oh my god this song hotter than hell 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥😭😭😭👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

i hate the “sounds like x” mfs 😭😭

Produced by DXEM
Mixed by Luna Lucilfer
Influenced by Kanye

Sorry for the near 7 month hiatus, I needed a mental break and it took longer than expected, but I’ll be back soon with more music I promise :)

Enjoy the song 🤍

[verse]
creating greatness
witness to a hundred eyes,
too many alter egos,
but i know i’m a god,
if you fight with me,
we fighting till we die,
from dusk till dawn,
fight till the sun arrives

nah this can’t be it, this can’t be what i’m destined for,
i can’t stop this feeling in me that i need more,
unravel secrets, they keep on pouring through the door
unravel mine and watch the way my heart tore like yours

they pocket watching me,
there ain’t no one who stopping me,
there ain’t no one who’s topping me,
but your girl stay on top of me,
like bro honestly,
get better with your lyrics,
you’re too focused on digits,
on those cheques is where your pen is,

it’s been a minute since i’ve rapped like this,
but at least that i can say that y’all can’t rap like this,
bring it back and stay on track, y’all are the witnesses,
like beware and behold the realest, coldest shit

like t up, had enough of them telling me to t up,
don’t tell me how to do it when you ain’t even been up,
stay outta my world, i’m busy tryna get my green up, uh
i’m busy tryna get my green up bruh,

[verse 2]
baby i’ll give you my all,
just give me whatever you can, wait uh
put all your trust into me,
take the leap into my hands, wait uh

just give me whatever you can, uh
baby just give me your energy, 
we both know that we ain’t meant to be,
i’ve given up who i was meant to be,

i need substance, wait,
she off novocaine,
i love feeling adrenaline
rushing through all my veins,

baby wanna pop that pill now,
think she's in love with the feeling now,

Ramona’s Addictions (Unravel)

pretty girl/ wish away

PRETTY GIRL/WISH AWAY (PROD.ALANFOR) *OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS*

mascara on her eyes are black like her soul , she kept it hidden from me until it was over , never thought such a beautiful soul could become someone who i hate - 342


produced by bxxnose

[Lyrics]


[Chorus]

i know the way you feel , i know the ones u hate

and i know the one u love and it is not me

i wanna kill you slow , i wanna make you scream

i wanna make you feel the things you put on me

but i still love you

cant escape my head

i’m dreaming of you

cant sleep it’s 3am , i love you 

i’m tired of feeling things , don’t wanna bug you

i messed things up inside your brain 

caused you so much pain

please stay away 


[Hook]

i cant hold you close , i know you hate me now

but time went by , and love went bad but know you’ll hear this sound

know they won’t love you how i did , they won’t be close at all

i took away all of my friends , you were the one i want

mascara

This was a very fun song to make special thanks to rxtarr for the feature
soon to be on spotify. Enjoy <3
(Lyrics)
[lovekxxg, intro]
Am I
Am I
Am I
*so fucked up*
[lovekxxg, hook]
Am I, am I who
Am I, am I who
Am I, am I who, you want me
Am I, am I who
Am I, am I who
Am I, am I who, you want me

[lovekxxg, verse1]
I count my days until I accept the pain
It’s Defeat yea it’s all the same
Recollection of my life In vain
But I can’t keep going on this bloody plane

[lovekxxg, chorus]
I will die for you, will you find me
I will die for you, will you find me

[lovekxxg, verse 2]
I count my days until my sins will pay
Is it love or death I stray
All these thoughts they turn to grey
It’s a matter of time before my thoughts will

[lovekxxg, bridge]
Am I who, am I who, you want me
Am I who, am I who, you want me

[Rxtarr, Chorus]
stayed the night it's late as fuck, oh no
and i don't really give a fuck about hoes, oh baby let it show, woah

[Rxtarr, Verse]
saw that little look in your eyes i can't deny, it was fine
but i know that we're only friends so why should i, try
but i don't really want to

[Rxtarr, and Kxxg]
Am I who
Am I who
Am I who
uh yea
Am I who
Am I who
Am I who

FIND ME/WHO AM I FT RXTARR (PROD.NEVERFOREVER)

produced by: pandrs
artwork by: ankhh
written by: ankhh
mixed/mastered by: ankhh
(everything heard is intentional)

abrupt start.

[LYRICS]
you’re nothing but dead weight, you’re holding me back.
i have to let go but I can’t, I’m attached.
I’m losing myself and all I can see is black
i told you i hate you, I never meant that.

remember that time when you severed my wings?
tore up my body, you cut up my skin.
ripped out my heart, seen the blood on yo chin.
I really miss you baby where have you been.

lie in the snow wit the sun and the moon.
put in my headphones play her favourite tune.
seven pm now I’m waiting for you.
Answered the door and she came in my room.

all that bitch wanted was nothing but sex…
am I even worth it? I’ll wait til the next.
I don’t deserve love put the blade to my neck.
I’m too self conscious, retyping my texts.

——i’m self conscious——

lie in the snow wit the sun and the moon.
put in my headphones play her favourite tune.
seven pm now I’m waiting for you.
Answered the door and she came in my room.

remember that time when you severed my wings?
tore up my body, you cut up my skin.
ripped out my heart, seen the blood on yo chin.
I really miss you baby where have you been.

where have you been?

infatuation (wings)

For those wondering, AYLIEN BLUE's close friend reached out to me and told me he does not like his part and wants it removed which is understandable because it was made almost 3 years and we’ve grown as artists since then. To respect that, I replaced his verse with a new one by me. No drama and it is all love to him! Thank you for your understanding!

Feeling stuck underwater, near the deep end.
(prod. khalil)

2/14/20

Underwater

Rxtarr’s and aylien’s exclusive / throwaway

rxtarr - hell (ft. Aylien blue ) UndergroundVxult! Exclusive

HEAVEN’S DOVE [AUG 12, 1990]

what is it that you're searching for?
inside of yourself that is.
is it a key to unlock your mind?
the true answers that lie within your heart.
searching.

teen suicide

ALL I DID WAS CRY

BLEEDING IN THE WAITING ROOM...

Sample: KIDS SEE GHOSTS - Reborn

Prod. GOOCHY

Girls Love Fun, Not Me.

RXTARR

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