s/o @mfschw for the help on this 1 



breathing feels selfish now,

wooden lungs

wooden lungs w/ Chw

@g3net1c
I HATE SOUNDCLOUD BOTS! I HATE YOU!!!!! I 
when it comes to medicine i'm an addict
and their detriment im pragmatic
in my head idealist
self defeating, glass ego shattered
i hope they don't think that didn't matter
because my whole sense of self lies in the fabric of the time that i tattered
what happens after?
walking with my head down and my shoulders up
born to love forced to fuck tough conundrum um
better move quiet in the halls
i got caught skipping class tried to lie and got flunked it was fucked
crazy baby in a booster seat
i miss them bluer jeans
wish i could choose my genes
i got dealt a bad hand from the jump, jump
 i slid like a kid from the top of the hump
nuts the one time i was honest i fucked my life up
nuts the time she cried cuz i was on it that was fucked up
the hurricane came from a butterfly thats some tough luck
and i dont act like ion give a fuck

soi try to keep my train of thought steered
but i can't, unless i rhyme over a beat it isn't clear
and even then, and even then it get weird
nobody really know me 
and it gets pretty tough
when you on top for a year
and then you push them all away
cuz no control the pressing fear
i always lose it
so i stay inside working on music like a loser
in my room that's where the tomb is
i'm so used spitting to true shit

i used to feel fake now i just feel useless
and i dont act like ion give a fuck

i dont have shit besides these panic attacks now
if she post another snapchat imma pass out
i dont have shit besides these panic attacks now
if she post another snapchat imma spazz out

lost control of my fingers lost control of my cottonmouth
the shit i said lingers in their souls
not no time out not no napping in the dog house
knick knack paddywack dont give the bitch a bone
broken motherfucker rolling all the way home

Doghouse (prod. 2004)

Think About What You Did by mayxx
cover by @01elliebell
all rapped/written/produced/mixed by me (@mayexex)
ft @popmonst3r @golden_guaps
co prod @yungrimanah @wondermothh @mag.nis @prod1o @lovemyexposure
mixing help from @popmonst3r (trax 1, 3, 4, 5, 8, 10)

Dedicated to those I love most and those I wish to hold close until the day i die
-Hatefulgurl2012, its all love 2024 xx <3

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