p. by me
Guitar chords by seklemec
Guitar intro and solo by cloubee
Bass by schurenberg and me

hope you smile c:

NOCONTEST(6/24/2020)

LolF

charli released the stems to this song so i thought i would remix it, hope u enjoy!

Charli XCX - Claws (JAIS remix)

remixed @ryanleahan 's song BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL

i had a cold lol

say my name,
but i won’t beg you,
i know that you’d hurt me if i let you, cuz you
stayed the same,
despite of everything,
i put philly over you like you were maryland,

how is it my fault,
i aint the one that had u sippin on dat nyquil,
don’t try to lie to me i seen it with my eyeballs,
i just hope u kno that every single fucking high falls,
head right thru the drywall,

i spent the last,
year and a half,
hatin on these middle class homes,
feel it in my back bone now,
tryna get attention from fuckers who cut corners,
i don’t really wanna do that,

i don’t wanna be here,
i don’t feel welcome in the streets here,
i don’t look forward to nothing unless i leave here,
momma said to focus on me and just do my best,
fuck it i’m moving out west,

i think my friends are leaving soon,
i think i’m going too

BANG MY HEAD FREESTYLE

shoutout @buttonmaker 

seems like it was only yesterday
said everything will be okay
but you're a liar and i believed you
and all the stupid shit you'd say
but im better now
dont fuck with my head
i could go without
wanna leave this town
but the voices in my head
tryna bring me down, down, down

cause when i call you
i know you wouldnt call back
i was fucking with you heart
but its all black
but i didnt have to tell you
you knew that 
im outta sight
i cry myself to sleep at night
and it, hurts me just to know youre fine
over in a blink of an eye 
like butterfly kisses

told you that i'd call you
maybe im just on mute
maybe its all bullshit
maybe you dont miss it
what we had
way back then
you had said
once again
ended with a knife in my back 
but you dont even see it like that
million messages are on read
maybe im just better off dead
dead and gone away
ive moved on to better things

cause when i call you
i know you wouldnt call back
i was fucking with you heart
but its all black
but i didnt have to tell you
you knew that 
im outta sight
i cry myself to sleep at night
and it, hurts me just to know youre fine
over in a blink of an eye 
like butterfly kisses

cause when i call you
i know you wouldnt call back
i was fucking with you heart
but its all black
but i didnt have to tell you
you knew that 
im outta sight
i cry myself to sleep at night
and it, hurts me just to know youre fine
over in a blink of an eye 
like butterfly kisses

butterfly kisses (ft. button maker)

just a vent song don't ask me if i'm okay i won't respond

lyrics:

i’m so useless
i get so worked up over the small shit
everybody worried about me like ima lose it
im bout 5 shots in i’m feeling nauseous 

approach with caution baby
you don’t know what i’ve been through
i belong in a coffin baby
afraid i’ll hurt u too

i dont want nobody to feel like they’re responsible for my happiness,
i made a whole damn fucking album about an answer but i haven’t fount it yet,

too many scars and i can’t erase them
wish i could be honest without getting wasted
i talk to no one else on the daily
run from my feelings why can’t i face them?

you had a life before me
would you be better off?
if you left me and ignored me
should i not get involved?

and you ask
you ask
you ask
you ask if im okay

im in my head
my head
my head
my head but i won’t say

and you ask
you ask
you ask
you ask if im okay

im in my head
my head
my head
my head but i won’t say

thank u

Ryan Leahan

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