featuring @shaycupine , @endrisdeath, @imnotvrycreative , and @westwood.mp3

for niztopia's last songwars of the year, we didnt win but we still love this song
guitar by endri, everything else produced by me
ib defsharp

i dont want you to notice 
the flaws around me
they keep growing on me
i dont want you to notice
the world around me
it keeps falling on me

tell me what you want, what you need from me
i just wanna know what i need to be
tell me what you want, what you need from me
i just wanna know what i need to be

what i need to be,
cause' i don't know at all
cause' i don't know at all
hate this feeling
trapped inside these walls
with no escape at all
so don't turn me into an afterthought
what can i be to have your heart
i can't seem to get enough

and i don’t want you to know that I know 
and i don’t want you to call back my home
and i don’t want you to know that 
you can always come back home, but I don't want you to know that

i ain't want you to notice
i'll glue the pages, that book never been open
i think we both know, I'll fix it till its broken
i'd take anything, take anything but hopeless
just say the word and we could make it happen
i need more distractions
i hate looking back, but it's back where it happened, and you know that
if it's well enough, why can't I leave it alone then?
just take a moment

im losing focus 
you hear it every time but I just want you to know this 
i hit the road and now you been asking where im goin 
i hope it ends up being better than what you showing
than what you showing 
what you been showing 
your the one for me everybody been known that 
hold my breath and we talk it out and we fuck it up but I go back 
i don’t wanna go dumb it down but you shot the gun and im blown back
but I don’t want you to know that 
but I don’t want you to know that 

you know i'd make it work out for ya
i'm so sure you're 'gon lie, spoken paranoia
i know I ain't 'gon find another, ain't more of ya
you know I ain't bout to let it go
i'll search to find the words, i'll tell you what you need to know
i know you see the irony, I ain't want you to know that
i hate that I could put something above that
the truth hard, but you know that I can't lie

i aint gon lie but your the one for me,
i just wanna try but you gon lie to me,
just tell me what your needin'
your needin'

notice

Captain

CODA
collection of my favorites in producing 2025
out now

Captain

rtx

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