follw me: 
https://www.instagram.com/hxpeless2222/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCszKIbgCF0xYayxnnnXSQ4g
https://open.spotify.com/album/0LmKN2lAzOdVmbU6FQUGSQ
ft. @capoxxo
prod. @0k1ro
art. @fearoftom // https://www.instagram.com/fearoftom/

[lyricw]
I frel like imso out ofplwce 
wakeuo feeling likesim amistake 
Ill leave sn he'll jud tske myplace 
i h8 thid icnt see ur face
ineed u but urnothere 
ineed space ill diseoaor 
I cnt tellu how ifrel
I kno they think thtim weird
lloosing3 myseof in mythoufhts 
ive nvr felt so distor8hyt 
utalj 2me butim lsot 
dou like me or am in wrong
ineed u but ur tnot here3
I nee fsqpce ill disapper 
I cnt tell u how if eel 
I kno they think thatim wierd
[capoxxo]
i lluv u 4 the nite 
need u in my life
call u everynite
call u when I cry
wnt u all the time
wbered u go imblind 
whertd u go 2nite
ani 4get evrrything that usaid 
I h8 it hwo u playw myhead 
smoking on a wet cigwrete 
i standout inthe rwin ifeel ded
ijud wanna lay inur bed 
an i h ve somuch pain cnt 4get

ur not here ft. capoxxo [prod. k1ro]

prod// @sadboiforever @dageer02

i don wanna die 2day
make me fall in love when is saw ur face :3
then we fall apart :(
broke me from the start
tellme y u love thn u broke my heart .???
can u help me find the reason..
bby i keep 🩸🩸bleeding🩸🩸
tell me where u r noww.... ??
tell me if u feel it ;)

@lileddy8
kiss me softly 
with your regrets
i’m all for you and I fall for it
don’t call for me
cuz i’m not for this
you weren’t for me 
and it all makes sense
eh-eh
i know you’re afraid of the dark
you got this place in my heart
how did we get this far
i hate when we have to depart


i thot u were so cool i was such a fool :(
now I'm all alone n im trapped up in my room
I'm watching all the shadows...walking past u 0_0
addicted 2 the past & I cant escape the truth DX
..?o??0

& it makes sense... w/ lileddy [2001 + dageer]

<3

lyrics
hxpeless
its starting feel like everything around me closing in
i feel my body fade away just as ur walkin in
theres something wrong with me and i cant seem to figure it out
i sit in silence but inside i start to scream and shout

one thing at a time
feel ur presence on mine
blood keep dripping down my wings as u begin to cry
am i on ur mind
u dont have to lie
voices deep inside me yell at me to rip out my eyes

perc
i feel like im coming down
their all staring look around
the sky is black and now its slowly turning red 
i cant see with all this ash on my eyelids

ive done it once but i dont think i can do it again
blood is dripping from my teeth im in over my head
all my bones will break if u tell me what u rly mean
its been traumatizing but u nvr listen to me

in this hospital bed
feed me nothing but medicine
ive got holes in my head
ive got holes in my skeleton
think im fading again
blacking out from adrenaline
its jus me and my head
its jus me and u marylyn

lithium
i put ur body in the tub fill it w lithuim
fill it w lithuim lithium ++++++++++++++++

luv u hxpeless <3
synthet1c x swagcccccrew

lithium +hxpeless [recycle bin]

prod me mix me 

lyrics : 
all of these words just sound the same 
n none of these places never change 
I've been waiting all day tomorrow it never came 
u play me like ima game but u always win that's ok 
if my movies almost thru I guess u rlly liked the parts w me n u 
but was it all a mistake I think my head needs a break 

all of these problems I can't solve them don't even know where I got them
I got the pain made it double got so high up then I stumbled 
just run it back to all of those times I was sleeping in class 
wanna go back back when I use to just lay in the grass 
it made me laugh like I used to rlly want this shit bad 
steppin on glass I don't rlly care ima still get the bag 
always in last I just wanna go slow but u wanna go fast 
it made me sad cuz I thought u were real but u really just cap

wanna go back

cherry w lil yu

*lyrics*
pour it up, pour it up
im just in the club, im just in the club
off the downers im so stuck
im just geeking in the club

stop telling urself all these lies
i’m w gravestars 
and ur on the other side
ik that u miss me
there’s no need to lie
but ik ur w that new guyyy
i cant care rn cuz i’m 2 highhh

i be smoking gas
while u be smokin dirt
i been in the honda
i been goin skirt
going so fast think ima swerve
wish we cuda worked
now i’m really hurt
lying in the dirt

other side (prod. Branowic)

addy bender w/ d1v (michaelwarren x taher)

lyrics (: -

think about this life like is it worth it though ?
but if i shared it with my bros then it'd be beautiful
but im getting older, cant take it much longer 
the leaves falling outside, you're so sweet like October

I dont wanna let you go but 
you  slipped through my fingers and fell
down into the dark this time ill bring the light to you 
and find out, whats been goin on inside your head 
but it makes you so special 
one day we'll be dead it makes me laugh so hard cuz ill still find you

yes i know that itll all be ok
in a rush just to get there ill make it today
cause i know in the end ill be home once again 
and you know that ill always be right there


think about this life like is it worth it though ?
but if i shared it with my bros then it'd be beautiful
but im getting older, cant take it much longer 
the leaves falling outside, you're so sweet like October

tell me that youll always be there 
im workin so much need a breather
in the club might have a seizure 
cuz i took a pill in Ibiza
i do this shi for my bros 
i hit the rave with my best friend
i did this all for a girl 
i  got her name on my necklace 
all of this shi feels so pointless but ima go up with no question
suite and tie but there's no wedding cuz you know i am the best man
scars on my arm but they healed, I had to learn a few lessons
i really wanna know if its worth it 

(in the very end)

in the end

its a good day its ok

its a good day its ok  w/winks

MUSIC VID https://youtu.be/qJ5OxDyu71I
prod me.

[lyrics]
[hook]
I been, dissociating
losin touch of realityy l8tly
pls dnt, h8 me
dnt kno what 2 say 2 u baby
x2

evryday I wake up feelin like I aint me
evryday I feel like al my frends just h8 me
wanna kms an let da reaper take me
putting guns 2 my head w/ no safety
dnt feel ok I feel depressed 
just want dis fuckin shit 2 end
I cannot lie cannot pretend
been poppin pills n losing frends

take anothr fuckin oxy
visions blurry
im not stoppng 
fallin ovr
I need more inside my body
or im droppin

evry1 around me could replace me
I just waste my time dissociating
I feel like my heart is slowly fading
the drugz make my heart race n its amazng
I think im getting bettr but mai brain still kinda hurtz
n then I realize da nxt day its jus getting worse
an den ion even kno who I am anymore 
u see
its gettin more complex than anxiety

[hook]

take anothr fuckin oxy
visions blurry
im not stoppng 
fallin ovr
I need more inside my body
or im droppin
IFeelDisoriented (luv u eric)
I cnt even speak a sentence 
xanny got me jumpin fences
molly gimme extra senses

now im 2 high
I feel so light
thnk I could fly
thnk I should try
I got truey on my jeans!
ok.
ksubi jeans!
ok?
wit the team!
NO WAY!
ice on me!!!
FROZE LOLLLLL

[hook]

love hehe

dissociation (music vid in desc.)

in my tool bag i got what you don't have
you tried to teach me to swag, already knew that
going off now but i'll be back soon
learning so fast like i'm in a class room
don't step on me, already in a bad mood
you showed your cards that's a bad move
got some ash on your shirt let me get it off you
i've been feeling like the man when i walk through

going hard tonight it's like i'm ready to die
you're
always on my mind, you're the reason i try

i'm used to it, that's what i say, but really
i'm new to it, this everyday, it's scary
i'm through with it, that's what i say
feeling like a new human
so go away, i'm through with it
x2

stick to the script
wait for a bit
i'm craving a hit it's never too late for it
i'm feeling so sick
make the best of it
get off it
get it off my checklist

walking around, trying to figure out
can i even go a day without you by my side?
you're always around
try not to feel down
head spinning around

i can't think about it
x3
i try not to think about it

stick to the script
wait for a bit
i'm craving a hit it's never too late for it
i'm feeling so sick
make the best of it
get off it
get it off my checklist

in my tool bag i got what you don't have
you tried to teach me to swag, already knew that
going off now but i'll be back soon
learning so fast like i'm in a class room

that's what i say, but really
i'm new to it, this everyday, it's scary
i'm through with it, that's what i say
feeling like a new human
so go away, i'm through with it

cherry w lil yu

☆RUDECLUB☆

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