feeling really masochistic when she leave.
prod vinnie

RAKASPEN- blackhaven (snippet)

I CAN BE UR TRUTH - ZENTHEGHOUL (AYENA MIX)

these are the lyrics 🖤. 

Pick up the phone ain’t nobody there 
They say that they love you but don’t show that they care 
I was alone for to many years 
Filled with this hate and I became what I fear 
Lost & alone not shedding a tear 



Seen death so many times 
Still question if I’m even here 
Started losing feelings , with no hope That’s not fair 
I was just a kid when they broke me 
Laying on the floor 
Thinking what have I become 
This isn’t who I am 
But the pain has just begun 
So I stared at the moon 
Asking “is this enough ?”
Will all of my pain disappear if I grow up ? 
“Well of course you’re not , your sinner the cursed burden . The only question is how long will it be ? & that’s for certain “
Man i fuckin tell you they knew that my heart was hurting 
If my mind was a painted picture i know it’ll be disturbing 
My heart ran away & will not be returning 
If only they cared but I’m a kid so it’s deserving 
I gave up many times so I know it’s concerning 
I lost myself to regret 
Hoping I could forget 
Counting days of neglect 
Saying that I was one to protect 
I was left all alone 
Feeding blood to express 
So many scars & sins to confess 
Why does god hate me ? 
Well I was one to correct 
They shattered my soul 
& watched it affect 
Told me everything that I seen was a nightmare 
So then I can awake ? 
how much more can I take ? 
When am I gonna break ? 
As I start to reflect & these thoughts to collect 
My feelings went minuscule as I try to progress 
But that was their intentions to burden me in distress 
So why am I here ? 
Who should I fear ? 
Why was I alone all through the years ? 
I was just a kid did you forget ? 
I’ll never be the same & that’s such a shame 
All they wanted really was fuckin fame 



pick up the phone aint nobody there 
They say that they love you but don’t show that they care 
I was alone for to many years 
Filled with this hate so I became what I fear 
Lost & alone not shedding a tear

the cursed burden

5 A.M. (PROD. SAUROИ)

XiiiDolor - relax, just listen to me.

Phone Call Freestyle

THE GUY OUTSIDE YOUR WINDOW [PROD @TRENT JAXON]

[lyrics] 
you found me, I’ll find you.
I can’t sleep, because of you.
don’t wanna leave, not ready to.
please bury me, right next to you.
I found peace, inside the blue
I wear long sleeves, to hide the truth.
do you love me, like I love you?
hide in the trees, I love the view.
hope you can see, what we can do.

I can’t sleep, because of you. 
I wear long sleeves, to hide the truth. 
don’t wanna leave, not ready to.
I found peace, inside the blue

do you love me, like I love you?

do you love me, like I love you?

HOLLOW.

Lately been living life like its fuck living.

Lately. (Prod. October)

Null (prod.soprettyanxiety)

(molly1)

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