ALL THAT WE LIVED

Being originally a very short & simple song I wrote about a traumatic event (translated lyrics below), I have been working separately on verses and refrain, then trying new ways to combine and glue them.

So, aware of changing moods along, most with tambourine in hands ;)

Free download to whom decodes the morse message !!!

Letra / Lyrics:

MI ALBORNOZ HA DESAPARECIDO  /  MY BATHROBE HAS DISAPPEARED

¿Quién sabe a dónde ha ido?  /  Who knows where it has gone?
¿Quién estará conmigo  /  Who will be with me
las noches en que tenga frío?  /  the nights when I feel cold?

Mi albornoz ha desaparecido.  /  My bathrobe has disappeared.

Después de lo que hemos vivido,  /  After all that we lived,
¿quién sabe porqué se ha ido?  /  who knows why it has gone away?
Dios sabe cuánto le he querido…  /  God knows how much I have loved it …

Mi albornoz ha desaparecido.  /  My bathrobe has disappeared.

ER32FI02 - RUIZZO©1996 – FRANCÉS RECORDS®2016

Mi Albornoz (Ha desaparecido)

Mechanics

For the love of my life - Available to stream on Spotify 10/01/2018

Blessed (For Liv)

JOY RIDE

the man & the myth

Man hat uns nicht gefragt, als wir noch kein Gesicht
Ob wir leben wollten oder lieber nicht
Jetzt gehe ich allein, durch eine große Stadt,
Und ich weiß nicht, ob sie mich lieb hat
Ich schaue in die Stuben durch Tür und Fensterglas,
Und ich warte und ich warte auf etwas
Wenn ich mir was wünschen dürfte
Käm ich in Verlegenheit,
Was ich mir denn wünschen sollte,
Eine schlimme oder gute Zeit
Wenn ich mir was wünschen dürfte
Möchte ich etwas glücklich sein
Denn wenn ich gar zu glücklich wär'
Hätt' ich Heimweh nach dem Traurigsein
Wenn ich mir was wünschen dürfte
Käm ich in Verlegenheit,
Was ich mir denn wünschen sollte,
Eine schlimme oder gute Zeit
Wenn ich mir was wünschen dürfte
Möchte ich etwas glücklich sein
Denn wenn ich gar zu glücklich wär'
Hätt' ich Heimweh nach dem Traurigsein

On ne nous a pas demandé quand nous n'avions pas de visage
Que nous voulions vivre ou non
Maintenant je marche seul dans une grande ville
Et je ne sais pas si elle m'aime
Je regarde les pièces à travers la porte et la vitre,
Et j'attends et j'attends quelque chose
Si je pouvais souhaiter quelque chose
Je serais gêné
Ce que je devrais vouloir
Un mauvais ou un bon moment
Si je pouvais souhaiter quelque chose
Je veux être heureux
Parce que si j'étais trop heureux
Si j'avais le mal du pays après avoir été triste
Si je pouvais souhaiter quelque chose
Je serais gêné
Ce que je devrais vouloir
Un mauvais ou un bon moment
Si je pouvais souhaiter quelque chose
Je veux être heureux
Parce que si j'étais trop heureux
Si j'avais le mal du pays après avoir été triste

We weren't asked when we had no faces
Whether we want to live or not
Now I'm walking alone in a big city
And I don't know if she likes me
I look at the rooms through the door and the glass,
And I'm waiting and waiting for something
If I could wish for something
I would be embarrassed
What i should want
A bad or a good time
If I could wish for something
I want to be happy
Because if I was too happy
If I was homesick after being sad
If I could wish for something
I would be embarrassed
What i should want
A bad or a good time
If I could wish for something
I want to be happy
Because if I was too happy
If I was homesick after being sad

Marlene Dietrich - Wenn Ich Mir Was Wünschen Dürfte (PH Lover Edit)

The Ghostwave Dimension

Cementerio

Way back in the day In large ports in Britain and the Barbary coast of California, Ships would need sailors. And instead of asking, many just went to the local bar or pub and just kidnapped the drunks. On the next day they would wake up on board a ship and on their way to wherever.  This is a story of a Shanghai sailor {or crimp} who oversees the kidnapping of unsuspecting revelers.

Lyrics;
Recruit the sailors and anchor's aweigh
They're back at the wall where the ceiling drips
Another pint to wet their whistle
And the shanghai crew will drag them to the ship 

I'm not a pirate but family man
A couple kids and a loving wife
Seems a thousand years ago
The sea had given me a sailor's life
The wind at gale drop the sail before we drown
No one goes home if this ship goes down

Nearby a harbor and the water calms
Dropping anchor wait out the storm from there
On the nearby rocks there be a wreck
Hardened sailors pause their work and stare

Back home I'm just a family man
Two hungry kids and an aging wife
But saltwater's in my veins
This sailor lives sailor's life
You volunteered or perhaps by chance
So shake a leg you got a ticket to the dance

The work is hard the nights are long
Time to think when the winds won't blow
So far from family and my home
Why I'm out here they may never know

Recruit some sailors and anchor's aweigh
Against the wall the drunkards sip
Another pint to wet their whistle
Shanghai the lot and bring them to the ship

Once I was a family man
A couple kids and loving wife
But that's a thousand years ago
The sea has given me a sailors life
Hoist the mainsheet to the wind
Avast ye hearties hard about

Shanghai Sailor

(192 kbps compressed MP3)

Set in motion
Music: Parryson
Lyrics, Vocals: M. F. Blowers https://soundcloud.com/artwhimsically-yours

Like a mainsail unfurling, stretching full to the breeze,
or the wind whispering softly through the leaves in the trees,
Like the sun slowly warming my flesh by degrees
Babe, what you’ve set in motion has brought me to my knees.
it's brought me to my knees, babe.

I’m a kite bound for heaven in your warm, gentle flow.
I’m a bubble freshly blown, from your lips as love grows,
You’re the beauty of a crocus as it peeks from the snow
bringing Spring to my heart that was frozen you know.
Oh, so bitter cold baby...so bitter cold.
Oh what you’ve set motion has filled me with devotion
you’re the glue that cures slowly all my dreams that were broken
from the moment I saw you long before words were spoken

The roots of our souls begged to be interwoven.
Interwoven baby, 
Tied like a knot....yeah

Your love rivals all of the wealth in the world
from my shell of despair you emerged, my sweet pearl
Loneliness was just grit that was covered by layers
of your beauty for me, 
time was patient, my savior.

All that love set in motion 
was a match that was scratched
by our fires of desire 
when we were unattached

Like two hungry souls fishing for a most tasty catch
we wound up hooked together with a love that will last
We’re both on a journey all great lovers have taken
two souls that lay dormant now with joy reawakening

I’m filled with sheer awe at what we’re both creating
and our future holds so much that we’ll both be embracing.
Set in motion by forces much older than dust
That moved us to passion from the moment we touched!
what we both had to offer in a sweet endless rush
that bound us as two in a love built on trust.

Like a mainsail unfurling stretching full to the breeze,
or the wind whispering softly through the leaves in the trees,
Like the sun slowly warming my flesh by degrees
Babe, what you’ve set in motion has brought me to my knees.
you've brought me to my knees
brought me to my knees.

© 2020

Set in motion - with M. F. Blowers (collab.)

He Follow (KARA SQUARE: Lyrics And Singing - Musical Arrangement: Alain GUERIN)

March Through a Maze

Small prize for spotting the small quotes from Bach's Bourrée II from the English Suite No. 2 in A Minor, (BWV 807: VI. Bourée II) that I played on classical guitar for my A Level music exam practical, having transcribed it from piano.

LOOKING AT THE TWO OF YOU

Looking at the two of you
When we were little we would play
Acting like the three of us
Being grown-ups everyday
Where on Earth have you lot been?
Hope that they’ve got some for us
Knowing that we’ll miss the bus

I can’t hope but - say that the monkey’s gone
You can’t tell me - that you are completely done

We know that the world is flat
We got grandad’s hat down off the hat rack
Three times
Hat trick
Nutmeg
Christmas carols on the green
Easter and we’re on the dunes
Sometimes we are never seen
Up the trees like big baboons

Looking at the two of you
Acting like the three of us
Waving at the pair of you
Drowning like the three of us
Laughing at the two of you
Laughing at the three of us

Should auld acquaintance be forgot
And never brought to mind

Looking at the two of you
When we were little we would play
Acting like the three of us
Being grown-ups everyday
Looking at the two of you
Acting like the three of us
Waving at the pair of you
Drowning like the three of us
Laughing at the two of you

You and I both want to see the world
Even they know there’s nought beyond the edge
Dragons and beasties lurk behind our hedge
Our dog Bessie won’t eat any veg

Looking at the two of you
When we were little we would play
Acting like the three of us
Being grown-ups everyday
Where on Earth have you lot been?
Hope that they’ve got some for us...
Knowing that we’ll miss the bus

I can’t hope but - say that the monkey’s gone
You can’t tell me - that you are completely done

We know that the world is flat
We got grandad’s hat down off the hat rack
We know that the world is flat
We got grandad’s hat down off the hat rack
Three times
Hat trick
Nutmeg
Looking at the two of you
Acting like the three of us
Where on Earth have you lot been?
Looking at the two of you
Acting like the three of us
Where on Earth have you lot been?
Hope that they’ve got some for us
Laughing at the three of us
Knowing that we’ll miss the…

When we were little we would play being grown-ups everyday...

@Rick-4-1 on the Grown-Up Drum Stuff
@Phil-McWalter on the Other Kid's Stuff

I since found this:

Luke 12
51:  Do you suppose that I came to give peace on earth? I tell you, not at all, but rather division. 
52:  For from now on five in one house will be divided: three against two, and two against three.

Spooky!

Looking At The Two Of You

(Video)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YaD0ojhkKmQ
(Lyrics)
_____Verse_____
Looking back on this life
expiration deadline
was it too much to bare ?
of this i'm well aware
still caught in a stare 
that leads nowhere

I'll take some time with you
tell me what was true
empty and so blue
______chorus______
What you value soon will rot
is this heart a ticking clock
make some time for those around
that still care

I was searching for that place
but i can't forget your face
seen it time and time again
in my dreams
______Verse______
Nothing ever seems right
toss and turn in bright light
it seems we're out of sync
did you forget to blink
the rush inside the air
no one cares

I leave it up to you
there's nothing more to do
shut your eyes it's through

Can't Forget

@ApproachToSilence2  - 27.6.19  [Teaser]

https://open.spotify.com/album/1UkIoDJpNdxQvMYGSxCoMs

ApproachToSilence_2019

Gewahrsein

Quantum

Cold Blood (instr)

vocal version : https://soundcloud.com/whitemash/cold-blood

Cold Blood

departure war

Parting is Such Sweet Sorrow
That I should say Goodnight
A Thousand Times Goodnight
Until it be the Morrow.

Remembrance

I am honored and happy to have made this together with Fady.

Please visit him here: @fadysporz
His songs are treats, sweet and tart and oh, so deep.

Is this how it ends?
oh no.
no fireballs
no siren calls
just panic
and confusion.

Is this how it ends?
oh no
no meteor
no demon horde
just panic
isolation.

If you could only
see through my eyes.
and I could
see whats inside
your head and marvel that
there ain't much daylight between us.

Is this where we bend?
who knows.
No lessons learned
no cheeks are turned
just malice
and delusion.

Is this where we mend?
I hope!
no rich or poor.
no 'mine or yours'
just victim
after victim.

Victim After Victim (with Fady)

New site after E-Ruizzo: https://soundcloud.com/esemanolain-ruizzo

Many thanks to Alex https://soundcloud.com/wouwouandthewormling
and Richal https://soundcloud.com/rickitansky for their fantastic pics !!

ALL THAT WE LIVED

RUIZZOIDMAN