THE SENSE OF MY DOUBTS

© 2016.  All rights reserved ZODALITT

Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/20dzHFPkpnD7vJiuuMN7tq?si=377d6efa83744cd6
  
This piece of music is dedicated to my adoptive mother and all the mothers out there doing the most important work in the world !

Music, piano and arrangement by Lise Jonsson

 
Mother and child sculpture in the picture made by my good friend Gunn K. Jensen

Motherhood

Motherhood by Lise Jonsson

Acapella Chris Scott (free Vocals)
http://freevocals.com
Music Paploviante 2016
Bass Paploviante
Mix Paploviante
Logic Pro

When I Find Something - Paploviante

Spoken Words : by Augenmerk
@augenmerk
Free Vocals : Sanna Hartfield
http://freevocals.com
Bass : Paploviante
@paul-racle
Guitar : Darin Favorite
Music : Paploviante / Lillithe
Spoken Words
Drums announce the dance:
The time is the time, the time has come!
Desire to cost the ground, a heart for feeling
and my dream of life
Here, world, I am! 
Your smallest servant and biggest enemy wants to grow.
Step out from forests to bring you the treasure, the lost spirit!
Feel the breath of steppes and of cities.
The time is the time, the time has come!
The rhythm grabs streets and stops, 
jangles through houses and wakes up.  Everywhere's singing, shining, drumming.

(Today my word wants to travel, feel the breath of fairy tales,
not surprised about colours from the child's barrel
and rummage between stories,   
sing another song than usually.
The rhythm continues, from stone to stone, 
passes walls, nothing detains him.
Has found  the gravitation and lost again.

Romantically, you mean?  Could  be.)

I have recognised myself, have found my green foot in the wood.
in the ardour of midday I have put on the hat  which settled me down, 
much too settled, trapped in the town.
Now my eye breaks doors and walls 
and rushes towards adventures, the width of the sky.
No more debt skirt  which forces to the ground!
Dance with angels and on the night wind to my star, 
empty my conscience and see the world dream!
See how star people move and go new ways, 
leave the pugnacious ground and watch me in new mirrors.  
My bedstead is dance ship in the solar wind and storm the commandment.
I have freed myself from the burdon, the clutch of cold rules,
have jettisoned the crossed views
no gate that is not open, no sound that doesn't go by. In fading away there is already the next step, the new (state) born.
On many ways freedom approaches and spirit and spirit is my home
My heart is wide, has seen the silent sea, has dreamt love. 
Now, at the water footbridge, I am carefree.
That's fun.

Look at me        Feat. Augenmerk  (Paploviante-Lillithe)

Diffusus - REFEM / PAPLOVIANTE 2016
REFEM (Henrique Geisel) 
https://soundcloud.com/henrique-geisel
he is a fantastic artist and a great inspiration for me!
Remix „YELLER by REFEM“ https://soundcloud.com/henrique-geisel/yeller
Bass, Effects and Remix Paploviante
Guitars Darin Favorite
Cover Art Andrea Schuhmacher
http://www.andreaschuhmacher.de/htm/print/wissenschaft_02.html

DIFFUSUS - REFEM / Paploviante

#34 - --

It Will Rain In A Closed Memory

Piano and violins - The exquisite rise of the sun

K'lee

TightEighties - Transcender

proud to be part of this project (buy this song on a CD!)http://doodlehound.bigcartel.com/product/positively-lost-the-art-of-doodlehound-pre-order
Artwork - Doodlehound (Cory Fusting) www.instagram.com/doodlehounddraws/
Markus Gansberger - Drums
MOSNAR DET - Guitar, Synth, Vocals, Songwriting, Lyrics, Editing
I wrote this. Don't steal it!
Special thanks to Markus and Cory. A Melvins.net bbs team up.
Check out Markus on youtube 
https://youtu.be/1F3A-8gvaKI 
and Soundcloud
https://soundcloud.com/tinnitus20
proud to be part of this project (buy this song on a CD!)http://doodlehound.bigcartel.com/product/positively-lost-the-art-of-doodlehound-pre-order
**refresh the page to hear new remastered version 5-15-19**

Gone & His Wife

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Challenge was to make one of my shorter songs with one of my longer lyrics, so I 'had' to craft it into an amalgam of 9/4 and 4/4 signatures. Thus, it may feel crazy on verses but I hope also catchy on refrains.

Letra / Translated lyrics:

Sólo pido no tener deseos (Ya no quiero imaginar)  /  I ask only not to have desires (I don’t want to imagine anymore)

¿Puedes explicarme qué es lo que me pasa?  /  Can you tell me what happens to me?
Señor, llévate de mí esta confusión.  /  Lord, take away this confusion.
Quítame el don de la inteligencia,  /  Take the gift of intelligence from me,
pues si no pensara tanto, sería feliz.  /  because if I didn’t think so much, I would be happy.

Siento que este mundo me es extraño,  /  I feel this world is strange,
estoy a disgusto con mis sentidos.  /  I get displeasure from my senses.
No puedo comprender su funcionamiento,  /  I cannot understand their functioning,
ni siquiera amoldarme a él.  /  nor even get used to it.

Sólo pido no tener deseos,  /  I ask only not to have desires,
ya no quiero imaginarme nada.  /  I don’t want to imagine anything anymore.

Esta situación siempre es pasajera,  /  This situation is always temporary,
pero se repite una y otra vez.  /  but repeats itself again and again.
Este malestar de cuerpo y alma  /  This discomfort of soul and body
me hace desear dejar de ser.  /  makes me wish to stop being.  

Pienso entonces en todos los que me quieren,  /  Then I think of all those who love me,
o al menos en los que a veces lo parecen…  /  or at least about those who sometimes seem to…
¿Por qué es tan difícil la coexistencia  /  Why is coexistence so difficult
en medio de una sociedad inteligente?  /  in an intelligent society?

Sólo pido…  /  I ask only…

No deberías dejar pensar a algo imperfecto,  /  You should not allow something imperfect to think,
sino limitarlo a cumplir su función social.  /  but limit it to fulfilling its social role.
Sólo quiero ser un engranaje más, señor,  /  I only want to be one more cog, Lord,
en tu rebaño de almas, sin preguntas.  /  in your flock of souls, without questions.

Esta vida que me has dado, señor,  /  This life you have given me, Lord,
me tortura, de modos insospechados,  /  tortures me, in unsuspected manners,
a buscarle un sentido a mis dudas,  /  to look for a sense to my doubts,
lo cual, tal vez, sea precisamente su fin!  /  which, maybe, is precisely its purpose!

Sólo pido…  /  I ask only…

ER43FI10 97-18

Sólo pido no tener deseos (Ya no quiero imaginar)

Back On The Road  / Paploviante Open Collab 2018
BPM 80 Chord E
Explanation to my open collabs:
The track is downloadable as a mp3 file!
You can complete what you want!
If you publish it, you have to mention me in the description and title!
If you want the track different ... then please contact me!

Back On The Road - Open Collab

SHINING - Paploviante Soundtrack 2018
Music / Synth and effects Paploviante

SHINING - Paploviante FREE DOWNLOAD

Blandat Margareta

Do something about it. 211 ( 1996 ) Margareta Theorin- Eddy Mango ( Margareta )

sample used by a r r sounds in this track :
pegysus x nxghtshade - sautéed mushrooms (ft. kai ono)
music : a r r @rrrrrrrrrrr_rrrrrrrrr / @arrsounds
vocals & their mix / lyrics / artwork . Mariam Zohra D : Myrh
I looped this sweet  track a couple of times too

proud to be included in this awesome album
https://cianorbenetlabel.bandcamp.com/album/tribute-to-shintaro-kago-cior-264?fbclid=IwAR0ADwUqR3LE9QAL4ub_nk-x2UtV8auMQIOY4UPrPwkk6TOgVPVnzZKhLQE

Torment Us -  a r r  | myrh

The Farmer -by j.l.-

The Singing Stone

Please enjoy my latest album. This is a bit of a return to analogue synthesis with the exception of the wonderful Op-Z!
Synthesizers and Music - Reinhard Gleisner.
Enjoy, Peace - Reinhard

Und Ewig Dreht Sich Der Kreisel. 

Zum Laufen Gebracht.

S0uls

Escape into Parallel World ... who does not like to escape in thought into a parallel, peaceful, better world? Escape to a Musicalland, Wonderland, Dreamland. We all need this to keep ourself alive everyday. The music helps us to make live easier. Again one of these beautiful lyrics from the universe of the amazing Cecilia. 

Music Video: https://youtu.be/qTjOwIkkwCk

Open collab by @specialececilia 
Open collab site: @specialceciliacappellas 
Original Version: https://soundcloud.com/specialceciliacappellas/escape-into-parallell-world-vocals-for-collabs

Lyrics & Vocals: Special Cecilia  
Music & Arrangement: OMCB
 
Cover Pictures: https://pixabay.com

Lyrics:

Life in society brings often stress and ache
We need some new space, 
need a sweet escape
a sweet escape
need some new space, 
need a sweet escape 

Enter Musical land, Wonderland, Dreamland
Enter Noman land, Cosmic Land, Universal Land

Beyond all Borders, Beyond all Barriers

Enter into our Parallel World, Enter into our Parallel World  …  Parallel World
Life is more than what you see, more than what they say
There's other ways, there's a sweet escape  … sweet escape

Enter Musical land, Wonderland, Dreamland
Enter Noman land, Cosmic Land, Universal Land

Beyond all Borders, Beyond all Barriers

Enter into our Parallel World, Enter into our sweet escape … escape ... escape

OMCB & Friends

Escape into Parallel World - Special Cecilia & OMCB [Music Video]

New site after E-Ruizzo: https://soundcloud.com/esemanolain-ruizzo

Many thanks to Alex https://soundcloud.com/wouwouandthewormling
and Richal https://soundcloud.com/rickitansky for their fantastic pics !!

THE SENSE OF MY DOUBTS

RUIZZOIDMAN