I DONT WANNNNT TO CRYYY BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TK STOP IT

To my brother who doesn't believe in me

mixed/mastered: @lilspudxlp

[Chorus]
Another long night
Another long drive
I'll think about what you said to me this time
I was this close from lashing out
You're lucky I didn't lose my smile
Your words still sting
It's hard to focus
I thought winter was supposed to be the coldest
You've shown me who you really are
You only comment when I miss the mark
[Verse 1]
You only know how to bring me down
I never asked for your criticism
I always clap when I see you doing good
To me it just doesn't make any sense
From now on I won't say anything
I'll just let the music speak for itself
I can't keep losing sleep over what you think
I haven't slept for days in case you couldn't tell
[Bridge]
I meant every word I said
You've never walked a mile in my shoes
Don't treat all my progress like shit
You don't know what I had to go through
I'll come back when I've calmed down
Right now I just don't want to see you
You remind me of my old self
Maybe that's why it's so hard to please you
[Verse 2]
I had to work my up from rock bottom
I was never really given any handouts
I take a lot of pride in what I'm doing
You think I'd come this far just to burn it all down?
I don't have that kind of time anymore
You'll understand when you get to my age
I used to say the same shit to our old man
If he were here I know he'd say the same
[Chorus]
Another long night
Another long drive
I'll think about what you said to me this time
I was this close from lashing out
You're lucky I didn't lose my smile
Your words still sting
It's hard to focus
I thought winter was supposed to be the coldest
You've shown me who you really are
You only comment when I miss the mark

another long night (prod. 2001 x pekarot)

prod @ghosthandsmusic, me and ben

lyrics:
2 side face from the pines out
Like mask on shit when they come around
Saying everything's cool it'll be alright
Yet I can't see far since they background
Wanna call your bluff like so bad
But you play it low I ignore that

And now I'm fallin' to the reef a bound
Lost in my wants
How can I escape this feelin of more more more

Ya were thieves out in the night
Stealing what we want in sight
Fuck it all I've thrown away
Robbin' others for our gain
Selfish creatures yet we feast
For ourselves drowned in the greed
No escape once it is deemed
Your a thief in the night

You waited outside
While I saw it forward so
It drifted sideways
Then the shit turned personal
I saw the people for
Who they truly where inside
And then I burned the fakes
Into ashes of sky
In the mist of the night you told me
Listen close for the ones who only
Satisfy from worth and not earnings
Money won't counting one of the learnings

And now I'm fallin' to the reef abound
Lost in my wants
How can I escape this feelin of more more more

Ya were thieves out in the night
Stealing what we want in sight
Fuck it all I've thrown away
Robbin' others for our gain
Selfish creatures yet we feast
For ourselves drowned in the greed
No escape once it is deemed
Your a thief in the night

leftquiet:
https://www.instagram.com/left.quiet/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/42f0KXL3P8tuMPnwMT87SJ?si=NA28ibdrS_qqC-6nmwgwBg
https://soundcloud.com/leftquietverified

thief

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Main Artist: lil XipZ 
Produced by: lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ
Mastered by: lil XipZ
Cover Art by: lil XipZ
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
ill bite my tongue
cuz i dont wanna argue
do you think its fun?
or you want someone to talk to?

ill bite my tongue
cuz i dont wanna argue
do you think its fun?
or you want someone to talk to?

[Verse 1]
ha so look whos attached now
i made u jealous girl so u want me back now
aye thats not how it works
talking to a new girl n she like how i flirt

she be all up on the new tracks when they drop
saying "is this about me?" n i tell her stop
saying that pic for cover art is kinda hot
thank you baby girl you should give me top

(thank you baby girl you should give me top)
(thank you baby girl you should give me top)

[Chorus]
ill bite my tongue
cuz i dont wanna argue
do you think its fun?
or you want someone to talk to?

ill bite my tongue
cuz i dont wanna argue
do you think its fun?
or you want someone to talk to?

[Verse 2]
yeah i got 12 new texts from my old bitch
she just trynna let me know i aint worth shit
i told her this aint new news this is old shit
why you always caught up on the old shit?

you should prolly move on cuz i been
girl we fucked the other day, it dont mean shit
i know it hurts so bad to see me win
i know it hurts so bad to see me win

cant handle me doin better than u
need to get over it, you look like a fool
call me a narcissist, baby its true
cant believe i wasted my time on you

(wasted my time on you)
(wasted my time on you)

Bite My Tongue

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youcouldnthaveleftanysooner

Thank Yous:

Thank you to everybody who made this entire thing possible for me. In all honesty theres about five people who deserve any credit at all, considering the majority of this workload was shouldered by myself independently. First, in reference to the project itself, id like to thank Ryini for providing me with some of the best and most soothing guitar work I have ever heard. Seriously man, I feel indebted to you. You helped me find a new sound that I have been able to expand on more than I imagined happening and I appreciate it. Thanks to my girlfriend Jessica, who lets me yell and sing all day and all night and never gets mad. She knows Im gonna be succeed and its an amazing feeling having a supportive partner. Id like to thank Matt Terrio, who is not with us on this earth anymore but continues to influence my life and my decision making. This one is for you brother.
It wouldn't be a Jackie Platinum message without some erratic shit, so lets just get right into it. Thank you to Eric Fawson, the stupid therapist who got a check from referring me to an abusive program, I hope you choke on a strawberry. Thank you for creating a monster within my bod, keen on destroying people like you. Thank you to Ann Brochin, who told my parents to institutionalize me because of my desires within the world of entertainment and music. I hope you enjoy your shoutout on my song you idiot.  Without Dr. Brochin I never would never have felt special enough to take a chance on myself. As crazy as it seems, her findings on my brain proved to only do good for me. Suck a dick. EVERYONE WHO DOUBTED ME, SUCL MY FUCKIN DICK. Shoutout to Andy Coe, Chris Soto and anyone else who took part in organizing my families trip to The Carlbrook School. The years of abuse I endured at your hands is CAKE compared to what I am going to put you all through. Trust me. Shoutout to uglyboy for real, thats the goat. 

Last but not least I am going to thank myself for being a fucking superstar. Thanks folks.

Dark Angel

Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
See me fly, diamonds shine on my neck yah,
And yo girl'd prolly fuck on the low low-
life, shawty I don't wanna die without my wrist froze.

Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah, 

Shawty say she wanna die-die-die-die-die.
I already took her life-life-life-life-life.
Shawty say she wanna die-die-die-die-die.
I already took her life-life-life-life-life.
(if you die I die too, don't I remind you.)

Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
See me fly, diamonds shine on my neck yah,
And yo girl'd prolly fuck on the low low-
life, shawty I don't wanna die without my wrist froze.

Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,

Angelboy

I want them butterfly doors
i'm in autopilot
she an angel on the floor
stay silent stay silent
i could really let you go

with that said ima pray for u
cashapp all the pain foreal
face down on the pavement 
let my heart beat out my chest for you
i would cut out all the rest for you
i would cut out all the rest for you
let's start a riot 
things were getting quiet
why they tell me i'm next up but i'm not yet
i been here too damn long i'm nauseous 
i been here too damn long i'm nauseous

i been runnin circles in this place i never call home
please don't test my patience cuz i built this up for so long
why do i deserve this i know i'm not perfect
runnin up a check and i still think that i am worthless
everyday
i been up on the same shit
sick and tired of your games bitch
fuckin up and i hate it
im so done with waiting
been tryna keep my patience
i can't even take this 
im fuckin up and i hate it
im so done with waiting

let's start a riot
i won't even mind it
let's resort to violence 
so sick of all this silence

let's start a riot
i won't even mind it
let's resort to violence 
so sick of all this silence

BUTTERFLYDOORS! ft. KILLKENSHIN (+lil biscuit x thislandis)

Make sure to check out everyone involved:
rxfxx: https://soundcloud.com/rxfxx
QUINSEA: https://soundcloud.com/quinsea
rinne: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-rTvrZQdlVj6vetLAKgK1Q

Heart Broke (ft. rxfxx x QUINSEA)[prod. rinne]

i kinda like to pretend that no one remembers who i used to be. before making music that is. probably because i was just a person, and well, i still am just a person but at least now i feel like i have some content to who i am. i like looking back on all the stuff ive made, and i like to think about how much more i want to make. this was gonna be a throwaway track but, fuck it. special thank you to https://soundcloud.com/noir606 & https://soundcloud.com/lilspudxlp & https://soundcloud.com/lilghoulie for keeping me motivated <3 and thank you everyone else for being so patient with me - much more, and much better stuff coming soon hopefully <3 love you all.

prod. 2001

lyrics:
i said fuck it
will i ever love it?
i don’t want to cry
but don’t know how to stop it
and when i’m running,
tell the world i’m coming so don’t leave
and i swear i’ll be there by the morning

my dear, will i ever love it?
i don’t want to cry
but don’t know how to stop it
and when i’m running,
tell the world i’m coming so don’t leave
and i swear i’ll be there by the morning,
my dear

run up checks like broken hearts
tell the world to rip me apart
i don’t know where i went wrong
so i’ll go write a song

about all my troubles 
i say i’m doing double
but i’m lying all the time 
to make you mine

girl, i owe you the world
my diamonds my words
and a ring with a pearl
on your cute little finger

girl, i owe you my world
my head is a mess
but that’s not your concern,
i swear i never learn

fuck it, 
will i ever love it?
i don’t want to cry
but don’t know how to stop it
and when i’m running,
tell the world i’m coming so don’t leave
and i swear i’ll be there by the morning,
my dear

rip me apart [prod. 2001]

PALACE

LYRICS:

I think she's got other plans
You thought you had her right?
Now she's got another man
To show her paradise 
Wasn't what you thought it meant 
She knew it all along
Breaking hearts she never loved
I caught her moving on

Now I'm standing tongue tied
I thought of dumb lies
Hard reset my love life
Another dry eyed 
Visit me to save face
I'm not a good guy
Parts of me you'd rather hate
I think I know why

Can you figure why you had her so long?
Put a pin in where you think it went wrong
Cause you know what topped it off
That's why you wont come clean

She got it worse but not the worst of me
Pictured us down and out with more to leave
If all that we held was cold and hearts still grieve 
Then why don't we tell ourselves what we believe?
(x2)

I think she's got other plans
You thought you had her right?
Now she's got another man
To show her paradise 
Wasn't what you thought it meant 
She knew it all along
Breaking hearts she never loved
I caught her moving on

Now I'm standing tongue tied
I thought of dumb lies
Hard reset my love life
Another dry eyed 
Visit me to save face
I'm not a good guy
Parts of me you'd rather hate
I think I know why

Can you figure why you had her so long?
Put a pin in where you think it went wrong
Cause you know what topped it off
That's why you wont come clean

She got it worse but not the worst of me
Pictured us down and out with more to leave
If all that we held was cold and hearts still grieve 
Then why don't we tell ourselves what we believe?
(x2)

rip me apart [prod. 2001]

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