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for something to make you whole
but nothing ever will
jump deeper into the hole
find your will

killing me slowly
its taking my body
and slowly but softly
you hug me and watch me
go limp

i'm so sorry
for being nobody to you
if there's god, he must
hate me, i know that its true

a year's gone by, and i'm still the same
my eyes burn red, the light eats away

find
the moment which feels right
make sure you hold on tight
jump deeper into a hole
you cant climb

open
your eyes and ignore the light
radiating in
a body submerged in water
can you swim?

killing me slowly
its taking my body
and slowly but softly
you hug me and watch me
go limp

i'm so sorry
for being nobody to you
if there's god, he must
hate me, i know that its true

don't wanna break the mold
the story's getting old

The Mold

Ashamed to be alive
Too afraid to live, too afraid to die
I don’t know what I’m doing and I’m losing time

Afraid to care at all
Afraid I’m setting myself up
to take the fall

I can’t live the life
Don’t wanna fight the fight
I’m to dull to be bright
I just need some light 

All my life
Living on a lie
I don’t wanna try
And drag myself back together again

Ashamed of who I am
Ashamed of I’m from
Ashamed of all the broken ties I’ve left behind in time

Ashamed all my past
Afraid of the future
Why fight to live a life that’s not worth living anymore?

I guess I’m a failure

Hate to start up again
But it’s just now and then
I don’t understand why you'd do this to a friend

Maybe I lost my light
I won’t break tonight
Or at least that’s what I’m saying, but is it right?

I’ve been on the train
It doesn’t make you sane
I hate everything that goes on in my brain

I have no thought
I care but it’s not
A way to fix all the pain that I have wrought

Ashamed of who I am
Ashamed of the part of me
That’s still holding on to all the things I left back in the past

Ashamed of all I’ve done
Afraid of what I’ve become
Why fight to end up right back the same way I was before?

I guess I’m a drag now

Ashamed

God Put Her In My Path

Damn, I hate bein' sober / damn im a smoker / I hate bein' sober / damn im a smoker / Damn, I hate bein' sober / I'm a smoker /Fredo a drinker / Tadoe off molly water / But we can't spell sober /Ballout roll up / when we roll up / bitches on us / hate bein' sober / damn im a smoker / hate bein' sober / damn im a smoker

Hate Bein’ Sober

lyrics:

so i guess.
lot of things has changed
but also fucking nothing
im still the same
and im still learning
try and error
im always fucking failing
but the way i failed in your eyes rly got me thinking
I can't reall change
but i will die trying
suppress all the filth
be a fucking decent human being???
leave it up to me
to fuck it all up
after all it is my life
im sorry i let u down

so heey
im back
same stories different ppl
think by now i should've been wiser
but i caaant
live uppp
to who u wanted me to be
but I'll get back up on my feet
im so sorry

say im a xo willow clone
while u make fucking scenecore
have u ever heard something like this
i think u are full of shit
i have the right tools in my hands
a little bit of talent in my brain
a few things i want to say
ur sound is awful it's all the same

idc about u ppl
sharing ur songs in discord servers
friends jerking off in the comments
stressing over numbers and plays

say what u want about me
too many friends lost i stopped counting
yk I'll always be there if u change ur mind
but i can't see in ur head so for now it's goodbye

im so sorry

blossom endrot this year

filling up the spaces
with empty words
it's a selfless being
with no self worth

making something different
makes it all the same
abstracted greatly
but clear as day

i want to cry

its a constant struggle
being anything
you can barely handle
just existing

its a feeling that i
have always known
its the pain that doesn't subside
from flesh nor bone

i want to cry

dont speak
unless you're spoken to
dont breath
because it could hurt you

i know my fate
i just dont know when ill do it
everything's great
when the gardens are blooming

WannaCry

lyrics:

1 she's my goonette
she does it all the time
i said hey let's hang out let's have some fun
but she rather stays alone in her room
reading yaoi and she goons and goons

2 no time for me
she's busy flicking the bean
she don't need my small peen
independent queen

3 i just wanna hold her hand and cuddle with her in sleep
but this pervy woman keeps her right hand way too busy

4 i thought im a real gooner but im just a phony

i tried to keep up but the last time i got a nosebleed

ch) to her im just a boy toy she doesn't think it's wrong
and one of the worst thing is it kinda turns me on
but i love her too much i could not stand her being gone
she's just a little weird but what isn't in this world

1 we don't go on dates
we have gooning sessions
she always beats me
in an edging competition 

2 her bedroom looks like a sex toy store
she tried to peg me once i broke thru her fucking door

3 she tries to molest me everytime i come over
when i push her away she always pulls me closer
she can't ever get enough man I can't even get a boner
i got raped like sixty times just this october

4 her gooning setup looks like a fucking NASA control room
why am i so nervous there like why cant she get a fucking clue
it smells so bad and the floor is sticky like some fucking glue
man i am tired i can't do this please let it end soon

ch) to her im just a boy toy she doesn't think it's wrong
and one of the worst thing is it kinda turns me on
but i love her too much i could not stand her being gone
she's just a little weird but what isn't in this world

b) she's got me in her grasp
i can't relax
can't catch a break
I think i will break
lube on her hands
hearts in her eyes
please God save me
this is my demise!!!

ch)

femcel goonette

(lyrics below) Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3ExGB125JobAjvf5QPLSYo?si=knpZYBv5R6Ox5CdL5nZMAQ

If they all hurt me
Why shouldn't I do the same? 
I keep it all in a bottle 
As I sit around, twirl and waddle

Into walls, smash my body on the concrete 
Put a brick on the gas and leave me in the backseat
I guess you were right all along

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

And I wanted you to suffer 
Just as much as I did 
But now I just want you to watch me,
Yeah, I just want you to watch me

Pour my guts out on your shirt
Self myself ablaze, for you it wouldn't hurt 
But to me, this means everything 
This means everything to me 

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

Your eyes, my pain
Your eyes, my pain

Watch Me Hurt Myself (And I'll Be Yours)

techie cover
on spot soon:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/7JpwmseNrC07vpYePNjI9Q?si=CGLRlO85TM2AMIqtWaM-3g

lyrics:

dying in the same town i was born in
that's why i'm so fucking boring
never looking forward to the morning
waiting for the angel's calling
somewhere along the way i lost my soul
never knew anyone could be so cold
can't free myself from this stranglehold
a friendly face is worth more than gold

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared
(always feared)

nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with me?
nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with...

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared
(always feared)
dying in the same town i was born in

dying in the same town i was born in (DethTech Cover)

Obsessed

1999 and 2004-- Two distant eras, seamlessly melded in this stunning performance-that-never-was.

Obsessed

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