AFRAID OF CHANGES?

I close my POTENCIAL BIÓTICO album with this contemporary revival of a philosophical song I wrote 19 years ago when my grandpa died.

Could describe it as a requiem for guitar quartet, 2 voices, rhythmic base & church bell (you may know the piano version at https://soundcloud.com/esemanolain-ruizzo/sets/piano-sessions-2012 album).

A mostly slow piece with lotta soul and no artistic ambition (but a little ‘Pros&Cons’ air to the end ;).

Church bell sound built with kind help by https://soundcloud.com/spyro9474

Piano version: https://soundcloud.com/esemanolain-ruizzo/miedo-al-cambio-piano-version

Image: "Poppy fields in Benifallim", photo by Ruizzoidman

Letra / lyrics:

Miedo al cambio,  /  Fear of the change,
incómodo trabajo;  /  uncomfortable work;
molesto planteamiento:  /  annoying approach:
no me gusta lo inesperado.  /  I don’t like the unexpected.
  
A lo mejor es que no estoy acostumbrado  /  It is probably that I am not used
a ver las cosas cambiadas de sitio.  /  to see the things moved from place.
Ver a la gente irse al otro lado  /  Watching people going to the other side
es duro si piensas que todo  /  is hard if you think that everything
será siempre lo mismo.  /  will be always the same.

Ay, lo mismo ...  /  Ay, the same thing ...
ah, lo mismo ...  /  ah, the same thing ...
ay, lo mismo a mí...  /  ay, the same to me...
  
No he sabido reaccionar,  /  I didn’t know how to react,
atrapado en mi infantil ilusión   /  trapped in my infantile illusion
de que nada cambia,  /  where nothing changes,
ah, tengo que darme cuenta de lo que pasa,  /  ah, I must realize of what happens,
ay, tengo que salir de esta caja.  /  ah, I have to go out of this box.

a lo mejor es que no estoy acostumbrado  /  It is probably that I am not used
a las sorpresas de la vida,  /  to the surprises of life,
a nuevos planes que no había planeado,  /  to new plans I had not planned,
no me acostumbro a considerar  /  I don’t get used to consider
una opción distinta.  /  a different option.

Ay, distinta ...  /  Ay, different ...
ay, distinta ...  /  ay, different ...
ah, distinta a mí,  /  ah, different from me,
a mi pensamiento,   /  from my thought,
a mi forma de ser,   /  from my way of being,
a mi manera de verlo...  /  from the way I see it...

©1995 E-RUIZZO – ®2014 FRANCÉS RECORDS ;)

Miedo al cambio (Acostumbrado)

First part of the Dolorosus concept. Sometimes you fall deeper than before, only realizing that the bottom is too far away for you to reach anyway. 

Composed, all instruments, effects, vocals, drum machine programming and produced by Ilari (I-la-rI) Rantala. Original artwork by Niklas Rantala.

© 2016 Ilari I. Rantala. All rights reserved.

Dolorosus (Part 1)

Little octopuses live in the deep sea. They have fins like ears of "Dumbo" the elephant. (It will suddenly appear!!) Have a nice trip by submarine!
 Thank you.

Deep Sea

Texte Français et Google traduction

QUELLE VIE JE VIS

J’ai bien souffert, je peux le dire
Une misère, voire même pire.
De la méfiance en l’être humain
Ce manque de chance quand çà vous tient.

Les tromperies, fruits du hasard,
Ont faient ma vie rester en noir.
Des coups bien durs, d’autres assez bas,
Font les blessures qui n’guérissent pas,

J’dis plus mon âge, il est certain,
Nombreuses pages, un long chemin.
Il reste encore pour qui le veux
D’ici ma mort, des jours heureux.

Je ligne mes yeux au crayon noir,
Je fais d’mon mieux pour me faire voir
Si j’en ajoute, trop quelquefois
C’est que mes doutes sont toujours


Quelle vie je vis

Je vais m’écrire dans cette histoire,
Et même vous dire que quelque part,
Ce monde malsain où vivent les grands
Refuse ma main quand je leur tends,

Cherche couleurs, plutôt pastels,
Du chaud au cœur, y’a rien de tel,
Sur une palette à mélanger,
Je voudrais être du verbe « aimer ».

Quelle vie je vis

Toutes ces traces qui m’ont marquées,
Ont prises trop d’place dans mes pensées
Quand je regarde autour de moi,
Je sèche mes larmes pour pas qu’çà s’voit.

Tous mes espoirs sont restés vains
Rien que d’y croire me fait du bien.
Je cherche encore, je cherche toujours
Rien n’est plus fort que de l’amour.
Qu’ai-je bien pu faire pour être ainsi,
Sinon me taire et puis tant pis,

WHAT LIFE I LIVE

I have suffered well, I can say
A misery, even worse.
Mistrust in the human being
This lack of luck when it holds you.

Deception, the fruits of chance,
Have my life stay in black.
Very hard shots, others quite low,
Do wounds that do not weal,

I'm older, I'm sure,
Many pages, a long way.
It remains for who wants it
By my death, happy days.

I line my eyes in black pencil,
I do my best to make myself see
If I add, too much sometimes
That's because my doubts are always


What life I live

I will write myself in this story,
And even tell you that somewhere,
This unhealthy world where big people live
Refuse my hand when I give them,

Seeking colors, rather pastels,
From warm to heart, there's nothing like it,
On a palette to mix,
I would like to be of the verb "to love".

What life I live

All these traces that marked me,
Have taken up too much space in my thoughts
When I look around,
I dry my tears for not seeing it.

All my hopes were in vain
Just to believe it makes me feel good.
I'm still looking, I'm still looking
Nothing is stronger than love.
What could I have done to be so,
Otherwise shut up and then too bad,

QUELLE VIE, JE VIS (Vivre seul)

Always loved this song by Carly Simon. It’s so easy to relate too because no matter what your situation or station is in life you immediately think of someone you know when you hear the chorus for the first time.  I hesitated doing this cover because I couldn’t ever recall a male interpretation of this song. After doing some research several male artists including Marilyn Manson have given tribute to this song. That’s when I decided to go for it and record this version. 

In her memoir Carly Simon revealed that the song was about Warren Beatty. Go figure.   


                                                                                                                                              JJ (Johnny) Vienneau:
Drums
Bass
Lead & Rhythm Guitars
Vocals:
Peter Wheeler
Produced by; JJ Vienneau & Peter Wheeler
Recorded at: Rawkin' Productions - Montreal

Buy on iTunes

You're So Vain - Cover

Lyrics to follow :) https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/enilsounds/welcome-to-my-world
Thank you Kurt State for all your great support, mixing and mastering !!

Welcome To My World instrumental

The Fifth installment of the Under The Strobe Light album, Red Alert. Please continue to listen, like, share, comment, repost, and FOLLOW to Stay Connected To Stay Pro. Wishing everyone a great October 2019 and Happy Halloween this year. Thank you all ever so much!!
 

Cheers, Djxnbrs!!

Red Alert

Röststämmor Mats

I can feel. ( 1994 ) 2  Eddy Mango ( Eddy )

Music&Lyrics&Vocal – Mario Lončarić

I LOVE YOU (REALLY DO)

I wish I am near you
I wish that could be true
I wish what i feel
For you is very real
Walking by the sea
Kissing you under tree
Wishing you smile at me
Together we look the sea
To see glow in your eye
At night we look the sky
You wisper I love you
And I do same to you
I wish I am near you
I wish that could be true
I wish I am near you
I wish that could be true
That could be true

Walking by the sea
Kissing you under tree
Wishing you smile at me
Together we look the sea
To see glow in your eye
At night we look the sky
You wisper I love you
And I do same to you
I wish I am near you
I wish that could be true
I wish what I feel
For you is very real
Very real
Very real
I wish what I feel
For you is very real
Very real

Walking by the sea
Kissing you under tree
Wishing you smile at me
Together we look the sea
To see glow in your eye
At night we look the sky
You wisper I love you
And I do same to you
I wish I am near you
I wish that could be true
I wish what I feel
For you is very real
Very real
Very real
Very real


I wish I could take your hand
I wish you take my hand too
I wish I am near you
I wish that could be true
Baby, I love you
Baby, I love you
Love you
 
I love you,
Really do

Love you
Love you
Really do

Love you
Really do

I Love You ( Really Do)

DONT YOU SAY GOODBYE  2019

Instrumental: Freddie M. Band
Mixed, Mastered, Produced: Mastering True Music
Lyrics,Vocal Melody : William Paterson
Vocal: William Paterson

William Paterson: https://soundcloud.com/w-paterson-1-1/tracks

DONT YOU SAY GOODBYE (Feat. Patersongs)

Torn down the middle
There’s a space where you once were
I cannot reach you
You are clinging like a limpet
to your dark despair
What made you choose
to walk that path
with rocks and stones
that rip your shoes
I walk on soft grass
I hear the angels sing,
but you, you cannot lift your eyes - you cannot see anything ....
Your cage is imaginary 
which is why it’s so hard
For me as your friend
to watch from the sidelines as you
choose the Death card

RIP-ped

Here is my first electro acoustic blues track. I hope you like it. What do you think? 
Please hit that follow button.

Fingerstyle Meets Synth

Step into the flight lounge sit back relax enjoy the ride !!!
 Mike and I had a lot of fun doing this we hope you enjoy it!!
Music:  The 3 M Group    For some outstanding music please visit The 3 M Group! Visit Mike at his page: @user-192027883

Flight Lounge    The 3 M Group -Featuring Gina Wood

Excited to share our new original, Sunshine, with the marvelous and talented Annie Smart and Hidefumi Suzuki.  This one encapsulates so many styles, and is a fresh sound.  Annie's inspiring lyrics, her gorgeous vocals and tasteful piano solos set the tone for this.  And Boon Suzuki adds his wonderful acoustic guitar sound to bring it all together.   Love what we've done here

Follow these talented and versatile musicians:  
https://soundcloud.com/annie-smart-1
https://soundcloud.com/boon-suzuki
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMp4AXND4OTSUDp85OPTY9A

And thanks as always for your generous time listening, for your comments and for your shares

Sunshine - Annie Smart / Hidefumi Suzuki / Jamie Rhind

Motion X - Growth - Recorded 9/12/19
Photo by JR Korpa
YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XGfTk-bl9No

Growth

YouTube

Motion X - Growth (Video Link)

Devonian Times (demo)

Let Go

This track is inspired by flowery psychedelic swirly carpets and wallpaper of the 70s and an incident which happened on November 26 1977 and remains a mystery to this day when someone decided to share their extraterrestrial message with the world interupting the ITN televison news in southern England and calling himself Vrillon from the Ashtar Galactic Command it was early in the evening and a strange buzzing noise interrupted the newscaster Andrew Gardner. Only the audio was affected and the news reader was unaware that Vrillon from the Ashtar Galactic Command had interrupted the broadcast which is in a rough condition to say the least but i did some restoration and decided on a creative mashup from the best bits that are audible to convey the message which i feel is still relavant today in this original tripped out electronic space dub rock hop sci-fi cosmic psychedelic journey! Many thanks to Vrillon for the kewl vocals and inspiration! Peace! :D

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Southern Television broadcast interruption:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Southern_Television_broadcast_interruption
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Translation of full original words and order:

This is the voice of Vrillon, a representative of the Ashtar Galactic Command, speaking to you.

For many years you have seen us as lights in the skies. We speak to you now in peace and wisdom as we have done to your brothers and sisters all over this, your planet Earth.

We come to warn you of the destiny of your race and your world so that you may communicate to your fellow beings the course you must take to avoid the disaster which threatens your world, and the beings on our worlds around you.

This is in order that you may share in the great awakening, as the planet passes into the New Age of Aquarius. The New Age can be a time of great peace and evolution for your race, but only if your rulers are made aware of the evil forces that can overshadow their judgments.

Be still now and listen, for your chance may not come again.

All your weapons of evil must be removed. The time for conflict is now past and the race of which you are a part may proceed to the higher stages of its evolution if you show yourselves worthy to do this. You have but a short time to learn to live together in peace and goodwill.

Small groups all over the planet are learning this, and exist to pass on the light of the dawning New Age to you all. You are free to accept or reject their teachings, but only those who learn to live in peace will pass to the higher realms of spiritual evolution.

Hear now the voice of Vrillon, a representative of the Ashtar Galactic Command, speaking to you. Be aware also that there are many false prophets and guides operating in your world. They will suck your energy from you – the energy you call money and will put it to evil ends and give you worthless dross in return.

Your inner divine self will protect you from this. You must learn to be sensitive to the voice within that can tell you what is truth, and what is confusion, chaos and untruth. Learn to listen to the voice of truth which is within you and you will lead yourselves onto the path of evolution.

This is our message to our dear friends. We have watched you growing for many years as you too have watched our lights in your skies. You know now that we are here, and that there are more beings on and around your Earth than your scientists admit.

We are deeply concerned about you and your path towards the light and will do all we can to help you. Have no fears, seek only to know yourselves, and live in harmony with the ways of your planet Earth. We of the Ashtar Galactic Command thank you for your attention. We are now leaving the planes of your existence. May you be blessed by the supreme love and truth of the cosmos.
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Vrillon - Ashtar Galactic Command

Scent of smoke

Here is the next track taken from my mini album e.p [the road ]
I feel this track is a bit of a milestone as i now have 100 songs on this platform ..for me music has never been about statistics or how many plays ive had its all about the creative process and its given me a channel to express my feelings and emotions i think true artists are life narrators and this songs kinda about my current state of mind but like life things are forever changing 
written and produced by Jim mystic manser nov 2019 

Took to many chances because i stand alone
Please dont judge or accuse me as i wander and i roam
When reality becomes a burden and scars to hard to bare
i gotta keep on moving to find the hear and there
my G.P.S  is broken and so is my L.O.V.E.
landscape filled emotions will be the death of me 
ive been fighting the addictions fighting all my life
in a world of contradictions balanced on a knife

my life your life
find me hold me
its a wild life uncaged but lonely
in a world thats phoney you find somebody new 
if you find my last location its a game of kiss and tell
i will send you all my best regards and hope your doing well

well i burned to many bridges just to get from A to  B
IT was a crazy situation but a damn fine place to be
sometimes you have to piss off the world to try and live your dreams
cause you dont know how long you got when it falls down at the seams

still looking for an answer i just got to believe
i guess i will take a leap of faith and hope to find release
sometimes life is a crazy maze or a room without a view
stuck in a hall of mirrors looking for something new

My Last Known Location

New site after E-Ruizzo: https://soundcloud.com/esemanolain-ruizzo

Many thanks to Alex https://soundcloud.com/wouwouandthewormling
and Richal https://soundcloud.com/rickitansky for their fantastic pics !!

AFRAID OF CHANGES?

RUIZZOIDMAN