Fine | Single by Ryan Joon (2021)

Written & Produced by Ryan Joon
Mixed & Mastered by Ryan Joon
Cover Photo by Danny Void
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Ryan Joon
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YOUTUBE: www.youtube.com/user/ryanshinmusic
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LYRICS:

It’s all the same
I’m hearing it all the time
It’s like a game
But you can’t ever retry

I don’t know why it’s like this
Is it cause I’ve committed a sin
No medicine can save me from the never ending pain

Here we go, once again
Another battle that I cannot win
Voices all in my head
And they’re shouting to no end

Stop
Something’s making me suffer constantly psychologically
I think it’s gonna be better when I can fight anonymously
It’s like a storm, but I’m fueling it with my a-n-x-iety
I’m lighting a flame, I’m lighting a flame
Whoa (flame)

Everyone’s stuck with disbelief
What they don’t see, they don’t believe
They don’t even know what I’m tryna be
Gotta think, gotta be mentally
Tougher than the common enemy
Cause no one knows you better than you

I’ll keep up my walls
Cause everything’s okay
Don’t mind me I’m just getting by
I’m trying to find my way

Here we go, once again
Another battle that I cannot win
Voices all in my head
And they’re shouting to no end

But I’m fine
I’m just fine, whatcha want me to do
But I’m fine 
I’m just fine, tell me what about you

I think I’ve tried a couple hundred times
To find the answers all up in my mind
When all is lost, you know that I’ll be fine

Here we go, once again
Another battle that I cannot win
Voices all in my head
And they’re shouting to no end

But I’m fine
I’m just fine, whatcha want me to do
But I’m fine  
I’m just fine, tell me what about you

Fine

Vocal Mix & Master by Ryan Joon
Instrumental: https://youtu.be/9fuhmIm5joU

Originally by Justin Bieber (Jake Torrey, Dreamlab, Haywood, Daniel James, Tia Scola, Justin Bieber)

Youtube video: https://youtu.be/B8MEIqUi9Tg

Off My Face (Cover)

still blue | Single by Ryan Joon (2022)

Written & Produced by Ryan Joon
Mixed & Mastered by Ryan Joon
Cover Photo by Joseph An
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Ryan Joon
INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/ry.shin/
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YOUTUBE: www.youtube.com/user/ryanshinmusic
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LYRICS:

If I could be anything
I would be the song that the bluebirds sing
If I could be anything
I would be the blue flower that blooms in spring

But I’m just a human being after all

Even though all the leaves always change at the turn of October
And the moon and the stars start to take up the skies even slower
But I’m still here living just the same
Trying to find something to blame
And I’m doing what I can to keep the time from going by
Still blue

If I could be anything
I would be the oceans that fill the night
If I could be anything
I would be a sapphire glowing bright

But I’m just a human being after all

Even though all the leaves always change at the turn of October
And the moon and the stars start to take up the skies even slower
But I’m still here living just the same
Trying to find something to blame
And I’m doing what I can to keep the time from going by
Still blue
Still blue

still blue

Run | Ryan Joon (2023)

Written & Produced by Ryan Joon
Mixed & Mastered by Ryan Joon
Cover Photo by Joseph An
Samples featuring Evin Moon and Shawn Lee
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Ryan Joon
INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/ry.shin/
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YOUTUBE: www.youtube.com/user/ryanshinmusic
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LYRICS:

I might break
Before sundown
I might lose it all
Before I win it all
Am I late
Or have I just begun
There’s no waiting now

So tell me where to run,
Run, run away
So tell me where to run,
Run, run away
And I don't know where to start
And I don’t know where at all
I know is how to run,
Run, run away
(Run, run, run, run)

So tell me where to run,
Run, run away
So tell me where to run,
Run, run away
And I don't know where to start
And I don’t know where at all
I know is how to run,
Run, run away
(Run, run, run, run)

If I stay
One more time
Will I win it all
Or will I take the fall
Am I brave
Or am I just a fool
Cause I’m feeding doubt

So tell me where to run,
Run, run away
So tell me where to run,
Run, run away
And I don't know where to start
And I don’t know where at all
I know is how to run,
Run, run away
(Run, run, run, run)

So tell me where to run,
Run, run away
So tell me where to run,
Run, run away
And I don't know where to start
And I don’t know where at all
I know is how to run,
Run, run away
(Run, run, run, run)

So tell me where to run,
Run, run away
So tell me where to run,
Run, run away
And I don't know where to start
And I don’t know where at all
I know is how to run,
Run, run away
(Run, run, run, run)

the backstory, I hope

Insomnia | Ryan Joon (2023)

Written & Produced by Ryan Joon
Mixed & Mastered by Ryan Joon
Cover Photo by Joseph An
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Ryan Joon
INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/ry.shin/
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YOUTUBE: www.youtube.com/user/ryanshinmusic
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LYRICS:

All of these late nights
Turn into daylight
The birds are up
While I’m still up

Why does the day hide
Who says the time is right
I’m always lost
And I’m at fault

Falling deeper
But I’m going nowhere
Only weaker
When my mind’s too aware
Ooh

Slowly dying
Like a burnt cigarette
Withered dry
Once a flower in red
Ooh

Silence is fleeting
Shadows embrace me
My dreams evade
While I’m in pain

Who’s even counting?
When everything is just the same
In my every waking day and night
To fight another fight
I’m crawling out only to do it all again

Falling deeper
But I’m going nowhere
Only weaker
When my mind’s too aware
Ooh

Slowly dying
Like a burnt cigarette
Withered dry
Once a flower in red
Ooh

~

One day I’m hoping
The sun will hold me
I’ll wave goodbye
To all these nights

Insomnia

Play Pretend | Ryan Joon (2023)

Written & Produced by Ryan Joon
Mixed & Mastered by Ryan Joon
Cover Photo by Joseph An
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Ryan Joon
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APPLE MUSIC: music.apple.com/us/artist/ryan/1492504222
YOUTUBE: www.youtube.com/user/ryanshinmusic
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LYRICS:

Why does it seem so far away
And time is hunting me as its prey
Cause no matter what
I can’t break out of line at all
Back into my never ending fall 

There goes the sun again
No one ever seems to comprehend
That my darkness never will relent
And it’s like I’ll never see the end

There goes the sun again
No one ever seems to comprehend
That my darkness never will relent
And it’s like I’ll never see the end

It’s right for me when things seem wrong
And I can hide so I can 
Play pretend
I can hide so I can 
Play pretend

I can’t break out of line at all
Back into my never ending fall 

There goes the sun again
No one ever seems to comprehend
That my darkness never will relent
And it’s like I’ll never see the end

There goes the sun again
No one ever seems to comprehend
That my darkness never will relent
And it’s like I’ll never see the end

It’s right for me when things seem wrong
And I can hide so I can 
Play pretend
I can hide so I can 
Play pretend

Play Pretend

I Made It | Ryan Joon (2023)

Written & Produced by Ryan Joon
Mixed & Mastered by Ryan Joon
Cover Photo by Joseph An
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Ryan Joon
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YOUTUBE: www.youtube.com/user/ryanshinmusic
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LYRICS:

If you told a younger and a simpler me
Where I would be today and where my life would be
That I’d close the doors I wanted to go through
Only to live in the unknown

I was searching for a reason to spite me
So I made myself my own enemy
Schizophrenic voices surround me
(Whoa oh)

I was searching for a reason to fight me
So I turned into my own enemy
Sticks and stones to conquer the mighty
(Whoa oh)

I made it
All the way home
Even if I can’t be 
Dreaming
Cause that’s what I chose

Through my mental thunderstorms I’ll say 
I made it
I made it
Through the endless fires of pain I’ll say 
I made it
I made it through the day

I made it through the day
I’ve been so damn hard
On myself

I was searching for a reason to spite me
So I made myself my own enemy
Schizophrenic voices surround me
(Whoa oh)

I was searching for a reason to fight me
So I turned into my own enemy
Sticks and stones to conquer the mighty
(Whoa oh)

I made it
All the way home
Even if I can’t be 
Dreaming
Cause that’s what I chose

Through my mental thunderstorms I’ll say 
I made it
I made it
Through the endless fires of pain I’ll say 
I made it
I made it through the day

I made it through the day
I’ve been so damn hard
On myself

I Made It

VOICES | MIND EP (2019) - Produced, Composed, Lyrics by RYAN

Can you try to reach the sky, 
Stand up to the faces facing you
Can you try to touch the stars,
Balance all the weight that’s on your mind
 
Can you hear, can you hear, can you hear the voices try?
Try to dive the lowest oceans, and try climb the highest mountains
Can you hear, can you hear, can you hear the voices cry?
Cry across the countless timelines, and cry across all the dimensions

Can you hear all of the voices?
Can you hear all of the voices?

Can you try to hold your breath,
Brace the poison filling up the air
Can you try to close your eyes,
Find the path that leads you to the light

Can you hear, can you hear, can you hear the voices try?
Try to dive the lowest oceans, and try climb the highest mountains
Can you hear, can you hear, can you hear the voices cry?
Cry across the countless timelines, and cry across all the dimensions

Can you hear all of the voices?
Can you hear all of the voices?

Can you hear, can you hear, can you hear the voices try?
Try to dive the lowest oceans, and try climb the highest mountains
Can you hear, can you hear, can you hear the voices cry?
Cry across the countless timelines, and cry across all the dimensions

A speck of dust within the universe
Silent echoes trying to reach for you
Breaking free from what you used to know
Trying to reach for you, trying to reach for you

Can you hear all of the voices?
Day by day, I’m reaching farther to you, to you, to you
Can you hear all of the voices?

Can you hear, can you hear, can you hear the voices try?
Try to dive the lowest oceans, and climb the highest mountains
Can you hear, can you hear, can you hear the voices cry?
Cry across the countless timelines, and across all the dimensions

Mastered with eMastered
Photo by Tim Chon

MIND

VOICES

SELFISH | MIND EP (2019) - Produced, Composed, Lyrics by RYAN

I thought I gave my all to you
Guess you couldn't understand
I thought I knew just what to do
Guess I couldn't get the chance
Everyday I'm always being reminded
Every night I stay up feeling blinded

Time goes on, but I feel like I'm going in reverse
What to do, to keep this from getting any worse

This time I’ll be the one for me
난 이젠 나만 집중할거야
This time I’ll be the best for me
난 이젠 이야기 만들거야

This time I’m bein’ selfish
This time I’m bein’ selfish

내가 알던 사랑 의미
아직 잘 모르는 나
계속 시간을 흘러도
정신 못차리는 나

Yeah, 매일 매일 발걸음을 해도
나의 발자국은 사라지내
그래도, 밝게 빛을 내리고 싶은 나
한번더, 다시 시작하려 서있는 나

This time I’ll be the one for me
난 이젠 나만 집중할거야
This time I’ll be the best for me
난 이젠 이야기 만들거야

This time I’m bein’ selfish
This time I’m bein’ selfish

This time I’m bein’ selfish
This time I’m bein’ selfish

Mastered with eMastered
Photo by Tim Chon

SELFISH

Beautiful by RYAN (Cover 2019)

Performed, Arranged, and Mixed by RYAN
Instrumental: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I1h8Xk79z6M

Original Track : Beautiful - Crush

Beautiful (Cover)

Out of Air | Single by RYAN & myrus(2019)
@boshii64

Lyrics and Vocals by RYAN
Produced, Mixed, and Mastered by myrus
Cover Art by mrinam

myrus
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INSTAGRAM: https://www.instagram.com/myrusmusic/

RYAN
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Out of Air

Out of Air (prod. myrus)

Dreamer | Single by Ryan Joon (2021)

Written & Produced by Ryan Joon
Mixed & Mastered by Ryan Joon
Cover Photo by Joseph An
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Ryan Joon
INSTAGRAM: www.instagram.com/ry.shin/
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APPLE MUSIC: music.apple.com/us/artist/ryan/1492504222
YOUTUBE: www.youtube.com/user/ryanshinmusic
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LYRICS:

I’ve counted all the stars high up in the sky
Even made some wishes too
But I fell so far, don’t even know why
And there’s nothing I could do
Now I’m barely hanging on to all the things I know, I love, and I believe

I thought I had it all, thought I had it this time
But I’m just some kind of fool
Now I’ve hit some wall and it’s killing my vibe
Tryna be some kind of cool
Now I’m looking for somebody to tell me why I’ve lost the rhythm and the beat

I’ve tried it every night and day
But I’m still lying wide awake
With nothing here to hide the pain
Cause when it’s dark and clouds are grey
And everything was done in vain
A dreamer’s gotta find a way
Dreamer

I’m floating off, somewhere no one can be
Somewhere only I would know
I could run away, fly up high and be free
But that ain’t how it goes
Cause I wanna live the lie
Don’t wake me up, I’m living in this paradise

I’ve tried it every night and day
But I’m still lying wide awake
With nothing here to hide the pain
Cause when it’s dark and clouds are grey
And everything was done in vain
A dreamer’s gotta find a way

And now it’s only getting harder
I’m losing all my mental armor
It’s like I’m always drowning
And when the storm is getting calmer
You might think it’s getting smaller
Don’t you know it’s coming

And now it’s only getting harder
I’m losing all my mental armor
All my thoughts collided
And when the storm is getting calmer
You might think it’s getting smaller
But there’s something that’ll never go away
Dreamer

I’ve counted all the stars in the sky
Even made some wishes too
But I fell so far, don’t even know why
And there’s nothing I could do
I’m hoping maybe one day I will be the one I know, I love, and I believe

Dreamer

Topliner/Songwriter
EMAIL: ryanshinmusic@gmail.com

Ryan Joon

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