Happy Again

You Just Won't Be the Same

clairvoyant

Field Medic - i had my fun/back to the start [Brody Remix]

Field Medic - always emptiness [Taylor Morgan Remix]

made it out of nothing 
i was nothing 
i was hungry 
i was ravenous
i remember counting crumpled singles 
in the tunnel 
30 40 50 i thought i was rich
ever since back then
been on the same tip 
but nobody cared
all i had was s r z & s 
still the same as i ever was 
the only difference is
jeans so tight and the bands dont fit 

jeans so tight that the bands dont fit
i remember living  on the couch 
i couldn’t pay the rent 
derek made the call 
he said to come and get a check 
it took a bit a time
nows perfect timing to flex 
perfect time to flex 
in my own lane imma vet 
took about a decade
just to get to where i’m at
now when i look back
all i see are silhouettes
i’m dancing with the shadows
of my future and my past

jeanz so tight (prod. fantasy camp)

https://soundcloud.com/delto

mix by desmo
https://soundcloud.com/desmoxmusic

My fault 
No it is not my fault
I'll never believe you at all 
Keep being in denial
I know it helps you smile 

doing this off and on 
somethings wrong I won’t be long
before im back fucking it all up
I feel so vile
It’s been like this for a while 

everything that I see 
is flashing right before my eyes
I just want to fantasize 
about a fucking better time
where I didn’t always want to die
i realize if I were to take my own life
that I would not just be taking mine
Ill be taking the ones 
of the people who love me
way more than I can see
relax and try to just breath 
feel like im choking 
thoughts so provoking

my fault 
no it is not my fault
I won’t believe you at all
Keep being in denial
I know it helps you smile 

keep denying what’s in front of your face
seeing people do good is something you hate
can’t feel happy for others if you aint in place 
everything is fake

taking this time to reflect 
on the things I have done
taking this time to reflect on
all the people I have righted and wronged 
thinking where id be if I pushed myself a little more
thinking of who id be If I didnt think that life was a chore 

doing this off and on 
somethings wrong I won’t be long
no its not my fault
i will never believe you at all
keep being in denial 
i hope it helps you smile

oh fuck off!

music video

off and on (prod delto) (+ music video)

I carry this pain
Underneath my eyelids
Spitting out my teeth

Searching for somewhere to place the blame

A river tainted
With the blood that i have lost

Cant see the sunshine when im feeling the rain pouring
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Looking in the mirror
I dont know what i see
Disconnected 

Stressing over things i cant control

This cant be the end
I have to find a better way

Cant see the sunshine when im feeling the rain pouring
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Here i lay broken
The crows pick at my bones
As im rotting away
Theres nothing left here to say
Thats how the story goes (x2)

The rain is pouring 
Down on me
Im begging please
Im on my knees
The angels help me
Fall asleep
When the rain is pouring
Down on me

Im sick of hiding
And crawling in my skin

This is no way to live
I feel it in my chest

downpour

figured if i'm actually going to kill myself i should let you all have this

you could have stayed

produced by @elat_e & wraithsfire
originally performed by ian mackaye of fugazi

im so tired

silverstein - call it karma (acoustic)
111

i'm with u

[never]
[l00k]
[back]
[!!]

https://youtu.be/iiZ3kYqHCJg

Field Medic - i had my fun/back to the start [Brody Remix]

Run For Cover Records

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