'i never thought i'd switch for a bitch like you' 🔥

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written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered: @futoh
produced by: @boyfifty
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surprise surprise 
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lyrics:

Im stuck in my head,
girl you dead,
you don’t mean nothing,
stuck to my bed
used to be blind,
all I’m seeing is red,
can’t make amends,
tripping on memories,
running from you,
love that we enemies,
you love that too,
you wont admit it,
call me a fool,
but it’s the truth,
bout time that you knew,
after it all,
I ain’t coming back,
I didn’t care,
but Im rushing back,
all emotions,
want em back,
I’ll never say it back,
you said you’re sorry,
but i don’t regret all that,
took me so long to get back on my feet,
now I just stare at a screen,
oh wait,
that’s nothing for me,
so why do i wilt and then drop to my knees 
I lost it,
I’m sinking deep,
and you caused it,
we’ve been here before,
washed up on shore,
tell me no more,
don’t wanna hear it,
drop to the core,
you're such a bore,
self-esteem to the floor,
now i got nothing in store,
i guess i just need some time restore,
picking up pieces you chose to ignore,
woah,
get lost in reality,
hate all totality,
shot my morality,
no hospitality,
screw my mentality,
im sick and tired of the abnormalities,
you didn’t care so why should I?
say it’s not fair but it’s eye for eye,
don’t you go whine now,
need to wind out,
went through too much just to find out

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you know i like it when you speak to me soft 
most nights i spend with you alone
feels like we don’t even talk 
know you don’t need me at all 
i’m just taking up this space 
know i’m just here by default

don’t want another 
staying here is gon make me suffer 
n my body shudder 
another night i spent playing lover 
so over summer 
sunlight poking right thru the shutter 
laid under covers
every time i just let him under 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

facing the repercussions 
it’s just what happens 
i can’t help that i'm no good at loving 
i’m just so unbecoming 
he only want me in passing 
at least he wanted something 

yeah is it too much 
promise i’ll be good enough 
be what you want 
even if i can’t feel your touch 
i'm leaking blood 
just waiting till i'm getting crushed 
and when we’re tongue to tongue 
i almost feel like there’s an us 

i’m just a body 
take it off 
and come put it on me 
no need for talking 
when it’s done 
you don’t need to call me 
this shit gon haunt me 
coming round it gets so disheartening 
i guess he caught me
every touch it just leave me starving 

but i’m still there 
right under you
every time 
you call my name 
in the way that i like 
don’t make me feel like 
i am more than a night 
god i tried 
god i tried 

n it’s not hard to see 
but i still don’t get it 
and i bet crying here 
would make me pathetic 
i just type it up 
but don’t send the message 
and god it’s killing me 
but i think i’ll let it 

i know i do this to myself 
i know what’s going on here 
i know i could avoid it, well
i know you’ve put it so clear
and it’s so stupid that i’m wiping my tears 
yeah it’s so stupid that i hold you this dear

unbecoming

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artwork by @implix

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