better late than never right

SPOTIFY: https://spoti.fi/2z9NHL6
APPLE MUSIC: https://apple.co/3e95nqG

ft @iamtiffi & @citygrl <3
art by twitter.com/vacuum_chan

lyrics: 
ive been there one too many times
dont think ive ever been right
but ill take my chances on u
lose all face if i have to
i dont have much to lose
but i'm still scared of u refusing, so

instead of stars i've been wishing on u
fuck astrology can i be ur boo
who needs the moon when i could get lost in u
come on over ill make room for two

baby I don't understand, what you mean 
when you look at me like that what'd id 
do to hear that you like me back 
ask you if you wanna dance
If you say no then I'll pretend I misspoke
and hang up the phone

C-GIRL (mp3)

wishing on you (ry x city girl x tiffi)

2ez4u

SPOTIFY: https://spoti.fi/32tmhgZ
APPLE MUSIC: https://apple.co/2RpAmWv

prod. @citygrl
art by https://www.instagram.com/breadpanini/ <3

lyrics: 
ive been waiting for u to text back
pretending that i have got a chance with u  when
its obvious that u dont care
but like i said i'm just a fool

ive been tired of getting mixed signals
when u take the whole day to reply
but then u tell me . thatuvelis  tened
to all myfucking soooongs 

coz i'm too easy, too easy for u
writing all these cheesy love songs
but u dont know that theyre about u
cant u tell, 
all my tweets have been about u
u fool i really like u
 
hello 
bitch how the fuck do u , not ,
know that allmysongs have been about u
dont u have a clue
havent i been obvious enough

coz i'm too easy, too easy for u
writing all these cheesy love songs
but u dont know that theyre about u
cant u tell, 
all my tweets have been about u
u fool i really like u

easy (ry x city girl)

we don't got room 4 hoes

SPOTIFY: spoti.fi/2z9NHL6
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/pl/album/let-go-feat-ry/1561352363?i=1561352370

prod. @citygrl
art by twitter.com/vickisigh instagram.com/vickisigh

lyrics: 
i sort my feelings out in piles
ikea cabinets for miles
spring cleaning's gettin kinda wild
this year

make room for bigger better brighter
someone please bring out a lighter
cos we're settin things on fire 
this year

im tellin u theres no remorse
no second thoughts
once theyre gone its gone for good
(no time for lookin back this year^)
no hesitation
just manifestation
trust the process n we'll b good

let go
stop holdin onto those
u dont want them to know
we dont got room for hoes
x2

left all my feelings in the trash
im leavin no room for regrets
we're gonna make so much progress
this year

fuck being fallible
im tired 
of succumbing to desires
        running solely on willpower
this year

let go (ry x city girl)

gottapressrestartchangeitupherewegoagain

SPOTIFY: spoti.fi/2z9NHL6
APPLE MUSIC: music.apple.com/pl/album/restart-…2363?i=1561352366

prod. @citygrl
art by twitter.com/vickisigh instagram.com/vickisigh

lyrics:
been feelin like i burned out
gotta put my head down , for a while 
keep a low profile
stop usin my phone but now

it feels like ive stopped too long
too much time in pause
yeah feels like im stuck in limbo

shouldnt have stopped at all
lost the ball took a fall
gotta pick up myself again 

just gotta press restart
change it up
here we go again
restart in the middle of the day

don't gotta wake up
to try again
start it over
don't wait till the end of the
week month or year yea

been feelin like its too much
cant get out of bed now, im tired
been goin thru my days numb
  just gonna tap out for awhile

feels like i fell too far
like ill never catch up
yeah feels like ill come in last

cant let myself stop too long
lose the ball take the fall
just gotta pick myself up again

just gotta press restart
change it up
here we go again
restart in the middle of the day

don't gotta wake up
to try again
start it over
don't wait till the end of the
week month or year yea

give me abreak 
dont wanna explain myself again ,
dont make me hash it out oncemore

restart (ry x city girl)

prod @citygrl
apple music: https://music.apple.com/my/album/meteor-single/1583173364
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/27bID4lLHuEyjSfZAT74d1?si=434731de46034caa

<3

meteor

what's ur mood, girl
we could go chill
maybe watch the stars

not tryna make a move, girl
hope i'm not bein rude, girl
not tryna intrude
just thought this could be a start

cause u been on my mind~
like all of the time~

& i kno i ain't bein original
but i hope that u would oblige <3

i'm tryna keep it cool, girl

1 dont fall until u make sure u 
look before u leap take a deep breath
2 dont skip the breathing
just trust me hold it in get ready then jump
3 heres where i leave u to
go on forth i know ull be great
just trust me

trust me

songwriting n prod by me !!

lyrics:
ooo baby i dont think its the last time
ill be sayin my goodbyes 2 u 

& ooo baby i dont think that im surprised
didnt think that ud survive the truth

so let me be clear
let me just speak my mind
let me be clear
need u to kno that its not fine

coz ibeen runnin round in circles
all of the time
and goddamn it im tired
so im takin this sign

for u baby boo
i been outta mymind
hope that u like me too
coz i thnk we’re aligned

me n u, overdue
but ill just let it slide
to tell the truth baby boo
think ur already mine

already mine

songwriting n prod by me <3

lyrics:
i know this ain't real to u
and i know, if we're being real
that you've not took the time to heal
so i'm through
baby, i'm through

i know that i think about you 
but i doubt that you think of me
and i don't really mind the truth
but somehow i can't seem to let this grip go

so i'll keep you close
keep your memory
tucked up here
not too dear or carefully

i'll just keep you close
keep your memory
tucked up here
not too dear or carefully

keep u close

<3 songwriting n prod by me

i haven't written a song in so long
i've forgotten how to string words along
they feel wrong, but i had to tell you
that you've been the only thing on my half lucid mind
& you're not in my dreams yet but just give it some time

coz i think i could be obsessed with you
not sure yet, would you mind if i do?
yes i think i could be obsessed with you
would you mind it, coz i'll stop if you do

i think i could be obsessed with you (half lucid mind)

a simple one this week. thought about maybe 'producing' it properly, but i think it works as is

lyrics:
were u ever gonna tell me bout her
or maybe tell her bout me
u should let her know the things that we did
dont skip the details letme know what she thinks

u say ur not dating but shes got u in her bio
matching names on twitter but ur tweetin like ur single
im confused

i dont wanna be a homewrecker!
i just wanna break ur heart better!
im not looking for a fight,
i just wanna see u cry
wanna watch u die inside

so fuck this situationship ill be honest
i dont really care whatever u call it
why did u start this shit with me
when u know how hard i fought it

i  swear im not jealous i just dont care for the drama
id never fuck around if i knew there was another
im gonna fuck off now

i dont wanna be a homewrecker!
i just wanna break ur heart better!
im not looking for a fight,
i just wanna see u cry
wanna watch u die inside

socials:
insta - https://instagram.com/inadvertent
twitter - https://twitter.com/inadverted
youtube - https://youtube.com/ruiying
more - https://ryy.carrd.co

homewrecker

wallflower - eaj (cover)

i got too many thoughts about u
runnin round in my head
i don't know what to do, yeah
i thought it'd be harder to prove
that i'm not just a stupid fucking clown & a fool

but i still am
got me slippin up, slidin in ur dms
thought i was safe for a second
hoped you were gay, i was right,
then you tell me that you might be straight

hey
what the fuck
what the fuck does that mean
gotta say, i don't know
what they put in that vaccine

is it fate? i don't know
why the hell would you ask me
can't you see that i'm over here just losing my shit

baby i'm fine bein friends but no lie
babe u can't keep tempting me like this
don't ask me for my hand in marriage
that's unfair, 
don't make me pretend we shouldn't kiss

i got too many thoughts about u
runnin round in my head
i thought that i'd finally be through
with embarrassing myself 
but guess i'm doomed as a fool

i got too many
i got too many
i got too many thoughts

i got too many thoughts about u (demo)

so sick cover

gently dropping this 2 year old demo here ..

sober (demo)

WAY2FUCKED

small song i made about someone way too important to me; fucked up in the middle, didn't know how 2 end songs, but here have the first song i wrote

IVE FALLEN IN AND OUT OF LOVE WITH U TOO MANY TIMES TO COUNT
AND BY NOW I THINK UVE SOMEHOW EARNED A PERMANENT PLACE IN MY HEART
AND MY HEART U SEE IS QUITE A SMALL THING
WITH LIMITED LAND SPACE
PRETTY UNORGANISED 
SO IF U DONT MIND

maybe pay rent
while ure here 
i'm running low on resources
and no u cant stay longer
ive given u too many chances

ive lost too much sleep to u
but i still cant decide
whether ure a waste of time, or sacrifice
should b moving on
but dont think twice

cos uve heard enough from
i talk too much 
drink too much
too fucked up 
cant wake up

so before ure done with me
baby wont u please?

maybe pay rent
while ure here 
i'm running low on resources
and no u cant stay longer
ive given u too many chances

wont u liberate me?
set me free from this jealousy
oh lord
have mercy
im begging u pls

maybe pay rent
while ure here 
i'm running low on resources
and no u cant stay longer
ive given u too many chances

(am dm g c)

untitled

here's a v frank & v mean song that i wrote today! aka an accurate snapshot of my life at this point

(capo 5 g em c d)

u suck

i have school tomorrow & i haven't done any of my homework but instead i decided to write this bc feels. haha bye

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6otVZQItA44&t=0s

add this to ur spotify playlists! https://open.spotify.com/track/7qzLxMBn9UxkiAoBf1eddr?si=S8hn-QaKScKUhujvKpNUvg

not yet

hi hello! sorry my style's been jumping around; your regularly scheduled uwu will be back soon ☁️☁️ also i still don't know how to mix vocals. sorry to everyone who told me the vocals are too raw i Have No Idea How To Fix That 

anw. wrote dis in a dark time but we all good now

down

uhhhhhhhhhh

lyrics:
why dont u stay
why wont u wait
why do u make me feel this kinda way
cos i've been so low
dont know where to go
tell me if you know
take the lead ill follow you

cos these days ive been prayin that
some day ull come and save me
one day ull have to thank me
one day ill make u happy 
that day u wont forget me
ill be the one whos lucky
enough to get to knoooooo uuuu

but in the end
if we turn into dust
if we would have to part our separate ways
i'll thank the gods that crossed our paths
that blessed me with the days
that i got to stay with you

cos people come and go
sometimes they don't know
the joy that they have brought into our lives
so i'm telling u now
thanks for being here
i'll always hold u dear, to my heart
do u really have to go take a piece of my soul
all i'm trying to say, is, thank,
uuuuuu

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZF8zMSVy6k0

i'm graduating in three daaaaays

lyrics:
i give u myself in bits & pieces
carefully packaged parcels of my past
flaws & insecurities tentatively offered
in a paper bag

cest la vie cest la voo
cest la me cest la u
i've noticed uve been feelin blu
cest la vie cest la voo
cest la me cest la u
thisll all be over so soon

let me carry ur pain for u
i'll take care of ur heart i swear
give credit where credits due
i swear i'll always be true to uuuu

c'est la me c'est la moo

my ears physically hurt after listening to this. sorry i still can't mix! dis was an experiment and it kinda sucks so yanno..... whatever,

lyrics:
ive been spending my time on u
cos u got me feelin so confused
i wish i cld be doin more for u 
but i dont really know what do

cant wait for u to be mine
call it fate or guaranteed suicide
id hate for u to realise the mistake u made letting me in ur life

pretty baby wont u hold me close & hold me tight
ill keep u sheltered from rain & light
u got me feelin all soft inside
and i just want u by my side

chopchop

https://open.spotify.com/track/7eOlsZI9DguBJ9pocMA3xf?si=MJTr5eBmSuWQEQrLXwz5Fg

lyrics:

i havent known u long
but already youre the strongest person i know
ure out ur mind and ure insane
i'll never claim to know whats in your brain

uve been thru so much so i'm sure ull make it thru this too
goddamnit please take care
everything will be so good so soon

so hang in there it'll be ok
what i'm tryna say
is that i'll hope & pray for u
someday soon
u will make it thru
i believe in u
so just hang in there

hang in there

https://open.spotify.com/track/3t6oNdIyTDk9GlU8y1CSsr?si=WeOhZRkOQD6AQn_ffVkyWw
u r valid in what u feel

lyrics:
have u heard, have u heard
or were u waiting on something more
have u heard, have u heard
of desperation without the courage

maybe sometimes u feel like
there's no point in trying
maybe sometimes u feel like
all of this isn't real

if i'm sad and i don't tell anyone
is it real
if i'm sad and i don't look the part
is it real
if i'm sad and i don't bleed
is it real
if i'm sad and i'm still alive
is it real

do u feel, do u feel
the heaviness in your bones
the constant pressure from outside in
can u still tell if it hurts

maybe sometimes you wake up
dreaming of jumping
wondering if a cracked skull
is worth the moments ure flying

have u heard?

i was gonna title this 🥺 or [babie emoji] but went with starchild against my better judgement

lyrics:
ive been there one too many times
dont think ive ever been right
but ill take my chances on u
lose all face if i have to
i dont have much to lose
but i'm still scared of u refusing, so

instead of stars i've been wishing on u
fuck astrology can i be ur boo
who needs the moon when i could get lost in u
come on over ill make room for two

starchild (demo)

hello this is the follow-up to starchild (https://soundcloud.com/ruiying/starchild) where i feel bad abt saying fk the stars when they have done nothing wrong. also because i haven't talked to c*te boy in 10 days and i'm very sad about it wheeze

lyrics:
i wrote u a song or two
talked bout the sun and the moon
the stars said that it was real
but now theyve changed their minds

the stars said to give up on u
kinda reluctant but youll forgive me
ive been head over heels
but i guess ill listen to them

ill put my faith in the stars
trust theyll take care of my heart
know that all this will work out
so ill just be patient for now

but 
i still wish i were enough cos
something always seems to go wrong
how much more must all this go on
i'm tired ~ of ~ ???????//////////? ?? it all

ill put my faith in the stars
trust theyll take care of my heart
know that all this will work out
so ill just be patient for now

apologies (starchild sequel)

yeah i wrote this rlly long ago & i did end up getting rejected so like umm

u walked in the room & then time slowed down (demo)

tiny cover of 679 that i made while i was very excited about getting my new electric!! placed my mic right in front of my amp to record the guitar cos i dont have an audio interface yet so u can hear the crickets n insects outside my house!! atmosphere~

im like yea she fine

here's a song i wrote in the liminal space between 2020 & 2021 where the lines were a lil blurred

lyrics:
the other day i took a walk wit a friend
they told me, they never thought theyd make it till the end
of 18, of the year 
of twenty twenty
i said u n me both

but we're
here
we're breathin
at what cost are we 
livin
if we hold onto fear?

they said they never were one for resolutions
mayb its time 2 start livin wit intention

oh
deliberate
is how we're gonna b
deliberate
about the way we think
deliberate
about the way we treat ourselves

n to be honest i'm just scared all the time
scared that im not good enough, im fallin behind
its like i gotta succeed before im twenty
but we're all just walkin at our own speeds 

n we're
here
we're breathin
at what cost are we 
livin
if we hold onto fear?

just gonna do my best n focus on myself
not gonna look at anyone else

deliberate

the cheesiest dang song u ever did hear

lyrics:
won't u be my honey?
my sugarboo?
my only?
yes i'm lookin at u
all cozy
lookin so damn cute
i just kinda think that

it's funny
that u look so nice
my darlin
sweet pumpkin pie
im startin
2 think that we cld mayb kinda click
but

sweetheart
dont know ur name yet but i feel like
there couldbe an us
ive shown mycards so wont u tell me how u feel bout
this whole endeavour
please consider
taking my hand in urs

won't u be my honey?
my sugarboo?
my only?
yes i'm lookin at u
all cozy
lookin so damn cute
i just kinda think that

it's funny
that u look so nice
my princess
apple of my eye
im startin
2 think that we cld mayb kinda click
yea

i wrote a song with all the names i wish i could call you by

demos & drafts; feel free to remix anything with credit

dm for collabs

ry

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