BBY WHERE  (Prod.by Pulse Tan)

Blacking Out Cold (Prod. g0necry)

Blacking Out Cold

Please Don't (prod. isolated)

You (Distortion)

'I was stressing second guessing cuz you were never here. The minute that I caught your heart it seemed to disappear. Forgot my birthday and you thought that it was funny well, it wasn't funny that shit really really hurt like hell. Call me ya lil mama cuz i seem to drive you crazy. Remember all those days that you would sit here calling me baby?
I thought I was the one? I thought that we'd grow old together?
I guess that was a lie l, I guess you never meant it either. 
And all the time I tried to get to you, I cannot reach you.
It's on my mind how I cannot seem to fucking teach you, how to love me cuz it seems to hard for you.

Do you know how to love , to me You're such a Fucking Fool
you're such a Fucking Fool...

I just dont know what to do
you're such a fucking fool 
you're such a fucking fool ....

you're such a Fucking Fool,
over these bitches yeh you drool,
over their instagram, do you not get the fucking rules?
like why you always late like where are you, you fucking fool? 
you acting nonchalant like you can be so fucking rude.
ay 
such a fool, such a fool to me, ay
such a fool such a fool ....
no

such a foo,l such a fool to me, ay
such a fool such a fool ....
no


yeh you're such a fool to me, 
you will never ever do for me
baby what is ut you do for me?
you stress me out and its too cruel, you'll see
you're Evil.
yeh you're always tryna take my free will. 
One day I hope that, you just might see, still
How hurting me was so deceitful.'

FOOLISH

a sound description of how I've been feeling this last few months x raw vocal and me on the guitar :) with just some reverb. it's not perfect but hope y'all like it fr fr x

confusedshopping (Star Shopping Alt Cover) .mp3

Liminal space: a physical, physiological, and psychological transition zone. The area between your starting point and your destination. Times of uncertainty and discomfort are essential to personal growth and resiliency.


Dawn Withdrawal - Ruby Elizia ft Moth Trap

Hey, Yeh
Hey, Yeh
Yeah, it's a sad girl summer, summer bummer
Sunsets with my lover, you discover, you discover me
Weekends getting high, by your side, ride or die, take a ride to the sky
Ask me why, why I cry, say I don't, don't know why
It's a lie, but it's cool 'cus I'm fly, yeh it's cool 'cus I'm fly

They call me skinny, they tell me I'm too pretty
I'm driving down the highway
He told me that he missed me
Thought you could swerve me, you thought you really hurt me
Now this money coming pronto, you gon' be dead at thirty

They call me flirty, they call me really fierce
They call me maneater, I've been wiping all these tears
But I'ma make it, cause I'm
I'ma still be here like I still been here
I'ma still be here like I still been here
Ay, Ay

Yeah, it's a sad girl summer, summer bummer
Sunsets with my lover, yeah, you discover, you discover me
Weekends getting high, by your side, ride or die, take a ride to the sky
Ask me why, why I cry, say I don't, don't know why
It's a lie, but it's cool 'cus I'm fly, yeh it's cool 'cus I'm fly

Yeah, it's a sad girl summer, summer bummer
Sunsets with my lover, yeah, you discover, you discover me
(oh)
Yeah, it's a sad girl summer, summer bummer
Sunsets with my lover, you discover, you discover me

Yeah, it's a sad girl summer, summer bummer
Yeah it's a sad girl summer

Sad Girl Summer - Ruby Elizia

I
Cried all night when I closed my eyes and I can't deny, I wanted to die
Held you tight, and I asked myself why, why, why is it that I wanted to die?
Cannot take the pain and, all of this raining, all of the pain that you left me inside
Couldn't take the truth, all I wanted was you
You were cruel, you left me to die

I don't know why I, I don't know why I, I don't know why I wanted to die
I could touch the sky, I could touch the sky
And I asked myself why, I asked myself why, I let myself cry
Wanted to be warm, wanted to be warm
I didn't want to know her, ended up torn I was always gone

God, I was never the one
One
I
I

Sitting here and cry, I, Ask myself why
I know that, I no longer want to die
But I, ask myself why did I let it all go?
When I didn't give myself no time to grow

I don't wanna die no more
I don't wanna die no more

I don't wanna die no more
I don't wanna feel your pain
I don't wanna burn in the rain
I don't wanna go insane

I don't wanna feel no pain
I don't wanna burn in the rain
I'm trying not to go
Insane

I don't wanna die no more

Insane - Ruby Elizia

Need your help, help

Don't play me you're only gonna play yourself
I don't need your help
Say you wanna play me
You only play yourself
Say you wanna play me?

Don't play me, you're only gonna play yourself
Running out of problems, I don't need your help
Say you wanna play me?
You only played yourself

Don't play me, you're only gonna play yourself
Running out of problems, I don't need your help
Why you wanna hate me?
You only hate your
Self

Called yourself a friend
I could see it through your tears
I was running to the end
I was running through my fears

Thought I trusted you
Until you tried to break us apart
But you were never that true
Yeh I saw it from the start

I've been happier now
And you live to regret it
All the pain you put in my head
Felt like a knife when you said it
I just wanted a friend
I thought that I would know you until the end
I just wanted a friend

Don't play me, you're only gonna play yourself
Running out of problems, I don't need your help
Say you wanna play me?
You only played yourself

Don't play me, you're only gonna play yourself
Running out of problems, I don't need your help
Why you wanna hate me?
You only hate your
Self

You only hate yourself
I tried to help you
You only hate yourself
So what are you gonna do?
You only hate yourself
I'm trying to help you

You only hate yourself

Don't Play Me - Ruby Elizia

You ain't no different to me
To me
To me
To me
Yeh
You ain't no different to me
To me
To me
To me

Woah
YEH

You ain't no different to me
(You ain't no different to me)
Getting high smoking trees
(Getting high smoking trees)
You know I live in the breeze
(You know I live in the breeze)
You know I'm counting money
(You know I'm counting money)
Yeh and it ain't so funny
(Yeh and it ain't so funny)
But boy go get your honey
(Boy go and get your honey)
But why'd you run from me?
(Why you run from me?)
Yeh why'd you run from me
Why you run?

I'm having fun
(I'm having fun)
We in the sun
(We in the sun)
We getting all this money
(We getting all this money)
You know I'm rich honey

And no he ain't for me
I wanna be my own, G
I wanna be on my own, jeez
Just living on my own

Yeh
You ain't no different to me
To me
To me
To me
Yeh
Yeh
You ain't no different to me
To me
To me
To me
Woah, Yeh

Yeh
Yeh, ay
Yeh
Yeh, ay
Yeh
Yeh, ay

Yeh

You ain't no different to me.

Ain't No Different - Ruby Elizia, Ruebyn

Take me to the summertime, somewhere to enjoy our lives
The thought of you, it's paradise, and it makes me feel alright, -right, right?
We were useless, and that is fine, we were doomed and we're paranoid
We were foolish, and by the time, we were lost in love

We were lost in, we were lost in, we were lost in love
Take you to the summertime, somewhere to enjoy our lives
The thought of you, it's paradise, and it made me feel alright, right, right?
We were useless and that is fine, we were doomed and, well I don't know
We were foolish, and by the time, we were lost in love
And I

Begging this would last a while
Baby, I don't really mind, said that we would have a child
Said that I would be alright, Said that you'd put up a fight

We were lost in, we were lost in, we were lost in
Thinking back to summertime, yeah, I fucking miss that smile
Miss when I could call you mine
But that only lasts a while
Baby, where was your fight?

Summertime, summertime

Where were you this summertime?
I was here, you were by my side
But that was the past
Knew this would not last

Lost In Love - Ruby Elizia ft Eden!sEmpty

Find Joy
Find Pride
Find Peace
Find Hope
In everything I do

I close my eyes sometimes at night
And then I think of you
When oceans purple
Yeh you manage to turn the sky
Blue

Then everything is strange
And I try to hold onto hope
I hear your voice
I hear your words
And then I start to choke
Because this love is painful yeh
It's like a stick and poke

I don't want to see you leave
But all I can do is let myself bleed
I don't want to see you go
But all I can do is pour out this hope

There's no lights on anymore
We closed it, You shut the door
You know I can't feel a thing
And oh how this love can bring my heart
Home

Oh
When will my heart come home?

Mmmhmm

Mhmmm

Find Joy
Find Pride
Find Peace
Find Hope
In everything I do

I close my eyes, sometimes at night
And then I think of you
When oceans purple
Yeh you manage to still manage to turn the sky
Blue

Then everything is strange
And I try to hold onto hope
I hear your voice
I hear your words
And then I start to choke
Because love is painful
And this one feels like a stick and poke

You poke a hole in my heart
And then I start to pour
Start to pour love
Where do I call home
When I start to fall in love?

Voicenote73 - Ruby Elizia

You lied to me to hide your pain
Cause all you cared about was bitches and your fame
And is it wrong of me to call you the mental abuser?
Does that make me the accuser?

You hid from me so many lies
You played me so you could fuck my mind
You never really cut your ties at with her
I was never really your girl

If you're sorry, well you not
Just cause you sang it to the crowd
With a frown on your face
I was mistreated, heart beaten

I never knew you would lie to me
You fucked up, you did the
Worst thing that you could ever do to me
You left me, broken

Until I had no choice but to leave
So don't you dare come back to me

But you were never sorry really

Yeh, ay, yeh

And is it wrong of me to call you the mental abuser
Or does that make me, the accuser?
And is it wrong of me to call you the mental abuser
Or does that make me, the accuser?

And is it wrong for me to call you the mental abuser
Or does that make me the accuser?

Mentala - Ruby Elizia

I find it hard to process what you did to me,
I find it hard to process what you did to me.
Bleeding in the sink,
I find it hard to look myself in the mirror when I, scream
I wish I was not the once that got burnt,
But that's how the story goes
I wish I was not mentally disturbed
I wish I was cold
If I could take back time,
Then I would call you mine
But I don't wanna suffer all over again
I guess this is all is just pain in the end

I'm a broken doll
I'm a broken doll

Play me like a puppeteer,
Cos I have no place to go
See you standing over there,
Knowing what you've done
I wish I could, I could say
That I was having fun

I wish I could, I could say
You're just anyone

I'm a broken doll
I'm a broken doll
Yeh it took its toll
I'm a broken doll

I'm a broken doll
I'm a broken doll

Yeh it took its toll
Won't you hold me,
Oh

Broken, Doll - Ruby Elizia

I wish I'd have known who you were, before I really knew who you were
Didn't think that you would fuck other girls
Didn't think that I was, not really your world
I didn't think that you'd lied to me

Until you went and fucking lied to me that week
When you did all your drugs
Went and fucked her in the club, thought I wouldn't find out
I found out one month later

That's when I realized that you're such a hater
Told all your little friends and not me
Now you're trying to claim that you love me
Well, you went and took everything from me

All you ever did was use me and abuse me
I guess it's my fault
I guess that's just ended up being my type font
I really wanted you to understand me

But you would always have other plans, see
Yeh you were always out getting high with your friends
That's why I went and lost in the end

You lied to me
You lied to me
You lied to me
That's why
You lied to me

I didn't think that you'd lie to me
Until you went and fucking lied to me
That week when you did all your drugs
Went and fucked her in the club
I didn't think that you'd lie to me
Until you went and fucking lied to me that week

When you did all your drugs
Fucked her in the club

You had it all figured out in your mind
You had it all figured out, you'd leave me behind

I
I

Didn't think that you'd lie to me
You'd lie to me
You'd cry to me
That's why
You'd lie to me
You'd lie to me
You'd cry to me

I didn't think that you'd lie to me

Until you went and fucking lied to me that week
When you did all your drugs

Went and fucked her in the club

I found out one month later
That's when I realized that you're such a hater
Told all your little friends and not me
Now you're trying to claim that you love me
Well you went and took everything from me
All you ever did was use me, and abuse me
All you ever did was use me, and abuse me

Lie to Me - Ruby Elizia

Hmm

I don't wanna be depressed, no more
All this stress that's in my head gotta close that door
I don't wanna miss him, he's just a whore
I don't wanna miss him
I was so depressed in my head
Always stressed
It's a mess
Wanted to be the best
All this stress, lost some weight
Now it's grey
I'm a mess (wreck) I'm a
Train wreck
Wanna be skinnier, prettier
Fit in with the mold, with the curve
What the fuck do I deserve?
Wanna take over the world
Wanna be your baby girl
But I ain't
Even feminine
I'm in my masculine energy
Trying to take the pain away from me
I protect myself so that I don't let the demons in
The demon being him
Protect myself so that I don't let the demons in
The demon being him

It used to be me and him
Me and Him
Me and Him

Now I can't let the demons in
Demons in
The demon being him

I protect myself from the mirror that I shattered
Cause the glass is sharp and my blood almost splattered (might just splatter)
And I wanna know, if I even really matter
Cause it's tragic how my hips never get any fatter, but?

But I still want someone to hold them
Hold them
I still want someone to tell me it'll be okay
I don't have no one to hold me
Hold me
I don't have nobody
To take this pain away

Stay another day
I'm trying to heal this pain

Lost Point - Ruby Elizia

Only 22

Only 22
I cannot stop hurting
Wonder why it is
That you did me dirty

Only 22
I cannot stop hurting
I don't want to
Be alone at thirty

Wish you knew me better
Wish you'd remembered me
Wish I'd kept that sweater
I threw it in the bin

Wish I could remember
How it felt to be me
But everything got scary
I can't stand falling

Sometimes I see you in my reflection
I wait for you to give me direction
I wish I could erase the memories of us
So I look to the stars above

Only 22
I cannot stop hurting
I don't wanna be
All alone at thirty

Only 22
I cannot stop hurting
Wonder why it is
That you did me dirty

Only 22
I cannot stop hurting
I don't wanna be
All alone at thirty

Only 22
I cannot stop hurting
Wonder why it is
That you did me dirty

Only 22 - Ruby Elizia

Hello?
I'm scared
Nooooo
One,two,three,four

Now that you're gone, again
Now that you're gone, I can't let go
Now that you're gone again
Now that you're gone, I can't let go

I saw you there
You looked away from me
And you hid your stare
Couldn't stay away from me

I can feel you there
Said that you'd be there for me
But you never were
No, you never were

Like a ghost to me
You let go of me
It's so cold to me
I can't fucking breathe

Feel it in my heart
Knew it from the start
You tore me apart
You tore me apart

Now that you're gone again
Now that you're gone, I can't let go
Now that you're gone again
Now that you're gone, I can't let go

Now that you're gone again
Now that you're gone, I can't let go

Now that you're gone again
Now that you're gone, I can't let go

Again

Now that you're gone, again
Now that you're gone, I can't let go

Now That You're Gone (Again) - Ruby Elizia

Don't Play Me - Slowed + Reverb - Ruby Elizia

Lie to Me - Slowed + Reverb - Ruby Elizia

Only 22 - Slowed + Reverb - Ruby Elizia

Now That You're Gone (Again) - Slowed + Reverb - Ruby Elizia

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Enjoy my first song <3 
featuring Xorochi xo

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