EVERYTHING WE LIVED

Being originally a very short & simple song I wrote about a traumatic event (translated lyrics below), I have been working separately on verses and refrain, then trying new ways to combine and glue them.

So, aware of changing moods along, most with tambourine in hands ;)

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Letra / Lyrics:

MI ALBORNOZ HA DESAPARECIDO  /  MY BATHROBE HAS DISAPPEARED

¿Quién sabe a dónde ha ido?  /  Who knows where it has gone?
¿Quién estará conmigo  /  Who will be with me
las noches en que tenga frío?  /  the nights when I feel cold?

Mi albornoz ha desaparecido.  /  My bathrobe has disappeared.

Después de lo que hemos vivido,  /  After all that we lived,
¿quién sabe porqué se ha ido?  /  who knows why it has gone away?
Dios sabe cuánto le he querido…  /  God knows how much I have loved it …

Mi albornoz ha desaparecido.  /  My bathrobe has disappeared.

ER32FI02 - RUIZZO©1996 – FRANCÉS RECORDS®2016

Mi Albornoz (Ha desaparecido)

Black Cloud

https://dominiquelebars1.bandcamp.com/track/etat-cupidit
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Z-iVaGaNaU
https://www.instagram.com/dominique_le_bars/

ETAT CUPIDITE

Je t'ai séduit par un froid jour de novembre. 
Un de ces jours où tu fatiguais les rues de ta morne solitude 
Le col d'un pardessus d'ennuis remonté sur ton visage 
Et ce coeur mais pas trop, qui t'animait d'un geste fatigué. 
Je t'ai pris par surprise au détour d'un étonnement 
Toi, tu n'as vu que mes grands yeux de rêves d'où neigaient mille promesses. Elles riaient et tourbillonnaient dans le ciel, retombaient sur ton coeur, 
Ce coeur d'hier, amant d'un lendemain..

Clôs dans la solitude d'un étroit petit monde 
Aux ailes repliées, les poches remplies d'or
Obstiné de l'argent compte et recompte encore jusqu'à la fin du monde. 
Je t'invite ce soir à venir dans ma tombe..

Te souviens tu du jour où je t'ai pris la main comme un enfant ? 
Je t'offris des parfums et des charmes que jamais tu n'aurais inventé Ensemble toi et moi traversâmes l'histoire, peuplades et continents 
Affigeant un conflit, ici ou là, demain, hier ou aujourd'hui 
Ah !  que de guerres avons nous provoqué.. 
Un soir, je t'amenais sur les bords du grand devenir. 
Tu fus littéralement pris de panique, sa lumière t'aveuglait, 
oui je me souviens.. 
Rassure toi je ne suis pas le Diable ou une connerie du genre

Clôs dans la solitude d'un étroit petit monde, 
Les ailes repliées, les poches remplies d'or 
Obstiné de l'argent compte et recompte encore jusqu'à la fin du monde. 
Je t'invite ce soir à baiser dans ma tombe..

Mon terrain de jeu ? 
Mer, Terre, ciel.
Partout où rôde ton odeur et ta cupidité 
Etat cupidité

Dominique Le Bars        ( Sylapse 2015 )

https://dominiquelebars1.bandcamp.com/track/etat-cupidit

Sylapse

Etat cupidité ( Clip sur Youtube )

Remastered by Houman (https://soundcloud.com/houmans)

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Composed and produced by Val Akey. Used and programmed VSTIs:
Addictive Drums2/Broomstick Bass/RealLPC+GuitarRig5/AmpleGuitarMIILight/LABS/AASPlayer.

Release date: 21 January 2020

Just Before Sunset

DeeP. and the Couch King EP collectable stickers and zine available on Bandcamp here:
https://musiciselation.bandcamp.com/album/deep-and-the-couch-king

This is the second song that DeeP. and I began together. I really enjoy working on these darker tracks with DeeP. and exploring themes of depression, anxiety, fear, and shame. This song was inspired by a person that I was working with who would call me evil whenever he saw me. Even with me being as positive and non judgmental as possible, I am sure I was seen as another person telling him what to do and making decisions for him based on judgmental criteria. I think these are feelings many of us have had and it can be easy to relate to, though difficult to confront. 

I am grateful that we always have an opportunity to grow, learn, reflect, and evolve as individuals, communities, nations, and as a species. May we all be better to each other. 

Giant thanks to DeeP. for working with me on this track. And huge thanks to Nick for joining me on this first track together. I have long enjoyed and felt inspired by Nick’s creative and experimental guitar work and musicianship. I am super glad to have his vibe on this track!     

DeeP.: Music, Mix, and Mastering
 https://soundcloud.com/detlef-piepke 
♤/ Nick Davies: EBow, Guitar 
https://soundcloud.com/nickrdavies 
Couch King: Lyrics and Vocals 
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Lyrics:

You’re never gonna make it
You’re dumb and you know it
You’re just a mistake kid
Don’t belong and you show it
Why you even trying
This ain’t meant for you kid
I already know that your lying
We already know that you did it
They know your planning on taking it
And gonna try to deny it
Why even try to fight it 
That’s just the way life is
You’re never gonna change it
You must be deranged if you
Think anything will be different 
If you get outta here shit
You’ll still be the same kid
Just a little punk kid
Look what you done did
When you got mad then you run hid
Don’t ever listen 
To what people are saying kid
Better watch your language 
Always talking trash
Claiming disadvantage 
You and me we clash
Why can’t you manage 
Come off way too brash
I can tell that you’re damaged 
Parents shoulda whooped your ass
Who you think you talking to
Always talking back 
I know all about you ’n
Your side of the track
Don’t question me 
Look at me 
When you hear me speaking 
Think you know everything
Really know nothing
Parent’s got nothing 
Apparent your fronting 
Looking confronting 
That’s why I ain’t trusting 
Homelife disgustin’
Cop frequently busting  
No wonder you like that 
Your really screwed up kid

Disdain disgust despite distrust 
Dismissed deprived derided and cussed
Disparaged, defied, despised when discussed
Detested, depreciated, decried, and hushed

Oh, here comes the demon again
And he’s wearing his crown
Here comes the devil again 
Pretending to be your friend
In an invisible gown

You are so worthless
Won’t amount to anything 
Going through life purposeless 
There’s nothing you bring
Your just an embarrassment 
You show no respect 
Always been a disappointment 
All you touched is wrecked 
Where’s your self-esteem kid
Where’s your sense of pride did
You think can get by with
Living on a free ride shit
Better watch where your going
I can tell you don’t give a damn 
Nor care to understand 
Perspective other than 
The one that your knowing 
Don’t give a shit 
Always so negative
Quick to give up 
Can’t contro ya temper 
About to blow up
I can tell that your stuck 
Ain’t gonna change  
It’s time that you face it
Never act your age
Your impulsive ’n impatient
Look at your rage 
Can’t have a conversation
Should put you in a cage
Before you fuckup again Kid

Disgraced, degraded, deplored, dominated 
Diminish, demeaned, defamed, humiliated 
Discredited, devalued, denounced, subjugated
Denied, debased, detained, incarcerated  

Oh, here comes the devil again
And he’s wearing his crown
Here comes the devil again 
Pretending to be your friend
In an invisible gown

DeeP. and the Couch King

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DeeP., ♤ & the Couch King - You’re Never

Mint And Wiskey (DEBENISTIC: Lyrics And Singing - Musical Arragement: Alain GUERIN)

Yep.. made on ipad as most of the tracks i have uploaded.
Sometimes there is the time when innocence has its end. 
The Art of Uli

End of innocence

Music: tHE bLUE rOOM
Vocals: Emily Coy
New Independent Friday Playlist by Toby Davis (May 1)
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The Same Door - feat Emily Coy

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The Lively Future

Downtown

Backing track: Paploviante and Friends - Colors
https://soundcloud.com/paploviante-and-friends/colors-paploviante-open-collab
Vocal : Sana Hartfield -This is the Night
https://freevocals.com
Vocal : Emily / I Got This Feeling
www.Ghosthack.de
Lillithe : Arrangement vocals, adding Strings, Picolo, Organ

I Got This Feeling  (Open collab Paploviante - Colors)

Part 3 coming soon ... 😉

01 - Soundiron - Voices Of Rapture - Alto Phrases French
02 - Soundiron - Voices Of Rapture - Tenor Phrases Latin Slow
03 - Soundiron - Voices Of Rapture - Tenor Phrases Humming
04 - Spitfire Audio - Aperture Strings - Reflections - Tremolo
05 - Spitfire Audio - Lea Bertucci - Acoustic Shadows - Trumpet - Decay Swell with Room Sound [Long]
06 - Spitfire Audio - Percussion Swarm - Chimes & Phones - Nuna
07 - Spitfire Audio - BBCSO - Core - Brass - Horn - Legato
08 - Spitfire Audio - Fragile String Evolutions - Pad Waves
09 - Spitfire Audio - Hans Zimmer Strings - 60 Cellos - Col Legno Tratto
10 - Spitfire Audio - Originals Felt Piano - Ribbon Reverb

Fragile Tales [Green Interlude]

Tribute to Florian Schneider
Cover The Model „KRAFTWERK“ Instrumental Version Paploviante
R.I.P Florian Schneider

Tribute to Florian Schneider "Kraftwerk" The Model - Instrumental Cover Paploviante

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R6bk3xmyjuM

GORDON THE SCOTSMAN THINKS HE IS AN ALIEN
WHEN HE’S JUST ANOTHER MAN FALLEN DOWN FROM PLUTO
ALTHOUGH BORN IN BORNEO AS ANY URANG UTANG
EXCEPT FOR THE VERY BARE ASPECT OF HIS TORSO
HAVE YOU SEEN HIS TORSO SILKY AS A UFO ?
YOU HAVE ? LUCKY YOU I’D PAY A MILLION TO DO SO
BUT IT WOULD TAKE A MOTOR BOAT
ROAMING ALONG THE AMALFI COAST


GORDON THE SCOTSMAN FALLEN DOWN FROM PLUTO
SOMETIMES IT’S LIKE HE’S STILL THERE MAN YOU NEVER KNOW
ALL MAMAS APPLYING FOR THE BLISSFUL JOB
OF EVEN FANTASIZING GIVING HIM SOME KIND OF JOB
BUT FORGET IT YOU’RE AIN’T GONNA MAKE IT
COS FUCK DAMN SHIT HE AIN’T NO BANANA SPLIT
AND YOU WON’T HAVE HIM SUCK ANY OTHER MOTHER’S TIT
GORDON THE SCOTSMAN ALWAYS IN TRUE GRIT YEAH


TO BE NOT TO BE IS JUST A SECOND OPTION
WHAT’S SO GREAT ABOUT GORDON?
THAT REALLY IS THE QUESTION.
IF THERE WAS A PLANE TO FLY I WOULD HOP ON TO GLASGOW
AND FIND OUT BY MYSELF BUT I CAN’T DO SO
EPIC GORDON
KALEIDOSCOPIC 
DRIVING WOMEN FRANTIC
MAGNETIC PLUTONIC
SOMEHOW EMBRYONIC
BUT MOST OF ALL SARDONIC
AS ANY URANG-UTANG E XCEPT FOR
THE VERY TEDDY BEAR ASPECT OF HIS TORSO
YOU HAVE SEEN IT LUCKY YOU I’D PAY A MILLION TO DO SO
SO SO 

GORDON THE SCOTSMAN RECENTLY IMPORTED
HAUNTED AND HAUNTING I COULD TELL YOU MORE OF HIM 
IF ONLY HIS NAME WAS PYM
SORRY AIMEE NOS ANSWERS TO QUESTIONING
IT’S HARD ENOUGH TO TELL THE TEXTURE OF HIS SKIN

FALLEN DOWN FROM PLUTO
PLUTONIC
DRIVING WOMEN FRANTIC
MAGNETIC SOMEHOW EMBRYONIC
BUT MOST OF ALL SARDONIC 

AND IN THE END ONE MORNING
GORDON THE SCOTSMAN WILL FINALLY EVAPORATE
HEADING BACK TO PLUTO
ABSTRACT DE FACTO

GORDON THE SCOTSMAN (Lyrics + VIDEO LINK) song for Aimee

"A pilgrimage is a journey, often into an unknown or foreign place, where a person goes in search of new or expanded meaning about the self, others, nature, or a higher good, through the experience. It can lead to a personal transformation, after which the pilgrim returns to their daily life."

the artwork is by the American painter Esao Andrews

Pilgrimage

Forwards (Guarding Light)

Personal Stuff                                    

You’re a way out there - And I love you as you are   
You got my attention - You grab at my heart     

There’s no doubt - the thoughts you have - will come out  
You’re a book - laid wide open - to read aloud   

Love your personal stuff                                                           
Let it all out
Let me get inside your mind
I’m crazy ‘bout what I might find
This guy’s madly in love                               
Don’t hide your personal stuff no no                    

It’s complicated - The friends that you keep
Everyone’s a story - And you dive in way too deep

You slide into - peoples’ minds - easily
And it’s theatre - close to you - and being me

Love your personal stuff
Stand up and shout
Let me get inside your mind
I’m crazy ‘bout what I might find
This guy’s madly in love 
Don’t hide your personal stuff no no

Who needs a counsellor – we got you – I got you – let it all out

Personal Stuff

This tune is added to my album "adventures on the sketchbook".
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Scarecrow's Eyesight

I always name my wav files a weird name when I'm mixing and then change it later, however this time I thought I'd keep it just as it is!
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New site after E-Ruizzo: https://soundcloud.com/esemanolain-ruizzo

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EVERYTHING WE LIVED

RUIZZOIDMAN