I dont want ro live Anymore

Rxseboy - I'm A Ghost But It Hurts (slowed)

had lots of fun working with sxdtune on this one!

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The Night That We Met (ft. sxdtune)

always wanted to do a remix of this song by x. i never got the chance to meet him in person but the art he created is beautiful <3

OFFICIAL VIDEO

what are you so afraid of (reimagined)

teeth straight but my smile not w/ lxst boy (prod. raspy)

Powfu x Sleep.ing - Alienated

written by Lxst Boy & A Distant Voice
produced by mrmcchickino
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by Cavasoul

-lyrics-
(Chorus: Lxst Boy)
does she remember
the way she made me laugh?
i wanna text her
but i will get nothing back
it's harder than i anticipated
feel my chest collapse
i think i need a break
but i cant relax

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
save me
take control, don't
break me
turn the pencil upside down
erase me
what did i do wrong cause now
she hates me
oh she hates me

(Chorus)

(Verse 2: A Distant Voice)
every note that i would send
was a list of the dreams that i had in my head
but i missed all my chances, i’m feeling regret
now 
i’m 
thinking of how you would smile
you lit up my world
and it would took me a while
to stop feeling red
got my heart rate a hundred and ten
and you’re making it clear
i got nothing to fear
cuz now my end is here
all these letters i wrote to myself
were they meant for me or someone else
did i do something wrong to you 
making me seem like a demon from hell

(Chorus 2x)

S T R E A M

letters2myself (feat. A Distant Voice) (mrmcchickino)

Powfu - Laying on my porch while we watch the world end. & Rxseboy (slowed + reverb) (trust)

Lyrics... 

My fate is sealed I don’t know what to do 
I been contemplating everything while locked in my room
I revolve around hate and I’ve been paying my dues
But I think I’m too late it’ll have me end in a tomb
Anyone can be snake and they never teach
That’s why you never see me trust they all deceased
So I’ve been taking pills I admit defeat
Honestly I’ll take it anything at all if it helps me to sleep

That’s the cards that were dealt 
And I’m sorry but my body I can feel breaking down
My mind ain’t any better I’m deceiving myself
And It’s funny cause the money yeah can’t buy my health
I need help
I need it bad
Mentally and physically I don’t have money to spend
Ain’t that crazy cause Every penny go to family and friends and that’s why I say I’m quitting music I like it but I’ll prolly be dead

I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired
I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired 
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired

feeling well 
I ain’t been feeling well
And I’m done with trying to talk I only bring people down
Seems I fuck up everything I swear I’m destined to failI
I’m breathing regret every time I fucking inhale

Moving on I can’t
Man I’m trying but my mind is stuck back in the past
I’d be lying if dying didnt seem that bad
I’m writing the facts I’m fucking fighting for this 
I give my life but that shit wouldn’t last

Yeah I’m giving my best but still want me to change
Man I’m trying to change
And I hate when they tell me I’ll see better days
Man that shit never came
Half of the help I’m getting feeling it’s fake

Fake as a bitch
I’ve been pushing but my mind it can’t handle this shit
I’ve been battling depression ever since just a kid
I’m a shell I’ve been broken and I’m sorry I got nun left to give

Honestly, I'm tired (prod. 4lexf)

Listen on Spotify

@rxseboy x @jomie - hit the road (prod. boyfifty)

[Verse 1: no.cape]
Smell the fresh air and your lips on my cheek
Cherry blossoms losing petals with the breeze
Used to walk you home, say goodbye on the school days
Whenever you thirsty, offer you my KoolAid
Me and you would kick, back always down to chit chat
Stray dogs in the street tell 'em get back
Always tryna act tough had to show my princess
I would never hurt you, wouldn't hurt an insect

[Bridge: no.cape]
Whenever It's dark out, you know I'll be right there
Keep me in your heart, free you from your nightmares
Whenever It's dark out, you know I'll be right there
Keep me in your heart, free you from your nightmares
Whеnever It's dark out, you know I'll be right thеre
Keep me in your heart, free you from your nightmares
[Verse 2: sorrow]
Smell of red roses coming to your place
You were looking through the window
I can see your face, beautiful with the makeup
Ruby colored lipstick, yeah It's been a minute
Telling me to come in quick, chilling in your room
Parents aren't home, I was gone for a year couldn't talk on the phone
I was stuck in my dorm doing work all alone
Now I'm here and there's something that I wanted you to know
I think I'm in love, I don't wanna lie pain's in my chest and I'm sick of goodbyes girl
I don't wanna leave like every other time, yeah, I could be yours and you can be mine
But you didn't say a word, smile disappeared looked at me like, "Baby I have something you should hear..."
Body froze up when I heard what you said

[Outro]
I didn't planned this. I didn't know that it was going to happen to me. But it did. I was alone and I had no idea what I was doing. Y-You think that I really wanna be standing here in front of you like this? I had no choice

No.cape - We Won The War But I Lost You

@akumuh - can you leave me alone?! (prod. sundwn & jang0)

i know a few of ya can relate heavy on this. ima read all the comments too 
Prod. Boyfifty

Lyrics

Verse 1:
Didn’t think
Id make it back in time
But its halftime now
And
Hit my first three
I can hear the crowd shouting
All that I be thinking hope u seeing this shit
Brush it off trying not to look where u sitting
After the game
Pink skies realizations
U the match in heaven I been waiting for
Our parents been friends since like we were grade four
I dont play the same if u aint at the court

 Verse 2:
Finally we in our final year
We both seniors
If I go to uni imma need a cheerleader
Looks like I might get a ticket
To chicago
Darling tell me if I leave
U gon follow
I know we aint married 
But I know we will be
If your parents knew what I was thinking 
they would kill me
Girl ill be at home if your plans get cancelled
Little did u know I setup roses and candles

Please just promise me first 
We can leave here together 
Enter a new universe
We can share all memories
With all the couples we meet
Ill get u an apartment 
With whatever animal you please

Verse 3

U know im out of breath
But im running still
With Every shot that hits
U who I look to still
Dont let your eyes off of me girl
Dont let your eyes off of me

Now we down by two
And got two minutes left
They trynna run the clock 
we on a full court press

Dont let your eyes off of me girl
Dont let your eyes off of me

Highschool Baskets (boyfifty)

would look perfect - powfu x rxseboy (slowed + reverb)

Rxseboy- bus ride (slowed & reverved)

All credit goes to Powfu & Rxseboy

CONNECT WITH THE ARTISTS:
Powfu: @powfu | www.youtube.com/channel/UCmR-xOM0ZjY1cPdFp2WXT4g | open.spotify.com/artist/6bmlMHgSheBauioMgKv2tn
Rxseboy: @rxseboy |
www.youtube.com/channel/UCZd5lqhn…33aNp7Pw/featured | open.spotify.com/artist/1ScHz7wPPxVTEKsc9g3Z0c

ShagTheMusicMan on YouTube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCA6A9_T3…X9xarkEU_Q/videos

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Powfu]
Feel the wind blow, I can hear it in my left ear
Sounds like when you whispered to me but you're not around here
Life is slow, sleepin' twelve hours a day, ayy
Since I had my surgery, it's never been the same
I'm sick and it sucks, my friends barely visit
Every week that goes by and I'm feelin' more distant
Try so many times, tryna chip away my fear
Prayin' when I'm sad thinkin' of our younger years
First night that you kissed me, cuddle watchin' Disney
Now I wait at night for a text that you miss me
Every second is a blessing when you're standing at my side
We didn't see this coming, it's okay to say goodbye

[Chorus: Powfu]
It's okay to say goodbye
But I hate saying goodbyes
Would you stay here longer?
Sorry I'm not stronger

[Verse 2: Powfu]
Speak to me with honesty, it's harder than we thought it'd be
Tell it to me straight, ayy, I don't want no "probably"
Tell me when you're tired 'cause I'm gettin' tired too
The rain is feelin' heavy and the sky isn't so blue
Pills for my breakfast, promisin' it'll heal me
Hangin' out with doctors and starin' at the ceiling
My favorite days are Mondays when you come and see me
Wish you would stay longer but I know it's not easy
Yeah, I was excited for that concert
Tell me all about it, did they sign your new Converse?
I don't wanna let go when we hug
The thing worst in dying is losing who you love

[Chorus: Powfu, Powfu & Rxseboy]
It's okay to say goodbye
But I hate saying goodbyes
Would you stay here longer?
Sorry I'm not stronger

[Verse 3: Rxseboy, Powfu]
Noticed all the pain that you deal with
Was sick of all the doctors sayin' you heal quick
Spend a couple days since you left sayin' it hurts
Your girl just called me said she's pregnant and that would've been my first
So shocked when she told me
Why didn't she tell you?
She thought you'd leave the world thinkin' your promises have fell through
You always talked about her, you were ready for a son
Now he'll be watchin' over him, free of pain
Know that one day he'll look up and feel your love

[Outro: Powfu]
When I get to heaven I will wait for you
Sorry for the things that I put you through
You had to watch me flatline, wishin' that was bad time

Release Date:
13 November 2020

When The Hospital Was My Home - Powfu, Rxseboy (Slowed + Reverb)

“Because it's my life. If I give up now, I'd feel sorry for myself." ~KM

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