22- Dear diary

Lyrics in descriptions for all songs
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JackO'lantern

Real

Yeah yeah yeah
Bitch, I get the racks, nigga what you talkin’ ’bout?
That boy Cat in the Hat, nigga he just talk a lot
I don’t mean to brag, baby, I just pop a lot
She say I’m in my bag, baby, yeah I’m popping off
If not ’bout the racks, baby what you talking ’bout?
Just jumped in my bag, damn I keep on falling down
And I kick with my dog just like I’m Charlie Brown

I been shopping all night, yeah you know that I love to spend
My new bitch, she fly, yeah that’s my favorite bitch
Saint Laurent denim tight, yeah it barely fit
Said she gonna ride like a bike, but that lil’ bitch can barely kick
Said it’s gonna be alright, bae you just need another hit
I’m gonna pop overnight, I just need another hit
See these niggas that bite, so you might wanna gatekeep this
Yeah I just rap, I don’t write, I can’t think what I’m saying is
I don’t like shrimp in my rice
I don’t have mornings or nights
I got the fire like ignite
Bitch, I’m hot, sun out in May
Damn, she a freak, yeah the bitch hit the hentai face
Yeah, I want blue hundreds same color Hatsune
New hundreds seem to know how to get me
I just bought new Raf, swear this straight off the runway
Denim tight, Hedi Slimane Homme
You not like them others, bae come home to me
Yeah fight? Nah, come home to me
Real tight, but I love it when she on knees
All of these bitches, yeah they can’t wait to fuck me
All of these riches, yeah they just fall into me
I spend it so senseless, it do not matter the fee
Just like a wizard, know we gonna keep a lil’ stick
Yeah that hoe need me like Chobits

Yeah yeah yeah
Bitch, I get the racks, nigga what you talkin’ ’bout?
That boy Cat in the Hat, nigga he just talk a lot
I don’t mean to brag, baby, I just pop a lot
She say I’m in my bag, baby, yeah I’m popping off
If not ’bout the racks, baby what you talking ’bout?
Just jumped in my bag, damn I keep on falling down
And I kick with my dog just like I’m Charlie Brown

My pack just landed like yeah
I took the dye out my hair
Kicks Maison Margiela on there
Shit, I just blew a rack like some air
Fuck, I think I might need me some help
Fuck, I can’t even say what I felt
Fuck, these jeans cost a band, can you tell?
I’m going straight to the top, I don’t care if I gotta take stairs
Yeah white hoe Hannah Montana
I’m going up ahead of schedule
She wants to fuck but I just met her
I’m getting fly, lil’ bitch where is my manners?
Damn, I love lil’ bitch, can’t wait to see her
I got a suit with no tie, lil’ bitch, yeah that’s my fashion
He wants the smoke, turn him into ashes
I just know go, don’t know anything about past tense

Yeah yeah yeah
Bitch, I get the racks, nigga what you talkin’ ’bout?
That boy Cat in the Hat, nigga he just talk a lot
I don’t mean to brag, baby, I just pop a lot
She say I’m in my bag, baby, yeah I’m popping off
If not ’bout the racks, baby what you talking ’bout?
Just jumped in my bag, damn I keep on falling down
And I kick with my dog just like I’m Charlie Brown

Ahegao (???)

Bitch I’m steppin’ Saint Laurent, boot
I got Saint Laurent denim too
And my pocket got different types of medicals
Look me in my eye if you fuckin’ with me
Look me in my eye if you fuckin’ with me, like you say you do

I got different motion comin’ in, not regular
That bitch say she love me,
That hoe… she not hetero
I gotta try on all my clothes before I buy it, I’m particular

I been fuckin’ with these coats, I went fur just like a grizzly bear
I can’t cap, this lil’ ho cold — she somethin’ just like February
Damn, I can’t fuck with none of these hoes, I remember — I’m not regular
I’m in this bitch bendin’ toes, lil’ nigga had to get in there

In this bitch, ten toes — lil’ nigga like a pedicure
Got this new Rick Owens jumpsuit, look like a janitor
I just put this new fit on, and this shit got me feelin’ myself
No, you do not have that shit on
Tryna be me , you may kill yourself

Bitch I’m steppin’ Saint Laurent, boot
I got Saint Laurent denim too
And my pocket got different types of medicals
Look me in my eye if you fuckin’ with me
Look me in my eye if you fuckin’ with me, like you say you do

Like you say you do…

Sayso (???)

https://youtu.be/K-AcvzlVMi0?si=-OR33nIhhYK-1cQd 
I get so clean my legs stopped working I just fly now 
Alexander McQueen with 85s I look like Chinatown 
I know they ain’t believe in me
But I don’t need them just need myself
She said nirrvu why you so mean
I’m just focusing on myself 
I like mixing grey with black when I get dressed 
That’s my persona  
Think I like it better when it’s me and you alone 
Niggas just don’t fuck with me it seem like I’m a loner 
I really only fuck with me I think I need a clone bruh
Saint Laurent tee
Waxed jeans 
You , Me
You , Me￼￼

You & Me (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

Dothemost

like right now

Teeth (Interlude)

Portal (???)

Creepypasta [clayco]

mv - https://youtu.be/p5bDXO9ZbuU?si=GSizLp0g_wHTK8hv

I get a retry now
I got the blick right now 
Bitch wanna fuck right now
Eyes is red right now
I don’t even know myself 
Know myself 
Someone help
Help me out
I hit that bitch on a downer
I heard that bitch she going down
I bet she fuck me right now
I wish that bitch good luck now
All of these bitches not good for me
I’m not lying you see all this true on me 
I see the snakes in the grass you not fooling me
The trap like a pub hell nah it ain’t no brewery 
My bitch said we done hell nah you ain’t through with me
That nigga a waste like the shit where the sewers be
Got your bitch in my face like what she gotta do with me
Saint Laurent on my waist yeah ok that’s cool with me
YSL on my shades yeah ok that’s bool to me
Yeah I’m getting paid I could fill in a pool with these
Think my money depressed cause it’s going blue on me
Way the perc take affect it got me moving fluidity
I’m in some Rick right now
I need some help right now 
Someone help me out
I can’t do it myself
Now 
Right now 
Help out
I got some bands right now
I get to live life now
My wrist like a riptide now
I’m up and it’s midnight now
This some Margiela my drip light now
Two hoes they from Paris I book flight now
Just took a pill I’m in my ReLIFE now
I’m trying to see what I’m gonna rewrite now
I get a retry now
I got the blick right now 
Bitch wanna fuck right now
Eyes is red right now
I don’t even know myself 
Know myself 
Someone help
Help me out

ReLIFE + mv in desc

Lyrics:

Led me here one time
I only get one time
I messed up my life
I’m trying to get shit right
I only live one life

I gotta get this right
I gotta get shit rolling
I think that I got it , come on.

Never been one to follow the rules
I got bitches in Comme des Garçon 
Say you want smoke then let’s roll
Margiela , no I don’t smoke
She feeling me , know that’s my ho
Been a long time on my way home

Been a long ride on my way home 
In my own mind I’m all alone
What am I gonna do all on my own
Been a long ride on my way home 
In my own mind I’m all alone
What am I gonna do all on my own

Been a long ride on my way home 

What am I gonna do all on my own

ova:re

Just woke up today
Just woke up today
Yeah, I just woke up today
Damn, these racks not spending the same
Don’t know why, just woke up just feeling this pain
New guap, it come in & fill in the bank
New thot, she come in, she fill in the blank
Yeah, I give these bitches away
These niggas, I pave them a way
They talk, like why should I care what they say?
Woke up, and I’m trying to have a good day
I had to pay off my shooter
I think he in love with his ruler
These niggas steal swag — who you fooling?
I know you think you’re cool, but I’m cooler
Just like he’s Italy, he get the boot
Got a crib on the lake — where’s the house with the loot?
Stuff my bands near my waist, now it turn my shit blue
Yeah, I get so clean, put a flannel under my coat
No, this not a mini — this a micro
Gotta keep that for insurance, I don’t have Geico
She a do-or-die rider, nigga, I know
I live a double life like American Psycho
YSL clothes, yeah, I got it.
Raf Simons clothes, yeah, I got it.
Got some Dior in my closet
Grey & black is my aesthetic
YSL boots like I’m Yato
99 bitches but only one problem
These niggas say they love me — I don’t
Bitches say they love me — I don’t

Just woke up today
Yeah, I just woke up today
Damn, these racks not spending the same
Don’t know why, just woke up just feeling this pain
New guap, it come in & fill in the bank
New thot, she come in, she fill in the blank
Yeah, I give these bitches away
These niggas, I pave them a way
They talk, like why should I care what they say?
Woke up, and I’m trying to have a good day
Tryna have a good day
Have a good day
I’m tryna have a good day
Have a good day
Tryna have a good day
Have a good—
I’m tryna have a good day

Have A Good Day

lyrics////
I need a friend 
I need a friend 
I need a friend 

Feel like I need a friend
Someone for closure 
I have a proposal 
I can control her
You’re my controller 

Closer
Come closer 
Closer
 
You & I
You & I
You & I

Dream of you & I

The air is thin and I can’t breath
My voice is always out of reach
Show you another side of me
Everyone has a secret to keep
A secret only silence teach
I’ll show you another side of me

Everyone has a secret to keep

Guardian Angel

Yeah (x20)

I’m getting up like a Tahoe
Brand-new drip like a model
Brand-new drip like a model
Chase dreams—that’s my motto
Now she wanna grip my attire
I remember eating McDonald’s
Remember she didn’t love me like “oh”

Took some time, time, time, time
You like “why, why, why, why”
My girl—she’s mine, mine, mine, mine
I feel so high, high, high, high
Hit the side-eye, side-eye

This is my life, I know
This is my life, I know
This is my life, I know
This is my life, I know

Seems the days don’t get shorter
When I speak, I’m ignored
There’s some days I give up
There’s some days I give up
In my head, I get lost
There’s some days I give up
I got swag, I got sauce

Some day…
Knew I was gonna wake up and get it some day
Knew I was gonna get me some money some day
Knew I was gonna count up these hundreds some day
Stack up these hundreds some day
Knew I was gonna count up these hundreds some day
Start acting funny some day
Knew they were gonna start acting funny some day
Wake up—I pray to God on Sundays

Some day…

Some day…
Some day…
Some day…
Some day…
Knew I was gonna do it some day

Yeah (x20)

Someday Someday Someday

She say I’m the problem — like, 
I think I know
I don’t like planning, I just like go
I’m Money Man Mitch, I get the dough
Just hold my hand, I love when you close
Still on the lake — where’s the house with the loot?
When I drop me a tape, I’ma drop me like two
(Two… two…two…)x2
Spin lets go
Glock when I go
Why — let’s run2s!

Remember eating McDonald’s like 
E-I-O
What’s the main topic? It’s me, I know
They say I look gothic — think I’m emo
Sometimes I get lost… think, I need hope
Remembering she blocked me , hurt deep down

I don’t want to talk when by myself
Just spoke to the moon, said I’m in hell
Think I ruin the mood when I’m myself
If I tell you the truth, will you be there?

If I tell you the truth, will you be there?
Why, when I speak, you don’t interact?
Say you don’t care, but been knew that
If I have your spine, will you have my back?

All of these thoughts up in my head
Why won’t you talk — it’s something I said?
Girl, you gotta grow up — you Peter Pan

Feel like I might throw up, I’m full of meds
Your hair’s perfect, but the world’s a mess
Got some things I gotta get off my chest
Figure out what I’m going to do
Got to find out my next move
Drugs really helping my mood 
I remember when it was you
Money keep coming in through 
I don’t know how much more that I can lose 
I don’t know what else to prove 
No I don’t know what else to prove

She say I’m the problem — like, 
I think I know
I don’t like planning, I just like go
I’m Money Man Mitch, I get the dough
Just hold my hand, I love when you close
Still on the lake — where’s the house with the loot?
When I drop me a tape, I’ma drop me like two
(Two… two…)

What is the problem?
It’s me — I know.
What is the problem?
It’s me — I know.
What is the problem?
It’s me — I know.
What is the problem?
It’s me — I know.
What is the problem?
It’s me — I know.
What is the problem?
It’s me — I know.
What is the problem?
It’s me — I know.
Me… I know.
It’s me — I know

Her Hairs Perfect but the Worlds a Mess

All for Nothing 

[Intro]

Always tryna calm down, couldn’t think of nothing
You can call the laws now, know they ain’t on nothing
Took a walk downtown, I ain’t here for nothing
I can see the fog now, paint the scenery
I can see the fog out
Why’s it always fog now ?
My brain is so fogged out

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[Verse 1]

Rainbow money, I’m McLovin
I was trapping just because
They didn’t show me no love in there— I gotta get it from somewhere
They didn’t show me no love in there
I gotta get it from somewhere

I gave her love in the summer
You don’t trust me; say you love me
I guess it just was all for nothing
I guess it was just for nothing
She asked me why it was nothing
One lie, then I’m done

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[Verse 2]

Pockets bussin’, hear me coming
I was trying to keep from numbing
I’m really hurting, it’s not funny
I didn’t mean to be annoying

I was down
Lost, now I’m found
If anything, she get—she high as a noose
GG gets high as a noose
GG’s high as a noose
GG’s high as a noose
GG’s high as a noose
GG’s high as a noose

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[Hook]

I be feeling fogged out, I can barely breathe
I be taking walks out, that’s the real me
Always tryna calm down, couldn’t think of nothing
You can call the laws now, know they ain’t on nothing
Took a walk downtown, I ain’t here for nothing
I can see the fog now, paint the scenery

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[Bridge]

Rainbow money, I’m McLovin
I was trapping just because
They didn’t show me no love in there, I gotta get it from somewhere
They didn’t show me no love in there
I gotta get it from somewhere

I gave her love in the summer
You don’t trust me but say you love me

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[Outro / Refrain]

I guess that it was just for nothing
I guess it was just for nothing
I guess it was just for nothing
I guess it was just for nothing
I guess it was just for nothing
I guess it was just for nothing
I guess it was just for nothing
I guess it was just for nothing
I guess it was just for nothing
I guess it was just for nothing
I guess it was just for nothing
I guess it was just for nothing
I guess it was just for nothing

All for Nothing

Regular Show

one take freestyle

Hop in that mf Hemi,
Hop in that mf—yo.
I put my fye in the air,
Try me, he dying in there.
Somebody died in there,
I am so dying to know.
These niggas dying tomorrow.
I put some Nine on now—
I get so flyer than most,
I get so higher than most,
I get way higher than most,
I get way higher than most.

That bitch is gon’ die on her boast.
I’m no brat, nigga, I just go ghost.
But I mix the X, it’s a potion.
Like the president, I get your vote.
Yeah, I mix the M with the Porsche.
She an L—she on a yacht and boat.
I cannot fuck with a thot,
I just wanna fuck with her throat.
That lil’ bitch, she called me the GOAT—
Who am I to go argue that thought?

Went Margiela, Raf Simons my coat.
I’m an alien, if you didn’t know.
I’m the man—if you know, now you know.
I mix the M with the loot,
I want the M with the loot,
I want the M in the loot.
I went and puddled the loot,
I had to rack up the loot,
I had to rack up the loot,
I had to rack up the loot.

Okay like—watch what I do.
They watching now.
Better watch how I step in my shoes.
Twin in a Chevy, he riding with tool.
They missing, we looking like “who?”
Boy, you a fed—I can tell how you move.
Boy, I am not selling to you.
Girl, I am not feeling on you.
No, I cannot ride without two.

Yeah, the bitches are always on go.
I’m just like Regular Show.
Get pop just like Regular Show.
I just put on a Canada Goose—
I’m in the areola.
I get fly on the regular.
They not hearing me.
Bitch, I’m vampire like Regular Show.
This not a regular dose.

I’m in a whole different world—
I go wherever I go.
I got a M with the loot,
I mean, I got a M2.
I am not regular though—
Yeah, no, this not your regular show.

Yeah, like—I am just handing the belt.
Yeah, I had to paddle the flow.
Yeah, these niggas don’t value their life.
Yeah, they bitches done set ’em up twice.

Yeah… mmmmm.
I’m like… yeah. Mmmmm.
Yeah—
I’m like, yeah.

Regular Show

When the Rain Stops

[Intro/Hook]
When the rain stop
When the rain stop
When the rain stop
When the rain stop

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[Verse 1]
Necklace is Margiela
That’s how I do it, oh yeah
Yeah, anything I want, know I gotta get
In my city, no, I gotta run ’em out
Run ’em out

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[Verse 2]
Two thots keep on talking me, I don’t want it
Gotdamn bitches fucking in the city, man, I love it
No chain and I’m still wet, diamonds they still running
They still runny
Diamonds they still running

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[Bridge / Mini-Verse]
Stars in my cup, yeah
I might throw up
Yeah, lean too stuck
Can’t feel nun
Cocaine, serving white
Hedi Slimane
Man, ight
Hedi jeans, boy, they tight
I’m not okay, it’s alright
I got range with this pipe
I got range with this pipe
I got range, Matty Ice
When the rains stop, my life

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[Hook/Refrain]
When it rain stop
When the rain stops
When the rain stops
When the rain stops

When the rain
When the rain
[Intro/Hook]
When the rain stop
When the rain stop
When the rain stop
When the rain stop

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[Verse 1]
Necklace is Margiela
That’s how I do it, oh yeah
Yeah, anything I want, know I gotta get
In my city, no, I gotta run ’em out
Run ’em out

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[Verse 2]
Two thots keep on talking me, I don’t want it
Gotdamn bitches fucking in the city, man, I love it
No chain and I’m still wet, diamonds they still running
They still runny
Diamonds they still running

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[Bridge / Mini-Verse]
Stars in my cup, yeah
I might throw up
Yeah, lean too stuck
Can’t feel nun
Cocaine, serving white
Hedi Slimane
Man, ight
Hedi jeans, boy, they tight
I’m not okay, it’s alright
I got range with this pipe
I got range with this pipe
I got range, Matty Ice
When the rains stop, my life

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[Hook/Refrain]
When it rain stop
When the rain stops
When the rain stops
When the rain stops

When the rain
When the rain

When the Rain Stops

Boy From Town

raw

[Intro / Hook]
My eyes low, I’ve been drowning.
Off in the void and keep on humming.
How often the void keep on humming?
You don’t fuck with me, boy, so why keep fronting?
Phone dead, don’t care  ’cause no one’s calling.
Too deep in my bag, and hope I don’t fall in.
Sometimes I get sad, it don’t mean nothing.
Different color hoes on me, they all look like a ball pit.

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[Verse 1]
Get caught on a lick without stick, boy, yeah that shit’s nonsense.
Can’t say what I feel, but I know I feel something.
Can’t say what I feel — ain’t that shit something?
I keep on drifting, I feel nothing.
My heart skips, it keeps running.
None of that mean nothing.
Yeah, none of this shit means nothing.
None of this-

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[Verse 2]
We got tint on the whip, I know these niggas see me.
Got pain deep in my chest, and it’s on repeat.
Off grid, but the void still seems to know me.
I get tired of your voice, ’cause your words cut so deep.
I be scared of what you think, so I don’t speak.
I get scared sometimes — please don’t leave me. 
I get tired of the hurt; it cuts so deep.
They do me so wrong, like they don’t know me.
They do me so wrong, like they don’t love me.

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[Bridge / Mini-Verse]
In the club by myself, I got no one to join me.
I can handle myself — I’m a Jōnin.
I’m sad, lil dude, I feel so melancholic.
I tried to quit, but I’m still stuck — damn, this shit make me feel so toxic.
Even when Im not sad, I still feel bad— I think someone please got to stop this.

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[Hook]
Feel like I’m often a-void(ed).
See me walking around
About town, I’m that boy — yeah, that brings me joy.
Yeah, that brings me joy.

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[Outro]

Who you talking about?
What you talking ’bout?
Who they talking ’bout?
Yeah, shut your mouth.
Cap, sometimes I want to  __
Jesus, the better way out.
We got them sticks, so we took ’em out.
We got them sticks, so we took ’em out.
Hush your mouth, you too loud.
Hush your mouth, you quiet down.
Hate when you come around, I can’t lie
Why you around?
I wanna know.
I’ve been around this side of town.
I’m just a downer.
Everyone know. 
I’m just a downer.
Everyone know. 
I’m just a downer.
Everyone know. 
I’m just a downer.
Everyone—
yeah

Boy From Town

9

[Intro]
They, I think I lost my mind
I’d trade my life for 9
I cannot go for none
Damn, I’m a fool for love
I mix my feelings with drugs
Hit it one time, she in love
Zaza pack it got me dumb
So I had to check on my plug

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[Verse 1]
When two different worlds collide
I’d have you in mine
Figure out what I can’t find
If I could just bottle sometime
I could just borrow a life
I’d put a restart on mine
Like Hitler, I told that bitch nein
If you trust me, just look in my eye

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[Verse 2]
Times get tough
Eat it up
Two nuts like a squirrel, she gon eat it up
I’m not trying to run twos, why we teaming up?
Bitch like Nirvu, c’mon, ready up
She queuing in, and she waiting in the lobby
Bitch wanna fuck, I can’t get it out
She said it’s okay, and I get it, I get it
But it’s really because I’m not feeling her
Say you having racks, I think you are lying

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[Hook / Refrain]
It come full circle like #9
It come full circle like #9
It come full circle like #9
It come full circle like #9
It come full circle like #9
It come full circle like #9

Come full circle like #9
#9

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[Outro]
They, I think I lost my mind
I’d trade my life for 9
I cannot go for none
Damn, I’m a fool for love
I mix my feelings with drugs
Hit it one time, she in love
Zaza pack it got me dumb
So I had to check on my plug
When two different worlds collide
I’d have you in mine
Figure out what I can’t find
If I could just bottle sometime
I could just borrow a life
I’d put a restart on mine
Like Hitler, I told that bitch nein
If you trust me, just look in my eye

Two It feat. Nosgov

[Intro]

This is a Nosgov Exclusive

So long since I been in the dark,
I’m just messing around, trying to get by.
Goodnight, lullaby —
I gotta stop asking why.
No longer do I demise,
Tryna show you who’s right (×2).

Destined to feel nothing,
I tried to show you within.
You put me through horrors,
So I keep my doors closed.

Lost my love,
My love —
You took me for granted.

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[Verse]

How you gon’ do me like that?
Why would you do me like that?
I had to get it right back,
I get money when I’m sad.

Know we close ’cause you know my dad,
My trust you can’t get back.

I had to get to it (×2).

How you gon’ do me like that?
You know I had to get it right back.
I get money when I get sad,
The reason my pockets so fat.

We close ’cause you know my dad,
My trust you can’t get back — but

I had to get to it (×6).

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[Outro]

By the time you wake up, boy it’s already over —
You better start living now.

I disappointed myself,
Had to get up and get driven.

I cannot trust this little b, cause she always play with my feelings.

I had some friends that weren’t there- til they saw the way that I was living. 

I had to get to it (×6)

Two It feat. Nosgov

In the Morning prod (???)

[Chorus / Hook]
In the morning, in the wake
I open my eyes, I start thinking
In the morning, in the wake
I open my eyes, I start thinking

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[Verse 1]
I can’t lie, as of lately, you’re on my mind when I breathe
Yeah, sometimes I lose my patience
I get tired of the waiting
I get tired of the waiting
I get tired of the waiting

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[Bridge]
I get tired
I get tired
I get tired
Make it stop
Make it stop

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[Verse 2 / Outro]
Been a while since you seen me
You’re on my mind as of lately
Close my eyes, I start thinking
Then I’m wide awake

In the Morning (???)

Cryy

[Hook]
The biggest liar, I pretend
I used to cry, I used to cry
It hurts inside, hate being sad
9th life, buried alive
I use the past, I was in love
Keep me in flesh, pay my debt
I confess — pathetic
I’m pathetic, real sad
I cryy

[Verse]
I don’t hate being alive, I hate this feeling inside
Reason we try, wish I wasn’t sad
I am a mess, you should look back
I am pathetic
Flerovium touch, safe love
Shop until I quit
Reminisce on my crush
I don’t know why I’m so stuck
Sometimes I want to give up
I know why I’m so stuck
I know why I’m so stuck
I’ve had enough

[Dialogue / Bridge]
I was in love (x3)
Pathetic
I was in love
Pathetic
I was in love

[Hook / Refrain]
The biggest liar, I pretend
I used to cry, I used to cry
It hurts inside, hate being sad
9th life, buried alive
I use the past, I was in love
Keep me in flesh, pay my debt
I confess — pathetic
I’m pathetic, real sad
I cryy

[Outro]
The biggest liar, I pretend
I used to cry, I used to cry
It hurts inside, hate being sad
9th life, buried alive
I use the past

Cryy

5 cm per second 

(2x)
[Verse]
It takes like 5 cm/s for a tear to fall down my face
Okay, I don’t know how to talk — back home don’t got no place
Like where do I go to talk when I don’t know how to speak?
Only time I feel alive is when I’m going to sleep
No, I don’t show emotion, but the feeling’s all on me

[Hook]
All on me
All on me
Feelings all on me
All on me
All on me
Feelings all on me

[Bridge]
Swallow me
Swallow me
The feeling swallows me
Swallow me
Swallow me
The feeling swallows me

5 centimeters per second

All roads lead to Rome prod. kemye

[Hook]
All roads just lead you to Rome.
Watch your dome.
How much you know?
Yeah, I—

Never just leave me alone.
All roads gon’ lead you to Rome.
If sticks could break a bone,
I can never pick up the phone.
You don’t know what you got until it’s gone.
Vibes, and I’m wearing Comme des Garçons.
The signs — I think been here before.

Yeah, alright, let’s go.

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[Verse]
Can’t believe I took this road.
All roads gonna lead you Rome,
Lead you to roam.
White ho put stuff in her nose.
I’m tryna find my way home.
She fine, she bad to the bone.
She lying to me — I’ll never know.
My niggas, we pop out like toast.
Yeah, said— “pour me some more.”
This road led me here before,
So I can’t try to control.

Got a bad bitch and I told her I love her — ain’t mean it.
Got the 9 tucked in Neiman’s.
This lil bitch fine shyt she a 10.
I got the spit fire for the demons.
She do a good job, she get semen.
I’m dressed in all black, look like the reaper.
Nigga better fall back — we get to teaming.
If I hit you, I won’t call back, you know the reason.
This hit — you gonna fall back, you get deleted.
You bitches ain’t all that, you get deleted.
If you leave, you better not come back when you see you need me.

Cartier frames — boy, this shit got me seeing in 3D.
I’m dressed in all black, no you can’t see me.
I’ma live a long life — where is it gonna lead me?

⸻

[Hook / Outro]
All roads just lead you to Rome.
Watch your dome.
How much you know?
Yeah, I—

All Roads Lead to Rome (prod. kemye)

Envy

[Intro]

Monsters… there are many types of monsters in this world

⸻

Envy — lust.
Yo.
What’s the meaning of life?
Just in my head — I be here a lot.
I don’t swing that way, I teeter-tot.
Everyone same way when they rot.
I tie my stomach in a knot,
Stretch out into a knot —
Stretch out into—

Envy — lust.
Yo.


[Interlude]

Monsters.

Every storm runs out of rain.
There are many types of monsters.
Night fades into day.

[Chorus]

Envy.
Open my eyes.
Open my eyes.
Envy. 

Monsters who always tell lies.

Envy… Envy… Envy… Envy.
Yeah.

Lying monsters are a real nuisance.

[Verse]

Don’t leave—
Said she was never gon’ leave.
I could fill up my whole sleeve.
Are you afraid of the dark?
If you’re silent, do you think it’ll work?
Envy is one of the worst.

Envy is one of the worst (x4).

[Chorus (Reprise)]

Envy.
Open my eyes.
Open my eyes.
Open my eyes.
Envy…

Monsters… there are many types of monsters in this world

[Outro]

Envy — lust.
Yo.
What’s the meaning of life?
Just in my head — I be here a lot.

Everyone same way when they rot.
I tie my stomach in a knot,
Stretch out into a knot —
Stretch out into—

Envy

My Blood 

This is the most fun I’ve ever had recording 

[Intro]
I’m not bleeding, so why is it hurting?
I’m not bleeding, so why this shit hurt?
Nothing can hurt me.
What I do for you, I’ll try to put you first.
What I do for you, I’ll try to put you first.
What I do for you, I never even think that it’ll work.
So why this shit hurting?

———

[Verse 1]
I get so high, I think that I forget my purpose.
I was watching Steven Universe.
Yeah, life can get bad, but I don’t think it can get worse.
No - I hope it can’t get worse.
No - it can’t get any worse.

I don’t like Chrome Hearts.
I don’t like seeing her.
I meant to leave her.
I’m meant to leave Earth.
If I know anything, it’s I really don’t need her.

⸻

[Chorus]
I’m not bleeding, so why does it hurt?
I’ll do anything—
anything, you say,
just to replay.

Trying to find a reason-
Why you can’t see me.
Fuck these bitches just to get even.
Regret.
Why you had to leave me?
Why this shit hurting?

⸻

[Verse 2]
I’m not bleeding, so why this shit hurting?
You ain’t see me when I wasn’t shit, I was stuck in the dirt.
YSL Dior my shirt.

I can’t speak to you, I get nervous.
I can’t speak around you because I get nervous.
Yeah, this common in anybody—
I get nervous.

⸻

[Bridge]
Why this shit hurting?
Why does it hurt?
Why does it hurt?
Why this hurt?
Why does it hurt?
Why does it hurt?
That’s a lot of hurting.

⸻

[Chorus / Outro]
I’m not bleeding, so why this shit hurting?
I’m not bleeding, so why this shit hurting?
Yeah, so why this shit hurting?
I’m not bleeding, so why this shit hurting.

Not scared of her cheating, ‘cause we in there lurking.
Not tryna get herpes.

My Blood

Icarus

[Chorus] (x2)
I’ve been moving lonely
I been feeling lonely
No one really know me
I been getting no sleep
(Yeah) I been getting no sleep
My life been feeling like 2D
Now we in too deep

⸻

[Verse 1]
You saved my life, but you can’t know
They say suicide not the answer, but I think so
They say suicide not the answer
They say suicide worse than cancer
You got to speak up, you get canceled
We got sticks out, you get blammed up
Think life more than I can handle
My wings wax, they feel like candle
My wings wax, they feel like candle
I got stripes, Tony and Daniel
I’m in 2D, yeah
My life been feeling like 2D
Now we in too deep
Jump in that water, head first, I need 2ft

⸻

[Bridge]
I’ve been feeling lonely
I been moving lonely
I think something wrong with me
Yeah, someone controlling me
No one know me
Jesus, take my soul please
I’m so lonely

⸻

[Verse 2]
Can’t trust hoes for lying
I can’t go for none
Yeah, they so for us
I got to sober up
I can’t feel my tongue
I can’t trust nobody to show me love
Yeah. 
⸻

[Chorus] (x2)
I’ve been moving lonely
I been feeling lonely
No one really know me
I been getting no sleep
(Yeah) I been getting no sleep
My life been feeling like 2D
Now we in too deep

Icarus

I eat Brains

[Intro]
Love big brains yeah
I’m a brain lover
I eat brains
I can’t love you, that shit dangerous

⸻

[Verse 1]
Why you think I changed?
Only thing that’s changed us
Can’t believe that changed us
Why you had to change up?
Why you had to go?
Why you had to go?
You better on
I’m better on my own
But that’s too lonely
By myself, and I act like I don’t know me
Took these drugs, and I turned to the old me
Man, I hate when I act like the old me
Man, I hate when I act like the old me

⸻

[Verse 2]
And she hate how I act off the codeine
In the trap serving white Zack and Cody
Man these boys don’t know me, they phony
These boys don’t know me, they phony
Red panties the ring around baloney
Thoughts eat at my brain like a zombie

⸻

[Bridge / Outro]
Thoughts eat at my brain like a zombie
Thoughts eat at my brain like a zombie
Thoughts eat at my brain like a zombie
Thoughts eat at my brain like a zombie
Thoughts eat at my brain like a zombie

I eat Brains

Hashbrowns

[Verse 1]
I’m in dangerous love, what happened?
I think love is a bad habit.
I can’t serve if you be having.
These boys gay, boy-on-boy action.
These boys gay, don’t want no action.
I serve a Jew, I’m not a fascist.
You gone fold like a napkin.
Talk on net, turn to a caption.
Saint Laurent boots, my heels be tapping.
She look good, I might tap it.
Let out the bush, please don’t shed it.
I go silent, it’s a bad habit.
New money crispy like a hash brown.
300 blackout, make him tap out.
You not sliding, put that cap on.
Bend her back, look like a rainbow.
I chop, shit up, leave it potato.
Kick the cup, R.I.P Fredo.
Go down the rail.
She do what I say, so —

Do what I say so.

⸻

[Verse 2]
I got your bitch on the counter.
I beat that bitch down, it’s cutlet.
She going to hear rada rada.
She want to ride on my rider.
I mix the molly with oxy.
I — I mix the molly with oxy.
You the same thing, a façade is.
Kicking like SpongeBob, I taught her karate.

[Pre-Chorus]
I think I want to leave my body.
I think I want to leave my body.
I think I want to leave my body.
Sometimes I think if I die I won’t mind it.
She give me head, didn’t have to remind her.
Heaven’s my only reminder.

I think I want to leave my body.
Think that I want to leave my body.

⸻

[Verse 3]
I carry a lot, hi I’m Mariah.
Walk with two Glocks, I am a pirate.
You get high, I get higher.
Every day, feels like dying.
I’m not shocked.
I’m surprised you read my thoughts.
Where my mind is? 
And my thoughts?
Leave my body.
Leave my thoughts.
Leave my body.
Leave my thoughts.

———

[Outro (x2)]
Leave my body.
Leave my thoughts.
Leave my body.
Leave my thoughts.
Leave my body.
Leave my thoughts.

Hashbrowns

Nick & Norah prod (WiFi & curly) 

[Intro]
Baby, you think you alone,
Maybe it’s you and you alone.

Baby, you feel you alone,
Maybe you feel you alone.
Baby, know you not alone —
Endless nights like Nick and Norah.

[Verse 1]
Can’t end my day, keep it going.
Can’t stop my thoughts, keep ’em flowing.
Hop in my car, city glowing.
I get mad, told her I’m bipolar.

Two sides like I’m Yu-Gi-Oh.
I got two sides like I’m Yu-Gi-Oh.
You don’t like me? Let the truth be known.
I can’t talk because I be too gone.

Said, “Come back, turn my Tubi on.”
Told her, “Back, and turn my Tubi on.”
Don’t leave the house, I got a studio.
In the crib, I just can’t leave me lone.

All these thoughts, they won’t leave me alone.
I got hoes just like a Cheerio.
Tippy toes, yeah — tippy toes when I’m creeping out.

[Hook]
I got hoes, yeah. I got hoes, yeah.
She bubbly like a soda,
She really like me, she wanna show out.
Yeah, I like her, bring her back to the hotel.

[Verse 2]
My white friend keep putting everything on foenem.
My Asian friend just got neck by a torta.
My Black friend tweaking, he gon’ be on toe tag.
Got a Mexican friend named Diego,

But I don’t know Dora —
I know a couple of nomads.
Knew this bitch was slow when she said she faster than me,
But I can run like a 4-flat.

You can pop a big pot, land gold scar —
But what you gon’ do with no mats?
I got some niggas that’ll pull,
Do you 200 pump, leave you niggas so sad.

I walk up in the function, get so high,
Forget what I was doing before that.
Ooh, he ain’t playing fair,
Change like two Super Saiyan hair.

Sacrifice food, taking a dare,
Need life 2 — where the DLC?

[Bridge]
I spy you… I spy you, that’s what I see.
I don’t got a clue, I don’t got a clue,
Knowing that it’s me.

You don’t wanna hear when I have to speak,
Pain in my chest like something’s underneath.
I just started recording — this a long-ass beat.

[Verse 3]
I be jumping like I’m Jordan.
White hoe jump like she Jordan.
Elephant- Elephants in the room, think that they Horton.
Get so much money, I think that I’m hoarding.

I get sad when I start feeling the boredom.
Stretch that bitch out like she is an accordion.
I’ve been rapping since like 4 p.m.,
You need to pull out, you’re on like your 4th BM.

I get the mula ’cause I want it more than you.
He pushing tulips, all he could afford to do.
I got my tool out, please watch how you talk to me.
Sometimes I feel like somebody is watching me.

I remember 1st grade when nobody would talk to me.
We got our fye out, no, we not wrestling.
Getting that money feel like I’m destined.
Speaking of money, remember I was finessing.

These niggas scared, they tucking their tails in.
Pull up to they house, door-to-door salesman.
Last nigga tried, got so many shells in.
My boy got fyed up, damn, I tried to tell him.

Bring them outside, someone need to bail ’em.

run2s (@nirrvu)

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