"what it feels like to have an eating disorder" (not my song)

control - jessie bootle (ED song)

Nightcore - Diet Coke (Leanna Firestone)

Sailor song original lyrics - Gigi Perez

𝐨𝐠 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠

Weightless - Mi

Tamms-spo

#3 - Perks of Skinny

I'm Not A Robot - Marina And The Diamonds

Loving Curse is a track from my 2020 album Beauty In The Darkness. I wanted to try and make something to bridge the gap between Dark Descent and BITD, going for something more atmospheric and menacing, portraying the anorexic voice in its rawest form.

Loving Curse

The Voice

If only I could love you enough
To give you what you need
If only I could be for you
The hand that feeds
'Cause I know you can only starve so much
'Til you like how it feels
Sitting on a throne of bones, staring at that cold meal

It's not your body that I love, but it's the shell you're inside of
And you're killing it, you're killing the only piece of you I can touch
It's not your body that I need, but that's what sleeps next to me
And you're killing it, you're killing it, you're killing it
Please eat

If only I could make you believe you deserve everything
Every spoon and bite, anything
You want to eat
'Cause I know you can only starve so much before you'll die
There's parts of you already gone I can never revive

It's not your body that I love, but it's the shell you're inside of
And you're killing it, you're killing the only piece of you I can touch
It's not your body that I need, but that's what sleeps next to me
And you're killing it, you're killing it, you're killing it
Please eat

Please Eat (Slowed)

Please Eat (slowed + echoes)

Line without a Hook -` wlw ´-

The Voice

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