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@tonycomputerlove

its been months since i saw you 
are u even thankful for all the shit ive bought you
kill myself go to hell and fucking haunt you 
i hate everybody but i want you
bla bla bla shut the fuck up  
things were going well i guess i ran out of luck
i do so much for u, its never enough
500 planets to measure all my love
i wonder how long this shit will take
im so curious to when my heart will break
please understand for my sake
im never asleep but im never awake

art: https://www.deviantart.com/gashi-gashi/art/My-original-characters-2012sep-326905376

500 planets (tonycomputerlove)

@luvlxckdown
prod @tonycomputerlove + @haveonlyonechance

art: https://www.deviantart.com/gashi-gashi/art/doodle-original-302284636

right back at ya w/ luvlxckdown (tonycomputerlove + tenoji)

@funny
prod @auguryy

talking down u better stop it
push push, push that fellas head in like a pop it
pull the glock out of my pocket
aim at ur big ass head easy target
target on lock and then i cock it
and then i shot shot shot i got em
we lost him
oh here comes his buddys cut them up with the katana
slice slice slice slice they got no reflex
im invincible got no weakness 
claw claw posted up with a t-rex
ur girl in my dms we having e-sex
pull up with the axe and get to hackin
can never win no games these fellas always hackin
feel like @woxied my friends get to blastin
game over im surprised u lasted

art: https://www.deviantart.com/gashi-gashi/art/Owen-and-his-raptors-568411518

stop it w/ funny (augury)

@mycorpsebridee @fum1ko
im at rock bottom things cant get any worse
pray for things to get better but that never ever works
im going nowhere thats the truth and it hurts
cant feel much of anything but i can sure feel the hurt, oh well
i dont know how to be human
i dont know what im doing
i cant do this i dont think ill get through this
walkin down the street hope i get hit by a car
didnt think id make it this far but here we are
cant get it over with i back out everytime
like dozens of times maybe a few more and itll all be over
salt in the wound and im fine with it
wish things could just happen slower
can never catch a break
hope one day i can say im doing better
cant find love guess its not for me
no notifications no one talks to me
i dont know how to function thats what stoppin me
ive accomplished nothing thats whats haunting me
oh well

oh well (mycorpsebride + fumiko)

@trustt
prod @0uj

oh my god 
ur so fake ur just a fraud
im so powerful like im a freaking god
ur so not ur just a bot
adventures with my friends
go on adventures with my friends
we stick together to the end
buying so much clothes dont care how much i spend
i like what i like dont care about no trends
making so much beats
making so much songs
having so much fun

omg w/ trustt (biias)

prod me 
this one is just for fun

i got the juice in my cup
u wanna hate but i do not give a fuck
countin all this money and its only goin up
feel like @funny i got the juice in my cup

ur music sucks dont wanna hear u make a sound
i got the juice in my cup yours is nowhere to be found
and if you talkin down ima put u in the ground
put u in a cemetery (sematary) , haunted mound

i wanna go and explore
and go and find more
and see whats in store for me
theres so much more to see
so much more to see

i got the juice in my cup
u wanna hate but i do not give a fuck
countin all this money and its only goin up
feel like funny i got the juice in my cup

2023 you aint ready
pull up with machine guns and machetes
bitch i feel like korn cause this metals fucking heavy
leave your body torn youll be looking like spaghetti

i got the juice in my cup 🧃

prod me

no ones ever there 
if i died would they care
maybe they'd be happy
could be the answer to their prayers
im so so alone and im so so scared
made some mistakes in the past and ill never be the same
feels like im not friends with my friends
drifting further away
all i can do is hope but it gets worse everyday
i just hope in the end it'll all be okay
thought i hit rock bottom
didnt know how deep it goes (world)
feels like everyday im at an all time low
times so fast and me, im slow
but i know with time ill climb and ill grow

time

prod me

i miss the past
but i cant go back
try my best but life moves fast
they all move forward while i move closer to last
(trust me it gets so much worse)
ecco was right
im so terrified, i dont want this life
ive been waiting for so long to see the light
it gets so so cold on these lonely nights
and these wounds are so deep
so quick to judge but they dont know how i bleed
i wanna finish this hike but the path is so steep
likely ill fail but id prefer to succeed
id prefer to be normal
id prefer to be cared for
id prefer to look better
id prefer to have more friends
id prefer for it all to end

cant go back

prod me

here i am in the same place
whats the difference between tomorrow and yesterday
shes so pretty, think i might just take a chance
but every chance that i take ends up a mistake (oh well)
not too much i can say
its another day and nothing has changed
its all the same
dont know what im gonna do (i dont know)
ive been trying for so so long (so long)
but everything goes wrong

everything goes wrong 🎵

prod me 

i could end it tomorrow
but ive felt dead for a while
could use a hug or a smile
i think that im trying
in a hole with no walls
with nobody to call
climb the ladder, i fall
im so so so fragile
reach the top and i slip
fall to the bottom, i quit
shattered, a million pieces
dont think ill ever get better
everyday it gets worse
every second it hurts
im so so so fra-
cant even talk to my friends
i reach out for a hand
but my arms dont extend
someone to love would be nice
but i dont ask for that much
someone to hug would be nice
but i dont ask for that much
what am i but a failure
ive lost everything
forgot how to breathe
forgot what it means to be human
in a constant battle im losing
(what am i doing)
and i try to keep it together for a moment
but it always feels like im forever at my lowest

fragile

remix of mind garden by @385u2 with vocals from ghost by @funny
mastered by @funny

https://soundcloud.com/385u2/garden_iii
https://soundcloud.com/funny/ghost

mind garden 🌸

prod me
@h3artch3rades

i try and i try, its embarrassing 
i dont like to lie but its hard for me
i cant escape this suffering
and i spiral at night
start to cry from the slightest things
id let go of all my wishes (to start anew)
some of my bros aren't around and i miss them
i don't say a word but i listen

dead 🥀 w/ h3artch3rades

problems w/ ch2rms (rxtrx + kirian)

bug prod me

@zayok

im back you better tune in
dont love no girl love music
that shit you say confuse me
do this all day and all night
think im as strong as all might
know things will all be alright
i never maxed out carbide
just got my check from fortnite
pockets full i dont keep change
dudes say they changed but they dont keep that change
life real good like tyfontaine
shout out my guy @monsain
pray to god every single day
but not my pants they aint got no faith
out of here you aint got no place
shut your mouth you aint got no say
yeah stop talking
dont give a fuck what you say its not clocking
making moves everyday yeah im on it
push push push your head in like a pop it
everybody know whats up when we walk in
everyone stop what they doing they pause it
cant pronounce whats in my closet
all i do make sounds and make deposits
all i do make sounds straight from my heart
all i do make sounds straight from my soul
dudes aint got no love dont got no goals
yall so trash it makes me LOL
yall so trash it makes me JAJA
chrome my belt my glasses prada
rest my fit balenciaga
cant have this shit you cant have nada

rxtrx

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