I really like this one, but it's pretty difficult for me to sing the 2nd chorus, so it's in limbo. Might still finish it some day.


Lyrics:

There are a lot of things
That you don't know
A different side of me
Inside of me

And that's how it begins
The cracks start showing
Then it's hard to see
It's getting hard to see
What's real

My only question is
Will it ever be enough?
And what more, possibly,
Could you want from me?


You may be everything
That I am not
Or that I'll ever be
More than I'll ever be

I don't know how
To not get left behind
You keep me wondering
Keep me wondering
Aloud

My only answer is
Questioning myself
Leaving room for doubt
To not get crowded
Every part of me
Is loud and
I don't feel like
Like I can ever be myself
'Cause then you'd hate me
I think you'd hate me

Hate Me

This song is about an elevator. Why did I write a song about an elevator? I don't know - why does anyone do anything?
I do like it though, it feels weirdly emotional for such a pointless concept.
It will probably never be finished because I can't really see any way to continue without it becoming repetitive. Hey, maybe it *is* finished and it's just really short!

Lyrics:

Rise
Rise to the end of it all
I know the structure is tall
But you can make it

Stay
Only on levels where you belong
Play us that charming two-note song
Make sure we notice

Don't let yourself lose control
I know that maintenance takes its toll
Fight through the wear and tear
Take only as much as you can bear

When you feel stuck, be strong
After the darkness comes the dawn
It's beyond you at this moment
But you'll get there before long

Escalate me
Relocate me
Elevate me
Counterweight

Counterweight

Where songs go to die.

This is where I upload raw, unedited recordings of songs I haven't finished and I think I never will, songs that I've finished but I think will never be produced, or just solo acoustic versions of stuff.

Basically, it's a playground for me. You're welcome to enjoy it too

Promotionless Self Shame