re broke or on the run.”
That voice still echoes through the pines,
With every mile, I rewind time...
[Final Chorus]
And I ride, with the wind at my back
Still haunted by those railroad tracks
From west-side towns to border skies
This state still owns my alibi
I ain’t no saint, but I understand
I was forged in the fire of Lone Star land
Yeah, I carry this dust…
I carry this dust…
Of the Lone Star land

Dust of the Lone Star(HD)

www.youtube.com/@VanGotravels
[Verse 1]
Well, I’m a tech-head with a backroad soul
Built some apps, fixed some code, paid a few tolls
You can PayPal me, but I’d rather trade gold
I'm richer in memories than anything sold
Google my name — I ain't chasing fame
But these words I write still fan a flame
[Chorus]
So long, Silicon Valley, you were never meant to be mine
But I found more peace in that yellow dotted line
I got dogs in the van and a woman who stays
Sunset horizons and long country days
Let the market climb and your bandwidth grow
I’ll take a river bend over IPOs
[Verse 2]
Find me on Facebook, hell, shoot me a note
But don’t look for me in no viral dance post
I ain’t one for TikTok trends
I build my world with songs and pens
From Googleplex towers to tumbleweed skies
I traded those lights for starry goodbyes
[Chorus]
So long, Silicon Valley, you were never meant to be mine
But I found more truth in that backroad sign
I got ash in my cup and peace in my lane
I’d rather lose sleep to thunder than gain
Let the numbers rise, let the data flow
You keep your office, I’ll keep my soul
[Bridge]
Yeah, maybe I could’ve worn a suit and tie
Signed some checks, sold a million likes
But out here under this Muh-skeet tree
I'm finally the man I’m meant to be
[Final Chorus]
So long, Silicon Valley, goodbye to your gold
I'm chasing stories that never get old
From Joshua trees to wildflower plains
I sing with the wind and dance in the rain
The freedom I feel can’t be bought or sold
You keep your millions… I’ll keep my soul

[Outro]
So long, so long…
From Wi-Fi towers to canyon calls...
I’ll ride this road, boots in the dust
With love in my hand and a heart I trust

Vango Travels

So Long Silicon valley

so long silicon valley(HD)

www.youtube.com/@VanGotravels
Song is NOT about Blame, it is about Empathy!
(Our Travels to New Mexico, I honored the land and the people with Much Respect)I did a lot of research before realeasing this track, I hope it is accepted, embraced with Honor and pride! WE SEE YOU! Under tourist feet” = the casual ignorance or disrespect of those walking on sacred ground with no understanding of what lies beneath. ask me about deeper meanings of verses if confused! “Metal lies” = the false promises of technology, progress, and civilization brought by colonizers or modern industry — at the cost of land, culture, and truth.Thank you For Listening!

[Spoken]
Before the first drumbeat, before the chant echoes across this digital space...
    Let it be known: this song is born from the land — not taken, but felt.

    We came to New Mexico as travelers — van wheels rolling across red clay roads, chasing beauty in open skies.

    But what we found was more than a landscape.
    We found sacred ground — land with memory, breath, and blood.

    This song is not ours.
    It is a tribute to the spirit of the Navajo Nation, and to all Indigenous people whose stories were silenced, whose land was taken, but whose resilience never broke.

    We do not speak their language.
    We do not claim their rituals.
    But we honor their presence and their power.

    And so we offer this piece —
    not as owners, but as guests.

    May the wind carry it with care. May the desert remember that we tried to listen.

  [Intro]

   Heya ho…Heya heya ho… heya ho…
    Smoke on the ridge and blood in the sand
    Heya ho… Heya heya ho…heya ho...
    The white man came with iron hands…

[Verse]
We were here before the sky cracked
Before roads split the bones of the earth
Before the lights of Roswell tried to chase stars
We danced in silence
We sang to the sun
We were never lost — we were stolen
[Chant]

   Heya heya ho…Heya heya ho…
    They came with maps and metal lies
    Heya heya ho…Heya heya ho…
    They named our mountains, claimed our skies
    Heya heya ho…Heya heya ho…
    But the wind still speaks in the mother tongue
    Heya ho… we are not done…
[Verse]
White Sands — sacred, not yours to sell
Not some backdrop for your wishing well
We see what you bury under tourist feet
The bones of treaties and the lies you keep
You chase the stars, call them aliens
We call them watchers — and they call us friends
[Bridge]

You think the desert is empty?
Then you’ve never listened to the land
Every stone is a voice
Every grain of sand is memory
And the wind? That’s our mother, still breathing
[Chorus]

    Heya heya yaa… heya ho…
    Canyon cries where the white men go
    Heya heya yaa… heya ho…
    The curse you planted still grows
    Heya heya yaa… heya ho…
    But the spirit walks and the river knows
    Heya heya ho… we remain, we rose…
[Music Break]

[Verse]
The desert’s not dead — she sleeps in red
She watches, she waits for what's unsaid
You built your towers, dug your graves
But we still dance and we are not slaves
Painted faces in a world turned black
But we’re the fire, and the fire fights back
[Final Chant]

    Heya ho…Heya heya ho… rise from the stone…
    Heya ho…Heya heya ho… we are not alone…
    Heya ho…Heya heya ho… burn through the lie…
    Heya ho…Heya heya ho… we survive… we survive…

The Sand Remembers

The Sand Remembers(HD)

For Scotty,  (My Brother) 6.15.1966-10.06.2024
www.youtube.com/@VanGotravels
[Verse 1]
We pulled into town with the road on our back
Me, Lourdes, and Scotty in that cramped up van
camped outside the Quarter where the lights dimmed low
Where the devil plays jazz and the whiskey flows
Boots hit the ground, we were lookin’ to feel
Somethin’ real, somethin’ hot, somethin’ steel

[Chorus]
Bourbon Street don’t forget
Your name, your face, your old regrets
It sways and burns and takes its toll
With a trumpet moan and a backbeat soul
We drank like sinners, laughed like saints
Told stories nobody could ever paint
That Crescent Moon ain't let go yet—
No, Bourbon Street… don’t forget

[Verse 2]
Hit Spirits on Bourbon from the bar rescue show 
Where the floor sticks and the legends grow
Took a shot for the saints and one for the sin
And the band played loud like it came from within
 lourdes danced in a wild drunkin Daze
While Scotty lit up through a purple Haze

[Chorus]
Bourbon Street don’t forget
Your secrets spill with every step
Streetlights flicker like old regrets
That city knows what you came to forget
We lost our time and found our grin
said “Hell yeah” just to breathe again
Yeah, New Orleans gets under your skin—
And Bourbon Street… don’t forget
Bourbon Street, Bourbon Street, Bourbon Street
[repeat first chrous]
Bourbon Street,don’t forget
Your name, your face, your old regrets
It sways and burns and takes its toll
With a trumpet moan and a backbeat soul
We drank like sinners, laughed like saints
Told stories nobody could ever paint
That Crescent Moon ain't let go yet—
No, Bourbon Street… don’t forget
[Repeat 2nd Chrous]
Bourbon Street don’t forget
Your secrets spill with every step
Streetlights flicker like old regrets
That city knows what you came to forget
We lost our time and found our grin
said “Hell yeah” just to breathe again
Yeah, New Orleans gets under your skin—
And Bourbon Street… don’t forget
[Bridge]
Smoke in the air, bones in the beat
Ghosts play cards on every street
A city stitched with gospel and blues
You don’t come here just to lose
You come to feel what’s buried deep
And maybe wake what you can’t keep

[Final Chorus – Big and defiant]
Bourbon Street don’t forget
We ain’t the kind to chase regret
But we left somethin’ in that fire-lit haze
A part of our souls in those reckless days
Me,  lourdes, and Scotty ridin’ blind
But findin’ peace we didn’t know we’d find
And when I go, don’t place a bet—
Just say: Bourbon Street… don’t forget

Bourbon Street dont Forget(HD)

https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/van-life-music
[Verse 1]
We rolled through the wind, watching the mountain's ahead
No signal, no service, just the call of the road
Camped out where the sky kissed the ground
Snow like angels floatin’ down
as our campfire kept us warm
 the cold tried to carve its own storm

[Pre-Chorus]
snow on the ground, flame in the trees
we heard whispers in that gentle breeze
Streams, run through, crystal clear in my hand
like manna meant to heal the land

[Chorus]
Zion light, cut through the Trees
Burned like faith in the canyon’s breeze
Golden roads beneath our feet
Felt like walkin’ on heaven’s street
We drove through that tunnel, eyes wide and raw
Woke up inside God’s open jaw
Yeah, Zion lit me up like a fight
I ain’t been the same since  touched by the light

[Verse 2]
Buffalo roamed through the valley floor
Like ghosts who’d seen this all before
And the peaks, man, they didn’t blink
Just stood there still — gave us time to think
Campfire snapped in the silent night
While the wind wrote songs with ancient might

[Pre-Chorus]
The stars leaned close like they knew our names
And the canyon whispered "we’re not the same"

[Chorus]
Zion light, like thunder slow
Rolled through my soul, let the shadows go
From snowflake prayers to burning skies
We stood wide-eyed where the wild still cries
Through that tunnel, heart open wide
We crossed into the other side
Yeah, Zion hit me hard and right
I left that place, but kept the light

[Bridge]
We didn’t speak — didn’t need to
Lourdes  smiled like the world was new
I laughed like I’d been set free
And Zion left its fire in me

[Final Chorus]
Zion light, still burns inside
Like a wildfire you don’t wanna fight
We drove through dark, came out reborn
In a place where the silence swears you’re sworn
Yeah, I ain’t lookin’ for signs these days
I found my truth in that desert blaze
Zion lit me up, gave me sight
Now I carry that… Zion light

[Outro]
Still see it when I close my eyes…
Still feel it where the fire never dies…

Zion light(HD)

www.youtube.com/@VanGotravels
"So I spill genius with a bottle and a loaded gun" =
I create brilliant things from a place of pain, addiction, and danger. My mind is a battlefield, but from that war, I make art that hits hard.
This track a little off beat of van life but it shows the darker side of just wanting to be alone sometimes, a Misanthrope, ill love the world when its silent and gone!!!! real feelings!
[Verse 1]
I'm a late-night loner with a rusted soul
Drinkin’ demons from a dollar store bowl
An artist armed with broken thoughts
Sketchin’ chaos in the shape of gods

Sex fiend, dreamer, blackout preacher
A loser’s life with no paid feature
But even Van Gogh would've gone berserk
Tryin’ to paint beauty in a world this hurt
[Chorus]
I’m a mess, but I’ll be okay
Screamin’ through the static every goddamn day
Yeah, I’m ugly truth wrapped in decay
But this freak still finds a way to create

Let me burn, let me crash
Let me write my name in ash
You can hate, you can go
I’ll take my van and roll solo
[Verse 2]
Selfish souls with vacant eyes
Posting selfies, living lies
I ain't no saint, I ain't polite
But I still chase stars in the dead of night

Einstein said, “Creativity’s intelligence having fun”
So I spill genius with a bottle and a loaded gun
I’m no Van Gogh but I cut deep too
My blood paints canvases of every shade of blue
[Bridge]
[Spoken]
I build cathedrals in my mind
For ghosts who never got to shine
Call me misanthrope, I don’t belong
But I love the world… when it's silent and gone
[sung]
I build cathedrals in my mind
For ghosts who never got to shine
Call me misanthrope, I don’t belong
But I love the world… when it's silent and gone
[Chorus ]
I’m a mess, but I’ll be okay
Screamin’ through the static every goddamn day
Yeah, I’m ugly truth wrapped in decay
But this freak still finds a way to create

Let me burn, let me crash
Let me write my name in ash
You can hate, you can go
I’ll take my van and roll solo
Outro 
No map, no plan, no one to save
Just a van, a voice, and the will to misbehave

Im a Mess(HD)

[Verse 1]
I'm a felon with a shadow for a name
Branded by the system, yeah, I walk through flame
Odd man out, never played your game
But I spit truth louder than your fame

Unloved, unwanted, last man standin’
While you're flexin’ credit, I’m just demandin’
A broke ass wallet, but gold in my soul
I’d rather be real than bought or sold
[Chorus]
I walk alone — and I like it that way
Don't need your pity, I ain’t here to play
My head holds a world where the real ones stay
Where mistakes are ghosts and dreams don’t decay

Yeah, I’m grit in a world made of silk and lies
Runnin' on fire with no disguise
Creative till the day I’m dead
With a heart full of passion and words that bled
[Verse 2]
You hate me? That’s fine—I ain’t for the crowd
I’m a whisper in chaos, I ain’t screamin' loud
But my silence hits harder than your shout
I'm the truth they bury, the seed they doubt

Every step I take is a scar reborn
I wear my past like a crown of thorns
Ain’t lookin' back — that road is closed
I’m walkin’ forward with my pain exposed
[Bridge]
I don’t need no savior, don’t want your praise
I live in a dream that reality betrays
Got fire in my fingers, ink in my veins
And a thousand poems wrapped in chains
[Chorus]
I walk alone — and I like it that way
Don’t need no crowd to know I’m okay
My head holds a world where I always stay
Where love don’t fake and hope don’t fray

I’m grit in a world made of velvet skin
Born from the dark, wired to win
Creative till the day I’m dead
With a heart full of passion and words that kill
[Outro]
"Let the world sleep, I’ll keep dreamin’ loud."

Gold in My Soul(HD)

"Come closer..."
("Tell me what you like...")
("Right here...right here...right here")

Whisper, whisper—right in your ear,
Tell you the things that you need to hear.
Soft lips, slow drip—pullin’ you near,
Say my name low, baby, crystal clear.
"So close..." / "Don't stop..."

I wanna tell you things in the dead of night,
Fingertips trace, got the feelin’ right.
Breath on your neck, you can feel my vibe,
I’m the calm in the storm, I’m the sweetest high.

Lace falls slow while the moonlight hits,
Movin’ real close, got you bitin' your lip.
Sayin' all the words that you never forget,
Deep tone low, yeah, I know you’re wet.
"Turn off the lights..."
("Right there, don’t move...")

Slide in the dark where the secrets lay,
Soft confessions that the night won’t say.
Your heartbeat’s a rhythm, I follow the sound,
Lost in the moment, no slowin' it down.
"Mmm..." / "Just like that...")

"Mmm..." / "Just like that..."
Whisper, whisper—right in your ear,
Tell you the things that you need to hear.
Soft lips, slow drip—pullin’ you near,
Say my name low, baby, crystal clear.
"Yeah... say it again..." / "Don't hold back..."

Late night sin with the city lights dim,
Love like a wave, let me dive right in.
Breathin' your scent, it’s intoxication,
Slow grind rhythm—no hesitation.

Your back arch perfect, you know what I mean,
Between satin sheets, in your favorite dream.
Soft cries whispered, you beggin’ for more,
I’ll whisper the words you been waitin' for.
"I’m right here..." / "You feel that?")

I want to whisper softly in your ear,
"Baby, right here…"
Take your breath away by what I say.
 "Don't stop…"
Then kiss your nape and pull you to me near,
("Mmm, just like that…")
Hold you close, no fears, no tears.

mmm, just like that
Whisper, whisper—right in your ear,
 "Tell me you need me…"
Tell you the things that you need to hear.
"Say my name…"

Soft lips, slow drip—pullin’ you near,
Say my name low, baby, crystal clear.

 "Whisper… whisper… right here… just you and me."
 "Goodnight…"

Whisper(HD)

Yeah...
Mmm...
You know what this is...
No regrets...
No conscience...
Just heat.

Tonight?
We don’t ask for names.

Arms around me... trust me now
Search my eyes — try to bust me out
You wanna believe I only crave you
But this heart? It beats a little untrue

Caught before, in satin crimes
Her thighs, her thighs... pull me in every time
Skirt ridin’ high, heat in the room
Buttons pop — shirt hits the floor with a boom

Let it fall…
Let it fall…
Mmm...

Our eyes lock in heat...
Our hearts beat indiscreet...
My hands upon her bust…
Her lips quiver with every thrust...
(Ohh… don’t stop now…)
(Yeah…)
(Feel that…?)

So moist... so warm...
Her hips — wild like a midnight storm
Moans crash like thunder, legs ignite
She rides the edge of day and night

Breathin’ heavy, breathin’ low
Sweat runs down like melted gold
Drip.
Drip.
Yeah… slow it down... slow it down...

Bodies glisten in a violet hue
Lit by the moon, full and true
Juices spill in sheets of white satin
Wounds of love, silent and flattenin'
Full moon... full bloom...
Her scent still in the room...

I’m leavin’ now, with pieces of her
Garments in hand, like souvenirs
Lovin’ selfish — no conscience, no shame
Never cared to ask her name
Regretless.
Restless.
Gone.

Yeah...
No regrets...
No conscience...
Just a name I’ll never know...

A memory left…
in satin and smoke.

Satin & Smoke(HD)

https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/dark-matter
"Purple sunsets... in my mind..."
"Whispers on my skin..."
"She fades... like smoke..."

She walks like a secret
Wears twilight like perfume
Gold in her hair
Lilac in the room

A nymph in white
Soft as dusk
She kissed me once
And turned to dust
And I’m still…
dreaming of that touch…
in purple light...
[Pre-Drop Hook]
Purple sunset, set me free
Floatin’ slow in fantasy
Don’t wake me if it’s not real
Let me stay in what I feel

        "Purple... purple...purple... sunset..."
       "Purple... purple...purple... sunset..."
         "Purple... purple...purple... sunset..."
         "Purple... purple... purple...ohhhh..."

Velvet flame…
Rain on skin…
Kiss so soft…
Can’t forget where it’s been...

Lick my lips
Say my name
Pour your love
Like summer rain

Purple sunsets, hearts unwind
Bodies moving, lost in time
Don't say nothin’—just let it be
Hold me close, let rhythm speak

"She was never real..."
"But I loved her..."
"...like she was."

      “Purple sunsets…”
        “Don’t wake me…”
        “Just hold me…”  “Just hold me…”

"Still dreaming… still dreaming…"

Purple Sunsets(HD)

Hold on tight, baby…
I go fast.
But I never let go if you ride it right.
You ready?

I’m ready… my pulse steady
Heart beat slow but I’m feelin’ heavy
Age ain’t nothin’ but a deeper touch
I’m colder now—but I burn just as much
Got fire in my flow, desire in my tone
Lyrics leak love while we’re all alone
I bring the drama like the Eminem show
But I whisper your name slow—real low
 “Yeah... feel that?” “Right there...”

So hold on, don’t let me go
We’re riding high through highs and lows
If love’s a storm, we’re dancing slow
Silk on skin, let the thunder roll
I’ll make you melt, just stay the night
Between the sheets, in candlelight
We’re heat and chill, we’re soul and flesh
Hold on, baby… take a breath
“Don’t stop…” “You feel that pressure building?”

Ready. Set. Go—
I’m slick like snow
Cool touch, hot heart
Keepin’ tempo slow
Neat like a crease, but I mess up beds
Kisses drip down while I taste what’s said
From your head to your heels, I explore
Tongue do the talkin’—you beggin’ for more
Give high fives? Nah—
We givin' spine chills
Your thighs speak truth
And your rhythm kills
“Yeah… just like that…” “Move with me…”

Silk sheets...
Champagne lips...
Forecast sayin’ record highs...
You’re first in my love weather, girl
No rewind... no regrets... just rise

So hold on, don’t let me go
We’re riding high through highs and lows
If love’s a storm, we’re dancing slow
Silk on skin, let the thunder roll
I’ll make you melt, just stay the night
Between the sheets, in candlelight
We’re heat and chill, we’re soul and flesh
Hold on, baby… take a breath

Can you keep up?
Or am I goin’ too fast?
We ain't goin' back...
So buckle up, baby...
And hold on.

Hold On(HD)

In the dark…
I still see her.
I still feel her.
Even when I close my eyes.

Even in pitch black, I see the light in her eyes
Wide like the sky—joy burnin’ deep inside
Her smile crack clouds, open up the divine
I swear God grinned when he drew her design

Skin smooth like riverbed clay
My fingertips dream 'bout her every day
Hair like gold from a harvest breeze
Fallin' down her back like the rustling trees

I would bow… I would kneel
Just to know that this love is real
Her voice—like a harp, like a spell
Got me fallin’ deeper than I’d ever tell

What a queen, what a flame
She don't walk, she reigns
All these kings, all these names
Still can't match her game

If I lose her, I lose my soul
She got that kind of hold
Call it love or call it fate
Either way, it’s too late
(“Too late…”)

Lips like satin, kissin’ with heat
Quiverin' slow like a war in defeat
Look in her eyes, whole world fades
She got galaxies lost in a violet haze

Her silence louder than any crowd
Even her stillness screams out proud
Every move — poetry in silk
Make legends cry and marble melt

She's noble like stars on a sovereign crest
Deserve palaces, diamonds on her chest
Knights wanna die just to feel her grace
And I? I just wanna see her face
(“Just once more…” “Don’t leave me…”)

Her poise...
Royal.
Her breath…
Mortal poison mixed with wine.
If she ever turned away?
God help the man I’d become.

What a queen, what a flame
She don't walk, she reigns
All these kings, all these names
Still can't match her game

If I lose her, I lose my soul
She got that kind of hold
Call it love or call it fate
Either way, it’s too late

(To be forsaken...)
By a love like that…
Would make any man kill.

My Queen(HD)

More Like This... Album: Dark Matters
https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/dark-matter


Yeah...
We don’t just make music...
We become it.
Dark notes, soft moans…
You feel it too?
Let’s play...

Poetic love in elemental song
Tongues like verses, where we both belong
Your rhythm hits like thunder in my skin
And I let the lightning pull me in

A melody of candlelight and moans
Basslines shaking every hollow bone
Bodies sync like a wicked serenade
On satin sheets, the music we both made

 (“Mmm... Play that again...” “Don’t stop now…”)

We’re music makers, lovers and takers
Slow grind soundwaves, soul-awakened shakers
Breath to beat, we move in time
Drippin’ heat like a haunting rhyme
We’re music makers (mmm...)
Don’t fade the fader...

Your voice got that reverb, girl—drippin’ wet with echo
Slide in the booth or the bed, go where the bass go
Keys play your spine, I press it like vinyl
Turn you over slow like it’s tribal and primal

Linger in your tempo, your breath a refrain
Every gasp a note, pleasure wrapped in pain
You hum my name, I hit the harmony
A duet of sweat and debauchery

( “Slow it down...” “Just like that…”)

Late night lullaby, fever in our sighs
Dancing on the edge where the climax lies
Fingers on the strings of this sin we write
Lovers in the shadows, fading into light

(“No shame... no rules... just the rhythm of us...”)

We’re music makers, lovers and takers
Slow grind soundwaves, soul-awakened shakers
Breath to beat, we move in time
Drippin’ heat like a haunting rhyme
We’re music makers
Don’t fade the fader...

Play me slow...
Play me deep...
Let the silence speak.
We made music...
Now let it sleep.

(“You still hear me...?”)

Dark Notes(HD)

(Mm… yeah...)
So much depends on you…
And what you do tonight.
I’m waitin’...

So much depends upon what you do
Will I pull you close... or pull away from you?
We’re dancing on edges, threads made of heat
But I ain’t fallin’—not without a leap

Together we touch like fire and fate
Creating a rhythm we both contemplate
Do you want this real, or just the game?
I feel the question burn your name
“Say yes... or don’t say nothin’…” “Mm... ”

Please keep readin’ if your answer’s true
Don’t just want love—I want all of you
You say we’re buildin’? Then lay that brick
But one wrong move, and I’m gone so quick

Will you be there for me?
When it’s not easy to breathe
When the lights go low and I bare my soul
Will you hold me close or just let me go?
It’s more than touch, it’s the trust we grow
Will you be there... or leave me cold?
“Be there… be there… or disappear…”

Hand in hand, lips to lips, that kiss got code
But are you loyal, or just playin' roles?
I don’t do halfway, I don’t fake flames
You wanna build love? Then speak my name

I got trauma in my past, shadows in my bed
But you pull me in when you tilt your head
You say you’re down? Then prove that truth
'Cause baby, much depends on what I do too
“It’s mutual…” “Prove it…”

What’s love for… if not for us?
If I dive in deep... will you break the trust?
Tell me soft, tell me slow
Will you stay when the lights get low?

Will you be there for me?
When it’s dark and I can’t see
When I give you the part I never show
Will you love me deep or let it go?
So much depends on what we do
If I love you... will you love me too?
“Be the truth...”

Everything depends...
on your next move.
(So what’s it gonna be…?)

The Question(HD)

" we embarked upon a train ride... We hoped and dreamed..."
I embarked upon a train ride for success
And brought you along to partake of this quest
We hoped and dreamed of one day being rich
But I fell off upon an abrupt stop
And landed face down in a ditch
YOU LEFT ME THERE!!…! #&*#!

To you I was just some legs in a dress
And brought along for your friends to impress
We talked of white fences and a home of brick
But I pushed you off before the train stopped
You landing on your face was a cute trick
I DON'T NEED YOU ANYMORE!!!…! #&*#!

We hoped, we dreamed, we thought we’d succeed
But we crashed and burned, now it’s war indeed!

This train’s gone off the tracks, can’t turn it back
We’re tearing down the dreams we used to have
We fell apart, there’s no going back
Now it’s you versus me on this broken track!

[Instrumental Break] 

You think I didn’t care, but I gave my all
While you stood and watched me take the fall
We had it all planned, the perfect scene
But now I see through the cracks in between
You left me hanging on that broken rail
I’ll climb back up, you’ll see me prevail!

You gave your all? HA!!!! That’s a joke!
You treated me like some sidekick bloke
I pushed you off because you held me back
I’m stronger alone, staying on my own track!
So here I go, no looking back
I’ll leave you in the dust, that’s a fact!

We hoped, we dreamed, we thought we’d succeed
But we crashed and burned, now it’s war indeed!

This train’s gone off the tracks, can’t turn it back
We’re tearing down the dreams we used to have
We fell apart, there’s no going back
Now it’s you versus me on this broken track!

 You thought I’d stay down, lying in the dirt
 I watched you fall, and it didn’t hurt
 We built it all, but it all fell through
 I’ll do better without you!

"We fell apart, now there’s no going back..."

Dark Matter

Train Wreck

Train Wreck(HD)

ALBUM: Dark Matter. If you love The Weekend and Billie Eilish, Listen to this Album! It may be A.I, but it  will Touch Your soul! If you have one!
https://soundcloud.com/rplayin/sets/dark-matter

She walks unaware, like a spell in the air
Silhouettes flicker, the night doesn’t care
She passes through light like a fading flame
And I follow the ghost of her name

She don’t see the wreckage she leaves behind
A storm wrapped in silk, poison dressed fine
Eyes like fire under velvet skies
And a mouth that only tells lies
Her lips, stained red like a crime scene kiss
I dream of falling, she won’t miss
She’s tasted love like cheap perfume
I’d trade my soul to die that soon

Oh, she burns without a sound
Wildflower twisting underground
I reach for her but breathe in smoke
She walks unaware, she never broke
Yeah, she walks unaware…
Of all the hearts she chokes

She hit me once with a wordless stare
Cold as a dagger through midnight air
A bruise in bloom, a bleeding grace
She turns, I fade without a trace
Her laughter’s soft, but always stings
It hangs like frost on angel wings
Her name—just ash upon my tongue
I speak it still, though I come undone

Every step, a vanishing act
She’s the dream you never get back
She moves like smoke, like static haze
Untouchable in every way

In moonlight’s mirror, I reflect
The broken things her love collects
A silhouette I can’t possess
A love I lost… or never met

Oh, she burns without a sound
Wildflower twisting underground
I reach for her but breathe in smoke
She walks unaware, she never broke
Yeah, she walks unaware…
And I’m the one who chokes

She walks unaware…
She walks unaware…
Like no one was ever there.

Unaware

Unaware(HD)

(“Yeah…” “Mmm…” “fly...”"Yeah")
Still flyin’ with these broke wings
Still risin’ through the cold things
Eyes closed, yeah, I’m holdin’
Still got scars... still golden

Wings still broken, but we fly (fly, fly...)
Skies be low, but we high (yeah, we high)
Love still hurt, I won't lie (won’t lie...)
But we fly... but we fly...

Wings still torn, we in motion (motion)
Ride that wave, like the ocean (ocean)
Pain still heavy in my eyes (my eyes)
But we fly... but we fly...

You been down, I been deep (deep)
Dark thoughts, I don’t sleep (nah)
Shadows move when I breathe (uh)
But you next to me, I believe (yeah)

We don't talk, we just rise (rise)
Floatin’ slow through the lies
Hold my hand, close your eyes
Whole world small when we high

No sound, no fear (nah)
Just wind in my ear
If we crash, we heal
If we love, it’s real

Wings still broken, but we fly (fly, fly...)
Skies be low, but we high (yeah, we high)
Love still hurt, I won’t lie (won’t lie...)
But we fly... but we fly...

Tears still fall, but I float (float)
Heart still beat through the smoke (smoke)
They don’t know what we hold (nah)
But we fly... yeah, we fly...

You the sky, I’m the flame
We the same but not tame
Storm behind, we don't blame
Love the drug in my veins

Wings clipped, still I drift
Through the dark, you the gift
Weightless, we exist
One kiss, then we lift

Flyin'… flyin'…
(Still hurt, but we risin’…)
Just two ghosts in the wind…
(Yeah… yeah…)
With wings...

Wings(HD)

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