definitely feelings that "sunrise" type of vibe on this one, nice work

I like the vibe. Really nice. Keep it up!

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Original Version By Jahgan Olivier.
℗ 2021 Jahgan Olivier
© 2021 Jahgan Olivier

Ombra

Symptoms of Joy

Where do I start?
You’re breakin my heart


You don’t feel me like you used to
Heard you’ve moved on to a new dude
Type of person that you could get used to
Fuck my life apparently he’s cool too

While I’m happy for you
I’m upset for myself 
Vanished into the blue
And you left me in hell

Beggin you for the truth
Somethin you just won’t tell
Brains running on a loop
But you don’t want to help

Tell me that you just want to be friends
Like you weren’t just on my dick
I know that I can be a prick 
That’s only me when I get lit
Cut out the beer and cut out the gin
Been livin clean and hittin the gym
You’re still with him
But I see you at my crib
I catch you starin so I give you a grin
Tellin me one thing but I know how it is
We don’t work right now 
because we never will
Your word are just words
And your words never real
Desert me and hurt me
But you won’t let me heal
Skin smooth as silk
And a heart cold as steel
Play it off like just a fling
But you told me
That you loved me
Then treated me like nothing
So Please excuse me 
don’t want company
while I melt down in public

Yeeahhhh I’m losin my mind
But if anybody asks
laugh it off and Say I’m doin fine
While I’m faking a smile


I don’t even know anymore
Where was I even trynna go before
You came in and caused a storm
I been feelin far from normal

And I’m askin why 
Doing big things
Seems so pointless
Without you by my side

Does hurting me
Bring you enjoyment
Ego boost and sense of pride

Can I turn it around
Gettin so sick of hiding
I’m a lion I’m a giant im a viper I’m a titan
There’s no problem with I 
If I don’t bring you excitement
You know where my heart lies
But I won’t be your side man
You can go guy to guy
But you’ll still never find it
The problem lies inside
It’s why you’re so indecisive
Sit in your room and you cry
Because you don’t even like him
Pushing me aside
because you think I’m a psycho
You’re always Talkin bout dyin
But I really might though
Whenever I’m not flyin
It’s like I’m walkin a tightrope 
Give in to my vices
Shootin texts off with typos
On and off on and off
Motion sickness vicious cycle
Nosy bitches in our business
Lose my shit I really tried though
Only get it when I’m spittin
It felt different 
when you looked me in the eyes 
Like I could take my disguise off 
All the sudden now the vibes off
I don’t understand why but

Yeeahhhh I’m losin my mind
But if anybody asks
laugh it off and Say I’m doin fine
While I’m faking a smile

You don’t feel me like you used to
Hope you’re happy with your new dude
Never thought that I would lose you
Might take a second to get used to

Sunrise

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