cover of untitled by mxmtoon aka one of my favorite songs by her :) i made it in one day but i'm very proud of it!!

untitled (mxmtoon cover)

i made this in like 15 minutes! this is an updated version of the other one i had so enjoy but it's pretty much the exact same thing :D

your face (demo)

i have this crazy idea that everyone i come into contact with has an effect on my life. this song took me two years to write. it's an exploration of my formative years and the people who supported me along the way: those i'm still in contact with, those i said goodbye to too soon, or even those who never got a proper farewell. many people came to mind while i wrote this and it's not really about anyone specific.

performed, recorded, produced, and mixed by me 😰

lyrics:

is it strange if i say i can still smell your car on the shirt i grew out of?
i only mention it 'cause it made me think of the nights we'd scream it all out the sunroof
is it so weird if i fear for the day i pretend i've never met you?
well i think it is, but i know i'll miss the feeling today like the time before this
'cause what happened to us, 
it wasn't fair
but we were there

i would've sold my soul for an alibi
i would've broken my bones for another try
oh, i don't know what i'll do without you
i would've held onto you like a secret
'cause you gave me something to believe in
oh, i don't know what i'll do without you
give me something to hold onto

sometimes i feel like an empty balloon in the middle of the street
i would ask you if you'd like to quit and meet at the places we used to meet
but to tell you the truth, i'm just craving our youth
being seventeen with brand new heartstrings
every day i relapse, just looking back, when that song comes on
it's a cemetary
'cause when i didn't know a thing about me
you were there

i would've sold my soul for an alibi
i would've broken my bones for another try
oh, i don't know what i'll do without you
i would've held onto you like a secret
'cause you gave me something to believe in
oh, i don't know what i'll do without you
give me something to hold onto

i'd love to catch up with you someday
have another drink at the garden cafe
do i need you now or do i mean the way
you were when you were just seventeen?
oh, babe
i don't know
but i do know one thing
it's that i need another night in your car in the drive-thru line
with the windows up
heaters on
but now i get so down whenever i hear that song

(outro)

p.s.

what you thought was love for another person begins to destroy you.

lyrics:

i gave you the key to my house
i gave you the key to my house
i snuck it through the pocket
of your black leather jacket
when you weren’t looking
i gave you the key to my house

i heard that he’s summer at night
and soft like the colors i tried
i’m listening to the rumbling
to the castles all crumbling
as you’re singing him sweet somethings
oh i heard that he’s summer at night

AAAAAAAAAAA

i loved you like an avalanche 
your favorite story is a haunted mansion
someone sweet and so cool 
who won’t take you for a fool
would you kick out this stool
cuz i loved you like an avalanche

i built my city on your fault line
your words settle like snow in my mind 
you made me sweet and so kind
like a pink winter sky
listening to the families cry
cuz i built my city on your fault line
cuz i built my city on your fault line

san andreas (demo)

MINE (after midnight)

breathing (demo)

close encounter with a real angel (demo)

this is a cover/redo of a track i made with my friend kaci. this was super fun to make! :) i think it's a lot better than the original. (but it still has a special place in my heart owo)  i added some lyrics to the original and changed up the mood a touch. a lil boppy i guess hehe anyways here are the lyrics (i specify who wrote each line lol)

i know i'm not the one you're looking for (kaci)
i know you're not the one i'm looking for (kaci)
disco ball, nail polish, fingertips (kaci)
baby be my shooting star, make a wish (me)

i know i'm not the one you're looking for (kaci)
i know you're not the one i'm looking for (kaci)
tuesday afternoon, bedroom blues (me)
flying off to space to lose you (me)

i know i'm not the one you're looking for (kaci)
i know you're not the one i'm looking for (kaci)
countless nights to realize i'm alright (me)
next time i will stay inside. (me)

ryan call

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