StabbedInTheHeart :(

my own worst enemy (ft. motor)

Cweed Goat (W/ Cweed)

Produced by Thugs bunny 

Album “MAKRIGGA”

BLACK SHADES

(lyrics)
just because i - 
so sad … so, so, so sad 
ay ay ay ay 
look
I hate I never got to say goodbye 
for better measure stretch the tailor tape  around my neck a necklace as you found my perfect size 
protected recommend that I seek some rest 
I beat my chest in grievances 
completely depleted we in agreement 
people sleeping on Cweed my ego 
fetal positioning quicker to recondition the system in which in we living in 
yes it’s he It’s the Riddle Man
riddling off the Ritalin 
Rivers write all my lyrics 
That’s why my music so riveting 
really pivot position my legs been a Lazy Susan 
view the moon in its newest phase cycles of evolution 
time dilation in tidal waves slightly movin’ the cue stick 
aligning, like the molecules blazin then phasing through it 
amazing what facing true endeavors did instead of running 
stopped feelin’ fear of your judgement 
unless you one of the jury 
hurt me before you hunt me 
I play your puppet, I love it 
you pick me up when you want me 
a busted lip plus a bloodied mouth 
trusting information that was gathered from assumptions or something you gotta stop it 
heard Cweed he do this & that 
you bluffin’ with your gossip 
I’m coming clean on my rumors 
another screening of screaming matches
cracking down my conscious 
confidence in my confidant confiding in my problems
a pinky promise with God & I broke it I know he angry 
spoken like a grown man 
but really still a baby
my language couldn’t explain it
but I love you 

and I love 
and I love 
and I love 
different 
(uh, uh, yeah)
and I love 
and I love 
and I love 
different 

ay, nowadays it only matters ya paycheck & how much pay you get 
traded education for marijuana to major In 
take it back with a wish no I couldn’t I wouldn’t make it here 
obligated my anguish 
articulate how I really feel
master picture painter
painting pictures of the massacres after dragging the tablecloth 
across the entire map & now 
half my food fell in the ocean other half in Africa 
travel rapping crack my back acid flash-backing sciatica 
so who is who to human
the hues & the blues of interpretation turned into confusion 
bestowing a new connection 
I’m the moon & you the sun reflecting 
hate that I could never never catch you, soon enough we’re lunar
I miss eclipsing in adolescence
listen say your man was rapper you knowing how it go 
date a couple rappers you never dated a poet though
supposed I’m repulsive 
don’t even know why I’m tryin’
nowadays I play a phony 
a gazelle dressed as a lion 
but still you love me 

and I love & you love & we LOVE DIFFERENT 
(hold on, ay haha)
and I love & you love & we LOVE DIFFERENT 

So different 
Cweed he LOVE DIFFERENT  
diorama depictions 
The kind of trauma you hide from momma 
Brittle bear beginnings
my skin was thinner than linen
been wishing for thicker skin 
I’m still bleeding out from a paper cut 
razor in my cup so I spill my guts when I’m speaking up  
coward prowess in dominance said "listen to yo’ stomach" 
I’m really lactose intolerant
lacking any ambition pretending to pass the law like I’m Parliament 
pass the bar 
I don’t pass the ball like the Mamba did 
shaky to tell my secrets i'm tweakin’ typing with Parkinson's 
semen, feces, & bloody prints covering the apartment 
discovering we departed 
I can’t allow this 
I let you lead my horse to water just for you to drown him 
you sabotaging the wishes 
I’m fishing em' out the fountain 
selfishness was my downfall with my mistress & woman 
stop sitting in intermission 
been spitting on instrumentals 
before you told me I couldn’t 
cause really I LOVE DIFFERENT
humiliation I’m dirty
I’m learning to word my verses so perfect Cweed lenient with my verbiage 
really I LOVE DIFFERENT
count the bread wit’ a eyeball 
they murdered all your idols you only look up to eye drops 
your idols acted a role 
mine was down the road from the sidewalk 
blindfold but with my 3rd eye I’m like a cyclops 
still not wise enough
im watered down my sea moss Cweed drying up 
force mys

love different

(lyrics)
fuck it 
they say a person that loves to walk will walk further than the person that loves the destination so 
Im here 
(all I say is keep some sunshine on your face!)
look
sun on my face 
wind in my sails were the 
winds & my fails
peel the skin from the shell ima —
uh 
look look (ay ay) 
i said let me say my piece before they
close the coffin 
loathing the easy option 
in his solipsistic complex 
the only consciousness — (ughhhh)
cognizance met in dreams
grim, reaping the consequence
godliness stream from rivers 
dismember all my awkwardness 
never-ending descension to entropy pit is bottomless 
falling outta the air 
man how y’all feel out there ?
scared ?
huh
learn to love what I have 
rather wait to love what I’ve lost 
purpose working with vermin then worried about my crops
learned perfectionism deadly I’ve circled back to the start 
yearn for bridges I could spark that ain’t have no victims to burn  
verbiage non-immersive the working message obscured 
perfecting my pen protected my death on hills is reversed 
decompositions to wordy 
Submitted em’ through the dirt 
erst curses forever lifted 
nurtured my inner child 
been awhile my spirit healing 
fearful of getting hurt so I locked my box on my feelings conceal them behind the curtain 
lost control of my monkeys
toss & turn in my sleep as my circus hemorrhage money
tried to open up to homies just to realize they got leverage on me 
lonely stuck in autopilot like some kind of mental zombie 
sentimental hobby 
remnants of the bottle sure to haunt me like the spirit still inside me 
uh 
i know assumptions took you farther 
arguments is empty 
your bucket not holding water
I’m unbothered by them “fuck you” statements 
fuck you looking at me for?
touch grass , feel the sun , & fill your sails with something more 
uhhh
I know presumptions took you farther 
arguments is empty 
your bucket not holding water
I’m unbothered by them “fuck you” statements 
fuck you looking at me for?
Touch grass , feel the sun , & fill your sails with vsomething more
yeah
cweed

(Prod. The Alchemist)

holding water

schizo achievement pt.2

(lyrics)

(I’m afraid of the dark)

strokes of my brush 
smoke in the throat of the ghost that was holding me up 
feel close when I loathe in the stuff
seen the gate open 
closing it up 
roll with the punches 
soul on parole from the pains in my stomach 
gut was …
gluttonous 
grumble, whisper, mumbled something 
wisp of nothing 
love to luck my cookie crumbled,
stumbled
drunken 
what was once  
well …
that ship has sailed and sunken  
flail In rough failed assumptions
hail above, heard the trumpets 
learned my lesson more than once 
protect confessions
dots connected 
shallow breaths of resurrection 
self reflect in shattered mirrors 
divine intervention luck 7 years 
fuck waiting blood crystal clear 
this crystal ball showed 100 open shots and you missed them all 
talked to god
& you pissed him off 
opportunity (knock knock) 
opportunity knockin’ on a locked door (hello)
or the brain i mourn 
please take the reigns from my caged storm 
nah pain don’t cease it just transform 
scream at the stars but i’m mega-wrong
the opps in my prime a deceptive con
my talks with god became mental brawl 
I know a wise man once said 
…
I know a wise man once said nun at all

(Prod. Rbchmbrs & Theravada)

nun at all

sympathy for the villain

(lyrics)
yo yo yo yo, yo yo yo
been living life through the eyes of a housefly with vertigo
worsened working my pen
my poems became to personal 
typical hypocritical white boy
lived worshiping 
nurturing murder motives 
Im hoping my god is merciful 
the Lorax on my ass
I been tearing through paper fast
he said when you write make it purposeful 
it really be the worst when you really knowing who hurt you 
No ambiguity anguish 
the paintbrush to all these tears it be painful to make these paintings 
my visual(eye)zations
of tapestries in this gallery, gather, 
fathom, and trash on my craft 
yellow like mac & cheese 
hello my name is Ryan (whos gonna stop me?)
trying, so please don’t laugh at me sleeping in heavy traffic
finally getting some REM sleep 
Cweed, Rivers, & TEN$HI the best 3 so don’t contest me 
been selling harder for fouls than Harden without the lefty 
bars harder than cement be 
really writing cathartic 
my first respondent EMT 
a DNR on the chest for times I was feeling empty 
scrubbing it off relentlessly 
repressing discontentment and normalizing my jealousy
information to torture myself 
cause’ I won’t telling me 
more to boredom than war with it 
horror but there was more to it 
truth was clear but Im squinting
when in need know you missing 
how you never there for me 
but you there at my crucifixion 
In crucibles feet of clay 
Ive defeated demons to say 
I’m ashamed of my contradiction
losing wrinkles in my brain 
overly expressive gaining wrinkles in my face 
like to grimace when I’m happy
Im laughing in my pain 
sit in the midst of the ending
a miss the mist of the fringe of uncovering new beginning I’m living outside of range
of feeling feelings like rage 
kneeling down for I lay 
listening then I speak
I been thinking before I say 
living outside of range
of feeling feelings like rage 
kneeling down for I lay 
listening then I speak
I been thinking before I say 
yo 
yo yo yo yo yo
cweed 

(don’t put that thing over my face, don’t put me in the dark)

(Prod. The Alchemist)

housefly

(lyrics) 
Tale as old as time… A girl and a guy.
He’d demote his rhymes to devote his time
to the ghosts that host his mind. 
He’s supposed to grind and he close to shining.
But a rope denies it and his ghost still tying it.
Tired of being tied up he invokes a fire to provoke his annihilator. 
approaching is annihilation.
But then I awaken.
But then I awaken taking out Goliath. with patience. Adjacent lives. I’m David embracing crying for saving. I’m wasting time.
I shouldn’t be facing god cause I could’ve been making rhymes that could take a life
and save the light of pureness that faded off. 
The cure is my sacred songs. 
I’m sure you been waiting long. 
I’m furious. Quaking bones in the industry
cause i’m in this bitch innovating the premises. Renovating a renaissance. 
Reminisce on my genesis when I was more than remnants.
The redness in our receptors misled us as our protection.
Hennessy and depression my chemistry what connect us.
Correction, it’s my infection. Rejected by my intestines.
i’m Hesitant to inject you. You resurrect my reflections.
Aggressively i’m projecting obsessions i been regretting.
regression of my successes effect me cause i’m obsessive
acceptance will make progression
repentance make repetition
I shout at god but he distant
how the fuck did we get here
the shadow round his existence
allowed us all to forget him.
I drown him out with the liquor.
it clouded all of my visions.
I smile upon his forgiveness
proud of my compositions.
but shout out my competition
Crown is within your grip
yet you frowning bout your positions.
revolving round recognition.
And all the while i’m ignored
cause the wall around me a fortress
to top it off there’s a war
in my conscience. Evil forces 
exhausting, my resources
but y’all still show no remorse
so of course i resort to immortalizing my voice
by recording cries of a war
that roars in the mind i ignored.
I tore it with it time and dysmorphia.
Swore to my guy we would flourish
soar to the sky and perform.
our chorus and rhymes just before the
Sword in my eye. It engorges,
pouring the iron in portions.
of course.
Yesterday the sun was scorching but the view was gorgeous.
In present day there’s some reward in 
getting used to torture….

ain’t that so unfortunate
I blame it on the lord again
I may not take the floor again
cuz satan on the board intends
on breaking all the scores
by making all the mortals sin.
creating all the portals into
places that award your grimace.
you cant afford it. too expensive cause your empathetic.
you got an empty nigga energetic
you got me venting in this sending letter
but when i send it i know that i’ll regret it.
I’m digressing. 

I need the whisper of the sky to give a light blow. (exhale)
Flare a light hopefully. (hopefully) Air ignite smoke. (go)
Seen a picture of my eyes and I was like “WOAH.” 
Where the life go? (oh) Where the life go? (no) (x2)

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