feelings 4 u (prod. swaine x eric godlow)

i'll make this my own if it kills me

credits:
@jolst
@toobears
@punkworldthreat
@x1fern
@fantasycamp
@ejcarrmusic

lyrics:
autumn skies, sober lies, where the time gone
i want u in my life while i can love
i still try all the time to get off of
all the shit that i had ‘fore i lost ya
i know im in despair, subtle from over there
i’ll get outta ur hair, know i leave u impaired
all the time, u and i, know its all love
i still repair what i can cuz i gotta

i forget to eat but know im doin fine on my own
terms are settled and im spending all this time all alone
i been free, in the trees, hope ur proud of me
know it aint perfect but this life is moving hourly
send me condolences, its just sobering
i cant move forward with all this pulling
my life isnt backwards but im losing track of
the days in the month, i can’t handle a rut like this

entirely
up to what i can see
i’ll make this my own
if it kills me

autumn skies, sober lies, where the time gone
i want u in my life while i can love
i still try all the time to get off of
all the shit that i had ‘fore i lost ya
i know im in despair, subtle from over there
i’ll get outta ur hair, know i leave u impaired
all the time, u and i, know its all love
i still repair what i can cuz i gotta

last week took the shit outta me
i gotta go 2 times just to cover the fee
i cannot handle 2 lives, yet thats what i lead
i need to calm down what the fuck has got into me

i need to slow down, slow down
le-le-lemonade gonna make me slow down
i cannot pretend i aint on my own now
know that its okay i can do alone now

spotify & apple

entirely [jolst x punk]

6ft deep

produced by the goat @nevrfall

lyrics:

i’m looking at the sky
then i’m looking at my bed
haven’t gone outside
and honestly i rlly don’t care
it’s rlly pissing me off 
how u think that i’m unfair
ur being naive
honestly it’s a lot to bear 

ITS RLLY BOTHERING ME
THAT U THINK IM EVIL
OH UR ONE TO TALK
UR SUCH A DIRTY WHORE
I TOLD MY LITTLE BRO DONT OPEN THAT DOOR
SHE HAS A PRETTY FACE BUT GOD SHES A WHORE
UR BEGGING IN UR SLEEP
OH MY GOD UR UNREAL
I SCREAM INTO THE MIC
CUS I GOT A LOT TO SPILL
THEY DONT KNOW WHAT I TALK ABOUT
THEY THINK ITS A FIB
AND ALL MY FRIENDS THEY LACK HONESTY
I DONT RLLY CARE

i’ve been going thru a lot
for a long time
and they don’t even know
they don’t even care to ask
and god it hurts me so much
when i talk about my past
but i have to, give context 
i got tonics, in my stomach
it’s rlly burning, i gotta thug it out
the voices haunting me
they’re calling me
to escape 
they wanna get out

u say ur with ur friend (withur friend)
it’s been hurting (hurting)
my depression (depression)
i’ll take medicine (medicine)
look at my bed again
i don’t wanna go outside 
it’s the fourth time
oh my god its bed rot 
i don’t wanna leave, but i got to
it’s rlly killing me
i don’t know what to do 

UR SUCH A LITTLE PRICK
I WOULD SAY IT TO UR FACE
AND HOW WOULD UR DAD KNOW
HE RAISED A DISGRACE
HEY COME TALK TO ME
I GOT A LOT TO SAY
I FUCKING HATE U
AND EVERYTHING U BRING
i can’t lie u changed me
for the worst and baby i’m not the same
i can’t lie u changed me
and i’m not the same tristin

ur so naive (p. nevrfall)

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flaws (methboiswag)

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vampiyur - copydisht (prod.ssd)

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cant remember the other ones mb 

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