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i don have much to say 
im vv nervous
big thank to every1 for da support <3
lyrics:
yeah u look so pretty in dat dress 
but i'd look better 
gave u everything i ever had
even my sweater 
mood is always shitty 
like north carolina weather
u say dat u better than my ex
but have you met her?

so

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

tell me "do u reminisce about me or the past"
i was stuck inside my head
should b stuck inside my bag
n u saying all this shit abt
call me this n that
n everything that works for me 
never seems to last

oh
my 
goodness gracious
i've never been good at 
all the cheap flirtations
i feel like a puppet 
controlled animations
i've never been good at
holding conversations

there's this girl named astrid
never knows what's happening
she does whatever all her friends 
wanna do that's without asking
i really don't wanna grow up to be alone
in a mansion
n her friends don't really like her
omg i can't imagine

cypress grove

astrid

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guitar by saints tomorrow :D
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sorry love u :/
thank u all for da support mwah
love love love
<3
lyrics:
couple big songs
but the same old me
n
talking to my friends 
drains all my energy
n
ik of this place
thats filled with memories
n
im so toxic 
way to often
its my tendency

n i been fucking over 
all my friends in the process
n im not being rude
im exploring my options
n i dont sleep right
cause it fuck with my conscious
4 leave clover
but i fucked up n lost it :/

n i been fucking over 
all my friends in the process
n im not being rude
im exploring my options
n i dont sleep right
cause it fuck with my conscious
4 leave clover
but i fucked up n lost it :/

i been bored 
i been chillin at da skate park
n i even if tried im pretty sure i couldn't skate far
they say that lifes a movie 
i dont think that im the main part
1 day ima skip town get away inside a freight car

n i could sing 100 songs
n i could think 100 thoughts
n i could right 100 wrongs
but my lifes fucked 
so it wont be long :(

n if im being honest 
i just needed a friend
n i been tryin so hard
to get this weight off my chest
n i been tryna write songs
catch a breath 
i only like my hooks so here we go (again)

hook

clover

@1glaive

lyrics:
[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

my heart's stuck on the same shit it wont ever change
old friends losing contact said im acting strange
you pull your hair out in the mirror asking to be saved
i can hear them talking bout me say it to my face
i been dazed and confused tell me to pick it up
i hold my weight in the wrong place hope i dont get crushed
a parking lot in a new place where i fell in love
ill talk later but right now im in a rush

we stopped talkin baby i just hope that we can be friends
she texts back and shes pissed off, she said it depends
well fuck you baby i don't have a hand i can lend
when its all over baby would you treat me less in the end?

[glaive]
and ever since a child yeah i've always been a pessimist
public target crossed up on my back like im a methodist (sick ref ash)
and all these labels, a&r's keep asking what my method is
im just tryna put on for joelle cuz he where heaven is

and if im being frank baby you know im an asshole
imma tell a secret baby you can't tell a damn soul
i've been under so much fucking stress that i can't handle
watch everything that i've ever worked for get dismantled

nah fuck this
i don't really need it
and i just blacked out i think that i might be anemic
fiending for something
it might just be a meaning
and im not being harsh lately you've been fucking tweakin so
and you're dead to me
you're my enemy
i been running out of time and wasting energy
and you say that you my friend but you ain't friends wit me
do you even remember what you said to me?

[ericdoa and glaive]
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on
repeating the same day 
it goes on and on and on and on

[ericdoa]
you don't trust me alone
but somehow you're miles away
if the shoe fits in the wrong shit
then its all a waste
the same strut that you do man when you walk away
you moved out of your hometown but its not the same

its all a waste

its all a waste w/ glaive (glasear & colliding with mars)

produced by bossman @whethan
performed by yours truly 
lyrics:

i dont wanna be here 
i want to hide away
n im not even nervous 
i could die today
or like i could dissapear 
wont happen either way
n theres this girl named astrid 
with a time n date :(

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

theres this rich, white girl
that works inside a department store
i guess that she aint rich no more
her mom and dad got a divorce
she say thats shes fine
she sits alone and cries to paramore
and if im being honest with the process 
i dont care no more

n the trees dont grow
where the sun low
let me tell u a lil story
abt where we dont go

n theres this forest on the east side
where all the evil beasts lie
n i dont cannot deny
that my brain buzzing like a beehive
to move out to the sea side
omg it must be nice
n i met this girl named persephone 
i think shell be mine

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

so i hold my breath
until my lungs collapse
n i bleach my teeth
so i can smile n laugh
and shes like artemis 
with arsenic inside of her bag
n hes a narcissist   
but part of him really miss his past

arsenic

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i hope yall like this one
prolly my fave song ive made
ik its finna flop but why not
enjoy <333

lyrics :)
look into ur eyes
now i really wanna die tonight 
say she wanna be mine
baby i dont really wanna fight
shes the angel of death 
coming home and then i slit my fuckin wrists 
im lyin dead in my grave
but thats what she wanted, thats what she wanted

she grew wings and flew away
she told me she here to stay
now im gettin fucked up
drinkin lean outta double cup
ridin round in a bentley
all my homies think im crazy
but im gettin fuckin bread now
ahh in a penthouse
ahhhhh im bleedin out
she gettin hit what is that about
i just wanna die
ahhh its not a surprise

look into ur eyes
now i really wanna die tonight 
say she wanna be mine
baby i dont really wanna fight
shes the angel of death 
coming home and then i slit my fuckin wrists 
im lyin dead in my grave
but thats what she wanted, thats what she wanted

look (p. xmichaelwarren)

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

good job
i messed it up again
and im sorry to all my friends
if we dont get to talk ever again
my bad
everything is sad 
i dont wanna talk about her it just makes me mad
on replay every single moment that we had
my heart breaks in half

dont wanna talk about it anyway
i swear its problem after problem after everyday
taking melatonin to fix the pain
ive been throwing up rocks at ur window pane
hey ah
come down, i wanna talk to u
and every time u look me in my eyes i fall for u
but when u look so beautiful what u want me to do

i can run from my fears but they gon catch up
and i can act like im fine but they gon catch on
and im not good at acting when im caught
and i dont blame it on u its not ur fault
im stuck in the middle
and im just jumping and jumping i feel so little
a girl is a gun yea shes a pistol
yeah shes a pistol
and fire away my love

good job
i messed it up again
and im sorry to all my friends
if we dont get to talk ever again
my bad
everything is sad 
i dont wanna talk about her it just makes me mad
on replay every single moment that we had
my heart breaks in half

what do you want me to do?

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

all of a sudden they wanna text me
i feel like the outcast yea they dont get me
everyday an overcast, its getting windy
and ive been down u feel me

damn

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again
dont wanna disappoint my family and all of my friends
im the problem and i know it i just wish it would end
and i tell u that i love u dont ever forget
cause i remember what you told me i aint ever forget

and my head hurts yea i need to get up
all of the voices i hear need to shut up
i swear that ur perfect u dont need no makeup
she said its not working yea she wanna break up
baby u can go
baby u can leave me
but there's something in u only i can see
im addicted to her cause she's what i need
i cant feel nothing if i cant bleed

damn

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again
dont wanna disappoint my family and all of my friends
im the problem and i know it i just wish it would end
and i tell u that i love u dont ever forget
cause i remember what you told me i aint ever forget

cross my fingers and i hold my breath
my anxiety still chilling wit her thoughts in my head
and honestly sometimes it feel like im just better off dead
cause im so scared of losing u i dont wanna again

overcast

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

what u want me to say
i would be lying to myself if i said that im ok
and u just lie u just lie to me, its so twofaced
and i just fight the voice inside of me its like everyday
suicidal and im here because u want me to stay
and im an idiot ok i just want to be played
growing up im only 15 at the end of the day
almost 16 tryna find where i belong in this place

and they just use me
but im used to it
and ur just dead to me
thats what u used to say
baby u fell for me, and thats what i dont get
all her messages on read because i dont know what to send
and my brain is going everywhere my head all on my desk
and i cant solve what i cant fix so i just become a mess
im just missing all my homies im just missing all my friends
everyday, its all the same
i just wanna feel again

ouu ouu i
oh i
i wanna feel again, i wanna feel again
ouu ouu ouu
i wanna feel again, i wanna feel again
and u hate me and i know it
u dont have to save me, where are u going
no u dont have to save me im going
i put my pride to the side
and put my love on the line
and i thought u were the right one
to make u mine
messing my life up one by one
only a matter of time
only a matter time

lalalalalala
oh lalalalala
ouu im
alright
right

and they just use me
but im used to it
and ur just dead to me
thats what u used to say
baby u fell for me, and thats what i dont get
all her messages on read because i dont know what to send
and my brain is going everywhere my head all on my desk
and i cant solve what i cant fix so i just become a mess
im just missing all my homies im just missing all my friends
everyday, its all the same
i just wanna feel again

feel again

feel again

@lei + @threedimensionsapart

and i said ima be fine
i told her "no one else can have u" im just crazy bout mine
they used to hate on me now i got labels blowing my line
and keep my name out ur mouth cause u obsessed wit mine
stepping over cracks on the pavement
if u didnt love me just let me know why would u say it
oh i hate waiting im so impatient
get lost in ur eyes i forgot what u were saying

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

ive been feeling down yea
she dont even want me
havent been around yea
but i aint gonna sweat it
put a cross in my ear and my necklace
and if that boy wanted some smoke ill leave him headless
and when i said i love u yea i really meant it
but i know u dont love me yea we just pretending
and i dont wanna live like this
cause the way i can feel is the cuts on my wrist
and i miss her
i just wanna cry when i look at her pictures
and i hate myself i wont look at the mirror
im a dumb kid yea im just a singer
and i do nothing she said im a sinner

bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie
bright lights i think ima go blind
nighttime, summertime
kissing in the car ride
and everything was alright till u left me
ok peace out, see u bestie

bestie

you're prettier when u dont speak w shuzei

yt lies w lil biscuit

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i could never like u

not a threat, but a warning

communication w biscuit out on all platforms

cover by @noxscity/@linednox

i know yu?

prolly got a remix coming too :)

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see me call for u,
baby i live for u,
only i adore u,
yeahh i know u,
lookin for a better way just to make it through,
ion even know myself i aint knowing u,
so im countin up these bands yeah im countin blue,
i dont really know im just in love with u,

ion give a fuck bitch im with u,
ion feel alive when im not with u,
pull up onna block inna all white coupe,
i dont really know its okay its cool ;)
back to back i dont really know,
see me sat here all alone,
but u lift me up again,
i dont really know i guess its not,

see me call for u,
baby i live for u,
only i adore u,
yeahh i know u,
lookin for a better way just to make it through,
ion even know myself i aint knowing u,
so im countin up these bands yeah im countin blue,
i dont really know im just in love with u,



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