DEMO #1 of some more heavy style music i have been working on.
more to come.
quality to only improve.

lyrics: 
Don't wait on me cause my promises mean nothing
if nothing else im starting to see thats most in need 
is the one that bites the finger of the hands thats trying to feed.
im so fucking done with hurting everyone one that i love.
so this is my oath, on all the gods id swear,
if any of them cared..
that i am going to be all i can be with the love that you gave to me.
it was me all along, i wrote my own swan song, everyone has stories to tell but im a hollow shell baby cant you tell? that if you're hangin with me im gonna drag you through hell. 
down to your knees, cant you taste the defeat? its so sickening the way you beleive in me..
I'm a lost cause, im too far gone..
tragedy will find me.
its funny how they always say that everything'll be ok.
to sink or swim or live or die if i jump right now do you think id fly?
being held down by weight of the world
and the world is getting faster every day now.
out of control, ive lost control.
of my essence ;of my presence
feel the absence? what am i missing ?
I just want to be ok, if not today then maybe someday..
ive got nothing left to lose, 
is there anyone left to lose?

Swan Song

Disclaimer: I am ok, this is just artistic expression.
…..also I need a better microphone.
Lyrics:
Ill show you loneliness, ill share my emptiness with you.
Just know I am living this, inside clouds of worthlessness.
A black hole, always cold, unloved, better off alone.
Where the fuck do I go from here?

All alone in my misery, make incisions just to feel something.
I wanna know how it feels to be just like you, just like them.
Outside of my reflection, I am blind by my self hatred.
Paralyzed by all the times I was never good enough.

So don't you dare ever pretend like you ever gave a shit.
All I've known is isolation and fear.
I'll hang my head in shame, ill glorify my decay for you.
Am I alone do you feel it too?

Worthlessness

Dissapointment

the crunch

ROT[IN.HELL]

Stay.(Away.)

God is watching, Hell is waiting.

Cessation

father (demo)

Drown with me, Old friend.....

Drownwithme

First track produced using reaper,( or anything for that matter)
influences such as pertubator, carpenter brut, bon infinite

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