lately i been lost, everyday i wanna die
i don't even wanna try who am i tryna satisfy
no one's here for me, I don't have, no one else
people say they care, but it's me, by myself 

i don't really got a purpose i been tryna find my worth 
and a part of me is ready to go up and leave this earth
time is running out, and i'm nearing my demise
nothing really matters, guess it's time to say goodbye

would i stay long? or, would i fade away?
l've been thinking to myself, if it happened one day
if I left without a trace, how long would it take?
for them to see i wasn't kidding i don't wanna stay

any longer trapped, i just wanna be free
and i feel like that would be, if I was underneath
then i won't, have to stress, I can have peace
I feel like i'd feel better off, living in my dreams

pains in my chest, every time i think of you
god damn i'm a fool, why did I have to lose
the one person in my life that made me feel alright
it ain't ever been the same without talking every night

you made me feel secure, made me feel safe
as i felt my heart race, i was stuck in a daze
with you in my sight, I wanted to get closer
but then it all ended and, what we had was over

I was ignorant and dumb, morals out of place
I don't know if I could handle even looking at your face 
the tears in your eyes, can't believe, what I did
after all I was the reason why we even split

I just wanna fall in love and, wanna be enough
but I always end up hurt, thinking that I found the one,
it's a never ending curse, to feel that way again
I'll always be alone, no one here, in the end

i just wanna fall in love (prod. yusei)

lyrics:
I’ll love you forever, I won’t ever let you go
Every time we spend together, I’ll remember till we’re old
You make me feel a purpose you were worth waiting for
Like an angel on this earth is you’re so perfect you should know

I thought I’d never live to once again, have this feeling
The pain is fading sadness gone I think my heart is healing 
the part of me lost, has, finally been found
and you were the cause, of my life turning around
 
and I'm just so god damn grateful for everything that you've done
and I can't show how thankful I am I know that you're the one
that's gonna be here long, and I hope that it's forever
I wanna keep you safe, you're so precious you’re my treasure
 
before i even met you my life has been a mess
i was conflicted on living i was just so depressed
The day we started talking it started to fall in place
we instantly connected I knew I found my soulmate

I wanna wake up next to you, every single morning
When I see a message, text from you I always feel a warmth in
my chest and I feel happiness because i know you're mine
i wish i do the same to you I'll make sure that you're fine

girl you got me, thinking bout, you all the time 
I can’t get, thoughts of you, out of my mind
Not that I’m, complaining bout these visions that I always see
I hope you know you’re the best thing that’s happened to me

my biggest fear is losing you, don't want it to come true
i'll do anything to keep you safe so tell me if you feel blue
I promise to be here, i won't ever leave you cold
cause i know how it feels to be abandoned abd alone

every moment that we share has been the best i've ever had
I'm so lucky to have you and I'm always sorry that
I'm not perfect in any way but you still love me too
and without you in my life, i don't know what i would do

i'll love u forever (prod. yusei)

why do i feel so empty
it hasnt ever been the same ever since you left me
my life is so messy
i could end it now so dont even tempt me

lost in her eyes, no soul in my life
everywhere i look its dark no light
purpose gone I dont have a will to fight
cant wait for the day that i finally die

whats the point of living my life is so shit
I hate everything I've wanted to quit
don't know what to do but don't wanna exist

the end of it all, will be from assist
when I leave im sure no one will miss, me
why am i sad, death will be bliss

dont have anyone, all by myself
my heart is in pieces but no one will help
i'm worthless, a failure, i'll never succeed
I'm trash cause I wont ever be what they need

I'm crying and praying got me on my knees
to take away my pain yeah hopefully please
don't know how much longer but want it to end
no hand to hold onto I don't have no friends

why do i feel so empty
it hasnt ever been the same ever since you left me
my life is so messy
i could end it now so dont even tempt me

lost in her eyes, no soul in my life
everywhere i look its dark no light
purpose gone I dont have a will to fight
cant wait for the day that i finally die

I promise I'll try hard to keep going on
verse after verse i keep writing these songs
for those who relate you're not in the wrong
I'll push through the pain, for however long

without any motives I live in a mess
demons tear my walls and eat up my flesh
I'm so god damn broken and torn apart
but I'll try to live and spread the joy in my heart

it hasn't been the same (prod. 4lexf)

i need u in my life (prod. eric godlow)

lyrics:
november november, oh how I wish,
I couldn't remember
writing that letter giving you my sweater
how I had thought, you made me feel better 

november november, oh how I wish,
I couldn't remember
writing that letter giving you my sweater
how I had thought, you made me feel better

lately I really do miss you
still don't why we were an issue
all seemed well, crying in my tissue
after everything that, we been through 

the good and the bad, we had each other
and I'm left sad, drinking another
bottle of liquor to ease all the pain
erasing the memories from that day

november november, oh how I wish,
I couldn't remember
writing that letter giving you my sweater
how I had thought, you made me feel better 

november november, oh how I wish,
I couldn't remember
writing that letter giving you my sweater
how I had thought, you made me feel better 

why can't I feel the pulse in my heart?
you took it from me and i'm left apart
why did it have, to come to an end
was it all fake, were you playing pretend

too many questions I still want to ask
I should let go after all it's the past
found a new guy but I shouldn't be mad
I should be happy, i'm regretting that

november november, oh how I wish,
I couldn't remember
writing that letter giving you my sweater
how I had thought, you made me feel better 

november november, oh how I wish,
I couldn't remember
writing that letter giving you my sweater
how I had thought, you made me feel better

november (prod. Zeeky Beats)

vacant (prod. Zeeky Beats)

https://youtu.be/Iw0IBxsii4k

why did u leave me
was it cause u didnt need me
life isnt easy
full of fakes and its deceiving

cant feel my breathing
i dont sleep and i stopped eating
you didnt believe me
sorry the voices are screaming

nothing works out im always to blame
i'll never be proud cause im so full of shame
all that i do is useless
from the start everybody knew it

i'll never amount to a single thing
i'll never find someone to put a ring
on their finger, i'm always alone
no where to go, i dont have a home

why did u leave me
was it cause u didnt need me
life isnt easy
full of fakes and its deceiving

cant feel my breathing
i dont sleep and i stopped eating
you didnt believe me
sorry the voices are screaming

i hate myself and all that I am
I want someone to just give a damn
Bout how I feel the way that I act
I’m tired of pills I wanna relax

I want it to end
Don’t wanna play memories like they pretend
The times where we kiss only us you’d hold me
I hate how I’m so damn lonely

why did u leave me (prod. Zeeky Beats)

Oh she plays on my mind
Like a movie 
Drinks all my time 
And consumes me 
That's just me putting it loosely

Like a movie you, playing all the time, on my mind
You're so pretty girl did you know you're so fine?
I'm so lucky that I can, call you mine, I'll remind
You that everything about you is sublime

I, hope that we can last long, and we can go far
I don't ever want us to, be apart
If things get too hard, let me know and I can try
To work it out with you so, don't you cry cause I

Really care about you and I, hope you know
You don't gotta keep to yourself and, be alone
I'm always here for you, I don't want you to forget
I don't see, any flaw with you to me you're so perfect

Try to talk with me, and I'll try to do the same
Sometimes it can be difficult since we both been through pain
Just know I'm always here, and I wont let you go
I'm, here to stay forever cause our love isn't for show

Oh she plays on my mind
Like a movie 
Drinks all my time 
And consumes me 
That's just me putting it loosely

it hasnt been long but i feel the connection
between me and u and i have a confession
u make me smile and i feel happy when ur around
maybe let's grow old together i really hope ur down

for the two of us as one for the rest of our lives
how many cats do you want? i was thinking five
we can get more, i'd do anything you'd like
i wanna make you happy after all you're my light

you saved me from the dark when I had no one else
And since we met you made it better all by yourself
im thankful for you everyday i hope it doesnt end
cause i know for sure the love we have is real and not pretend

ur an angel on this earth, that came into my life
who loves me so dearly enough to want to be my wife
i'll glady marry you, you dont have to ask me twice
and every moment spent with you i always feel alive

Oh she plays on my mind
Like a movie 
Drinks all my time 
And consumes me 
That's just me putting it loosely

like a movie (prod. fridgeiscool)

there's something about you that just pulls me in
haven't felt like this in years and i know it's been a min
happy to be round you girl, i dont want you to leave
cause when i look at you, you're all i ever need and

everything you do, makes, my heart feel so full
when you're with me yeah, i feel so comfortable
love when you smile cause i start to smile back
i giggle uncontrollably whenever you laugh

it's my favorite sound, it fills me with warmth
you light up my world you're the flame to my torch
i hope it lasts forever and doesn't go out
but i feel like it wouldn't as long as we talk about

our problems when they're there and we communicate
our energy is mutual how it reciprocates
like magic you appeared when i gave the wand a whirl
i love you so much, you're my pretty girl

ever since we met, you made things better
my cloudy days are clearing theres a change in weather
i'll never forget, the 9th of september
the love i have for u, i cant even measure

thankful for you every single day
i hope that you'll be here long to stay
you're the woman of my dreams, the one i've been looking for
theres so many things about you i adore

like how much affection you always give me
you make me so happy and you made me believe
that love does exist, its right in my face
And all the pain i've had vanished and erased

you make me feel wanted and you make me feel special
the time spent with you healed my mental
i love how i can, be myself around you
im so glad i can make you feel needed too

my pretty girl (prod. 4lexf)

It’s dark out, and I miss you
i'm alone, dont know what, was the issue
couple months passed since you left me
I been looking at the stars feeling empty 

i'm so lost tryna find a purpose in myself
she was the cause of the sadness and my health
everyone hates me, they just put me down
maybe it'd be better if i wasn't around

honestly my whole life is a joke
and my chest is full of pain got my hands around my throat
i dont have friends no one cares if i'm alright
trying my best but I'm failing every night

I hate when i think cause my head always hurts
and i hate the things i do, i dont have any worth
what's the point of writing when i'm always being judged
why do people hate the only thing that I love?

dont call me a loser cause i know that i am
will i succeed? dont know if i can
I been tryna settle down without a care in sight
but it's hard when its dark and there's barely any light

what do i gotta change, to make people like me?
chasing dreams can be kinda frightening
dont wanna give up, i can make it far
got a lot ahead of me and i know it'd be hard

yeah, and its all in my head
i be overthinking all little things that i said
the negative thoughts, why do they gotta spread
always telling me, i'd be better off dead

i say it all the time but i wanna feel fine
sometimes i miss when you used to be mine
i gotta move on and i gotta stay strong
and i hope, that the pain, doesn't last, very long

rvstys

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