
ik the the matter with your face
i promised you that I would change
guess i am the fucking same
but i don't think that i feel safe


tell me everything you know
don't keep on the low
don't waste my fucking time
im disappointment to you
nothing that i do
is good enough 


tell me everything you know
don't keep on the low
don't waste my fucking time
im disappointment to you
nothing that i do
is good enough 


~


staring at the ceiling
i don't wanna wake up
i don't think i can
feel exhausted as fuck
suicidal thoughts
and i wanna just run


keep your head up
thats what he told me
you can always try again
I'm dying slowly
not making progress
but can you help me?
i don't even wanna try
think i messed up


tell me everything you know
don't keep on the low
don't waste my fucking time
im disappointment to you
nothing that i do
is good enough


~


whats the meaning of my life
destroying everything i pass 
throw another fucking dice 
(sorry)


~

butterfly [w/skylin and xona]

lyrics:

i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind


2 am im bored
scrolling thru ig
seeing all the people
i dream to be
everyone like you
all your friends are cruel 
wanna be like her cause

she's a bad bitch
she's an addict
she's everything i wanted
but a pessimist
she's a conflict
she's a lillte prick
she's everything i wanna be


i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind
i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind

~

she don't give a fuck about drama no more
she don't give a fuck about boys in her path
she got black nails and pretty pretty eyes
and a pretty fucking smile

she's a bad bitch
she's an addict
she's everything i wanted
but a pessimist
she's a conflict
she's a lillte prick
she's everything i wanna be


i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind
i swear i swear i wanna be like you
i wanna be so cool with the heart on my shoes
i wanna be so edgy with a cigarette too
you make lose my weight
you make lose my mind




like you

@55depths
@aurasrevenge
@giabellee

do you remember? 
i started to again.

prod. and mixed by me
thx alex and gia<3
video: https://youtu.be/JT3Tf9qXyrQ

lyrics:
(dth)
like salt in a wound
i've been all consumed
i've wasted my time
i've wasted a life
and with nothing to prove
just a burden to you
is this goodbye?
is it goodbye?

(aura)
ripping out the poem that i wrote for you out of your hand
it hurts seeing u with another man
looking a fool wasn't destined inside of my plan
i don't think i'll ever get out of the sand

but i always knew i wasn't enough 
yeah i hate myself just enough for the both of us
now im confused,
because this is goodbye, but you're someone i don't wanna lose

(dth)
am i fool for keeping notes
back from when you wrote me?
sleeping soundly on the bedroom floor
i fucked things up for sure
(is it goodbye?)
(is this goodbye?)

like salt in a wound
i've been all consumed
i've wasted my time
i've wasted a life
and with nothing to prove
just a burden to you
is this goodbye?
is it goodbye?
like salt in a wound
i've been all consumed
i've wasted my time
i've wasted a life
and with nothing to prove
just a burden to you
is this goodbye?
is it goodbye?

getting closure
i wanna take it back
i know you're hurting deep inside
and i'm the cause of that
i gotta know for sure
i need to see your face
maybe things were never really
at the time or place

(outro)
i wish i met you now
because i still think back to those nights
and how we hated saying goodbye
i just wish we could start fresh
but i wasn't the person i could have been for you
and you had to leave
sometimes we still meet
but only in dreams

is this goodbye? w/ killaura and giabelle

prod. @claudesdiary and @assperrr

--------

i took that photograph of us on the couch
said things were perfect, took the words from my mouth
we got too close and then you told me about 
all the guys in your mind, but i'm not one of them
told me come over, cause you miss when he's there
get lost and try to find my way through your stare
i’d give you everything you wanted, i swear 
worth a try? never mind, overstepping again 

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
fast asleep, do you think maybe there could be a glimpse?
i have dreams of hoping i could be him 
your namesake, walking over me again 
split between someone you love and a friend 
i'd let you know, but i'm worried that you and me would end

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my heart's yours to take 

girl i don't think these feelings'll ever change
but if i gotta i’d suppress it away 
so if you'd let me, i could be something great 
not a guy that'll lie, swear i'm not one of them 
love where we are, but we could be so much more 
i’d make you mine if you'd just open the door
i apologize, baby it's something i can't ignore 
over time, hope it's fine, and we'll keep being friends

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
i’d say it all but i'm worried that things wouldn't make sense

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my hearts your's to take

chase

chase (prod. claude & asperr)

produced by grayskies

@xona

-lyrics-
who do you mind?
talking every minute of life? life
I don’t want to feel a sign that can’t stand my eyes 
everything I do is for you
why do I have to choose?
everything new we do?

so take ONE MORE STEP

you didn’t even know him
but I can’t sit and rest
when I just watched it 

nothing but a trail but I follow like it’s my fault
where it sits so frail, where I stuck it with a nail
everything I do is for you
why do I have to choose?
everything new we do?

so take ONE MORE STEP

you didn’t even know him
but I can’t sit and rest
when I just watched it

hang a life I might try to end
signs ahead that trick a mind 

(ONE STEP
MIGHT END)

so take ONE MORE STEP

you didn’t even know him
but I can’t sit and rest
when I just watched it

blister

blister (grayskies)

prod by me :)

lyrics:

smokin brick in my free time, 
if he wanna test me we gon show him how the lights shine
i think you should ask him if it's brighter on the other side
don't be talkin shit if you can't back it boy it'll save your life

don't be takin shit from people I don't even understand
that's why you'll stay in my dm's actin like some fucking fan
you should really grow a pair and say it with your chest man
actin so pussy but you never even seen that

I know if I keep on talking shit things will get bad
but you hurt me and I won't forget that
If I go to hell you're gonna have to come with me


[[retaliation & hesitance]]

clone

with https://soundcloud.com/arr_eeh and https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface

I’m passed out, I’m broken on all these dreams
Tell me you’re hoping I’ll break the seams
I can't hear a word you say, over these screams
It’s what I get
It’s what I get, it’s what I get

Feel the rot on the inside
Passing out on a train ride
Fill my veins up with fluoride
Tell you, “I ain’t got shit to hide”

Just to get you to want me
I'd commit every sin
the thought of heaven will haunt me
They’ll never let me in
I’ll paint my nails if you ask me to
Just tell me what shade
I’ll pierce my nose in the hopes you like to see me in pain

I’m passed out, I’m broken on all these dreams
Tell me you’re hoping I’ll break the seams
I’m choking, and hoping I find a way to breathe
It’s what I get, it’s what I get

Feel the rot on the inside
Passing out on a train ride
Fill my veins up with fluoride
Tell you, “I ain’t got shit to hide”

Feel the rot on the inside
Passing out on a train ride
Fill my veins up with fluoride
Tell you, “I ain’t got shit to hide”

I don't have shit to hide from you
but it seems like you could learn a lesson
In telling the truth
And I've been losing my mind
Tryin' to figure out why
You always leave me hangin' out to dry
You always leave me hangin' out to dry
Fill my veins with fluoride

fluoride w/ re: + kanashi (king theta)

produced by me

@h3nce
@vmdarius

lyrics:
~ruevi~
10 bucks Marlboro red
tell me what's wrong now
9 to 5 okay
i love the pay check
40 hours awake
not even tired
games you wanna play
i don't participate

now I'm fighting my head
it doesn't feel right
but it doesn't feel bad
i gotta kill time
changing lanes you say that im a fuck up
changing lanes still makes me fucking anxious 


but i feel like imma lose my mind
i light a cigarette to pass the time
a smoking boy don't sound this nice 
a smoking boy don't sound this nice
but i feel like imma lose my mind
i light a cigarette to pass the time
a smoking boy don't sound this nice 
a smoking boy don't sound this nice


~H3nce~
never felt like that after the first date
really thought i wouldnt be replaced
and all my friends are saying they didnt like you anyway
but i defended you said id take you to my grave
drown the pain in alcohol 
run the through the night ignore yours calls 
and i dont wanna be your friend at all 
cuz ur just such a fucking whore

~vmdarius~
you got me
tongue tied off your lies
im hypnotized
right place at the wrong time
girl i cant lie
you make it hard just to hold on
can we admit that we're both wrong
i cant write you no slow song
think its best if we move on
i cant seem to heal from words that you said
i cant seem to get your lies out my head
girl its hard for me to cope, you think I'm better off dead
i aint prepared for what u got coming next

~ruevi~
i feel like imma lose my mind
i light a cigarette to pass the time
a smoking boy don't sound this nice 
a smoking boy don't sound this nice


but i feel like imma lose my mind
i light a cigarette to pass the time
a smoking boy don't sound this nice 
a smoking boy don't sound this nice
but i feel like imma lose my mind
i light a cigarette to pass the time
a smoking boy don't sound this nice 
a smoking boy don't sound this nice

10 bucks Marlboro red
tell me what's wrong now
9 to 5 okay
i love the pay check
40 hours awake
not even tired
games you wanna play
i don't participate

sound w/h3nce & vmdarius

maybe i should've asked her...

@decksmusic u rly bodied me on this lmao thank u sm for doin this for me ily

@zupehr we havent made rock in like a year, so so glad we locked in and made a hit together like we used to back in 2021 <333

>lyrics<

time is moving faster
turn my skull into plaster
nothing really matters
life is such a disaster

maybe i shouldve asked her
but im turning the chapters
now we're moving on right?
hoping i'll be alright

gimme a break i just need to settle down
i think as of late, it ain’t easy comin round
i don’t wanna fall on fate, i know it’ll let me down
so i take it by the day, hoping it comes back around
i hang on every word u say
& its debilitating
i’ll wait for night to turn to day
& watch the skyline fading

(incoherent bridge lyrics)

time is moving faster
turn my skull into plaster
nothing really matters
life is such a disaster

maybe i shouldve asked her
but im turning the chapters
now we're moving on right?
hoping i'll be alright

VI

ruevi

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