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Essentials 2017-2020

I'm in control
I'm in control
I'm in control
I'm in control

devils daughter
artificial
beset by madness
chained to hell itself

I see you moving in the dark
slowly, gently
just like I want it to

you skin feels like fire
you fitful breath betrays you

it never ends this perfect nightmare
and as the headless serpent coils around you heart
I'm taking over

I'm in control
I'm in control

I'm in control

poem by Lescelin / originally recorded by Lescelin
https://soundcloud.com/lescelin/when-the-shadows-are-solid

When the Shadows are Solid (and All Hope Forgotten)

Gone into Darkness
Accepted my Fate
Taken the Pounding
Taken the Pill
Sold My Soul &
Lost my grounding
Murdered
Disappointed the world
Falling and Fallen
Blessed are we when the shadows are solid
When illusions are flesh,
All hope forgotten
Freedom flies in the face of insanity
Freedom dives into darkness
Not fearing the pain
Not fearing the stain
Not fearing not ever being loved again
How free is the knowledge
When shadows are solid
Losing breath
Losing heart
Losing your smile
Tomorrows child
Never was
Never could be
Was never here
Blood rot from bitter root
Poison seed in a barren womb,
Her TOMB
All smiles lost
All hope forgotten
Blood child goodbye
Forgive me, goodbye
The night was cold and my heart
My heart
My heart could not warm
My mind was blank
I stepped into darkness
And all shadows were solid.

when the shadows are solid (feat. Lescelin)

many thanks to Billie Rogue and her awesome voice and cool lyrics! https://soundcloud.com/user-288224764
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0Cq4a4uo9HF7kEsvzV5o2x

Ego is 
unsatiable
Ego is
infallible 
Ego is
so ravenous 
Absorbing
all it comes across

I realize, I have fed but the mouth
Stays hungry
I walk the path, I have dreamt but unthankful eyes keep me blinded

Like a shark 
On its course
For the blood

Ego waits like a shark in waves...

Peripheral vision lost and dried (my shadow just holds the leash)
Undecaying fever of my drive (no rest for the hunt; indulge the teeth)
Human desire is unnegotiable (envy lays its eggs inside the skull)
One forgets their journey behind
Their finalized memories

Ego is 
unsatiable
Ego is
infallible 
Ego is
so ravenous 
Absorbing
all it comes across

Ego is 
Unnegotiable!
Ego is
Unreliable!
Ego is
So emotional!
The human soil!
In turmoil!

ego (feat. Billie Rogue)

Slappin' House cover of the famous song "Lovely" : )

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One-man project
Cross genre electropop, indie pop, alternative, rock

I create music inspired by sci fi, videogames, racing and any thrilling things.  Basically all of my songs are related to one big question which is how to release the inner energy and find motivation to make something bigger. I'm influenced by many different music styles from 80s synthwave to industrial rock which I blend together somehow.    

My latest EP 'Air Anatomy' on Bandcamp:
https://ryderboy.bandcamp.com/album/air-anatomy

My album for Red Bull Sound Supply: 
https://www.redbullsoundsupply.com/albums/liquid-dark-vi

Let me know if you need a soundtrack for your game, film or commercial video!

Don't Let Me Go Down

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