Name: Trying So Hard (Remastered) by RU$TZILLA
Duration: 3 min 56 s
Description: 2025 Remaster Of “Trying So Hard” From The 2022 Rust Story: Love & Death EP

In this song, I talk about the love I used to have inside me. The yearning for deep love that I used to have back in 2021 and 2022. The fact it left me due to grief and what remains now, I am trying to strengthen.

Worthy Of Love

2025 Remaster Of “Trying So Hard” From The 2022 Rust Story: Love & Death EP

Trying So Hard (Remastered)

is ok :( (remix by khaosxxl)

MK Ultra (bass boosted + reverb/ by khaosxxl)

LOST IN THE ABYSS MUSIC VIDEO:
https://youtu.be/mjDYkDb6dAg?si=fio3A1yJ1IwVoCzQ

lost in the abyss (prod. IGVS) *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

Love Song To My Girl
Mind My Voice Cracks And Sick Voice
*Freestyle*

Ash To My Fire

Tribulation

< / 3

Still feel dead (x6)

( ZIlla ) 
 Feel dead, but these niggas couldn't kill dead,
Power of the real dead we push lead,
Out like wolverine did niggas couldn't even kill dead,
Got blades out no pacifistin,
Bitch I'm just passing fisticuffs,
Up I'm rabid drooling chin up lil bitch,
Bitch stop acting crazy, you ain't really crazy,
Take a step in my shoes, pseudo mental patient,
Sado masochistic, pain I am one with it,
Sado masochistic, pain I am one with it,
 
( me ) 
Still feel dead (x12) 

Yeah Im a psycho
I dont know why im not like you 
So what im a psycho 
i dont know why im not like you
Yeah Im a psycho
I dont know why im not like you 
So what im a psycho 
i dont know why im not like you

So what im a psycho (x6) 

I been dead as of lately 
I been living in a hell for heavens sake
Why would you wanna be me
Death by anxiety

Trying So Hard (Remastered)

RU$TZILLA

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