fuck man in such a bad state of mental health atm and this hit me so hard man honestly was so need😭❤️

The title alone is real, I don't wanna be me anymore because I fuck up bad sometimes

Literally been my number one song since it came out and still is

“@$#%?¥”

4 my grandma and grandpa i miss you so much rest up..
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/03Nx63Qf5HnqGF3KkGIJ6l?si=f5dbae1f019a45b9

feat. @iriasona 
prod. @yuseiworld
mixed by @jooosuph

[lyrics]
my grandma died a couple days ago this shits been on my mind
life is beautiful until the people all around you die 
now youre tryna talk to ghosts standing to your left and right 
my grandfather died 2 weeks they told me he be fine 
i couldnt see her for the final time her funerals tonight
i hope that woman knows i love her and ill keep her soul alive 
ive been out my head so long im tryna find some peace of mind 
but when people die it gets hard to even realign 
crazy isnt it we lose people then appreciate we livin 
thtas the shit that makes you sit back n then realize life is twisted 
120 people die inside this life in a minute 
i was told appreciate the ones around me and i didnt 
now their bodys in a coffin n its where theyre always sittin 
i dont even know what i would say if to they graves i visit 
id apologize for everything i ever did n didnt 
with my arms around their tombstones i would tell em that i miss em 

everyone inside my life that loved me i just pushed away 
thats the reason i got stuck inside my ways and never changed 
 we tendto only miss the sun when were walkin through the rain 
mac is always callin me tellin me ill see better days 
i go manic and panic n ask if shit'll ever change 
he was fuckin with me when my distro checks were only change
hes my brother but hes like a father to me in the strangest ways 
the only one inside my life thats tryna help me find a way 
my houses is lookin haunted cause these walls is what i talk to 
everyone around me always dies or they want to 
it sucks when someone dies but even more when they haunt you 
but i dont need sympathy for the shit that ive gone through 
cause any situation presented ive always fought through 
me myself and i sometimes is all i got dude 
keep going life is beautiful youll see it soon you got to 
appreciate the ones around you cause we'll all be gone soon

Walking Through The Rain ft. iriasona (prod. Yusei)

I'm So Good at Lying

I'm So Good at Lying (feat. Powfu & Thomas Reid)

tell me your feelings and i won't tell you mine

snowflake (feat. Jaden & Sarcastic Sounds)

Friends?

i don't wanna be me anymore

i don't wanna be me anymore (feat. Julia Alexa & Zaini)

With you (officialdjaaron)

“2AM Reflection” dives into those quiet, sleepless hours when your thoughts get loud and the truth hits hardest. It’s a late-night confession — a mix of regret, healing, and realization — capturing the raw emotions that only surface when the world goes silent and it’s just you and your thoughts.

2 AM reflections - 2pretty4de_babies.mp3

Heres a song off my upcoming EP called Heartbreak & Bad Habits
hope you fuck with it
Kuzu Mellow: @kuzumellow
draffish: @draffish
art: @oddyssi

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Heartbreak ft. Kuzu Mellow (prod. draffish)

Lyrics:
[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

4 am in my room and im high again
always treading cautious society's a lions den
feelin pain im just wishin that the shit would end
no one listens so im cryin on the internet
wont lie i dont know where should i go
got walls and a roof but this house aint home
rollin up dope ive been outta my zone
im drownin in issues im outta control
tell the reaper to take my life with a scythe quick
whi is the pain the only thing my brain can siphon
ive been on a journey tryna find some enlightment 
and why is death the only concept that gets me excited
so should i stay or should i go thats been on my mind
cause i feel like youll get bored of me ill be waste of time
and thoughts of you leaven been keepin me up at night
tell me we'll be alright 

[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

Not Enough (prod. Ryini Beats)

SadBoyProlific - Hopeless

i'm so sorry </3

ft. @powfu @mishaal

produced by con

Listen on Spotify!

@rxseboy x @powfu x @mishaal - when we were 16 (prod. con)

SadBoyProlific - Dear Momma

listen close to my words

produced by Ocean Beats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

@rxseboy - i'm a ghost but it hurts (prod. ocean)

my first official release as an artist. So happy to of been able to collab with two amazing artists @rxseboy & @powfu 
Hope you guys enjoyed it, please support on Spotify aswell :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/50HURWGNsCiJw4qFDQu40X?si=i47qp5K_TQ-hJpRretA2pQ

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the bootleg boy & Rxseboy - the day i died (ft. Powfu)

Jomie - Whats The Point

“Because it's my life. If I give up now, I'd feel sorry for myself." ~KM

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i don't wanna be me anymore (feat. Julia Alexa & Zaini)

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