re:lax

Avaliable on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5f8wXeQdrJBWStxqVC26KD?si=adcccc72fb194708

me on the guitar


[Verse 1]
You'll say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

youll draw art for him and he'll like it
and i'll take the hint while im crying
i guess its a sin this shit im typing
though im feeling pissed i should 
keep these feelings to myself

[Bridge]
wasnt smart
for me to invest my health
into someone
i dont really want

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[Verse 2]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

[Beat change]
You give me the
backhand of your love
you take me for granted
theres no trust
feeling all my senses
go to shit
now im lost, nothings there
I'm stuck with this

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[End]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

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instagram.com/dylazy

Petty

mossgarden.zip

log 4;
I've been active online lately! I have been on discord and a couple of people were confused about my living space. I live under a small makeshift tent. I have a solar bank that I use to charge a laptop but I do not have wifi or any other utilities. I found an abandoned upright piano and set up my base around that. I post whenever I go into town, which is more or less whenever I get hungry or need to mail something. Lately, there have been more industrial projects venturing into the natural beauty of the woods so I've been sending more letters than usual. Also from discord, some of you seem to think I've been displaced. While I appreciate the concern, this is how I choose to live my life and I do not intend to move into a more modern way of living at any point. I love reading your questions though! Please feel free to contact me at woodlands#1302. It gets lonely out here!
Vox by Underscores and 8485

this could go two ways

inspired by mossgarden

I look at myself in the mirror
I don’t know what to say
All the choices I’ve made
Have led me to today
And I ask myself
Am I proud?
Am I proud?
Am I proud of myself?
Am I happy with the person that I am?
This next chapter of my life I’ll make new friends
Do they like me?
Is it a trap?

My shoes touch the grass
Look up at the sky and it looks back
My future and my present all depend
On if I ever act
Life ruled by uncertain measures
I tell myself I can’t control the weather
Bring a jacket if it rains (an umbrella if it asks for it)
Controlling my reaction
I know I think about it way too much
Got a feeling that my pondering is wasting fun
But I can’t help it (I can’t help it)
I can’t help it (help it)
I can’t help it

Am I proud?

am i proud?

oh look, da witch woke up. miss me?
prod me.

🎃lyrics🍯
spin round nd round,
my head is always dizzy 
so i, lay on the ground
giving up is rlly easy
u set me up in 3 short words nd come for all that I believe in
if loss of self is wut ur after then y try so hard to keep me?
spin round nd round,
my head is always dizzy 
throw me down to the ground
u make dying feel so easy
u set me up in 3 short words nd come for all that I believe in
if u won’t help then y I try so hard to keep u within reason


imma stubborn blind moth
the queen of white walls 
she hate the way that I talk
cuz I recall the wrong
nd i been onna life block 
I never kno wuts wrong
until I turn the lights off
nd look down at it all

I’m shooting blank bullets
she don understand me to da fullest 
still finna wade through it
I kno my words hav u feeling foolish 
but u’ll sway to it- 
in the mirror I kno how u do it
she prolly hate to it
I need u to feel it to the fullest

stream☣

papermothgirl.mov

@hereisalden
https://open.spotify.com/track/65FSBhYWuPwNaZuBVuOCUn?si=069ccc9acbcb42fe

fall at the same time (cover)

prod. @ria_chuelo
art by @ddbkm shoutout bro

[lyrics]
oh i fell
somewhere deep but i'm still
just pick me up and i will
can't pretend like i did
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I FEEL

i feel it cross my mind
i can't pretend here anymore 
i feel it override
collapsing falling in my core
and i just wanna tell em 
but it's okay i'll let it pour x)
and then it crossed my mind
like when you talk yeah i get bored 

i just think i think too muchhh
it's like i don't know what's happening
i peel my skin off then i BLUSHHH
just look so fucking dumb when i do shit but you do NONEEE
yeah and i just wanna scream until my lungs collapse i'm done 
(yeah it's over till i'm done)

and as things got harder
(as i was crying everyday)
all of these thots make them louder
everytime i got up i just fell so much harder
yeah, i can barely stand up
can't get any taller, eughh

eighteen but i'm still crying
sprawled out on the floor
common sense, life is less fun
so what is all this for? 
i say bring your friends let's have the best time :)
this party is so annoying
and yeah i promise this the last time
we’ll ever be alone

cause i know you care for me
just know i'm aware
why does everyone stare at me
i'm not your friend
why would anyone be content?
why would anyone be my friend?

(why would anyone be my friend?)
(why would anyone be my friend)

YEAHHHH
BUTTERFLIES
WHEN I'M WITH YOU I FEEL LIKE FLYING
WHEN WE'RE APART I FEEL LIKE DYING
SO DONE
FEEL ALIVE
fuck this

butterflies (ria)

@46b is da goat i need 2 remix a newer song from them.
hey did you know you can edit anything youve posted at any time for any reason? For any reason

if i had any love.flp

if i had any love 💞💔 wisp - admit (taylor's poolian remix)

i think im gonna lose my shit tonight 
smoking on this green ima get so hiiii
down a monster ima kill u on sight 
have a feelin that tonight is gna b the night i dieeee
got me throwin up all ovr my truey jeans
seeing colours , seein lights on my tv screeeeeeen
in my future see a single queeeeeeennnn 
bridge:
ima lose it (iiaiaihahahaiiiahahiye)

zarki :

this isnt what i had envisioned
i always scream 4 help
but yall never fuckin listen
i just popped a pill
i aint been sober in a minute
no i cant take this shit no more
i reached my fucking limit
im off the drugs
im outta luck
i know u hate me
i dont give a fuck
i got dis glockie
u better duck
im always faded
im always drunk

i dont wanna do this but im runnin outta options
finna blow my brains out with a mf shotgun
(i cant do this again, yeah im sick of pretending
 when is it gonna end? i just wanna overdose i dont 
  know what im living 4)

tysm 4 listening

lose my shit w/ zarki [kyoa]

pink bob-omb
prod @mycorpsebridee + @breakupbreakdown

lyrics
me

bitch i run them down
i wanna ease the pain
even if i still frown
i dont wanna play no game
recognise me in public i feel like im a sample
but thats not what i want
i will fucking pull the handle
till im bleeding like a candle
you cant tell me shit cause i be walking like a vandal
i cant stand them, think that i might go for a switch
like a scandal, i will leave them dead in a ditch
keep on going keep on going till it fucking works
always crying bout your music yall are fucking nerds
i will hurt you i will hurt you but it fucking hurts
talking to you fucking people feels like im talking to birds

to be honest bitch i still dont give a fuck
and you say my shit is bad but you know im going up
non the less bitch i know im going fast
cause i know that i will always be way better then the rest
i got drugs up in my wallet
and i see you coming close
got the smith inside my closet
bitch i run my money up
why you talking bro your nothing
you are not part of the club

@rans0m
me n pika spinning back bitch an eye for an eye
bitch we leave you traumatized
u can run all u want but u cant hide
no that aint the same one we on the same side
roll a wood w my brother then we get high
put the 40 to his face tell him bye bye

listen up we can get into it
we get money we get cash we can prove it
walk into that bitch know im the man imma do it
my brother hit my phone he tell me im going stupid
this ho want me to follow on the gram i aint do it
they wan b like us they all tryna join the movement

me
stay in your place
im making money im doing my own ways, okay
shot to your face
she wanna fuck i dont fuck on the first day, dont play
im making bands
smoking his pack cause i know that i fucked him up
so many fans
you wanna call cause you know what the fuck is up

dont give a fuck
im making rack inside of my coffin now
you wanna fix it now
i tell that bitch that i dont know how
feel like a vandal bro
one shot left and i make them bow
you know i stay on the low
feel like a bomb when im making it blow

outro
(afflicted)
handle
till im bleeding like a candle
you cant tell me shit cause i be walking like a vandal
i cant stand them, think that i might go for a switch
like a scandal, i will leave them dead in a ditch
HOLD UP
UFDKJQKSNJD

vandal w/ rans0m (bubd, mcb)

prods so cool @prodiann and @prod_dxvi
this one means a lot to me

lyrics:
slurring my words
just put me to sleep
eternal rest 
is something i seek
nothing is similar 
at all to me
no one is common 
or compares to me
hold her so closely
her head on my cheek
time is so slow
but so fast if you think
if i pop this pill
i’ll go to sleep
insomnia killing me
it’s so torturing 

i can’t think 
i can’t believe

tell me you love me
or show that you care
slits on my wrists
while im left in despair
fucked just so slowly
ur mind wasn’t here
cuddled so closely
ur mind wasnt here
other men out there were talking to u
lied to my face and i followed on through
voices of people so
different than me
they’re calling me sylv
but he died in his sleep

my name is care
and i have a dream
i can go lay down and go to sleep
my friends off the pills it’s killing me
my life’s in shambles
but nothing is free
slice my wrists open
and bleed on the floor
no more nights sitting up
creating scars
now i can travel
with no locked doors
the figure still follows me
it’s getting worse
the void seems to feed it
when you’re at your worst
the voices will tell you things
and it hurts
i load up this pistol
expecting the burst
the gun jams once
and i wake up alive
in a hearse

instagram

insomnia (kirian x dxvi)

hello, here's a song 💚💚
thanks @kurse11 @ownerscloset @fum1ko

//⁓lyrics⁓//

@kurse11
everytime i walk up in the place i cant deny it
and u fucked up baby tell me where ur mind at
pop another bean i cant tell the fuckin time yea
riding with a glock im with a beam it make you die yea
were not in love
drowning in the mud yea
out of touch but i think im tryna fuck yea
i dnt wait in line imma skip right to the front yea
threats on my life know i hadda keep it tucked yea

@fr4nkii
that boy tryna talk yeah he rlly outta luck
walk into the store got the double in my cup
all these fuking bitchez yeah they really indecisive
all these clothes we buying yea that shit is real expensive
posted w/ the gang and we smoking on exotic
got a choppa with a scope and we keep it automatic
sorry i could never ever see u winning
p-p-posted with the gang counting money like some goblins
if he walking out late then he better watch out
c3 thats a statement only buying whole rounds
i dont ever wanna go outside
cant trust anyone dont wanna die
why does nothing ever right?
once again now i think its time to say good bye
(robot noises)

@ownerscloset:
i dont wanna talk till u get shit right
way 2 many hoes ye they wanna fight
posted w the gang n we all oustide
choppa w a scope u get fucked on sight
if u cross my vision u get beamed
gotch yo bitch n she fuckin w my team 
pourin up pourin up sum lean
@ ur house n we pourin gasoline
he thought i wuz stupid
ya were gonna give it to him
im up in ur dreams n were makin sure ur nvr lucid
i got the katana we gon slash u like ur fuckin fru-its
when im posted w the gang we nvr losin!!

__

good_bye 🖤 +kurse11 +closet (fumiko)

this shit is horrible
cover: freakxotic
verses:

atticslvt
hours
catgif
swotl
kenesukoh
Lin
nferior
tokyofrenzy
gxn
taf
quixotic
replay
lumina
daikyu
01sbstixn
psion
funny with the hardest verse ever

fnaf cypher feat 18 people prod sxcondgxn

stags a hobo
@staggyucrazy 
PROD @kurse11 + @prod_pk + @7sabrr7
mastered by the goat @chriad

hobo w/ staggy(kurse11 + pk + sabrr)

Crime Scene w/ Samara (Augury)

made it all plats just for u niz
@1collapse
@fum1ko
@arc3hive

PRE-SAVE

Up To Something (tcl & Fumiko)

dust

food poisoning sucks
art by Vinnie Veritas 

lyrics :
imma be real idk

RunYaMouth ft. prkr blu, shober, rans0m (prod. wowkt & fumiko) [now on spotify]

couldnt pay it off in the time u said u needed
srry 2 b short im not trynna make this heated
u kno im a demon bby im a monster
maybe i deserve nothing good an imposter
lurking in a hoodie w/ my friends til i lost her
coming out the closet 2 whoever i could muster
trust me wouldnt b here if i didnt get 2 trust her 
lost me 
i cant make it clear enuff and u kno that itd cost me
anything more than an arm and a leg and an eye
had i not seen everything was doomed 
from the times u would act sweet 2 me
knew u wouldnt do it but u did it 4 me
didnt wanna do it but u still adore me
howd u put up w/ this 4 me
all this time yr w/ me so deep in my mind
u cant let me unwind
and now theres nothing left 2 find
its all lost 2 me
every breath u breathe
the secrets that u keep close 2 yr chest 
come out 2 me when u sleep
u dont kno just what yr saying 
but so deep down in yr brain
u kno its all u need 2 say 2 me
2 prove exactly what im thinking
at the time my heart was breaking
but u knew id b this hard 2 keep

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by mead0ws
recorded @ the gloss temple 1/7/23
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

lost2me (+ mead0ws)

@prodbybrody  x @layen-1
guitar by fats'e

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GlPnYZJo-rI&ab_channel=fats%27e

LYRICS:
spending all my time telling myself that i'm a failure and a fraud
i'm roadkill on the pavement and that's all i'll ever be now watch me rot

(you'll find me)

unconscious lying on your driveway
think i might be spiraling
chasing highs like all day

staring at the sun
inhaling poison just for fun
i need some help
in a coma for the weekend
you can find me on the ground outside your house

re:lax

worlddestroyedwithmyself