why are all the songs on this album literal 10/10’s how is this even possible

spark! remix album

thank you gabby

https://soundcloud.com/bringyourknapsack/stolen

stolen from thin air

fractured (demo)

talia (cover) - torr

BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL [dakota dogma b2b blondie rmx]

a friend of satan is a friend of me [postcard boy rmx]

Blue! Red! Yellow! Green! [gravehours + SAWCE rmx]

Haunted [Ty Lorenzo + abbot rmx)

Call Me a Friend [grape milk rmx]

just a sign [wishlane + to oscar rmx]

Hibiscus [dobi rmx]

Photophobia [underscores + kaixan rmx]

19 and feeling blue, and i don't know whats gotten into you
so sick of all the bullshit and lies
so sick of all the fake love
so cry
i won't be there for you, even if you want me to
can't face the complications
i don't want negotiation
so

don't hold my hand when it gets rough
you know i'll just call your bluff
i know you'll just call it love
when hurt is all that is does

so hard to forget about you
why won't our plans go through
i know you wanted me
i know i wanted you

so hard to forget about you
why won't our plans go through
i know you wanted me
i know i wanted you

i'll light up a cigarette for us
is that your idea of love?
i just wish you'd pull me closer
cos' i'm only getting older
and it hurts to say you're fake
but i can't say it any other way
hope my memories fade
don't wanna see you today

don't hold my hand when it gets rough
you know i'll just call your bluff
i know you'll just call it love
when hurt is all that is does

bluff

[[It’s never as easy as we want it to be]] 

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\\ featuring //
+prod from
@ntmusiclol 
+vox from
@clovehitch
+art from
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics  //

[verse] ~ @clovehitch
apparition
floating figure from the water
know it’s all in
my head

drown and detach from
the flickers
that float before my breath
I’ll close my eyes

just to hold you for the morning
trace your shadow, my mirage
and watch it slip away

so
stay with me
ten feet deep
till I come up for air
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
wake up 
you don't say much
i feel your shadow creeping over my whole place
but you're not even alive

take a look take a step back
six feet down
didn't think that you'd come back
haunting my house
feel the CO leak through
and there's no way out

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[outro] ~ @clovehitch & @jauntsen 
you'll never beat the truth of what's real inside my head
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

half awake +Clovehitch (nishith)

if the truth hurts
then i need
pain medication
there's somethin'
bout your hair and your skirt
and they just
crave celebration

but what if im not confident
enough to be the one who can
face desperation
then i'll just hope
that all the stars will align and
make constellations

i think i'm lost in the crowd
tried to figure it out
i took a wrong turn somewhere
it's time to reroute
heavy-headed and anxious
convinced that i hate this
and now i dont know
my own whereabouts

can't dry the tears from your eyes
i know you're bleeding inside
but i'm not the one
you see the evening sky
it's hard to rationalize
when you're on the run
your wings started to melt
because no one would tell you
you're close to the sun
and when you look back now
i hope that you can say
that you had your fun

pain medication.

prod. + written by thms.
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//Whats with the hourglass
//There's so much time that’s passed
//watching each grain fall fast

//I cant say why we wont last
//You wont tell me so face the fact
//Its over and that’s just that 

It’s the things you say to me
In the back of our car going 80, chasing dreams
It's all I can believe  
Why can't you see it?
 
Yeah I swear that we share the same please,
whats a life without your soul in me
Yeah baby won't you see
That im all you need

//what else can I say

I fought our wars
Bloodshed for you
These scars i've torn
Standing at your doors

And you wont accept these
Yeah why would you test me

things have run their course
yet i just want more
they march on my shores 
but yet i implore

Bring back the mars and envy
My blood was worth your every

And I know these 
don’t just go away
But I'm right here 
frozen in place

Swear to god say 
what you wanna say
That’s what I thought
you can't say it to my face

That's why you filter through my dreams
Gives me something to believe
Something no one else can need
That's why im right here

For you my dear
Not telling a soul who can speak
About all the things in me
that's why i write in stones

Too breathe it in once more
Didn't think this is what it would take
duplicates stay raised on my brain
Why would you leave me?

It’s the things you say to me
In the back of our car going 80, chasing dreams
It's all I can believe  
Why can't you see it?
 
Yeah I swear that we share the same please,
whats a life without your soul in me
Yeah baby won't you see
That im all you need

//what else can I say

I fought our wars
Bloodshed for you
These scars i've torn
Standing at your doors

And you wont accept these
Yeah why would you test me

things have run their course
yet i just want more
they march on my shores 
but yet i implore

Bring back the mars and envy
My blood was worth your every

And I'll never understand the maybe
Is it why im so damn hazy
The decision seems clear 
so baby

Please save me 
im drowning in this

Lake
your raising 

Won't understand why you hate me
Just reminders of our new daily
Won't ever waste my time

yeah lately
things seem

Just as there 
meant to be

im drowning 
please save me
please save me
please save me


//Whats with the hourglass
//There's so much time that’s passed
//watching each grain fall fast

//I cant say why we wont last
//You wont tell me so face the fact
//Its over and that’s just that

Blue! Red! Yellow! Green! [gravehours + SAWCE rmx]

Ryan Leahan

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