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(a prediction)
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cos when you've had your share and done
you say you've had enough for long
and then you leave it all behind
it used to be alot easier when i was roving about
not inside my head
cos life's a pain in the neck
and my opinion makes it worse instead

oh you're a different case 
you make it seem so easy to escape

and when you leave it all behind
you'll say you've never been quite fine
cos you've a long long way to go
it used to be alot easier when you were here with me
not inside my head

ruru - easier

(on jealousy)


she's the sunshine
makes the moonlight shy
when you're on my mind, i wish i could die
i'm sorry for the times i let my mouth run

feeling tiny when you leave
like a daisy on the street
while you're buying bouquets of lilies
i won't be here when you feel like it
i know you won't even notice
on brighter days we can just forget about it

she's the sunshine
you see it in her smile

ruru - daisy

so my little amelie...your bones aren’t made of glass...you can take life’s knocks

i take my time with you
play dead inside when you take me by surprise
make my home at the corner of your eye

ruru - glass bones

tempest
as sweet as a sunset bound to smoulder
i wanna know you by the spots on your collarbone

smoulder

nonchalantly bleeding

sept 30, 2016

now there’s nothing i can do
nothing i can say 
you’re not gonna look my way
not anymore
you’re not the person i once knew
oh you outgrown all my complaints
it must’ve been a big mistake
oh, you

 i’m trying to get past all the things that we had
i thought was special
i can’t convince myself that you’re not coming back no more

truth is: we weren’t any better
than stories they would warn us about
it was history repeating itself
the very thing we feared turned out

Simple Recorder

special

there's no one else

bed bugs bite anyway
and the what ifs still stand on my toes
they always have something to say with whatever you do and whatever you say
can't have it all and i still got alot to do

bed bugs

stone

1st ever attempt in writing a tagalog song years ago

i was never confident 2 release it because it was very personal but here it is

salita

who loved me dearest in my early morning, brave and bare skinned?
she lacked stars in her eyes, little miss sunshine
cold in the night, lovely disguise
holding back tears in her eyes

you put your plants in a cage 
prayed it be safe
but i burnt my tongue falling in love as foolish as anyone
and i watched you laughing
you talk obscene, blue and red as can be
and you love me dearest, in my darkest night

lil miss sunshine

there you go (acoustic)

june 12, 2016

there's rain on the pavement
rain in my head
21 days till summer and then
you'll fly off in planes to eternal weekends
all that i ask is that you leave it til' then

*don't say it's one time
never again
you'll burn up the sunrise to drown in ocean
you waste in the daytime
awake when it's dark
there's no difference when you're breathing in scars

oh tasteless
replacement
for the ache you've grown to like
oh to know you can't bring back what was once alive

scars

old old old dumb shit 

memories turn to dust

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